Disclaimer: I do not own any characters in this story besides the occasional fan character of mine and other people who have contributed to this story. Sonic the Hedgehog, Amy Rose, etc. all belong to Sega©.

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Heya people! For the next few chapters we will be exploring the thoughts of Sonic and Amy Rose, and some events in the events of this story. This Chapter will solely focus on the thought of Sonic The Hedgehog, Chapter 6 will focus on Amy and her thoughts of the situation she is currently in and her planning as the year progresses, and Finally the rest of the chapters will continue the rest of the story. For this chapter I kinda want it to be a little more serious than previous Chapters with more formal language. But anyways… as always I hope you enjoy the story and I'm sorry for any grammatical error(s).

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December 31

The current thoughts of Sonic the Hedgehog

I was never the most expressive person when it comes to my emotions especially with the so-called feeling "love". But I can't deny that I ever had feelings for Amy Rose at one point or another. But I can say I would always deny those feelings although I did feel them and when someone even hinted at my affection towards her they were immediately dismissed. Now in present day I regret ever hiding my feelings although there is the risk of harming my Amy. Even the thought of her being harmed in any way is enough to put me in attack mode. And I swear if that faker even does so much as to make her cry there is going to be war.

One thing that is for certain is that I am not oblivious to the thought that the faker has feelings for Amy. Ever since the incident of him losing his memory he could be often seen hanging out with her. Even after faker regained his memory they would still hang out once in a while. They may even have a stronger relationship than most of her seemingly closest friends.

Now it hits me.

After every heart break that Any had that I may or may not have caused who was there to attend to the aftermath? Faker.

Whenever I refused to go on adventure with Amy who would take her? Faker.

When I was out stopping Eggman for several days to weeks who was there to keep her company!? FAKER!

Now I know some events may have been spend with her other friends like Rouge, Cream, or Blaze, but none had experienced a heart break like Shadow who lost his beloved friend Maria. And back then and even today Amy has had her heart broken in almost every single way imaginable so there is a common feature both Amy and that Faker share in common which is shocking.

It is not the thought of Faker and Amy sharing a similarity that enrages me but the thought of my Amy and Faker sharing intimate moments not only sickens me to no end but like I said enrages me!

Even though I met Amy far before I met my current best friend Tails Amy was my first ever best friend but she would always lunge herself at me and declared herself as my self-proclaimed girlfriend. Even through her early teen years she would say I will always love you and one day you will love me back Sonic the Hedgehog!

I may not even know if Amy even loves me anymore….

My Amy…

Only if I could go back and redo everything, stay with her in her time of need, go with her on her adventures, protect her, tell her how beautiful she is, care for her, love her…

I will admit I have never been in a steady relationship and the longest I have been was probably two weeks tops and that was with a girl called Sally Acorn. I didn't want a commitment back then in fear of a death which would be on my hands I do because of the fading threat of Egghead.

Even though Sally is nowhere near being as beautiful as Amy, she was different than all the other girls I had ever dated, which the number is around 30 or so and I started Dating around the age of 16 which was a period of Ames getting over her feelings and instead transitioned into being "good friends". Anyways, what was so different about Sally was all the other girls were whores just looking on getting into my pants and say they did it with someone famous. Sally however liked me for me and we share lots in common such as we like to exercise and run, and that was just one thing.

But it ended on short notice for a reason.

Although I didn't want a commitment back then, I honestly thought she was going to be the love of my life until I found out she was royalty. If I weren't me I would of loved this but that's the problem. She was royalty which meant if I were to marry Sally I were to be king but that would of meant less freedom and being weighed down by responsibility and drastic decisions. I am not meant for that type of life so that was the reason I left Sally.

But now that I look back on my previous relationships I realized during my first ever relationship I didn't see or hear from Amy in a week and that was the same situation for the next four or so until on either number five or six she actually started giving me advice to help me with my dates. And now that I think about it I can't help but feel she was giving me advice about what she felt was right based on her failed attempts of getting me to date her. I can't believe I didn't notice this at the time!

I can't help but wonder if things between me and Amy are ever going to be the same ...

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So that was chapter 5 of my ongoing story The Resolution. My goal was to write at least 1,000 words this chapter but I don't know how to check. Anyways tell me what you thought of this chapter and please give ideas for future chapters. This is Shadykku signing off and 1:00 in the morning on a school day! Peace!