A/N Hey everyone! I am so happy that everyone reviewed. And in case anyone wants to help me I am still looking for a beta. Enjoy!
Megan
End of junior year. Everyone is almost 17.
I couldn't believe what my mother had just told me. She bought the ticket yesterday!
TheAwesomeOne: BELLY!!!!
BlondeRose: Bella!
ShopaholicPix: BELLA! You're back!
OverprotectiveFool: Hello Bella!
PianoPlayer: Hey Bells!
I quickly set my suitcases down and started to reply to their IM. I couldn't wait to tell them that I was allowed to visit.
MagnificentKlutz: OMG guys guess what!!
TheAwesomeOne: WHAT!!!!????
MagnificentKlutz: Nice Em…I am coming to visit!
ShopaholicPix: IT'S ABOUT FREAKING TIME!!!!
BlondeRose: OMG is right!! Ahhhhhh! I am so excited!
TheAwesomeOne: WooHoo!!!!
OverprotectiveFool: YEAH!
PianoPlayer: WOOO! (:
TheAwesomeOne: So when are you coming out??
MagnificentKlutz: I am coming in like two weeks. I sent out your guy's birthday present and I want you guys to listen to it before I come and see you.
ShopaholicPix: THIS IS AWESOME Bella! But we have so much to do to set up for my bestie coming home! And I have to start planning our birthday party. You are invited it will be the night of our birthday the day you come in. Ahhhhh! This is so awesome!
BlondeRose: Shoot. Got to go mom's calling us. See you all later!
OverprotectiveFool: Ttyl!
BlondeRose and OverprotectiveFool have logged off.
MagnificentKlutz: *sigh*
ShopaholicPix: Don't say it!
MagnificentKlutz: Are you sure Jasper isn't a girl??
ShopaholicPix: ARGH!! Luv ya Bells! See you soon my best friend!
ShopaholicPix has logged off.
PianoPlayer: Ha-ha. She is like screaming her head off right now.
MagnificentKlutz: Oh my gosh Edward I forgot you were even signed on!
PianoPlayer: I am hurt! ):
TheAwesomeOne: Ha-ha! Eddie.
MagnificentKlutz: OMG Emmett! I forgot you were here too!
TheAwesomeOne: How could you forget me I am your brother, your own flesh and blood, we share DNA and parents and…
MagnificentKlutz: Okay, argh I get it Emmy stop being such a drama queen. Can't wait to come back home!
TheAwesomeOne: But you are home Bella.
MagnificentKlutz: Not in my real home. My real home is where real family, not that my mom and Phil aren't family. It's just that you guys are a better family that anyone could ever ask for.
"Bella! You better be packing up there!" Mom called from downstairs.
"I totally am," I lied moving my feet around the room to make it sound like I was packing up.
MagnificentKlutz: I got to go guys before mom decides to revoke my rights to come see you. So talk to you later… or… see you soon!
TheAwesomeOne: Bye Bella!
TheAwesomeOne: has logged off.
PianoPlayer: Bye Bella…
MagnificentKlutz: What's with the dots Edward?
MagnificentKlutz: Edward!
PianoPlayer: You'll find out eventually. See you when you get here!
PianoPlayer has logged off.
EmPOV
One and a half weeks later.
"Hey guys!" I called walking into Edward and Alice's house.
"Hey Em," they said from the couch.
"Hey. I got the present to us from Bella," I said.
"Ahhhhhh! Don't just stand there go and get Jazz and Rose!" Alice squealed. Ever since Bella told her that she was coming to visit Alice has been going crazy.
"Go get Jazz and Rose for what?" Jasper asked walking in the still open door with Rosalie right behind him.
"I got the present from Bella so let's go figure out what it is and put it in," I said.
"Okay," Edward said standing up and going into the kitchen to grab a pair of scissors so he could open the package.
"It's a CD," Edward said when he had finally gotten it out of the package.
"Well put it in!" Alice and Rose yelled.
"Okay okay," Edward said.
Hey guys. Happy Birthday, well almost. I am going to go and guess that it is about the 11th of June meaning we have about three days until our birthday and until I come. I wanted to get you guys something for your birthday's but I couldn't find anything good enough so I decided to create a CD for you guys. There is a CD for each of you and at the end there is a very special surprise so be prepared and no Alice you can't just skip to the end to find out what it is. Nice try though. I hope you enjoy your present.
You gotta help me out
It's all a blur last night
We need a taxi 'cause you're
Hung-over and I'm broke
I lost my fake ID
But you lost the motel key
Spare me your freaking
Dirty looks now don't blame me
You want to cash out
and get the hell out of town
Don't be a baby
Remember what you told me
Shut up and put your money where your mouth is
That's what you get for waking up in Vegas
Get up and shake the glitter off your clothes now
That's what you get for waking up in Vegas
Why are these lights so bright?
Oh, did we get hitched last night?
Dressed up like
Elvis Why am I wearing your class ring?
Don't call your mother'
Cause now we're partners in crime
Don't be a baby
Remember what you told me
Shut up and put your money where your mouth is
That's what you get for waking up in Vegas
Get up and shake the glitter off your clothes now
That's what you get for waking up in Vegas
You got me into this
Information overload, situation lost control
Send out an S.O.S
And get some cash out
We're gonna tear up the town
Don't be a baby
Remember what you told me
Remember what you told me
Remember what you told me
Told me, you told me, oh yeah
Shut up and put your money where your mouth is
That's what you get for waking up in Vegas
Get up and shake the glitter off your clothes, now
That's what you get for waking up in Vegas
That's what you get, baby
Shake the glitter
Shake, shake, shake the glitter
Give me some cash out baby
Give me some cash out baby. (Waking Up in Vegas by Katy Perry)
I wanted to include this song because it just reminds me of that one time that Emmett told me about when he told Rose that he wanted to get married in Vegas. I just thought that it fit for you Emmy. On to the next song.
Da da da da, da da da da
Da da da, da da
Da da da, da da
I don't know if I can yell any louder
How many time I've kicked you outta here?
Or said something insulting?
Da da da, da da
I can be so mean when I wanna be
I am capable of really anything
I can cut you into pieces
But my heart is broken
Da da da, da da
Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me
How did I become so obnoxious?
What is it with you that makes me act like this?
I've never been this nasty
Da da da, da da
Can't you tell that this is all just a contest?
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest
But baby I don't mean it
I mean it, I promise
Da da da, da da
Please don't leave me
Oh please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me
I forgot to say out loud how beautiful you really are to me
I cannot be without, you're my perfect little punching bag
And I need you, I'm sorry
Da da da, da da
Da da da da, da da da da
Da da da, da da
Please, please don't leave me
(Da da da, da da)
Baby please don't leave me
(Da da da, da da)
No, don't leave me
Please don't leave me no no no
You say I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back
It's gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me
Please don't leave me, oh no no no.I
always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please don't leave me
Baby, please, please don't leave me (Please Don't Leave Me by Pink)
I honestly have no idea why I put this song on here. I think it is just because I like the song. And I knew that Alice would enjoy it. Speaking of Alice… I got you another present for your birthday. I, Bella, solemnly swear to go shopping with the one and only Alice the shopaholic. There you are Alice, I'll leave it up to you to pick the date and time. Next song.
Oh, sweetheart, put the bottle down
You've got too much talent
I see you through those bloodshot eyes
There's a cure, you've found it
Slow motion, sparks
You've caught that chill
Now don't deny it
But boys will be boys
Oh, yes, they will
They don't wanna define it
Just give up the game and get into me
If you're looking for thrills then get cold feet
Oh, no I Do Not Hook Up, up I go slow
So if you want me, I don't come cheap
Keep your hand in my hand,
Your heart on your sleeve
Oh, no I do not hook up, up
I fall deep
Cause the more that you try, the harder I'll fight
To say goodnight
I can't cook no, but I can clean
Up the mess she left
Lay your head down and feel the beat
As I kiss your forehead
This may not last but this is now
So love the one you're with
You wanna chase but you're chasin' your tail
A quick fix won't ever get you well
Oh, no I do not hook up, up I go slow
So if you want me, I don't come cheap
Keep your hand in my hand,
Your heart on your sleeve
Oh, no I do not hook up, up I fall deep
Cause the more that you try, the harder I'll fight
To say...
Cause I feel
The distance
Between us
Could be over
With the snap of your finger
Oh no!
Oh, no I do not hook up, up I go slow
So if you want me, I don't come cheap
Keep your hand in my hand,
Your heart on your sleeve
Oh, no I do not hook up, up I fall deep
Cause the more that you try, the harder I'll fight
To say...
Cause the more that you try, the harder I'll fight
To say goodnight
Oh, sweetheart, put the bottle down
Cause you don't wanna miss out (I Do Not Hook Up by Kelly Clarkson)
This song is for Edward just so you know that when I get to Forks. I am not going to be one of your sluts. Hehehehe. Sorry if I wasn't suppose to inform him that I knew all about him. Anyway on to the next song.
Friday night beneath the stars
In a field behind your yard
You and I are painting pictures in the sky
Sometimes we don't say a thing
Just listen to the crickets sing
Everything I need is right here by my side
And I know everything about you
I don't wanna live without you
I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know what I feel is true
And I'm Only Me When I'm With You
Just a small-town boy and girl
Living in the crazy world
Trying to figure out what is and isn't true
And I don't try to hide my tears
My secrets or my deepest fears
Through it all nobody gets me like you do
And you know everything about me
You say that you can't live without me
I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you
When I'm with anybody else
It's so hard to be myself
And only you can say
That I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know what I feel is true
And I'm only me, who I wanna be
Well, I'm only me when I'm with you, with you (I'm Only Me When I'm With You by Taylor Swift)
This song is for everyone because I am honestly only me when I am with my one true family.
You take a deep breath and walk through the doors
It's the morning of your very first day
You say hi to your friends you ain't seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybody's way
It's your freshmen year and you're gonna be here
For the next four years in this town
Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
"You know I haven't seen you around before"
Cause when you're Fifteen and somebody tells you
That they love you you're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen, feeling like there's nothing to figure out
Well count to ten, take it in
This is life before you know who you're gonna be
Fifteen
You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
And soon enough you're best friends
Laughing at the other girls who think they're so cool.
We'll be out of here as soon as we can
And then you're on your very first date and he's got a car
And you're feeling like flying
And you're momma's waiting up and you're thinking he's the one
And you're dancing 'round your room when the night ends
When the night ends
Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
you're gonna believe them
when you're fifteen and your first kiss
makes your head spin 'round
but in your life you'll do things greater than
dating a boy on the football team
but I didn't know that at fifteen.
When all you wanted was to be wanted
wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now.
Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams of mine
And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy
Who changed his mind and we both cried
Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you
That they love you you're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall.
I've found time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be.
I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen.
Your very first day
Take a deep breath girl
Take a deep breath as your walk through the doors. (Fifteen by Taylor Swift)
I am not sure who this song for but I just wanted to tell Jasper that I really missed my brother from another mother. I can't believe that after that long talk about how we were going to walk into high school together and pretend that we were dating so that we wouldn't get teased. Those were the days.
She said, "I was seven and you were nine
I looked at you like the stars that shined
In the sky, the pretty lights"
"And our daddies used to joke about the two of us
Growing up and falling in love
And our mommas smiled and rolled their eyes"
And said, "Oh my my my"
Take me back to the house in the backyard trees
Said you would beat me up you were bigger than me
You never did, you never did.
Take me back when our world was one lot bad
I dared you to kiss me and ran when you tried
Just two kids you and I oh my my my my
Well I was sixteen when suddenly
I wasn't that little girl you used to see
But you eyes still shined like pretty light
And our daddies used to joke about the two of us
We never believed we would really fall in love
And our mommas smiled and rolled their eyes
And said, "Oh my my my.
Take me back to the creek that reaching dark
Two AM riding in your truck.
Yet all I need is you next to me
Take me back to the time we had our very first fight
The slamming of doors instead of kissing good night
You stayed outside 'til the morning light oh my my my my.
A few years ago when comin' around
We were sitting in our favorite spot in town
Then you looked at me and got down on one knee
Take me back to the time we walked down the aisle
The whole town came and our mommas cried
You said "I do" and I did too
Take me home where we met so many years before
We will rock our babies on that very front porch
After all this time you and I oh my my my my.
I'll be 87 you'll 89
I'll still look at you like the stars that shine
In the sky oh my my my my. (Mary's Song by Taylor Swift)
This song wasn't written for anyone but I added it because I love the story within the song so much. Okay, the last song is for Rose.
When I'm lost in the rain,
In your eyes I know I'll find the light
To light my way, when I'm scared losing ground
When my world is going crazy, you can turn it all around.
And when I'm down your there pushing me to the top.
You're always there, giving me all you've got.
For a shield, from the storm, for a friend, for a love
to keep me safe and warm, I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong, for the will to carry on
For everything you do, for everything that's true, I turn to you.
When I lose the will to win,
I reach for you and I can reach the sky again.
I can do anthing 'cause your love is so amazing,
'Cause your love inspires me.
And when I need a friend, you're always on my side
Giving me faith taking me through the night
For a shield, from the storm, for a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong, for the will to carry on
For everything you do, I turn to you.
For the arms to be my shelter through all the rain,
For the truth that will never change for someone to lean on,
But for a heart I can rely on through anything,
For that one who I can run to oh I turn to you
For a shield, from the storm, for a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong, for the will to carry on
For everything you do, for everything that's true,
For everything you do, for everything that's true, I turn to you. (I Turn To You by Christina Aguilera)
This song is for Rose because I always turn to you when I have a problem even now when we are still living with one in the north and one in the south. Now everyone this is going to be the last song on this and then I will tell you the awesome news!
You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
She's going off about something that you said
Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do
I'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do
But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me, you belong with me
Walking the streets with you in your worn out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on the park bench thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?
And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you fine, I know you better than that
Hey, What ya doing with a girl like that?
She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me
Standin by, waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me
Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're bout to cry
I know your favorite songs and you tell me bout your dreams
I think I know where you belong, think I know it's with me
Can't you see that I'm the one who understand you?
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
Standing by or waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me
You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me?
You belong with me (You Belong With Me by Taylor Swift)
I bet that you are all excited about what my news could be. Now that I think about it maybe I shouldn't tell you. Maybe I should just wait until I get there to tell you my freaking fantastic news. I guess that I could tell you my news but I am only making this exception this time. Now do you really want to know? Are you sure that you really want to know? Fine, I'll tell you but only because I can just imagine that Alice jumping up and down annoying everyone. So guess what… I moving back to Forks! I would've told you sooner but when I talked to you last on IM I had forgotten to talk to Charlie about it. So soon we will be reunited once again. I sound dramatic. See you soon. Love you.
"AHHHHHHH!" Alice screamed, so loud that anyone that didn't know Alice would've sworn that someone was being killed, that's how loud she was screaming.
"Alice? Alice what's wrong?" Esme asked running into the room.
"She's…coming…back!!!!" Alice managed to scream through the happy tears and laughing that were blocking her airways.
"Okay. While Alice calms down do any of you with the smiles plastered on your faces want to tell me what's going on?" Esme asked.
We sat there in silence, no one was sure what was happening exactly.
You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, no, no. (You're Not Sorry by Taylor Swift)
I picked up my phone just in time it was just about to stop ringing. I wasn't going to answer it because that was the ring that I set for numbers not in my contacts but I was so distracted that I picked it up anyway.
"Hello?" I asked.
"Emmett?" the voice on the other side of the phone asked.
"Yeah who is this?" I asked letting the anger at…well no one really, I had no reason to be angry, my little sister was moving back for goodness sake. I should be celebrating and screaming like Alice was not sitting here sulking for no reason.
"Whoa. I called at a bad time. Hows about you get into a better mood and then call your sister back," she suggested her tone smug.
"Bella?" I asked just as she was about to hang up.
"Yeah?" she replied.
"Put her on speaker!" Alice squealed.
"Only if you quit the squealing," I said my head starting to pound.
"Bells, you're on speaker," I said.
"Hey everyone! You sound pissed Em. What's wrong?" she asked.
"I'm not mad Bells, just… shocked," I sighed.
"Oh," she giggled, "I am assuming that you got my present then."
"Yeah," I said.
"I was going to tell you guys sooner but then I forgot to ask Charlie before I talked to you on IM last so… sorry," she sighed sniffling.
"Belly are you crying?" I asked.
"No," she said quickly putting the façade in her voice.
"Bella, I'm s…" I said but she cut me off.
"I got to go," she said all too quickly and hung up.
What had I done?
A/N Hello again. I hope you enjoy this chapter. This is by far the longest chapter that I have ever written, even without the songs thrown in there. Please tell me if you like my story. I am starting to have doubts about this story. I am not sure if I should continue, so please tell me what you think. Please review!
Megan
