Chapter 21: Deflowering alpha

Disclaimer: the characters and all recognisable situations belong to Stephenie Meyer- this is a work of fanfiction.

AN: this is set about a year after Paul and Bella get together - italics with an initial is wolf speak - italics alone is a thought - normal speech means they are not phased - I am writing another story that is not that smutty and my inner smut needed a release, so naturally I thought of Paul - how long did it take Paul to make Bella a freak in bed? gee less than a year I am guessing

Thanks to furyangoddess for betaing - warning graphic sex and threesome - remember children safe sex always

Jake: What the hell was that? He was so surprised he stopped running; his paws scraping into the dirt and leaves on the forest floor.

What the fuck? Oh, I did not just leak that image to the man in question. You fucking idiot Waggener. I circled around and came back to him. I stopped in front of him and waited with my tongue lolling out the side of my mouth. Hey, I'm a wolf we pant, get over it; and we drool…lots of drool.

He was waiting for me; his head tilted to the side.

J: what was that?

What, that image I just flashed into your head of you having sex with my imprint?

Paul: Bella has a theory about you.

He made a snuffle noise. I guess that's a snort when in wolf form.

P: Are we being honest here Jake? I'm just checking. I really don't need my face broken again.

P: Secrets and lies fucked us all up before.

He agrees. He has a guilty flash of pounding on me. Ouch, that hurts even as a memory.

P: Okay here goes: She thinks you are still hung up on her and I would have to agree. She got drunk last week and said she wished she had slept with you too. I guess I was thinking about that and must have flashed you a glimpse.

J: You are just not like any other wolf; you know that, Paul?

P: Yeah – I took that as a compliment. Hang on, that was a compliment right?

J: She told you that she wished she had had sex with me? And you are not upset?

P: Why would I get upset about her telling me the truth? She and I don't lie to each other.

He looks confused.

I don't need to tell him what she was doing to me as she expounded this theory. Do not flash him that image…

P: She was pretty drunk but she thinks if you get it out of your system, you can move on. I mean it has been almost a year and you are not dating and not seeing any girl sexually. And you are avoiding us. She feels guilty that she didn't sleep with you before me I suppose.

J: How would you know I am not having sex?

P: Smell dude, smell! You are not having sex, and add in your snarky whiny constant PMS attitude and we have the full picture.

J: Fuck you, Waggener. This is your sex solves everything theory.

P: Well yeah. And it does in my book. Sure it can make your life pretty complicated sometimes, but living without it? Dude that sucks balls – oh shit is anyone else on patrol?

J: No – just us.

P: Phew.

We sit for a minute, and then he makes a big sigh noise and throws himself on the ground.

"I can't believe I am asking this, so what are you and I suppose, Bella proposing?" he asks.

"Hey, none of this is my idea," I bluster, "but she's my imprint dude. What she wants, she gets and she wants you! Well, technically she wants to help you, but you know what I mean…or maybe you don't …whatever…"

"Well as Buffy would say, 'Picture me confused'," says Jake.

Oh, yeah, that reminds me of our Buffy marathon sessions. Damn that girl is cute and the vampires make us crack up laughing.

"Hey, stop distracting me," I whine.

He snorts again.

"So Bella wants to have sex with me?"

Always straight for the jugular with Black.

"Well yeah, I suppose…," I stutter, "I guess that is what she wants."

"And you, as her wolf imprintee, are okay with that? To leave her with me while we…" he trails off.

"Dude, I am going to be there too! There is no way you are tapping that without me!" Now that just sounded weird. "I did not mean that in a gay way…" oh fuck, what the hell do I mean? Damn a threesome with Jake – wow.

"I am not touching you," I try to explain, "I mean I like you, but I don't like you, you know?"

He holds up his hands. "Hey, no problems here," then he looks stunned. "Jeez did I just agree to this? Paul, you are seriously screwed in the head…"

"Well maybe it's because you hit me so hard," I tell him. "Besides, you are the one agreeing to this."

"Yeah," he laughs; he actually laughs at the memory of beating me up. At some point without even realising we have both phased back and we are sitting naked on the forest floor discussing fucking my imprint together. Yeesh my life…and we are both naked. I mean naked! We phase so often I swear we don't really see each other anymore, its kind of natural if you know what I mean.

I have a sudden thought about the size of Jacob's junk. Can't remember if I have taken the time to check him out before. He had better not be bigger than me; if he hurts her I'll kill him. Future alpha or not, I'll rip his fucking head off, either of them will do. Looks okay though, about the same size as me.

"Look, Jake, I don't know about any of this, but neither of us can stand to see you hurting so badly," I try to explain why Bella and I are even thinking about this. "I will do anything if it will help you get on with your life."

I heave a big sigh. "Now don't hit me, but you haven't even stepped up to alpha dude. You are 18 now. There is a whole lot of shit going down and you are shirking," I point at him. "No one is game to say anything to you, because we can all see how hurt you are. But you stick your head down and wallow and it has gotta stop… and Bella? She loves you and you are killing her. She wants her sunny, unicorn happy Jake back. If this is what she thinks is going to fix this clusterfuck, then I'll do it, because you are still hurting her and she is still hurting you," I pause, "It has got to stop, Jake." Okay shut the fuck up Waggener; seriously, enough talking already.

He just looks at me and sighs again. "Yeah, I know," he agrees. "My dad nags me constantly about the alpha thing; well he doesn't nag, but you know what I mean. He has that weird silent X-ray eye thing going on."

"Oh yeah, I know about the Billy stare," I agree.

He's picking up bits of leaves and tearing them apart in his hands. Guess he has to do something with them. At least he isn't hitting me.

"You think I haven't tried to stop loving her?" he asks.

Oh jeez, in for a penny…you know the rest.

"Well have you? Look Jake I know how irresistible she is. Fuck I damn near killed myself trying to keep away from her. I know… but you haven't really tried to move on have you?" Idiot; he is seriously going to hit you again.

"No," he agrees but it damn near kills him to say it.

"It's all very well for me to tell you this, I mean I've got the girl but…I will share her with you." Okay, now I can't believe I said that.

He is silent. Not sure what anyone can say to an offer like that?

"I don't think it could make it any worse," I say. Yeah picture me stupid. "This is a one time offer only," I tell him.

"How do you know it won't get worse?" he asks.

I think about my response and then I think fuck it, we are being honest here.

"I trust her. She is not going to have an ongoing affair with you. She trusts me, she loves me, I know that… and anyway, worst case scenario I would still take it, if she did because I love her that much." Damn that actually hurt to say.

"Definitely not like any other wolf," Jake says. Now that I am taking as a compliment.

We sit for a minute.

"So how do we do this?" he asks.

"Fucked if I know. I will have to arrange something with the lady in question," I snort "She'll blush, you know that right?" And we both laugh.

Then I say, "Look, what are you doing right now?"

"Patrolling with you," he says with the dumb ass look and eye roll.

"Duh…I meant after patrolling."

"Nothing," he shrugs "maybe working on some stuff in the garage."

I stand up and brush my hands off, "Are we done patrolling? Well there's no time like the present. You want to phase back and we can both head for home?" I pause, "and Bella."

He blushes, big alpha dog Black blushes. "Yeah," then he asks as if he really can't believe me, "Are you sure about this Waggener?"

I give him a look and realize he has a stiffy at the thought of fucking Bella; yeah he needs this...badly.

"Look dude I told you…this needs fixing." I run my hand through my hair, "Regardless, it is still up to her she might say 'no' and then the whole thing is off right?"

He nods.

"So let's go, Black. Come on, I'll race you!" I shout as I phase and take off running for home. Fucking super alpha dog Black doesn't take long to catch me; he really is a natural. I can't imagine how much bigger he will get when he becomes Alpha. I send him an image of him and Leah; doesn't hurt to stir the pot occasionally.

He nips at my heels; ouch, that hurt.

We come barrelling into the yard; Jake let me win the race, I am sure. It's early evening by now and no one is around. We duck into the forest and phase back and put our shorts on. I walk towards the back of the house. Jake stops; he's nervous I guess.

"Oh, come on," I tell him, "the worst she could do is hug you to death. You have been avoiding her, I told you, and she hates it."

"I think this is a bad idea," he says.

"Whatever," I swing open the back screen door shouting for her as I go, "Hey, Bella, I brought you a present."

She comes into the kitchen and hugs me, "Ooh, is it flowers, chocolates, coffee?" she asks excitedly. "A dead vampire?" She bounces on the spot.

"Hey, I told you to lay off the coffee," I tell her. "No, much better," I hug her and then hold the door open outwards.

It takes him a minute but eventually he ducks in the door with his head down. She throws herself at him with a squeal that would deafen a normal man let alone a wolf.

"Fuck, Bella, is there blood coming out my ears?" I tell her off.

She is still clinging to him and he has gingerly put his arms around her too.

"No," she tells him off, "I want a proper hug; a Jacob Black rib crusher."

"Sure sure, Bells," and then he picks her up off the ground and crushes her to him.

This might actually work; I can feel both of them are happier already.

She pulls back and kisses him. "What are you doing here?" she asks, "Not that I am not pleased to see you," she smacks him on the shoulder. "You've been avoiding me."

"Jake here is staying for dinner," and I raise an eyebrow "and dessert."

"Oh goodie," she says. I reckon she missed the dessert crack. Maybe get a few glasses of wine into her and then explain that bit a little more clearly.

"I made extra meatloaf; with a layer of roasted red capsicum, wrapped in bacon and covered with barbeque sauce. Its Paul's favourite so you will just have to eat it with no complaints."

"That sounds great, Bells," he has barely let her go; just let her stand on her own two feet. I look at them; yeah, I can do this. Fuck, I screwed women who were not my imprint and lived to tell the tale. They both need this; but it does feel kinda weird.

She bustles us out off the kitchen with orders to have a shower before dinner. The house has two bathrooms so that is no biggie. Jake will fit in some of my clothes. I can hear her singing in the kitchen as I am getting changed. After my shower I go to find Jake with some clothes. He is standing leaning against the door frame with a towel on.

He gives me a serious look. "She's singing," he says.

"She's happy you are here," I tell him as I hand him the clothes.

"You know her pretty well don't you?" he asks.

I just smile at him.

We are sitting at the table eating our dinner. Bella is so happy she is beaming at Jake and she keeps touching his arm. I can see him bask in her glow too. Fuck that girl is influencing me; 'bask' my furry ass. He's happy too. Fuck that wordy shit.

I keep filling up her wine glass; she doesn't notice. I am trying to think how on earth I open this subject for her. 'Baby, I want you to fuck Jake here; you know you will both feel better.' I snort.

She gives me a look. Oops was that snort too loud? Sorry baby. Jake gets up to go to the bathroom and she takes the opportunity to ask me what is wrong.

"Nothing's wrong…it's just I need to ask you something and I don't know how to do it." Honesty works for me, I reckon. I reach for her hand across the table. I rub the back of it with my thumb.

"Okay," she sounds doubtful. Her cheeks are flushed from the wine.

"Damn girl, you look so fuckable when you get all red cheeked," I tell her. I stand and pull her to her feet. I give her a deep kiss and she wraps her arms around my neck, pulling me down to her.

"I love you," she tells me.

"I know," I tell her. That earns me a smack on the shoulder.

"I have to get dessert," she says.

"No you don't," I tell her, "I brought dessert." Yeah that'll do it. That was a pretty good introduction.

She gives me a puzzled look. I can see Jake in the doorway behind her; she didn't hear him. He looks nervous again.

"Baby, do you remember our discussion last week?"

"About Jake?" she whispered. As if he couldn't hear her anyway.

"Yeah Jake," I slide my hands down to her ass and pull her hard against me. "He's dessert." I can hear her heart rate increase. I kiss the side of her neck. I whisper in her ear, "Can you do that for me?"

The wine must have made her a bit reckless because she whispers back, "God…that would be like my hottest fantasy come true." I laugh; I can't help myself. And we were worried what her reaction would be. Blushing, my ass. Suddenly she grabs at me, "But only if you are there too."

The look on Jake's face is priceless; a cross between excited, nervous and embarrassed.

"You have to be gentle with him baby," I tell her. I give him a look, "He's new to this stuff." He rolls his eyes behind her.

She snorts, "I would have thought I am the breakable one in this sandwich." As she said that Jake came up and pressed himself up behind her. She gasped. She gave me a look like she wasn't sure that this was okay. Jake met my eyes over her head and I nodded.

I kissed her again, "It's okay baby; let us look after you," and then I turned her so she was facing Jake.

He had a look on his face like I must have had when she knocked on my door. He ducked his head down to look in her eyes and they just stood there for a minute or two. I was running my hands up and down the tops of her arms; relaxing her and letting her know I was okay with this. I kissed the side of her neck and felt her pulse racing against my lips. Man she was so nervous; almost as bad as Jake.

He reached his hands up so slowly to the sides of her face and he pulled her lips towards his. I held my breath and I prayed to whatever gods were listening, that this didn't go disastrously wrong. I watched as my imprint and my true alpha kissed. I had to shut my eyes for a second but then I felt her hand reach back and grab mine. And she squeezed it, and I knew it would be okay.

I pulled away and went to lock the doors and turn some lights off; there was no way anyone was walking in on us tonight. When I got back they were still kissing and her hands were fisted in Jake's hair. His arms were wrapped around her back and her feet were off the ground. They didn't look like they were going to move, so I pushed at Jake and got him to take a step back towards the bedroom. Doing this in the kitchen, whilst it fitted with our past hook-ups didn't seem private enough to me.

We made it crab walking to the bedroom, and I ripped my shirt off. I pulled Bella off him and spun her towards me. Her eyes looked glazed. "Are you okay, baby?" I asked her. She blinked, "Yeah," she gave me a long slow smile and reached for my face. I kissed her deeply and unbuttoned her jeans. Jake was ripping his shirt off too. Fuck, we were actually going to do this.

Jake and I looked at each other and inhaled deeply. Man, she smelt pretty excited. We were both naked in seconds and had her between us again. Touching and kissing every patch of skin we exposed as we undressed her. She had her eyes closed and she was humming to herself. Jake was following my lead. I started to run my hands up and down her body. Then I reached for her breasts and tweaked her nipples. She gasped and pushed back into Jake making him inhale sharply too.

I pushed her jeans down her legs and she stepped out of them. She leaned back on Jake while she did and he reached around and cupped her breasts. His eyes were closed and he looked like he was praying. She had one arm around me and one around him. I turned her a little so that she was side on to us both. I let my head drop down and took one of her nipples into my mouth and sucked on it hard. Jake did the same on his side. Her hands came up and held us both there. I kept one arm around her both to remind her I was there and to catch her if she passed out on us. I really thought she might stop breathing or her knees would give out.

She was making little moaning noises now and I could smell how wet she was. I pushed Jake's hand down a little and when it didn't move I actually picked it up and placed it on her pubic hair. I think he must have got the idea because she made another breathy noise as I went back to her nipple. I drew back to check and could see his hand between her legs. Her hand was on top of his gently guiding him. Atta girl. I reached my other hand down towards her rear. We were working up to a bit of rear action and she got super excited by it; even talking about it got her going double quick. Hadn't quite convinced her to take me yet, just playing around so far, but give me time and maybe a trip to the sex shop for a butt plug. That was next on my shopping list. I really liked the ones with tails; they were pretty cute. Just imaging my girl with a tail got me all excited. Maybe they would have a furry one, like a wolf.

So for now I just ran my fingers over her ass and she damn near creamed herself. But with three hands down there we ran into each other. So I withdrew after a quick dip and a squeak from Bella. I pressed myself against her hip and breathed in her ear, "Who do you want first, baby?"

"Ooh," she moaned as I realized she couldn't answer me right now. Black was a quick learner. She shuddered and gasped in our arms. I must have looked quizzical as our eyes met over her quivering body.

"Cosmo," he explained, "sisters…sealed…sections," he kissed her neck between words. Well done Jake. Nothing like a good education. I would have to lend him my well thumbed copy of the Kama Sutra.

I kissed her deeply, and could see Jake's head drop down to her breasts again. I was a bit distracted trying to think about the mechanics of this; who was going to do what to whom. Maybe I should just ask her what she wanted. I was here in a supervisory capacity; I got her to myself the rest of the time. But then she grabbed my cock and I damn near lost it. I was definitely close to losing it when I realized she had Jake's cock in her other hand. Fuck me, that was not an image I was going to forget soon. And I was worried about her knees giving out; she damn near brought both of us down at the same time.

Jake's head fell forward onto her shoulder and he let out moan that sounded like he was pretty close to losing it. "Baby," I said in her ear, "he's close, let him go first."

"Please," Jake begged.

"Bed," I ordered.

We climbed onto the bed in a disordered jumble. I lay with my back against the headboard and pulled Bella towards me so that her back was against my chest. She reached for Jake and pulled him down onto her. I exhaled with an 'oof'; that was never going to work, Jake was going to pound me into the mattress. I slipped out from under Bella and lay at her side.

Maybe my alpha needed some of my expert instructions. "Is she wet enough?" I asked him, "Better make sure, Jake." His hand slipped between her legs again and she moaned and thrust herself against his wrist.

"Fuck me," she begged, "Fuck me, please."

He looked at me with a trace of panic.

"You heard the woman, Jake, get going." I smirked at him, "It's rude to make a lady wait."

He looked down and positioned himself with a hand on each of her thighs. She had her legs apart and was making breathy little whimpering noises. Jake looked worried.

"She'll be fine; you are not going to hurt her, she can take me, she can take you." I encouraged him to fuck my imprint. "Start off slow and shallow if you can, make her beg for it. She'll let you know when she wants more. Won't you, baby?" I asked her and kissed the side of her head.

"Please," she whined. She reached up and ran her hands down his chest.

With a reverence I understood, Jake slowly entered her. She moaned and he let out one of his own.

"Fuck," he exclaimed, "You're so wet, Bella." He kept up the slow and steady pace and after while she started to wriggle and rock her hips. I reached down and grabbed her behind her knee and pulled it up towards me.

"Faster and harder now, Jake," I instructed. With the new angle he was clearly hitting that spot inside her that made her squeal. She let out a stream of words that made no sense and rocked her head from side to side. She got it together a bit and "Oh God…oh yes…just like that…fuck…," she gasped out.

He started to thrust hard and fast and let out along low growl. She loves it when I growl so Jake doing it had the same effect. I let out a stream of words too when she grabbed my cock hard. I thought it was by accident but then she started fisting me and I let out a growl of my own. She clutched at Jake's neck with her other hand and he fell onto her lips and kissed her hard. I let go of her leg and leaned down to her ear, "I'm okay, I love you," I told her, she seemed to relax a little with that, guess she was worried I was missing out.

Jake sat up with his legs tucked under him; Bella had arched her back and his big hands grabbed her around her ribs and lifted her a little. He just pulled her onto him; lifted her and rammed her down. She let out a wail that told me she was close to losing it.

Damn he wasn't going to need much instruction; like everything else, Jake was a natural. I was fisting myself; now that was seriously the hottest fucking thing I have ever seen. Okay maybe Jake was right; I am fucked in the head, but…damn…

Bella jolted and almost growled herself and then she came in a shuddering explosion. Jake was still pulling her onto him when he let out another growl. He lifted her up so that she was sitting on him and his long arms wrapped around her and pulled her down hard and held her there as he emptied himself into her. His head fell back and I could see the pulse racing in his neck. Bella's hand reached back for me. That's my girl; she doesn't forget me, ever. I grabbed her hand and came at the sight of my girl and my alpha together; her other arm wrapped around his neck. Yep, seriously fucked in the head.

I started to wonder if our bed was going to make it through tonight. It has taken a pounding before but the extra weight might be too much for it. That would do my reputation wonders, if I actually broke the bed. Couldn't tell everyone it was Jake's fault now could we?

Bella let go of my hand, pulled her head back, grabbed Jake's face with both hands and looked at him. He gave her the smile he only ever gives her. It's a wonder his face doesn't break when he does that. Well, he looked happier already; yep, this was going to work.

"I missed that smile," she told him.

I climbed off the bed and went to get a damp towel for clean up. I threw it in the door at them and headed off to the kitchen for some isotonic drinks and snack bars. A couple of times Bella passed out on me. Scared the bejesus out of me. Turned out she was just exhausted from fucking; go me. But we learn from our mistakes so plenty of drinks and snacks during our marathon sex sessions. I'd really she didn't do that again, that was scary shit.

I get back to the bedroom and they hadn't moved. Well Bella was moving, she was rocking a little on Jake's lap. Given the wolf recovery time, he was probably hard again. I passed them both drinks and gulped down some of my own. Bella sucked hers down pretty quickly. After a quick clean up with the towel I looked at them together.

Bella lifted herself off Jake and he made a little noise of protest. She kissed him in consolation. "Paul's turn," she told him. I passed him the towel and reached for my girl. I was kneeling on the bed and she pressed herself hard up against me. She kissed me and raked my mouth with her tongue. We rubbed against each other. Damn that felt good.

I spoke, "You enjoyed that." It wasn't a question. She tasted a little like what I suspected Jake must taste like. I didn't really want to go there, so I shut down that train of thought.

"Jake, up there," I jerked my head towards the headboard. He crawled up and lay down on his back, shoving a pillow behind him. Yep he was good to go again.

I gave Bella a hard look and tapped my inner Dominant, "On your knees," I commanded in the Vin voice. She gave out an excited squeak but didn't move fast enough, so I gave her ass a slap. Hey, this was fun.

She crawled up Jake's body; he looked like a kid at Christmas.

I grabbed her hips and waited for a second as I watched them. She did what any red blooded girl would do when there is a big hard cock in her face; she licked it from base to tip. Jake jerked and swore. I am such a bad influence; I will have Jake swearing like a trooper before long. He usually only manages 'shit' or some wimpy shit like that, but now a long low "fuuuck" came out of his mouth. He didn't know what to do with his hands. They were clutching at the sheets beside him. His face looked pained.

I kneaded her ass and pushed her legs apart. I let my hard cock slide along her without entering her. She gave a wriggle and a moan. I did that a couple of times because it felt so good and then I slid into her in one long deep thrust. She grunted and pressed back against me. By now she had Jake in her mouth and was working her head up and down. He had grabbed her hair with one hand. I realized that if I thrust her too hard, she would choke and bite him and that would not be good for anybody, so I held her steady at the hips and thrust myself back and forth.

Every time she moaned Jake echoed it; guess the vibration was running along his cock. He came out with some swear words I didn't now he knew and then his body jerked like he tried to go three ways at once and he exploded into her mouth. She cleaned him up with her tongue. Fuck Jake looked pretty happy before, but now he was positively glowing.

I eased off and reached around to stroke her clit while she finished him off.

She gave a wriggle when she was ready and I reached for her wrists. I held her arms out to the sides like she was crucified, then I lifted her back up against me. It took some strength but we had done this before and she loved being completely in my control. Still buried deep inside I held her, displaying her for Jake. At this angle from behind I could sink into her really deeply. I pistoned into her using my thighs and ass muscles to punch up hard.

Jake swallowed a gulp. It must look pretty cool from where he was. He slowly rose to his knees and bent his face down to her breasts. She let out a deep moan as he took her nipple into his mouth. She twitched a little when his other hand must have gone for her clit. I lost my rhythm a bit when I felt his fingers near my shaft, but I got it back and concentrated on my girl. She was moaning continuously now as I slammed up into her. I came with a guttural grunt. She jerked and shuddered and came with a scream, and then she went limp.

"Fuck, Paul," Jake almost shouted, "She's passed out!"

"Again?" I ask as I let go of her hands and grab her around the waist.

Jake is stunned. "You've fucked her until she passed out before?" he asks incredulously.

"Yeah, a couple of times," I try not to sound smug. Truth is it frightens me, but I'm not going to tell him that.

I lower her to the bed and he sticks a pillow under her head.

"She usually passes out from exhaustion but I guess this one might be over stimulation or some such shit."

"We'll just snuggle in here and she'll rejoin us in a minute or two," I tell him. I try to sound confident. He spoons in behind her and puts his arm around her waist. I take the front half and rub her face and kiss her gently. I lean my head on my arm and watch her. Jake is sniffing her hair. She is always whining about how hot it is sleeping with a werewolf, I reckon two might be worse. Guess Jake is staying for a sleepover; he doesn't look like he is going anywhere.

It takes a few minutes but her eyelashes flutter and then she opens her eyes to see me peering anxiously into her face.

"Welcome back, baby," I croon at her.

"Oh…my…God," she whispers, "We have to do that again."

"Hey," I whine, "I told him it was a one time only deal." Yeah yeah, call me stupid.

"Oh come on, Paul," she begs, "Maybe we could work up to both at once?" she rubs my chest, "You know you want to try that…" She gives me the fucking big brown puppy dog eyes; I can never resist that.

"Double penetration?" Jake asks with awe.

We all stop to think for a second and then the three of us go, "Fuuuuck!"