**Disclaimer: I do not own anything with BONES or any songs in my stories. I just love Booth and Bones love story. **
There is some curse words in here so be forewarned but since I rate everything I write M I guess I already have it covered. If the lyrics are wrong I apologize I copied them from a website. Hope you like this one.
Sweet Dreams
By Air Supply
This is the time when you need a friend
You just need someone near
I'm not looking forward to the night I'll spend
Thinking of you when you're not here
How many times will I think about the things
I'd like to do
Always denied the right to live my life the way I want
I want to share it with you
Close your eyes I want to ride the skies
In my sweet dreams
Close your eyes I want to see you tonight
In my sweet dreams
I'll think of your kiss as the days roll by
And I'll write the words you love
And what I can't say in a letter
Will just have to wait til I get home
There's not much time to tell you half the things I should
Only that I'm so glad I fell in love with you
And I'd do it again if I could
Close your eyes I want to ride the skies
In my sweet dreams
Close your eyes I want to see you tonight
In my sweet dreams
Close your eyes I want to ride the skies
In my sweet dreams
Close your eyes I want to see you tonight
In my sweet dreams
Sleep like a child resting deep
You don't know what you give me I keep
For these moments alone
Close your eyes I want to ride the skies
In my sweet dreams
Close your eyes I want to see you tonight
In my sweet dreams
He still couldn't believe how wrong everything with his life had been going since he had returned back from Afghanistan. It wasn't supposed to be like this. Bones went to Indonesia to get prospective on her life and since she wasn't going to be in D.C. and the Army asked him to return to train troops, he thought that would be the most logical step for him to take. Maybe to get prospective on his life too, but it was never suppose to turn out like this.
He came back with a girlfriend, his normal type. Though there was only one who was the standard and his girlfriend was not the standard. That was the first thing that was wrong. The second thing that was wrong was that Bones realized she had feelings for him, not that her having feelings for him was wrong, but the timing. Why was it that two people that were so in sync with each other could never be on the same page when it came to the romance department? The third thing that was wrong was now he had finally broken up with his girlfriend. Which wasn't the bad part, the bad part was he wanted to be with Bones. He didn't want Bones to think that she was his second choice, a consolation prize. She was and always would the standard that all others were compared to. She was the first choice, the only choice. He didn't want Bones to think anything other than that she is the first and only one that he wants that he had always wanted. That what he said outside the Hoover wasn't a bunch of bullshit. He did want to be with her 30, 40, 50 years from now.
He had to make things right, but he couldn't rush it. He couldn't afford to scare her off again. He knew if he scared her off again, that he wouldn't be able to live without her and that scared him to death. Even though, they had both wasted too much time being scared of their feelings and hurting each other, in trying not to hurt each other they just caused more pain.
So this night, like every other night since he had broken up with Hannah, included a cold shower and an empty bed. All he wanted was Bones laying by his side. The quiet moments are when it got to him the most. When she wasn't around, she was all that he thought of. For at least she could be his in his dreams and once he made everything right it would no longer be a dream, but until then she would be in his dreams. Since he still believed in fate, he knew that they were meant to be, for 30, 40, 50 years and that is what got him through the lonely nights.
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