A/N Sorry that this chapter took so long. School and life took over… plus I have been sick lately. So I will try to update as soon as I get the chance.
BPOV
After my talk with Alice we went downstairs to talk to the rest of the family. I was bombarded with questions but before I answered them I noticed that someone was missing.
"Where's Edward?" I asked confused. He was the one who wanted to know the details in the first place.
"Oh. Umm. He needed some time to himself," Emmett explained, even though I knew Edward just left because he couldn't handle knowing. I knew that I told him too soon, I should've told him before I told the rest of the family. But what was I suppose to do, he was the one who left me in the first place.
"Oh," I sighed, I was really hoping that I would get the chance to talk to him, "Okay. Carlisle do you have a question that you want to ask me?"
"Bella, why did you fake your death?" Carlisle asked, concerned.
"I was scared. I didn't know anything about being a mother especially to half vampires. I was scared, it's plain and simple no deep explanation. Just scared of Charlie's reaction and your guy's reaction," I whispered quieter with each word, especially when I began talking about Charlie, it made me depressed.
"Bella, how's Charlie?" Esme asked. This was the one question that I knew would be asked but wasn't prepared to answer. This question was not going to come out of my mouth without my voice breaking at least a million times.
"Okay, so this morning after I saw Rosalie I knew that I wasn't ready to face you guys. My heart was still torn into pieces. So I ran down to La Push to talk to Jacob Black. We started talking about our families and I asked him about Charlie and Jake's eyes had tears in them. I was so scared and I didn't want to know why he was almost crying. I asked what was wrong and he told me that Charlie had been killed," I dry- sobbed. I tried to wipe away the tears that would never fall from my eyes but they wouldn't go away. My voice was breaking too much to keep talking so I had to stop and take a deep unnecessary breath. Then I felt someone grab my hand, and to my surprise it was Rosalie's hand that had grabbed mine, "Sorry. So then he told me that after I left Victoria had come looking for me, you know the whole mate for a mate thing," they shook their heads like they didn't know what I was talking about.
"Wait, you mean that Edward never told you that after James was killed in Phoenix his mate Victoria wanted revenge. She was going to kill Edward because she wanted to get her revenge but then she found out that Edward and I were in love and she came after me. Victoria figured that since I was human and Edward was immortal it would literally kill him and that 's exactly what she wanted. She wanted one of us to feel the pain that she had when you killed James." After I finished my explanation every vampire in the room looked paler if that was even possible. Esme and Carlisle's faces were a mix of sadness and anger. While everyone else looked angry, sad and in pain, especially Jasper.
" Anyways, Victoria came back looking for me so that Edward would suffer but I wasn't there so instead she killed Charlie. She killed my dad and it's all my fault. I shouldn't have left. I should've made sure that he was safe before I left."
Passing out, I do that often, although vampires aren't suppose to. The Cullen's are going to be so worried because vampires, like I said aren't suppose to be able to pass out.
"Bella?" Esme asked in a soft voice, " Sweetie are you all right?"
"What happened?" I asked confused.
"Bella, sweetie you passed out because you were talking about Charlie. Although I've never seen a vampire pass out before," Esme explained.
"Oh my god, Jasper, I am so sorry. My emotions are a mess are all over the place. I forgot that you can feel all of the pain and sadness that I feel. I'll try to take better care of my emotions. I'm sorry," I whispered.
"Don't worry about it Bella I get used to it, I do live with Edward," he smiled.
"Thanks," I half-smiled.
"Bella, I'm sorry but we should be going. I have to get to work and the "children" have to get ready for school, but don't worry they will see you at school though," Carlisle said as he and Esme came over to give me a hug.
"Thanks for believing me, I never meant to cause anyone any pain," I whispered.
"It's okay Bella. Just promise me that you and Edward will talk, promise me," Esme whispered in my ear.
"I promise," I whispered as they walked out the front door to their car and I was picked up into a big bear hug.
"Bella don't you ever die again or even leave us again I don't think anyone could handle that much pain again," Emmett said, I knew that if he could cry he would be crying right now.
"Don't worry Em, I don't plan on leaving anytime soon. Bye Rose," I smiled.
"Bye Bella," she smiled and then walked up and gave me a hug.
"I will see you tomorrow Bella," Jasper said giving me a hug, " And I'm…"
"Jasper don't even say it. It's not your fault," I smiled.
"Thanks Bella. See you tomorrow," he said walking out the front door with Emmett and Rosalie.
"Bella, can I stay and talk to you about something?" Alice asked.
"Sure Alice. I'll see you guys tomorrow," I smiled waving to them from the door.
APOV
After everyone left I pulled Bella upstairs because I needed to talk to her about my stupid ass of a brother. There were so many things that I needed to know about her and the past sixteen years but the number one thing that I needed to know I was going to find out right now.
"Bella?" I asked.
"Yeah Al," she smiled.
"You still love Edward right?" I asked.
"Yeah Al. I never stopped. Even after he left me in Forks I didn't stop, I am never going to stop loving him. Even if he doesn't feel the same way and ends up with someone else in the end," she sighed.
"Okay then. There is only one way for you to get Edward without having to beg him," I smirked, "And I have a plan."
BPOV
When Alice had a plan it was always bound to be very interesting. As much as I love Edward and wanted him back doing this felt more like cheating but I still went along with it. After Alice told me her plan she left to go home and get changed. And she made me call Angela.
"Hello?" she asked.
"Hey Angela. I need your help," I said shyly
APOV
This plan was going to work perfectly I had already seen it and just need to set it in motion. But if something made Edward change his mind then this was going to end horribly. But I am going to stay positive and say that this plan was going to work and I am sure of it.
A/N Thank you so much for reading. I will update as soon as I get the chance, defiantly by Friday. Please review!!
Megan
