I know what you're thinking 'NO WAYYY! An update?' I'm just as surprised..XD

Pairing- RaeRob

Rating- I'd say..K+ to T..Only cuz someone dies. :D

Song- Thinking of you

Artist- Katy Perry

Disclaimer- I don't own Teen Titans, or Katy Perry. I ish sad now.. T^T

She never really thought she'd hate herself for loving the most perfect man.

He was always there for her, and she never had to worry that he might be with another woman when he wasn't with her. He always knew the perfect thing to say, and he would go to the end of the earth for her.

Their relationship had been one of those fairy tale ones, filled with smiles, and whispering sweet nothings into each others' ears. She could never recall one bad memory between them both, never once did they fight. They were child hood sweethearts, and eventually, they became the perfect couple, with only a few days until they were to be married. Nothing could bring them down.

Then, one dreadful Monday morning, he'd gone into work, leaving her home all alone. She had just sat down on her couch with a bowl of cereal, when she'd gotten a phone call from the hospital, telling her that he had gotten into a car accident, and that he hadn't survived.

For a moment, it didn't make sense. Just thirty minutes ago, he'd been fine. Just thirty minutes ago, he'd kissed her on the cheek, promising her he'd be home on time to get ready for dinner with their dearest friends.

Just thirty minutes ago, her fiance had been alive.

And then it sunk in. Thirty minutes was plenty of time for something to go wrong. She held the phone in her hands, ignoring the nurse on the other end who repeatedly asked if she was okay. Her eyes stared straight ahead, staring at the photo of them, smiling like there was no tomorrow, tears leaking out from the side. She hiccuped slightly at the thought that there really was no tomorrow.

Somehow, their friends had heard. They all rushed over to her home, opening the white gate that lead to the perfect little home, surrounded by perfectly trimmed grass, it's white siding shimmering in the sunlight. They'd opened the unlocked door, to see Raven, sitting in the same spot she was when she got the phone call that Richard hadn't survived, her eyes unfocused and glazed over, tears still pouring out of the corners as she silently cried.

Somehow, they'd gotten her through it. She went on living her life, going through the every-day schedule she'd set for herself, working silently and efficiently. Her friends watched as she became an emotionless husk of her former self.

They'd told her that Richard wouldn't like it that she was suffering, that he would want her to move on. So she tried to. She began dating her close friend Garfield, later realizing that he was almost the exact opposite of Richard. Yet, she tried to stay with him, tried to convince herself that she was happy with him.

So, he moved in with her, and every day she would roll over and wake up to the sight of his bright, green eyes, only to wish that they were Richards loving blue ones. Every move Garfield made was compared to how Richard would have done it. Every little thing he did was so wrong to her, because it wasn't how Richard would have done it. He was only second best compared to her late fiance, and in a way, she'd hated him for it.

They didn't have the fairy tale relationship that she and Richard had shared, instead there were plenty of fights about how she had to move on and accept that Garfield was not Richard. Raven eventually gave up, realizing that the only man who she'd be happy with was Richard. So, she'd set Garfield free, and he soon found love with another woman. Raven was jealous of how he could find love. She separated herself from the rest of her friends, who each had their true loves still with them.

Every moment she thought of him, even as she grew old.

She'd eventually gotten sick, too sick to live much longer. Tired of always being hooked up to machines and given medicine that never worked, she asked to be sent home, where she could die in peace.

Eventually, the hospital granted her wish, and brought her back to her home, then laid her down in the bed that she and Richard once shared, and as she died, she smiled at the thought that she would finally be returned to her beloved's arms.

Okey Dokey then, until next time, Please review! (NICELY :D)

Sincerely,

TTRaven4Ever