The day had gone great, just like old times. If only we were back to the way we were before. Totally in love. Not to be mistaken, we were in love, totally in love, but we need to talk about what happened before our bittersweet reunion. Cody was at the gym and I was on the deck outside our home looking out at the ocean. We had to leave tomarrow morning in order to be in LA on time. I couldn't wait to see John and Randy! Randy has always been like an over-protective big brother to me and John...well John was one of my BEST friends. We could party anywhere at anytime all you had to do was say the words. Even though I am still practically under the legal age to drink, I can sneek a few in. Im a bad girl, I know. I missed home terribly, but this is my home now and I have to start realizing that. The sun was fixing to set against the gentle horizon of the water. Miles and miles of it lie across the great Atlantic.
C: Hey babe, I'm back *from inside*
M: Hey, can we talk?
C: Sure *completely unsure*
I led him back outside and pulled him down on the oversized hammock with me.
M: About our little arguement thing before I flew to , where does that leave us now.
C: What are you talking about? You took the ring back, we're getting married. *confused*
M: I know. Thats not what I was talking about. Why did you kiss her?
C: You want me to answer that honestly?
M: of course.
C: I got lost in her, eyes they were exactly the same color as yours and I forgot where I was. Who I was with. *nervous*
M:It really hurt me Cody. I know you know that and believe me I can see that you hurt too. You don't need to feel like what yu did was totally unforgivable. Because as far as I can tell you are forgiven. *snuggling into his chest*
C: Now you have to answer my question. Why did you drink?
M: I was scared and angry. It sounded like a pretty good idea, well until I realized I was drunk. I tried to get away from it, but when I did the outcome was bad. *crying*
C: Hey, hey. Dont cry its over *soothingly*
M: I know. So July 15th?
C: Yes M'am *smiling* I love you
M: I love you too.
Darkness had taken over the early June night sky, but the temperature was still had spoken in over ten minutes, but we layed there staring into each others eyes. I had no idea what we were trying to find. Maybe the future, the hurt, the love. My eyes could only tell the truth of what was up ahead of us, the rest of our lives.
