Not Yet

"Shake it fast, watch yaself, shake it fast, show me whatcha working with, shake it fast watch yaself shake it fast, show me watcha working with." Olivia sang loudly as she danced around her room in her tank top and boy shorts, holding a bottle of Cotton candy pinnacle.

"I came here with the mic in my hand

Don't make me leave here with my foot in yo ass,
Be cool
And don't worry 'bout how I'm rippin' when I'm flippin' when I kick it
'Cuz this just what I do
I'm effervescent and I'm off the crescent
Nastier than a full-grown German Shepard-" Olivia grunted and went to her door.

"Who the hell is it? I'm having a private party and no one is invited!" She opened the door and Fitz stood there with sad eyes. She moved her hair out of her face with one hand and tried to hid her bottle of vodka.

"I'm sorry to interrupt."

"Come in. You okay?"

She asked as she shut the door behind him. She put the bottle down by the entertainment center and sat down next to him.

"Olivia."

"Huh?" She asked with wild eyes.

"The music." Olivia jumped up and ended up tripping.

"Oh yeah sorry." She said as she disappeared into her bedroom to silence the music. If he was in a good mood he would've laughed at Olivia's balance being off do to the bottle she had in her hand moments before.

"Okay. All quiet and all ears" when he didn't smile her eyes went buck and her lips perched as if she was sucking on a lemon head.

"My dad just sold his company to my brother. I've worked so damn hard to get him to look at me and consider me for that firm. I thought he was never going to give it up so that's when I moved here, thinking that I should give up. Then he turns around and does this shit?" Olivia put her hand on his knee, hoping that the small gesture would help.

"What did I ever do to him?"

He turned and looked her in the eye and she could see and feel the pain seeping out. Olivia stared back at him and grabbed his face.

"Hey, look at me. Shit you are looking at me. Listen. You are such an incredible man. Even though I haven't known you that long but I mean shit, if you can deal with me and want to be with me and you coming to me first when you're sad- you are a special man. Fuck him. Fuck your dad. He will regret the day he turned his back to you. Come on say it with me. Fuck you!"

"Liv."

Olivia stood up and and used her hands to add emphasize to her words.

"Daddy, fuck you! You gotta make little pistols out of your fingers. Come on do it with me."

"Fuck you"

"Come on say it louder. Say it. Who's your daddy? I'm your daddy now fuck me. Not fuck me but say it."

"Daddy, fuck you!"

"Yeah! There you go, baby! Say it again until you feel good!"

"Daddy, Fuck you! Fuck you and the fucking private jet you flew on you dumb old fuck! Fuck you and that fucking company! You probably fucked somebody's life up to fucking get that company you old fuck! Fuck you and everything about you! Fuck you." Fitz pointed his finger at Olivia as he continued to shout.

"Fuck you! I hope you get hit by a fucking truck!"

"Whoa okay now."

"I hate everything about you! You asshole!"

"Oh damn! Okay I'm not daddy any more! I'm Olivia! Fitz it's me baby!" She yelled with her hands up.

Fitz calmed down and grabbed Olivia. He wrapped his arms around her and she held him.

"Somebody should feel a lot better. You said a lot."

He chuckled and looked at her with soft eyes. He grabbed her chin and gave her a kiss. Olivia smiled and puckered her lips out again.

"I'm really drunk and didn't feel that. Can you do it until I can feel?" Fitz laughed and kissed her again, this time she opened her mouth, inviting him in.

Olivia woke up to the smell of bacon and eggs.

What the fuck? Is that food?

She got out of bed and rolled her eyes.

I need to stop drinking. Who am I kidding. I'll have two glasses of moscato tonight for dinner.

She walked in the kitchen and saw Fitz standing there making breakfast. He saw her and smiled.

"Good morning."

"Good morning, how much do I pay you?"

Fitz chuckled and motioned her to come to him.

"Just a kiss will do."

Olivia stood on her tip toes and kissed him.

"So what if I kiss you every morning, does that mean free breakfast for life?"

"Whoa I didn't want to be with you for that long."

Olivia thumped him and pulled back from him.

"Good I'm just using you too. Also rent is due Tuesday if you plan on living here."

"And you think I want to live with you? How cute."

Olivia gave him the finger and walked toward the refrigerator to get something to drink.

He finished the eggs and cut everything off. He fixed his plate and Olivia's and handed it to her. They sat down and ate. Olivia looked up at him and nodded.

"This is pretty good? Did you learn this from your mom?"

"Yeah I did actually. She was very keen on cooking every meal."

Olivia nodded and took a bite of her French toast.

"Wish I could say the same. My mom worked so much that getting a meal out of her was like Christmas. And in some cases only on Christmas."

Fitz chuckled and took a sip of his orange juice.

"That must've been rough."

"Naw. I ate at my dad's a lot. He lived near by until my freshman year of high school. Got a good job in a city an hour away from me."

Fitz was enjoying the fact that Olivia was sharing. They'd been dating for a week and honestly it wasn't as bad as he expected. He enjoyed the goofiness that lived within every word. Her bark was bigger than her bite.

"That's good. Sounds like your folks are cool."

"Oh yeah. Come on now I had to get this craziness somewhere. She said as she sat back and looked at him.

"Aww." She said with her head turned to the side.

"You look so cute with bed hair." She said taking in his appearance.

"Aww how sweet." He mocked as he gave her a sarcastic smile.

"I was being serious for once, Fitz. You do. You look so cute and adorable." She said as she stood up.

"Olivia, no." He said as he held up his hand hoping but knowing it wouldn't stop her. She came closer to him and sat on his lap, and began to pinch his cheeks.

"My baby is sooooo cute. Just look at you. Gimme a kiss."

Fitz leaned his head back. "Not getting one unless you stop."

"Okay."

He gave her a kiss and she grinned. Every now and then Olivia had a habit of being extremely mushy. It's because one of her friends called her out for not being affectionate enough. She got off his lap and grabbed the dishes and dumped them in the sink. As she entered her bedroom she heard her phone ringing.

"Hey, ma."

"Hey my sweet girl. What's up?"

"Nothing just ate breakfast."

"Finally. After all these years you take my advice on eating the most important meal of the day."

"You know I live to please my mama."

"Mhm. How it should be. Listen. I'm going on a cruise with Betty and Christie next week so I won't be in reach."

"Another cruise, mama?"

"Yeah. I've got to live my life. You get to live your life-"

"Olivia give me my shirt."

Olivia's eyes widen and hoped that her mother didn't hear him.

"Olive who was that?"

"No one mama, that was the TV." She said making a face at Fitz, begging him to be quiet.

"Are you sure? That sound close?"

"I'm in my room mama."

"Oh okay then. Well I'll let you go. I'm about to go find some new sandals. Talk to you later. I love you."

"Love you too. Bye mommy."

"Bye mommy."

"I swear if you would've said anything else your body would be at the morgue."

"I'm too cute and adorable for you to kill me."

"Don't get too comfortable."

He pulled her body to his and started kissing her neck.

"Move, Fitz. Don't start something that you can't finish!"

"Shut up."

Olivia did and her eyes fluttered at the feeling of him now sucking on her neck. Once she realized that she could bruise she pushed him off.

"No marks! I have work tomorrow."

"Fine. Be a little wuss."

Olivia folded her arms and glared at him.

"Sorry that I don't want people knowing my business."

"It's not like it's a legit rule."

"It is to me! I don't want people knowing!"

"Wow am I that ugly?"

"Stop it you know that's not what I mean."

Fitz grabbed his shirt off of her bed and put it on. Olivia felt terrible but she wasn't backing down. It was no ones business and she didn't want people thinking Fitz would get better cases because of their relationship.

"Fitz."

"Bye Olivia."

Olivia rolled her eyes and grunted.

"Fine. Be mad and run away like a little punk."

Fitz ignored her and walked out. She ran to the door and locked it, smacking her hand on it.

"UGH!" She cursed out loud as she walked to her room.

Abby, Quinn and Olivia all decided to get their nails and toes done. They sat back in their chairs and let the workers work their magic.

"He's so sensitive. I can't deal with it."

"Well Liv, you can be a hard ass."

"Yeah. You can." Quinn agreed.

"Don't you two think I know that? That's why I try to be nice to him. I make an attempt to be the sweet, loving girlfriend. It's just new to me. I've never been with someone who is so into me. He really cares- already and it's been a week."

Olivia pushed a button on her chair to slow the movements happening behind her back.

"Chill out and let him. He clearly sees you for you and can look past your horrible attitude."

"Whatever."

"See. Attitude." Abby said as she said it more toward Quinn than Olivia.

"I bet you can't go a day without being mean."

"I'm not- fine. Deal."

"Deal." Abby and Quinn said together

Monday

"I don't give a rats ass! If you are not in that court room by noon, it will be the last employed phone call you receive."

Olivia slammed the phone and grunted. Fitz walked in and turned away to walk out.

"Stay." She said with a tinge of annoyance.

"I just wanted to tell you that Jefferson backed out. Decided to settle."

"No way." She said with amazement.

"Yes. Just got the call. Wanted you to be the first to know."

"That's incredible, Fitz!"

"I know. What is it that you say? I get shit done?"

"I gets shit done. Best news I've heard all day."

"Wow it's just 11:13."

"I know and I have people acting like they forgot what their job is."

"Well I will let you get back to setting people straight. Try to breath alright." He gave her a kiss and she sighed.

"No promises." He started to walk away when Olivia stopped him.

"Fitz."

"Yeah?" He said as he turned around.

"You know I really like you, right?"

"Yes. Otherwise we wouldn't be dating."

She gave him a small smile and a little laugh.

"Just remember that okay?"

"Always." He kissed her on the forehead and left.

"Fitz come on."

"Honestly I don't want to talk to you, alright?"

"Fitz, it's not like I told him I wanted it."

"It doesn't matter, Chris. He gave it to you."

Chris sighed and threw his hands up.

"I don't know what you want me to do? I'm sorry Fitz he chose me. Maybe it's for a good reason."

Fitz scoffed loudly, "don't you dare. You haven't done shit and all of a sudden you are the best candidate? Chris get the hell out of my office." Chris stood up and shook his head.

"I'm sorry Fitz."

"Goodbye."

Fitz sat back down at his desk and took out another file trying to keep his mind off what just happened.

Olivia walked in the break room and grabbed her coke. She was trying her best to stay true to her deal of not being mean but her stress level was rising.

Breathe in and out. Breathe in and out. See not so bad.

Fitz walked in as if he was on a mission. He opened the fridge door and grabbed a Pepsi. They stood there, both chugging caffeine in hopes that it would help. Olivia turned and almost spat out her drink when she saw him.

"Bad day?"

"Like you wouldn't believe."

"Don't worry, it will get worse." She said as she took another sip. Fitz grabbed the nearest chair and sat, hoping his nerves would calm down. Olivia went along and sat down as well. She looked at him and gave him a smile.

"You look really sexy when you're mad." She blurted out. He looked at her and gave her a smile.

"Same to you. Especially when you walk away all fast and mad." Olivia chuckled and shook her head.

"The day is almost over."

"The day is almost over. See you at 6 tonight." As soon as he said that a coworker walked in.

"Yeah see at 6 Mr. Grant. Thank you for volunteering to help me with the new program I bought. I love workers like that." She stood up and walked out. Fitz took a sip of his drink.

That woman will be the death of me.

Olivia pulled into the parking garage and went into the building. She made it to Fitz's floor and knocked on his door. He opened and she smiled. He opened the door wider so that she could step in.

"I ordered take out. I hope that's alright."

"Funny. So funny." She said as she sat down at the bar. Fitz's apartment was a total bachelors pad. Black leather couch with a big screen tv. A few paintings and that was all. No pictures of his family and nothing that really screamed 'Fitz' she grabbed their take out and took it to the living room. Fitz followed behind her with a bottle of wine. He poured her a glass and grabbed his food and ate in silence. Olivia picked over her food, not really hungry due to the awkward lingering silence. She sat down her box and stared at him. He bluntly ignored her and Olivia scoffed.

"If you didn't want me to come you should've said so."

He kept eating as if no one was next to him. Olivia felt herself about to lose it.

"Can you please talk to me?"

He turned to her finally and looked at her.

"What the hell is your problem?"

"Nothing Olivia. I just don't feel like talking."

Olivia squinted at him and took his food out of his hand as he was about to eat some more.

"Don't you pull that 'nothing' shit on me. Don't you dare! What is that I have done wrong now? I am trying to be this vision of a great girlfriend but when you give me these bitchy ass silent treatments it's kind of difficult."

"Bitchy silent treatments? What? You have a guilty conscience? Not everything is about you."

"Yeah Fitz you are acting like a bitch! Talk to me. That's what I am here for. And no I'm don't have a guilty conscience because I've done nothing wrong!"

"Okay Olivia."

Olivia grabbed her purse and food and got up.

"Yeah. Run away from your problems like you always do you bossy as dude with a vagina."

Olivia turned around and slapped him.

"You make me sick. I can't believe I stepped out of MY comfort zone for you. I am trying and you are being so cruel to me!" She shouted at him. Her face was hot and her heart was racing as she felt like doing more to him.

"For now on we are coworkers. And if I were you I'd be careful since daddy's firm isn't going to work. Fuck you and never talk to me again!" Olivia walked away and Fitz called after her.

"Liv. I'm sorry wait." Olivia walked out the door and Fitz felt like the biggest asshole in the world. The door opened and Olivia came back and walked by him, grabbing the bottle of wine off the table. He grabbed her arm and she pulled away. He stepped in front of her.

"I am so sorry. I'm going through a lot right now and I just feel like I have nothing. I didn't mean to hurt you like that Olivia. What I said was wrong and I'm sorry."

"I don't care."

"But you do. Remember what you said today? Always remember that you care?"

Olivia felt tears threatening to fall but she wouldn't allow them. He could never see her like that again.

"I'm sorry too. Calling you a bitch was not cool. But maybe we shouldn't be together. At least not yet. Clearly both of us aren't in a good space." Olivia walked away from him and then turned back toward him. She held out the bottle of wine, "this is yours. It's wrong to steal. I'm sorry."

"It's yours."

"Please take it." She said with her voice cracking. Fitz felt like the worse person in the world. He watched her walk out and knew that he messed up. It wasn't even her fault. He was just pissed off about his dad and brother and took it off on the wrong person. He sat the bottle down and opened the door to Olivia standing there about to knock.

"I figured I should knock since we aren't exactly together anymore. I forgot my keys." Fitz let her in and stared at her. He shook his head and went to her and held her from behind. Olivia stayed still as he began to kiss her on her neck. He moved his hand down into her pants and stopped.

"Tell me to stop."

"No." He pulled back immediately. She turned to face him and hit his arm.

"No, I meant no don't stop."

"Oh." He grabbed her by her ass and began to kiss her. She moaned into his mouth and then giggled as he picked her up. He carried her into the bedroom and laid her on the bed. He started to undress her and Olivia watched him intently. He peppered kisses all over her and paid special attention to her stomach as he played with her nipples. He moved down to where she really wanted him and gave opened mouth kisses to her sex.

"Fitz." She whispered at the feel of his mouth. He took his time as he flicked his tongue up and down. Olivia moved her hips along his tongue. Olivia whimpered as her hands began to go through his hair.

"Ah Fitz! Right there baby. Right there! OMG!" She yelled as she felt herself letting go. Fitz fingers dug into her thighs as he kept going, trying to eat her until her juices were etched on his tongue.

"I'm about to cum! Oh Fitz I'm-" she yelled as she came. Fitz held onto her as she road out the wave of complete ecstasy. Fitz got up and and Olivia got on top of him. She unbuckled his pants and pushed them down along with his boxers to his ankles. She eased onto him and sighed at the feeling. She began to ride him slow and picked up the pace with the encouragement from Fitz.

"Oh shit. Livvie." She moved her hips furiously, earning smacks on her ass from him. She moaned out and kept riding him. Rocking together with great force.

"Baby." She purred in his ear as she kept going. He looked up at the woman on to of him and he could've came then. She looked so beautiful as she put her all into it. Her face was scrunched as her mouth fell open. He knew she was ready and he decided to switch it up. He rolled over and Olivia yelped. He hovered over her, still completely in her. He raised one leg as he drilled into her.

"Oh fuck! Yes!"

"You feel so fucking good, baby!"

"Oh my goodness! Deeper baby!"

Fitz grunted as he felt himself go deeper in her.

"Like that! Oh my! Fitz. Oh my!" She shouted.

She closed her eyes for a second and Fitz gently stroked her cheek.

"Look at me, baby." She locked eyes with him that's when she lost it. She held onto his arms as she came again and soon after Fitz gained his.

They laid with each part of their body touching.

"I hate you." She said as she laced her fingers with his.

"I hate you too. But you can't run away when things get tough."

Olivia waited a beat before she responded.

"I know. It's just so easy to. All of this just really scares me."

"Well if it does," he sighed and kissed her forehead. "Maybe we do need to work on ourselves."

Olivia sighed and snuggled up to him.

"I'm sorry."

"It's not your fault."

They laid there staring at the ceiling thinking about everything.

Why do I always screw things up? -Olivia

These two are a hot mess! Like I said before this Olivia Pope is a spit fire with a wild spirit so I hope you guys don't mind this crazy Olivia. They have a lot of work to do on themselves! I hope you enjoyed this chapter!