Previously:

"Bella sh,sh, sh, it's going to be okay. I am here and I am going to help you again." Cody said while rocking me back and forth.

I was crying so much that I passed out.

Chapter 4:

I woke up not in the cafeteria, but in a room that was not familiar. Here I am in someone else's house. I try to remember how I got here but I got nothing. I cannot remember anything about what has happened. I am more confused than ever in my life. When I tried to remember, all I would get is headaches, which I cannot stand for. I didn't move from where I was.

What sucks the most is that I don't know where I was or who has brought me here.

In the distance I could hear little whispers, but I couldn't make out what they were saying. But they seem too familiar. I followed to where the voices were coming from.

As I got closer so did the voices. But still I couldn't make out who they were. And this is very frustrating. One I don't know how I got here and 2. I cannot figure out who were taking.

I ended up in front of a door and voices were much clear. Like they knew I would be there at that moment. I walked through those doors and ended up in the kitchen. The kitchen was full of familiar faces.

These familiar faces concluded of my mom, Cody and the rest of the Cullens. But that is impossible. She was still in Chicago the last time I recalled. What are they doing here? This sucks.

When our eyes met, there was pain and sadness in them. I wondered what happened that she looked that way. When I scanned the rest of the room, I saw the rest of the Cullens with the same expression that my mom had. I had to know what is going on.

"Mom what's going on and why are you here in Forks?" All eyes were on me like I had lost my mind. This cannot be good.

"Sweetie don't you remember?" My mother said looking at me as if I was about to pass out.

"No I remember waking up in a room and have no idea how I got here." I said and all eyes went to Edward. But I still was lost.

"Do you remember anything else?"

"The only thing I remember is that I woke up a mess, leaving the house, going to school, and running into Edward in Biology, and going to lunch and nothing else after that. And when I try to remember I get headaches." I said truthfully.

Then I remember something.

"Can I get moment here to talk with Edward?" I said looking in his eyes. His eyes that looked black like he hasn't hunted in a while. Even his face looked like he was in pain, physically and emotionally. All I can say is that he feels the same way I still do. Why does he feel the same way if he still doesn't want me or love me? I had to get answers. But I will get then at another time because I have enough to take in. like getting back my memory.

Everyone left to give us privacy. I know that they can still hear me, I didn't care. Well it seems that I am going to give him a piece of my mind.

"If my memory serves me correct you left and said quote "this is the last time you will ever see me". Do you have any idea what that did to me? Do you understand the amount of pain and confusion I was left in? You just left me in the woods with no help. You have to realize this hurt way too much. I didn't sleep very well, eat, and I had nightmares, that I don't want to get into. That is almost everything I want to say. But first you have to answer my question. What are you doing back?"I was pissed.

I wanted to know why he was back.

When our eyes meet again it was full of pain, hurt and he was looking like he was guilty. When he left I never thought I would ever see him again. And now that he is here, all I wanted to do was to run to him and give him a kiss, for him to touch me. But I couldn't be left me and he didn't love me. It keeps repeating in my head.

Flashback:::

"I don't want you to come. It will be as if I never existed".

End Flashback

I am looking at him to start to talk. All he keeps doing is pacing back and forth. He was in a moment of deep thought. This is the moment where I wanted to read his mind to see what he got to say, but I couldn't, I didn't have that gift. I waited patiently for him to begin.

He stopped and looked me in the eyes. And this is the moment you heard him take a breather even thought he didn't need one. Here comes the moment.

"Bella I am sorry. I am sorry for putting you through all the pain and suffering. I am sorry that I wasn't there for you when you needed me." At this moment I was pissed. He was sorry for almost destroying me.

"Do you think sorry is going to fix this? Sorry does not fix the hurt and pain that I feel. Sorry does not give you the right to come back. Sorry does not make our relationship better." I was ranting. He thinks that sorry is going to fix this. No sweetie this is not going to help at all. All this is going to do is make everything worse.

"I know that sorry is not going to make everything better. I know that I hurt you so much. I know that things won't be the same. You have to realize that I was hurting too, that I was in pain also. When I left I was selfish. I was not myself. As you can already see that I hardly ever hunted, that the family hasn't been the same. I had to leave the family. I put the family in so much pain and I had to leave because of Jasper. The family was not the same."

"Alice never went shopping. She wasn't her pixie self. She didn't have the energy to do anything. She was always depressed, and was in pain because of what I did.

"Jasper on the other hand would try to calm the whole house but nothing. All he would feel is the pain and suffering of everyone including myself before I left.

"Carlisle and Esme hardly ever talked. Carlisle was always at work. He hardly ever came home from working at the hospital. He would come home sometimes and changes and then leaves. He would always avoid looking at me. Esme would stay home and do nothing. She wouldn't talk to no one. She keeps everything to herself. She wouldn't do any remodeling to any part of the house.

"Rose and Emmet on the other hand wasn't the same either. Emmet stopped being the jokester in the family. Rose on the other hand stopped shopping just like Alice."

"When I say that everyone was not the same I meant it. You were everything to me. You meant everything to this family. You made us into a real family, a loving family. Bella this family has changed so much since we meet you. You got me to believe in love and that I have a soul. You got Alice and Jasper believes that life is everything. Rose has become a different person. She feels bad for what happened. She wants to get to know you like everyone else knows you. She wants to change her attitude towards people and it is because of you. Emmet on the other hand has pulled a lot of pranks in his life time. But he also realizes having people in a person's life is important."

"If I meant so much to you and the rest of the family then why did you left me?" I said coldly.

"The reason is that I lied. I lied to protect you from what we were. I wanted you have a normal life. I wanted you to be safe. I wanted you to be happy even thought it was hurting me inside. But I guess I was wrong. It hurt both of us. That was not my intention. My intention was for you to be happy. All I wanted was to tell you that I lied and that I still loved you. I never stopped loving you. You were everything to me. You believed in me and gave me so much trust. And it seems that I am going to have to gain your trust back somehow."

"Why did you lie to me? Why couldn't you just tell me the truth? Things would have been so much differently."

"I lied because I knew you were not going to let go. If I would have told you the truth you would have found some way to get to me."

"That's true but still I would have liked being told the truth and work something out that fits for both of us. Edward I still love you. I will always love you. And your right about me trusting you." The smile that came across his face made me want to smile. I did the next best thing.

I walked up to him and kissed him. This was always how I wanted our reunion to be. Everything that was said was forgotten. All the pain and suffering was gone. It felt right and nothing else mattered.

When we kissed it was how I remembered it. My hand would go to his hair and pull him closer to me. I know this would not hurt him but I didn't care. He would always pick me up in way that our faces were the same height. It seems everything was perfect in a way.

Once I let go to breathe I said" Where does this leaves us"? I was still confused in a way. It seems everything was happening very quickly but I didn't mind one bit.

"We can be together once again but we have to take it slow and tell each other the truth." He said with the biggest smile on his face.

"Let's go home."

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