EPOV:

I wasn't prepared for the panic once they had gone. Carlisle was unsure of what to do. He had never came across a human bearing a vampire child. He looked at me apologetically when Rosalie intersected that it could be Jacob's mutt. I winced at that possibility. I questioned Alice and she shook her head. She still couldn't see. It frustrated me to no end and I had a warning as not to break anything in the house.

I kicked the piano stool and sent it flying through the wall. I didn't care to heed the warning. There was nothing to do about the situation but wait. I usually didn't pay that much detail to time but nine months would roll by fairly slowly. At least I knew that Jacob was done with Bella after what he saw today.

"Edward.." Carlisle put his hand on my shoulder. "Calm down." I looked up at him shaking. "Every one, the table. Now. There is a lot to discuss."

Just what I needed. More of a family gathering. I didn't feel like this tonight. I wanted to go to Bella. All this stress wasn't healthy for her or our baby. Was it unhealthy for me to say that? To throw out all the other truths? Possibly, but I was never rational when it came to her. I stalked her for weeks when she moved to Forks.

I took my place at the table and all eyes were on me. I wasn't like myself. I was beginning to become volatile. Angry even. There was so much undue pressure on me, and I wasn't really ready for this. I wasn't happy to be a father, I had crushed those dreams when the venom singed my veins. I knew it wouldn't be a possibility for me any more. But then again being with a human wasn't either, but I had been. I felt like pulling my hair out.

"We might be in for a bit of trouble, Edward." I snapped my head up at the last word before my name.

"What do you mean by that?"

"We need to … get rid of the baby when the time comes."

That was it. Enough. "WHAT?! Kill it? Are you crazy?!" I slammed my palm through the table. "Is every one going crazy in this house? So it's not just me, then?"

"Calm down, I don't mean kill it, just send it some where to be safe. The Volturi.."

"They know?" My body stilled.

"No, Edward. I just brought them up for precautionary purposes."

"All right."

"No one can ever know what is going on here." We all nodded in unison. " In the past there were what we called immortal children and it was chaos. I never really spoke about Tanya, Kate, and Irina's mother and how she died. I always tried to shelter my children against the atrocities of the past. Their mother Sasha was sentenced to death by the Volturi. " I bristled at Tanya's name. "The immortal children were babies and toddlers that were turned to be like us. They were beautiful."

"That's crazy.." Rosalie said her eyes widening with new thoughts of finally getting a child. "But I would want one..sign me up."

"They were impossible to handle. They couldn't control their thirst no matter how much Aro tried. They slaughtered them and everyone defending them. Including Sasha. So this must be handled with care and privacy." Edward, maybe you should let every one think that this child isn't yours.

"Hell no. I will not do that. I will not let Bella look like a common woman!" I raged.

"Well, she did sleep with another guy. She is a little…"

The look I gave Rose stilled her words. I could end her miserable life forever if she said one more thing about my precious Bella. If any one was anything it would be me. I ruined us. If she was fallen, then what would I be? Emmett hugged Rose to him shielding her. He couldn't always protect her.

BPOV:

I knocked on Jacob's door. I had to tell him about the baby before I started my groundation. It was morally right and something that should be done. I would deal with Edward's anger later. He could read me better than any one. Well, almost anyone. A silhouette stood in the light of the opened door.

"Aren't you some where you shouldn't be, Bella?" Jacob's voice rang a little bitter.

"We need to talk. It's important. Please, Jake." He stepped aside to let me pass. I waved at Billy and he nodded to me.

"Dad. Give us some time?" Billy nodded eyeing us both and with out a word, slipped out the door. "What are you here for Bella? Didn't get enough of Edward earlier?"

My mind was blank. What was he talking about. He was so angry and I didn't even know any reasons he could be. I gasped, and looked apologetically at him. He had seen us in the woods. That is the only thing that sprang to mind. I didn't notice him. Well, how could I? I was enjoying all that Edward was giving. I wouldn't have noticed anything but him. Thankfully, he didn't hear anything that I had said. Everything that I had meant in the throws of bliss.

"There's something bigger than that right now."

"Are you hungry? We have stew.." His demeanor softened towards me just a bit.

"No. Not lately… You might want to sit down…I mean, this is going to be hard for you to take." His brow creased at my nervousness. I wasn't really ever this way around him.

"Bella, are you sick?"

"Yes and no.."

"Explain this.." He sat on the edge of the couch.

I wrung my hands like crazy and chewed my lip thoughtfully. "I'm going to be sick, I think…well, usually women are when they are in my position.."

"What position?" He said slowly.

"Well..umm..when someone has a baby.."

"I'm going to be a Dad?!" Jacob hopped off the couch and I looked down about to cry. I didn't know how to explain. He scooped me up in his arms for a huge hug. I squealed and he let me go. "That's great! I mean not too great for us, but I am willing to do this."

"Not necessarily.."

"Oh, I see.. You might be having a baby with a nasty Bloodsucker?"

"What? You know?" My mouth dropped as I registered his question.

"I've known for a bit now, Bella. And how is that even possible? A baby with him? It's more plausible that I knocked you up. It's unheard of with a vampire. Also, that's sick, Bella." He made a face.

I blinked. He had known, yet he never said anything to me. "I guess you are right."

"I know I'm right." He beamed, nearly jumping from the couch in glee. "That would show him. I am going to be your child's father. Poor bloodsucker."

I pushed Jake away from me when he tried to kiss me. Memories did make my heart skip a beat and my chest rise faster no matter what I tried to do. But he wasn't who I wanted. In the end, it would always be Edward. He wrapped his arms around me lightly and pulled me to him. I tried to push him again but it wouldn't work. His mouth covered mine and I nearly melted like ice cream on the counter.

I wanted Edward, so why did I not fight hard enough to get Jake away from me? I missed his touch more than I wanted to admit. His kiss was warm and inviting. Very warm, and I found myself leaning into his body. His tongue found mine and I shivered. My hands ran up into his hair.

What the.. I ripped my head away. "Jake, wait. I didn't notice you cut your hair!"

"Yep, I did. You're silly Bella. I've had it cut for weeks."

"I haven't really seen you…"

"Well, you see me now." His mouth claimed mine again and I fought even less. A butterfly feeling burst in my belly. But it wasn't akin to the feeling of wanting someone.

"Oh.." I pushed back again when I felt something move. "Jacob we can't do this. Stop, please."

I don't think he heard me. He continued rougher with his kisses. I some how ended up with my back against the wall with his hand in my jeans. I couldn't deny that what he was doing felt good, but I couldn't hurt Edward more and this baby didn't deserve a slut for a mother. I moaned and tried to give a half-hearted push but it did nothing. Was I even trying?

I felt a hard jab in my abdomen and I went stiff. It almost took the breath out of me. The pain was excruciating and I cried out, tears welling. Still he didn't stop. I hit his arm futilely, pushing harder against him. He was in his own little world. An arm snaked out and pinned one of my hands up against the wall. My other was between us trying to force him away. He was almost like stone.

That's when I noticed all of his muscles. When did this happen? Jake had transformed into such a beautiful looking person who had a body of a God in just a few weeks. A ripple of pleasure passed through me. I was losing. No, he had to stop. I pushed him again, well I tried to but what he was doing felt so good. Edward be damned.

I wrapped my arm around his neck and pressed up against him. I was the one being rough now. My kisses were urgent and I couldn't stop myself. I was very much attracted to Jacob too. I didn't love him.. right? I just wanted him. I wanted how he made me feel and how he made me cum. Guilt washed over me briefly, not that Edward didn't do a great job. It was just..different.

Jacob backed away for a moment and scooped me up in his arms. I wanted to say no. That this shouldn't be happening. I couldn't keep going back and forth between guys like this. It was wrong to do to them and to myself and to my baby. I still couldn't help it. This baby could be Jacob's. That doesn't mean my body has to be too, I told myself.

I don't remember how I got to his bed and I barely remember taking off my pants but I did. I thought only vampire's could dazzle but apparently so could Jacob. He was kissing my stomach. It was such a tender moment and I lifted my hips so he could pull off my underwear.

For some reason, I felt like crying. My emotions were so screwed up right now. I couldn't do this to Edward again. No matter what. But here I was about to get what I could from Jacob. He was positioned over me, ready to give what I was waiting for.

I ran my hands down his shoulders, kissing one. He smiled at me, with his lust hazed eyes. He was able to make me do things I didn't think I was ever capable of. I kissed him and he entered me slowly. I couldn't believe it possible for him to have been larger than before but he was and it took me a second to adjust.

"Bella." It was a plea. I didn't know what he was asking of me when he began to move. I opened wider to him and my back arched.

"Edward." I shivered under him and my eyes flew open. He went immediately still and I stared into Jacob's sharp brown eyes. Flames of anger licked in them. This wasn't right and I had betrayed the man I loved again even if we weren't a couple. We still had sex like one. I had betrayed my friendship too. I had led him on far past the point I should have stopped.

The way he looked at me I almost felt afraid.

"You're thinking about Edward?" He shoved into me hard and deep and I moaned against my will.

"Jake, stop right now. We can't." I begged, my face flushed with being ashamed. He pulled out and plunged in deeper. "Jake, really, stop." He ignored me with that hard look on his face. He almost looked as if he hated me.

I pushed against his shoulders as hard as I could muster, trying to buck him off of me. He responded with another thrust. I quivered, losing some fight. "You want this, Bella. Let me do it." He was back to pleading, a desperate tinge to his voice. I wanted him to stop so I did the only thing I could do. I slapped him.

My hand stung horribly but he did stop. His body began to shake but he deep breathed and it subsided. He was making me feel terrified. His eyes closed and his jaw ticked, his fists clenched into the sheets. It was a while before I got the nerve to say anything. I just laid there, clutching my hands to my chest.

"Well, I really need to go now.." I tried to say.

He didn't say anything to me, but he started to move again inside of me, sending sharp passion-filled waves through my body. Was he insane? I told him to stop and I couldn't help my body responding to him. I did want to go home though. My eyes closed of their own volition.

"Only if you cum for me." This Jacob, was the one I couldn't stand. He wasn't gentle. He wasn't loving. He was just taking my body and I was growing to resent it. Even though my body wasn't agreeing with my brain. It responded to him. Matching his fast pace. Clenching on him.

"Stop!" I tried to hit him again and he pinned my arms just like before.

"YOU want this, whether you know it or not." He growled and thrust his tongue into my mouth. "I'm going to make you know, Bella."

I gasped into it. Maybe he was right. Something wasn't connecting. Why was I responding and I didn't want to. It was crazy. He had a control over me that I couldn't explain. I struggled, but he was so strong. I could feel him go further with each thrust and I was getting closer to giving him just what he wanted. A warmth crept over me and it happened so quickly.

"Don't make me.." I still had time to stop this. I maddeningly struggled but it was worth nothing and only succeeded in him liking the friction of it. Again, with the responding, I was teetering on the edge and slowly falling off. I went.

It was close to the orgasm I had in the woods. I think because it was emotional, like this time. It wasn't a happy one though. Tears slid down my face and I looked away, as I groaned loudly. I shuddered against Jacob as he imploded. He released my arms and I felt awkward as he slowed down and slipped out of me.

He landed next to me in a huff and kissed my cheek. I turned away from him, curling up slightly on my side. I didn't want to condone his behavior. His hand touched my hair and I slapped it away and tried to pull the covers over me. What we did was between rape and sex…or …was it just rape? No, I responded. I wanted it..well I did at first.

His arms dragged me back to him and his lips found my neck. He began sucking on it. I was mortified when I realized he was branding me. Jacob was smart. His arms were over mine keeping me still. I winced when he acted as if he would enter me from behind.

"Jake, don't…I'm serious."

He chuckled. "I was just picking with you, Bella."

He loosened his hands and I didn't move. What was wrong with me? He didn't rape me.. I let him. To a point you did. You said "No" plenty of times. My conscience informed me. He's not the Jake you knew and loved. He's different now. I looked around for my jeans. I had to go.

I told him bye as I slid them on and he looked at me confused when I rushed out. I heard him call my name but I didn't care. I didn't know what to think about what happened right now but I know I didn't really give myself to him willingly towards the end. But I also responded to him too, so could it be I did want it? Was it the same as with Edward when I succumbed at school?

I started my truck and I cried, it was absolutely different. Jacob was at his door and I pressed on the gas. Out the side of my eye I could have swore I saw three wolves but I apparently was seeing things between tears. I felt so gross. I was a very horrible person for this!

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