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I took the covers down from my face and looked up. My eyes filled with tears yet again as I saw Sean sat down on the bed rubbing my hair. He opened his arms and I hid my face in his neck. He was rocking me, allowing me to cry my pain out. We didn't need to talk, we were above that. Sean understood that the last thing I needed to hear right now was some crappy excuses about my parents. She needed love from her second family that was all. He knew she was the dearest person in his heart and he was grateful that their relationship did not destroy their friendship. Hopefully he could sooth her pain a little. The door opened again and Matt and Dan got in the room. The scene was touching. They both sat on the bed and also hugged Alex. Their little sister needed love and they were more then happy to provide it for her. The four of them were lost in a tender embrace. It made Alex feel better. Well, better enough that I could stop crying. I wiped my face and managed to smile.

" Thanks guys, you are the best medecine someone could ever hope for. I'm really thankful to have you here with me."

As I spoke, my heart twinched when my eyes caught a picture of John on the bed table. I wish he was here too. I wasn't sure why but I longed for him to be there. It's like I needed him, feeling I didn't get for many years. The pain was making me feel weak. I asked the guys to leave me alone a few minutes so I could dress up. When they closed the door, I grabbed the picture on the table. It was a picture of John wearing his formal clothes for the prom. I remember that John flunked one of his year of High School, so he graduated the same year than Sean and me.

FlashBack The night of the Prom

"A Toast for the graduated" Cheered the parents as long with Matt and Dan. We all took a sip from our Champagne glasses. We had come to the Cena house to celebrate Sean, John and my graduation. We were to leave in a limousine for the prom shortly. My parents were so proud of me. Catherine and John were really happy too, as their last two boys were now out of High School. It was wonderful to share this special time with both my families. My big brothers kept kidding me about the fact I really looked like a girl now. In fact, they said I grew "Yummy". They were amazed by the fact I was wearing a long dress. They couldn't remember the last time I did and neither did I.

We had to go throught the eternal picture taking session. John didn't had a date and he didn't wanted to tell me why. The parents took pictures of me and Sean, saying we were such a cute couple. Were we really? Sometimes I wondered if we were together only because it seemed natural? Because when boys and girls are close like we are, it's because they're in love. I didn't want John to fell left out so I grabbed him to be in the pictures with us. We made funny pictures, both guys arms wrapped around my waist, puting a corsage around both my wrists in the same time, or them holding me in their arms. There was a twinkle in John's eyes that made my heart go faster. It was the first time I noticed the warm looks he gave me. But he lighten up the atmosphere by getting into a wrestle fight with me. His dream was to be able to wrestle for real one day. Mama screamed to be careful, she was worried I would damaged my dress.

We finally left for the Prom, in the big white limousine they had rent for us. It was a great party, John was elected the King of the Prom. I also received a special mention from the students besides the ones for my good grades. It was the " Sexiest Tomboy of the School", it made me laugh. Sean and me realised that we weren't made to be a couple. We talked it through when we got outside to breath some fresh air. Since we were a "couple", nothing really changed between us, except that we didn't go out with anyone else. Ok, we kissed a little but we haven't been able to go further. We realised we were the best of friends and that was all. He also admitted he was attracted to another girl. I gave him my blessing and he went back inside to ask her for a dance.

I didn't felt sad at all. I just felt free somehow. I spent all my life hanging with the Cena brothers and had always been considered as one of them by the others kids. I never really had a chance to know any of the others guys outside of the sports field. None of them never really got to think of me as a real girl. But with the mention I received, i realised I might have been the one to put limits around me by dating Sean. It was a security line others never dared to cross. I stared at the stars and thought that tonight was the beginning of the rest of my life. I could be the person I wanted to now. It made me smile, who did I wanted to be anyway? I startled when I heard footsteps behind me.

" Yo there Xandra! What you doing here alone?"

" Just breathing, getting the heat out of my head bro. It's one crazy party up there."

John nod, pushing me aside so he could sit beside me. He took his crown off his hair and gently put it over mine. I looked in his eyes as he did the same.

" This crown should have been yours Xandra. You're the one who came a long way through all these years. They just elected the most stupid blond girl to be queen, it should have been you. To me, you are truly the queen of the school." I was taken aback by his words, he sounded serious. Everyone knew that John Cena was rarely serious.

" But you earned it fair and square John. You are the start of the football team and you're winning all the competitions in body-building. You're not the little thiny boy who get picked on anymore..."

" And you're not one of the boys anymore, you're now the sexiest Tomboy of the school. It means I'm not the only one who sees you for more than the girl hanging out with boys you know. But enough with the serious shit here, Sean will get mad if I keep you away for too long. He thinks I can't be trusted with girls. Come on girl, I have a surprise for you."

He pulled me out from my seat and brang me back inside. Everyone cheered him when he got up on stage, never letting go of my hand. He gave me a microphone and grabbed one for himself. He was known for his frestyles before each matches and to the school show. Of course, he was to perform on the last night of childhood. But why having me on stage as well? I knew we could perform together some nice duets at karaoke nights in parties but tonight? What did he had in mind? But when the first notes were played by the hand, I forgot all of my doubts. It was my favorite song of all Dilemna We sang it together and the words of the chorus hit me, it was an odd situation.

No matter what I do, All I think about is you, Even with or with my Boo, You know I'm crazy over you,

God, was it me admitting my feelings for him or him telling me something? At the end of the song, he hugged me. I pointed out to him Sean kissing a girl on the dance floor. He frowned at me, not understanding what was going on. I just smiled and asked him to dance with me. He held me in his arms all night but at the end of the night, nothing was resolved. We weren't sure what to do. Well, at least I know I didn't. I couldn't move from Sean to John could I? If one was a mistake, the other couldn't be better. And I had no idea what was goin on in his mind. he kept checking Sean and Kara out. He didn't understand at all. Maybe he thought having feelings for me would be a betrayal towards his brother?He kissed the tip of my nose, wished me a good-night and we went our separate ways.

End of Flashback

We never spoke of that night again. It was like nothing happened. But I still think that we had unresolved feelings to take care of. I shook my head, mad at myself. Why couldn't I get John out of my thoughts? I had been fine for years and now he wouldn't leave me alone. I had so many stuff to deal with now. Mama and Dada were no more. I noticed I've been crying again. Over John and what could have been or over my dead parents? I was so confused I didn't knew anymore. There was a knock on the door and Catherine came in. She held me in her arms, asking to come down to eat something with everyone. We were about to go downstairs when we heard yells. There was severals men screaming downstairs. What was going on? I could not take any more bad news right now. We exchanged a worried look and hurried downstairs.......

A/N: Alright, I'm done for now. Next part should be up soon as I got more and more into this story. You know the drill, Reviews are always important to me. If you don't like something, just tell me. Thanks for reading I appreciate it.