**Disclaimer: I do not own anything with BONES or any songs in my stories. I just love Booth and Bones love story. **
In Too Deep
By Genesis
All that time I was searching, with nowhere to run to, it started me thinking,
Wondering what I could make of my life, and who'd be waiting,
Asking all kinds of questions, to myself, but never finding the answers,
Crying at the top of my voice, and no one listening,
All this time, I still remember everything you said
There's so much you promised, how could I ever forget.
Listen, you know I love you, but I just can't take this,
You know I love you, but I'm playing for keeps,
Although I need you, I'm not gonna make this,
You know I want to, but I'm in too deep.
So listen, listen to me,
Ooh you must believe me,
I can feel your eyes go thru me,
But I don't know why.
Ooh I know you're going, but I can't believe
It's the way that you're leaving,
It's like we never knew each other at all, it may be my fault,
I gave you too many reasons, being alone, when I didn't want to
I thought you'd always be there, I almost believed you,
All this time, I still remember everything you said, oh
There's so much you promised, how could I ever forget.
Listen, you know I love you, but I just can't take this,
You know I love you, but I'm playing for keeps,
Although I need you, I'm not gonna make this,
You know I want to, but I'm in too deep.
So listen, listen to me,
I can feel your eyes go thru me
It seems I've spent too long
Only thinking about myself - oh
Now I want to spend my life Just caring bout somebody else.
Listen, you know I love you, but I just can't take this,
You know I love you, but I'm playing for keeps,
Although I need you, I'm not gonna make this,
You know I want to, but I'm in too deep.
You know I love you, but I just can't take this,
You know I love you, but I'm playing for keeps,
Although I need you, I'm not gonna make this,
You know I want to, but I'm in too deep...
Seeley was laying along side of his beautiful blonde girlfriend, but the only thoughts running through his mind were thoughts about his gorgeous auburn haired partner. Bones penetrated his mind every second of every day. Even though he said he had to move on and was trying to. Hannah would never fill the hole in his heart that a one Dr. Temperance Brennan could only fill. He still was so in love with her so much it hurt, it made it hard for him to move on with this relationship with Hannah. It didn't matter how much he proclaimed that he loved Hannah, it still didn't make the ache in his heart go away. He was in way too deep with Temperance and he didn't know what else to do besides be with Hannah. Hannah was easy, she knew exactly what he was talking about and he didn't have to explain things to her when it came to pop culture or feelings. Then why did he still have this ache in this heart. He loved Hannah didn't he? Bones doesn't love him or at least that is what he kept telling himself. He felt deeper for her than she did for him are at least that's what he thought. So for now he would keep up the facade and settle for second best because that is all he deserved was second best.
Brennan was sitting alone in her apartment as she has done for the most part since he had returned from Afghanistan. And now that his girlfriend had followed him back to D.C. she has seen very little of him outside of work. She had made a great mistake. She didn't want her emotions to get the better of her, but they did. She loved her partner, more than she ever thought that she could ever love another person. She loved him deeply, but she was not with him, not in control of the situation. Before they left on their separate journeys she didn't want to hurt him and lose the best thing in her life. She realized though while in the Maluku Islands that she had strong feelings for him that had nothing to do with the chemicals in her brain. Now that she sits alone she realizes that she lost him anyhow. He had to move on and he did and now she is more alone than if she had tried and if something would have went wrong. She was in too deep, but she just tried to push those feelings far away because he didn't love her anymore and he had moved on. So for now she would keep up this façade that she was happy for him and settle for what she deserved and that was to be alone.
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