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EPOV:
I watched Bella rush out and I really did want to stop her but at this moment I didn't think it was such a good idea. I wanted to take her. Her closeness was just a reminder of that fact. I shifted when my pants became tight. Blankly, I stared at the door she went through as if I could see her out there.
Go to her you lout. I knew this was hard for me but in all reality, it was ten thousand times worse for her. Bella had the most horrible luck that any one could ask for. I should just swallow my pride and forgive her anything. Didn't she forgive me? And if she hadn't, I knew she would.
What was the use of us fighting? It always came back to one thing. I loved Bella. I was the deciding factor of her and that bas- No.. focus. I could feel my anger rise. I had to forget about him if Bella and I were going to reconcile. I groaned in agony. His baby could possibly be inside her. No way of ignoring that.
It was weird how I had to gain courage to talk to her. Bella was no crazed animal, but I was afraid of seeing the hurt in her eyes. She hardly smiled any more. Alice had no problem with showing me every day what I had done to Bella. I was glad my sister had no knowledge of what I call The Jacob Incident or else I would have gone mad seeing those images. It was enough getting the brief one's from her werewolf.
Her werewolf? Her nothing! My fist made a scraping sound as I tightened it. Jacob was nothing to her. Just a rebound who preyed on our every fight. That is what I was going to stick with. Even though, in the back of my mind, I knew that Bella was no loose girl who would sleep with anyone.
Another stirring in my crotch sent a shiver down my spine. She was definitely not loose. She was extremely tight. Like Tanya. I rolled my eyes at myself. No, not like her, better. How did I even dare compare them? Bella was human perfect, Tanya was vampire perfect. No comparison. Bella had the cutest blush. Her skin pliable and soft. I loved it and that's what I needed and what I wanted.
I saw Alice out of the side of my eye and she looked towards the door when I was bombarded by her thoughts. She had seen me go my other half. My body was being pulled toward Bella before I had even realized it. I was down the winding path leading away from the house. She was in the woods. I bristled. Bella.. alone.. in the woods. Not a good combination.
The scent of her led me further from the path and I found myself going faster than I usually would because I wanted to get close to her. I found her sitting on a boulder crying. The look of her was unbelievably heart breaking. She had wrapped her arms across her stomach and the gut-wrenching half hysterical sobs had tore at my insides. I had wronged her more than I could ever make up for.
"Bella…" My voice cracked in near despair when her blood shot eyes blinked upward to my face.
"I'm sorry… Do you want me to leave?" I could hear her swallow hard.
"No," I shook my head sitting next to her. "You, by rights, were here first."
I pushed a few locks of her hair out of her face and behind her ear. By then the flow of her tears had stopped all together and she had longing in her eyes. The love for me flowed through them and I gratuitously accepted it. My body moved on it's own accord when I swept her up and tentatively placed my lips down to her own. She gasped into my mouth and pulled me in tightly for more.
Within seconds we were exchanging panting moans into each others welcoming mouths. It had been too long. I couldn't resist once it had began. It felt too great and I was magnetized to her. Apparently, at some point I had picked her up and placed her on the ground under me, extracting her shirt. I continued to ravage her lips. She was making it very unbearable to just kiss her. Her hands were every where almost at once and whimpering for more. I gave her all she asked.
Her hands were in my hair, pushing my mouth even closer. If that were possible. Pulling away against an angry protest, I started to unbutton her blouse. I was gentle this time. I was saving the material for once, even though my hands were shaking. I brushed it aside and paid more attention to the rapid rise and fall of Bella's creamy breasts. Her nipples were hard already and I licked one through her bra.
Her eyes were so distracting. They held all of her feelings there as I pulled the lace material down to free her soft mounds. I don't know why I was being so gentle but it was hard to restrain. I wanted to rip her clothing to shreds and take her giving body over and over again until she couldn't take it any more. I could rip her clothes. Just one item. No one would know, I reasoned.
Her legs were free of her pants and I did what I had the notion to. Not much to rip, when I noticed she was wearing a thong. I chuckled. Unexpected and very sex. I took one hand and yanked it off her. She gasped and I thought I had hurt her but she was holding her arms out to me. Lightning quick, I disrobed and folded my clothing neatly in a pile near us. She laughed because sometimes I could not help my anal retentive tendencies and I did the same to her shirt and jeans.
I was back over her again. I wanted to be slow and draw it out but she was exciting me further than I could take. She continued stroking up and down my back in anticipation and I placed a few kisses along her neck. I almost wanted to bite her but I put that part of me away. I could see the monster inside of me get angry but I would not hurt Bella again if I could help it.
I entered her swiftly, and I automatically growled low in my throat. I had missed this. Her hands were back in my hair again when she opened her body wider to me. I kissed her roughly, but gentle enough not to bruise her lips. I could promise that this is what heaven would feel like, if I could ever get there.
Slow and steady, is something my mind wanted, but my body wanted hard and fast. I caught her off guard when I began filling her more deeply with each thrust. I opened her legs wider with my thighs and I began taking all I could get. She shook from the intensity and her eyes nearly rolled into the back of her head when she quickly became orgasmic. I felt close but I pushed it away.
She screamed my name, and it echoed our surroundings. Her warm body bucked against me, her head thrashing as I elongated her orgasm by still moving within her just enough to keep her convulsing. I closed my eyes against the exquisite pleasure that this evoked. My legs nearly felt weak from it. I scooped her up and flipped onto my back. Doing that had hit a certain spot inside of her and she came even more loudly again.
Her hooded eyes stared down at me and I thrust up into her wetness. She quickly took the reigns and rode me. I briefly had a faint memory of Tanya but I threw it aside. There was no way this would be ruined for me. Bella and I had both made the worst mistake ever but our love would fix it. It had to. The beautiful moan she let out at that moment forced me out of my depressing query and I was reaching the brink. I couldn't stay it.
Her hands ran over my chest, lightly brushing her nails along. It started then. Slowly, but building quickly. My release was unheard of. Explosive. I hadn't realized that I had grabbed a giant hand full of earth, leaving two huge holes on either side of me. I'm sure Bella would have laughed at me if she could have been paying attention. Her mouth was parted in a silent scream of ecstasy. That was it for me and I let go.
She collapsed on my chest , and I held her to me. I waited for her shaking to stop and I rubbed her hair. She smelled so good at this moment and I was about to kiss her when I heard and smelled Jacob. My head jerked in his direction and I quickly rolled Bella under me away from what soon would be his prying eyes. I frowned. I seemed to not hone my skills as much when Bella was around. She captured me in so many ways.
It was dangerous not to have my wits about me when we were out. Next time I would not make that mistake. I couldn't turn it off but I sure did tune it out a lot. They are fucking. Nice, Bella. I controlled my laugh. He was just as jealous of me as I am of him. I would make his jealousy worth it.
Bella was still in euphoria when I started taking her again. Her back arched but I made sure to shield as much of her as I could from his eyes. I could almost feel his eyes stabbing into my back. I could hear him tense up when she moaned how much she loved me. She said she was sorry for everything but I hushed her quickly with my mouth. No talking. There was a show to put on. He had to learn a lesson. Bella was MINE!
He wanted to look away but his shock wouldn't let him. Tears burned in his eyes. It was so good to see his mind. I also realized that he was a bit excited in his pants. I stopped myself from chuckling. He was a perverted little boy. I stopped for a second when he began remembering. None of that.
"Bella…my love.." I whispered to her. I wasn't the only one with good hearing.
"MMM, y-yes?" Her eyes were closed and her face flushed.
"How much do you love me?" I said between shards of pleasure bursting inside of my body.
"Edward.." She wrapped her arms around my neck and kissed me. "I.. love…so much." She said between kisses.
"Only me..or.." This was too intense. I think I secretly liked him watching. Him recognizing he had lost her to me took this to another level. I almost became too rough with her when she cried out and wrapped her legs around my waist. I slid a fraction of an inch deeper. My god. She was killing the already dead.
"Only you. I want only you. Jacob..he was a mistake, Edward. You, you, you, only you." She was repeating herself and I knew why. I could not have planned it better when she screamed my name over and over. Making it echo. A gush of fluid and the fact that she tightened even more so, which was closely impossible so I thought, sent me tumbling. I forgot all about Jacob in that moment.
"Bella…Bella…I love you." My voice was quaking and the strong fireworks popping like dynamite held me still. Who ever said make up sex was the best I needed to send a million dollars. I lowered my self slightly but still holding my weight off of her. Jacob had left I recalled vaguely. Bella was under me, still holding on, eyes closed, and mouth parted. Every once in a while she would whimper and shiver.
I waited.
"Oh. I'm sorry." She blushed and loosened her legs and arms. "I was still..you know."
I checked her over and frowned at a bruise on her breast. The only one. I was rough again. I pushed off of her in disgust and yanked on my clothing. I heard her get up and replace items of her clothing. I could tell she was ashamed. Her bottom lip shook and in response she chewed it as I watched her.
"We should go." She said. Her wall up again, eliciting a sigh from me.
"Bella, don't regret this. I was just upset that I bruised you. Nothing else."
"Okay.." I could tell she didn't believe me so I hugged her to me.
"I love you and we will work this out." She sort of smiled and touched her stomach.
"But Jacob…" Her smile dropped.
"What about him?" My face darkened dangerously.
"What if my baby isn't yours? You can't just deny that possibility."
She was right. I was afraid to ask Alice if she could see anything else. From what I knew she said Bella was giving birth and she could view nothing afterward. She had trouble seeing werewolves so that could only mean that the baby was Jacobs. I did not want that.
"We will…work it out." Disbelief flashed and I could understand why. It would kill me to see her holding his child. "Just finish getting dressed, Charlie is waiting for you." I left that hanging. The walk back undoubtedly would be a silent one.
BPOV:
I was determined to ask Alice if she could see anything about the baby. I needed to know. I was a little concerned because of Edward's reaction. Wouldn't he know already? My decision was to keep it so then shouldn't he know who's child it was? Maybe he hadn't asked. I wasn't too sure how Alice's visions worked even though it had been explained to me.
I took Edward's hand as we walked into the house. Every one watched us and my Dad looked disapprovingly at our intertwined hands. I felt like everyone knew what we had been up to, but I think they were actually just feeling unsettled about the fact that I was going to be a mother so soon. My father the most, but still.
I nearly hid behind Edward as we stood there and looked on. I couldn't hold anyone's eyes too long before I ducked mine. I wondered if they knew about Jacob. I am sure they did. Didn't all vampires have super hearing. My dad was the only one oblivious in this room..
"Let's go Bells." I watched my Dad stand up and Carlisle shake his hand. He nodded towards Esme before taking my arm and making me follow him. I looked back at Edward, sadly. He followed slowly behind us and watched from the door as I was put in the car. He gave me his quirky reassuring smile as we drove off.
"I wanted to say goodbye.." I said weakly.
"You should probably go live with your mother. She is going to kill me for letting this happen to you."
"Dad, I am not leaving Forks." I said desperately.
"What am I going to do with you Bells? You're sixteen and pregnant. I don't want you to go through what your mom went through. She was just a few years older than you are right now and it was still very hard."
"Edward will help me."
"He's just a boy himself."
"Carlisle and Esme will not let him shy away from his responsibilities.." I pushed. I knew they wouldn't and I know Edward had more sense than that. My dad grunted in agreement and it was settled. Now what to do about finding out who's child this was…
VERY SHORT PREVIEW OF UP COMING CHAPTER BELOW JUST CUZ IM BORED
EPOV:
I wasn't prepared for the panic once they had gone. Carlisle was unsure of what to do. He had never came across a human bearing a vampire child. He looked at me apologetically when Rosalie interjected that it could be Jacob's mutt. I winced at that possibility. I questioned Alice and she shook her head. She still couldn't see. It frustrated me to no end and I had a warning as not to break anything in the house.
