So Im really sorry this should have been up like forever ago. I have just been really sick and doing the finishing touches on my senior year. it such a sad time i really wish it didnt have to end so like BAM here you go a whole week of tears! you will never be close with these people ever again haha! no i hate this. its a sad time and im just finishing it off.

well anyways you all know i dont own twilight SM do and i guess thats how it is gonna stay. i wouldnt mind owning Rob P though. he is my lovie!-dont i wish-

Well idk i guess right now this story even though it has nothing to do with this but this story if for the class of 2010. im sure in like 3 chapters its gonna be different but for now this story is for 2010.

Today was the hardest day of my life. Being away from Mason is really hard. I now regret not taking a few weeks off from school. Im so tired I feel asleep in my math class and english class. Alice went down with me in the middle of the day to feed him. The people down here were really nice. Alice had to go back to class but I had a study hall so I just stayed down here with Mason.

Edward came down like 10 minutes after Alice left. He must be missing Anthony. He looked so good in the gray shirt and those jeans do wonders for him! I shock my head. I couldn't be thinking thoughts like that, those thoughts are the whole reason that Mason is here. I looked back down at my son in my arms. Its not like I don't want him here with me its just….I cant think thoughts like that either. I love him to much. I know 3 days isn't a long time to think about it but Im so tired and his the only thing that stays on my mind now. I really hope I don't mess this kid up. He is just special to mess up way to special.

Mason was so weird looking still squishy and everything I hope he gets better looking. I smiled down and him not having him would be just to hard on me. I sit down on the rocking chair in the corner. My son could eat! I started to rock us back and forth while he ate and I closed my eyes. I soon felt a tap on my shoulder. I turned fast and it was Edward. I glared at him he was the whole reason my day was harder then need be. I held Mason a little tighter.

"Hey Im sorry about earlier." I shrugged my shoulders. I really didn't want to hear his crappy half ass apology.

"Really Bella Im really sorry. I shouldn't have said something like that it wasn't like me. Im just really tired Anthony didn't go to bed till late last night and then woke up like really early this morning and just he has been teething and everything. But anyways I m just really sorry for being such an ass to you and hurting your feelings and everything."

I looked into his eyes and he looked sincere so I nodded with a small smile. He gave me a small smile back in return and went into the changing room to change Anthony. I closed my eyes again and started rocking us. A while later I didn't know how long it was but it couldn't have been more then 20 minutes Mason had finally stopped eating and fell asleep. I put everything back in place in my shirt and then took the blanket off Mason and swaddled him in it. I saw it on a show once that if you swaddle a baby its like being in the womb or whatever and they like it so I did as I saw then laid a blanket down on the floor for us to lay down on. I put his squishy face down on the floor on the blanket and then started to lightly draw a circle on his face. We were both asleep when I felt another tap on my shoulder. It was Edward again this time he was laughing. I turned my face into my arm trying to hide.

"What do you want?"

He chuckled and gave me a half smile.

"The bell just rang for lunch I thought maybe you would want to bring Mason and we could walk down with the babies."

He reached down for my hand I picked Mas up and let Edward help me up. Mason was still asleep while we ate. The others had lunch after us but Rose came in to so she could catch up really quick about Emmett coming out, other then that it was just me and Edward and the boys. So we decided to get to get to know each other a little more.

"So how old is Mason?"

I looked at him like duh cant you tell he is all like red and weird looking.

"Three days! How old is Anthony?"

"He is 6 months on the 3rd."

We both smiled at each other.

"So where is his father?"

I let out a sharp laugh. James he told me that he wasn't his from the beginning but you could see that he was his he looks just like him well kind of. But I really didn't need to tell him that so I just decided to cut it short.

"Not in the picture."

Edwards eyebrow raised.

"Why not? Or does he not know about him?"

"Oh he knows about Mason! He decided from the day I told him I was pregnant that he wasn't his."

Edward just shook his head. Probably because I sounded like some teen drama show or something like that.

"Well Im sorry that he isn't around to help out or anything."

"Thanks but he wouldn't be much help to me anyways. I don't have time to take care of two kids this baby is enough for me."

And again Edwards eyebrow raised. I mean I thought he was like mega hot and all but there is no way that he is interested in me so I don't even want to take the chance to just get knocked down.

"Well so do you live on your own? Or do you get like help or something?"

"Yeah I live with my dad. He loves Mason. My mom is ok with him but she just came around to the idea after I decided that I was going to keep him. What about Anthony's mom? Isn't she around?"

He shook is head and just stared down on the table. He looked like he was about to answer but of course that was when Mason woke up form his nap.

"Well I guess I got to get him back and feed him again but um thanks for sitting with us and well waking me up. It was really really nice talking with you maybe we could do this again."

Edward got a smile on his face.

"Yeah we should do this everyday. And thanks for joining us as well the company was very much appreciated."

I smile and waved goodbye. I walked down the stairs to the nursery and started to feed him again. After I got him all set up back with the teacher I headed back to my classes I only had a few more before I had to go meet up with James. Ugh I really didn't want to but this was his son as well and I couldn't just keep him away from him.

The last few hours went by extremely fast. Which I know is from my nerves. I didn't want to see James ever again. I texted him just as I was packing up Mason's things.

Meet me at park.-B

I got a text back just as we were reaching the car.

K B there in 3 or Im out-J

I rolled my eyes. He was so stupid. I got Mason into the back of the Wrangler and went around the corner to the park to have James meet Mason. As I pulled in I saw James leaning agents his new mustang that he must have just gotten because I was the one that was driving us around when were going out. Wonder who's ass he had to kiss to get that. I parked my car but left it running I didn't plan on staying long.

"Well look who decided to show!"

I rolled my eyes like I was keeping him on the like of not coming or not. What a loser I say again.

"Yeah well sorry to keep you waiting."

"Whatever where is this kid your trying to put off on me. We all know its not mine but still let see it"

I glared at him, how could you talk about my baby like that what a stupid fucking jerk if Mason wasn't in the car I would truly have to kick his ass and I know I could. I really hope that Mason possesses nothing of what his father does. I rolled down Mason's window so that James could take a peek at him. I sat there for a few minutes. Then James moved back to his car.

"Nope not mine. It looks nothing like me." James said

"James he is yours. That night remember that was my one and only time. Mason is yours."

He just shock his head and turned to get into his car. He pulled out of the park faster then he should have and just took off. Im not sure if it was because he is finally coming to terms with himself that he has a son or what. I take us back home. Mason slept the whole way home and for a long time when we got home. I mean long enough for me to get in a nap. We woke up around 7 when dad pulled into the driveway. He had a box of something in his had…Pizza! I herd the door open and him taking off all of his gear and his boots hitting the wall.

"Bells you up there?"

"Yeah dad just doing some homework."

"I got pizza if your hungry."

"OK."

After that I just spent the rest of the night doing the feedings and homework and sleeping. We had another day at school in the morning.

So is it everything you imagened? i hope you didnt see this coming. Oh and FYI im just starting this writing thing. its nice. well kind of. so if you want to just butcher my down its all good im not gonn be like those other first times who are all like please be nice its my first....no just go and shoot the bullet please!

well review. becsaue it might be better then driving extreamly fast in a mustang!