Chapter 2

I have been living in forks for the past 2 weeks with my dad Charlie. Things haven't changed one bit. Today I will be starting school. And I will continue the same classes I had before I left. Everywhere I look it reminds me of him and the rest of the Cullens.

I even went to go to where my friends were. I wanted to know what has happened since I have been gone.

"Hey guys" I said looking at their faces

It was Jessica, Mike, Angela and Ben.

"OMG its Bella you guys". The girls squealed at the same time.

"I miss you guys and I am back for good". I told them.

"We miss you to Bells and we are happy that you came back."

"So what's new?' I said

"Nothing really. It's too boring over here." Mike said. He sounded like he was bored out of his mind. I can't blame him.

It does seem the same. I thought by me coming back that things would be different. I was wrong.

Time seems to be moving faster. So I headed back home. When I got home my dad was already there.

"Hey dad I am home, and I am going to start dinner in a few minutes."

"Its ok sweetie how was school?" he asked curiously.

"Well it seems like everything is going good. It's still hard but I am trying the best I can but it's not easy at times. "

I put my stuff down and started to make dinner. Once that was completed I went to my room and I tried to do my homework but I couldn't. With so many tears falling I was unable to do nothing. I continued to cry for the rest of the night.

I woke up from my night of crying. I had a feeling that today was going to be a different. Which it can be a good thing or a bad thing?

I was done getting ready I left to school. I went to park my truck in my usual spot. I can see my friends and other more students coming. I walked to where my friends were. That is when I came across something that caught my eye. It was a silver Volvo and a jeep. It can't be him. He left me and so did the rest of the family. I had to stop. I couldn't breathe, I couldn't move, I couldn't think. It was like I was paralayzed. I could feel the hole in my heart. I was in pain. I was missing something. I was missing him. If he was back I was not going back to him. What happens if he does leave me again? I couldn't go through that again. This time I didn't have Cody to help me this time.

"Earth to Bella" someone called. It ended up being Angela.

"Bella are you ok? You look like you were in pain." She said

"I am ok I think. But I don't know. I thought I saw something.

"Does it have something to do with the Cullens being back?" Angela looked worried.

"I don't know. It might be that reason. How do you know that they were back?"

"I don't know if it is true. That is the rumor that is going around the school. Once again I am not sure. I thought it would be that. I was getting a little worried. "

"Let's go before we are late for class. "

We headed to my class. I had biology and Angela had math. Before I stepped in to my classroom I looked at the other side of the room. I saw someone who I thought I would never see again. It was him. All I saw was his bronze hair, with the golden eyes walking to my class. It was Edward Cullen. I was paralyzed once again. I couldn't do anything. It was like time was stopping. All I wanted to do was run. I will always love him. I had to be strong.

When our eyes meet it was something that I was not ready for. It was like his eyes were calling. His expression was not what I had hoped for. He reacted like he was in pain. I did not want that for him. I wanted him to be happy and not to be in pain. Even thought he didn't love me, I will always love him forever.

I had to be strong. I had to show that I can handle this. I had to be ready even thought I was not ready. All the emotions and pain I had felt I had to push it behind me. I made my way to class and I took my seat. It turned out that Edward had to seat next to me like old times. This is not good. Not good at all.

I can feel like I was being started at. And I know it was him looking at me. I was not paying attention to him. I had to be strong because I know I would do something that I will regret later on. I would regret kissing him just to make everything better.

I turned my attention to my class. Until I was distracted.

"Bella "was all he said.

"Not now." I said in pain

Was I ready to talk to him? Was I ready to face him and the rest of family? The answer would be I was not ready to face him one bit or the rest of the family.

The rest of the day seems to fly by quickly. It ended up being time for lunch. The only thing is that I hope I don't run into any of the Cullens or him. I made my way to where Angela and the rest of them were. I was not hungry. I ended up seating at the table and waited for them to be finished.

Good thing that none of the Cullens were here. I was wrong. I was way wrong. This is the moment I did not want happening. I saw all five of them walking through those doors. When they looked my way, they looked shocked. They sat at the same table. I paid no mind to them. That is until I saw Alice making her way to me.

She ran to me in human speed and giving me a hug. She left me breathless.

"Bella I am so sorry I miss you too much."

"Alice I miss you too, but I cannot do this right now, I am sorry. " I said before I started to sob.

I couldn't do this right now. Do they think that since there are back those they can walk back in to my life and acted like nothing happened? That is not how it works. Do they know how much I have been through?

Before I got to the door I can hear my name being called. I know who was calling my name. It was my angel. My Edward but I couldn't face him. I left crying my eyes out. I cried too much that I couldn't see.

Where I was going or how I was going to drive home in this condition. I just stood in my car and let it all out. All the hurt, pain and the suffering all gone. I drove home. Thank god Charlie was not home when I got there because I was not going to explain what happened. And I was not in the mood.

I went to my room and cried myself to sleep.

Edward's POV

I found out, our old house in Forks is being remodeled.

Why would we even need for the house to be remodeled?

When I had spoken with Alice earlier, she had given me the new address to our temporally home.

We have so many houses, so it wouldn't surprise me one bit.

The only reason we are staying at this house instead, something about making our old house bigger.

I arrived to the house with no problems, and made it in good timing, with speeding. Thank god I haven't gotten caught.

Alice- about time you made it. And you kept me waiting. Alice doesn't wait.

Esme- I wonder what's going with Bella. She is my daughter. I would help her in any way possible.

Carlisle- I want to know what's going. There is going to be a family meeting. Edward we are having a family meeting meets us in the kitchen.

Emmet- Bella will not have to worry, her brother is here to help. Sorry Eddie boy she will be my sister no matter what.

Rose- why is everyone worried about Bella?

Jasper- Too much emotions at once, sad, depression, so much pain.

I really hate Jasper gift. He can feel my depression and pain, all because I had left her.

I walked to where the family was all I wanted to do was run to Bella's house.

Alice- doesn't even think about it. I had seen you, and it doesn't look pretty.

"Don't worry Alice, I am not going nowhere." I said with a glare.

I was greeted with hugs and kisses from my family, on how much I miss them.

"We missed you so much Edward. We are happy that you are here, and we will fix this and bring her back to us. "How I love my mother in this time of need.

What I miss more is my Bella, I miss Bella. I am going to get her back and do this the right way.

Everyone was in their place waiting for the family meeting to begin.

"We are here for a family meeting. We are here because of Bella. All we know is Bella is going to need us. We don't know why or what is going on with her. We are hear deciding as a family, we are going to vote, now everyone will have a chance to decide what they want to do. I want everyone to think about if we stay, we will help, or we will leave." giving everyone a chance to decide for themselves, because it seems that I made a wrong decision about making the whole family leave, and not return, but now I will let them have the choice, and I am not holding nothing against anyone anymore.

"As a family we will vote."

"Jasper"

"Stay" very confident

"Alice".

"Stay" jumping up and down with excitement.

"Emmet"

Defiantly staying, here is her big brother to the rescue." He may look like a scary man, but inside there is a teddy bear ready to love.

"Rose"

"No, why should I care." I growled at her, always thinking about herself. May be she can get to know her like everyone else, but I doubt it.

"Esme"

"I will stay and help my daughter, she needs us and us is what we are going to give her."

"Edward it's your turn"

All eyes were on me, as if this was my say, but it wasn't, I was not the leader of this clan, it was Carlisle. He is the only one who can determine the outcome of the votes. Whatever he decides, will be fine with me.

"I am staying no matter what. I am selfish, and I love her, and I need her. So I am willing to go back to her and fix what went on between us." I was relived knowing I was going back to her, going back to the love of my life, the one who believed in me.

What if she doesn't want me back?