I own nothing except Jessie and Other characters you do not recognize. She is my character =). The rest is all JK Rowling Oh and I am making no money by writing this story… =(

Previously…

The staff laughed and Severus almost smiled.

Jessie looked at Dumbledore a bit hurt and asked sadly "Why would you wait until I left to do this to them?"

"Because, my dear, I knew you would have gone around the room with a straw, sucking out the filling of every muffin."

Severus could see her doing that every morning even now. Just because she doesn't go to school here anymore doesn't mean she won't visit every morning.

But she can't get metocome with her every time she wants a stupid muffin

After breakfast, Jessie and Severus met with Dumbledore and McGonagall. She told them she was pregnant and went home. She didn't really want to talk to them and knew Severus was uncomfortable. When she got home she just layed on the couch staring at her stomach. She sneezed when she realized there was an Order meeting. "Severus in going to… work."

"Ok. Just stop saying 'work' like I don't know what it is."


Jessie walked into the room where the meetings were usally held and tripped over someone's foot.

Sirius tried to catch her but she ended up on top on him with her face buried in his chest. The way he held her reminded her of the way Severus had done when she told him what had happened to her. The only difference was that Sirius was more comfortable holding her. She groaned.

"Jessie are you ok?"

She shook her head, still lying on top of him.

"Are… are you crying?"

She nodded and told him everything. At that moment she didn't care who knew, or that she was pregnant. All she wanted was someone to talk to and Sirius was different than Severus.

Jessie noticed that as she told him he help her tighter. Then she realized that she was there for a meeting. "How many people just heard me?"

"No one." He whispered softly. "You're late, really late. I stayed for a while."

They layed there like that for a while. "Feel free to tell me to leave anytime you want. I'm sure you hate this."

"I don't mind it."

"I'm so sorry I was mean to you. All you wanted to do was help me but I wouldn't let you."

"It's not your fault. This shouldn't have happened to you."

She shrugged "I really don't know what to think about this anymore. All I want to do is forget about it." she rolled off of him and layed on her back. But he took her hand and said

"I want to be here for you. I want to be your friend. Just like Sn-Severus. Will you please let me?"

She looked at him for a while before answering "Why?"

"Because you are the only one that can't stand me. And you're the only one I wish would."

Is this the hormones? She wondered or do I really, really like him rite now? Without thinking about it any further, she gently kissed him. He responded by pulling her closer.


Jessie went home feeling a little guilty. She knew if Severus found out about her and Sirius he would be angry with her and she didn't want that. But he wasn't even home. He was probably summoned. That gives me time to think.

"Why did I do that? I was stupid!" she told herself as she went to bed. She really needed to rest and think about everything. Then when she woke up she would have morning sickness again. Great!


Jessie layed on the floor of the bathroom, looking up at Severus and yelled, "Give me the stupid potion!"

"Agree to it!"

"NO!"

"Yes!"

She sat up and once again vomited into the toilet. "Fine! I agree to go into hiding!"

She rinsed her mouth and he put the potion on the counter near the sink. Jessie picked up the vial and drank the potion. Then choked. "That's awful."

"I never said it was good!" he snapped angrily.

"…Someone's not very nice today!"

"Look whose talking!"

"Are you trying to make me mad or what?"

"You're the one complaining!"

"… I'm s- no I'm not sorry! You're mad about whatever happened the other night and I'm mad about… stuff. We can't take anything personally."

"I guess."

"What are you going to do while I'm in hiding? What are you going to tell him?"

"Don't worry about it."

Like that's easy! She thought "Severus… why don't you just join the-"

"They can't trust me and that would be spying on the most dangerous wizard in the world."

"Oh yeah. But I trust you. Dumbledore trusts you. And people trust us."

"Then you two are stupid! You shouldn't even talk to me."

"I'm not too trusting. I just know you well."

"No you don't."

"Ok. You're favorite color: black. Favorite subject: DADA. Personal information: you are a Death Eater but want out, you are very good at Dark Arts, your father was awful to you… ok this is creepy."

"Yes. It is."

"So I know you better than you think! Admit it! You know nothing about me! It scares you that I know you as well as I do."

"No it does not. You don't know me as well as you think."

"I know that you love her. Help her win this war. Maybe you can-"

Severus stormed out of the room.

As he slammed the door, Jessie felt a sharp stabbing pain in her stomach. However, it wasn't the first but this one seemed to last.

About an hour later Severus went into the sitting room and saw Jessie reading an Occlumency book. "I'm sorry." She whispered.

He ignored her and read a book of his own.

With one quick movement, Jessie closed her book and put her hand on her stomach. Severus looked up and watched her.

"I need to go to the hospital wing. I think there's something wrong with the baby.


Sorry it took longer to update this time. I have a lot going on right now. Hope you like it! Thanks to those of you who reviewed and added this to their favorites.

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