AN: I'M ALIVE and I'm back. I am so sorry about not updating. I have recently started school again and I have gotten a job. PLEASE DON'T GIVE UP ON ME YET. If anyone ever has any ideas please review with them in it or PM me about them and I will look over them. I am having a lot of trouble with ideas even though I know where I want the story to end.

As always I would like to thank my Beta DestanyRose. You're the BEST, literally. You put up with my random chapters and never complain.

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CHAPTER FIVE: Reliving Two Heart Breaks

BPOV

By the end of my story both Aro and Edward were staring at me with so much regret I thought they were both about to find the nearest cliff and throw themselves off of it but it wasn't their emotions that were killing me.

I was re-living it all again. My heart was breaking again. I was re-living the pain and suffering.

I am a strong person. I had survived two heart breaks throughout my life and I couldn't live through them both again, at the same time. I couldn't do it... I was falling, falling through a black hole of loss and depression and I didn't think I would be able to climb back out a third time.

I collapsed and expected to hit the floor with a thud but the last thing I felt was a pair of strong, cold arms wrap around me, keeping me upright. Then everything went black.

ARO POV

While everyone, except my brothers believes I am the 'All Powerful Vampire King' and that I fear nothing and no one, they are wrong. There are only two things that fear... losing Bella forever. Knowing she is alive and mostly happy is enough for me but I fear losing her to death. My other fear is created by someone who is older than I... the one who made me what I am today, what my brothers are today...

Our maker.

She was the reason I told Bella that the engagement was over.

She is the reason my mate now hates me.

She is the reason Bella left Italy, abandoning her dream of being an artist.

I did it to protect Bella, to save her from my power hungry ** of a maker.

But after seeing Bella again for the first time in years I knew that I would do anything to have her again in my arms, anything to have her heart, her love.

When my eyes met hers I knew that I would abandon all of my maker's commands, just to have Bella love me again.

But I feared, as I watched Bella collapse to the floor, that my chances with her were slim to none.