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I woke up today in a more cheerful mood than yesterday if possible. I think am getting a happy sickness but am too happy to care! Today I'll clear things up with my love, finally. I just can't wait for lunch period. Yesterday, Orihime gave me a shampoo, deodorant, and body spray just like hers, saying that it'll make it easier. She also said that I need to use amount double the usual for effect. We even picked the best clothes and perfumes that'd go well with the body spray. All in all we are most definitely prepared for everything.

I headed for school after eating only a bit of toast in my nervousness. The whole time I kept looking at the object of my affection. I stared at him and tried to act out all the scenarios so that I won't get nervous and chicken out last minute. I remembered hime's words clearly, "No matter what do your best, if it doesn't work out, and you still want him, await your next chance and KNOW that he is worth the effort. The most important thing that I want you to keep in mind is, NEVER DARE GIVE UP"

The bell for lunch just rang. I ran as fast as I can towards the roof and waited there. I didn't want him to be there before me. I was getting sooo nervous. Even though I am nervous, I can't give up especially since Orihime is putting everything into this and also because it's kinda too late to chicken out, I hear him coming up the stairs.

I can't believe that Rangiku ditched me. I know she is up to something. But she doesn't want me to know for some reason so I'll play along for now. She promised to meet me by the end of lunch anyways. I'll demand my explanation then. I feel like the black duckling sitting alone between all these people.

"Hi there Hitsugaya-kun" I heard behind me. "Oh, hi, Hinamori-san, what're you doing here?"

"I don't really know but Rangiku asked me to sit with you during lunch saying so you won't be lonely or something."

He's here, he's here. He's opening the door as we speak! Oh god, I feel like am going to fly. I was captivated by his beautiful long blonde hair! Wait, wait, wait, time out, back up a bit. Why did Rangiku come instead?

"Hey, where's Toushiro?"

She walked forward and said, "You don't need to know, bitch."

"How dare you call me a bitch, witch!"

"How dare I? How dare you even think of asking Toushiro to come here after what you've put him through, you son of a bitch. Do you have any idea how you hurt him?"

She kept getting closer to me, I replied, "I never did anything to hurt Toushiro and if I did then please, if you know, PLEASE tell me what it is!"

"GO TO HELL!" she screamed as she punched me in the face. She didn't stop there, she came to me and kicked me in the gut and continued screaming "HOW DARE YOU!" She continued kicking me until I emptied my stomach right in front of here and started coughing blood. As if that wasn't enough, she went back to the stairs were she left her lunch which was a pizza and coke. She spilled the coke all over my face and shirt. "Is it too cold for you, bitch? Okay consider this a gift from Rangiku." She said as she pushed her pizza in my face and all over my chest and then she left.

I felt so humiliated right there and then. I cried for the first time in four years. I cried like there was no tomorrow. It wasn't the pain. It was the humiliation, the disappointment and rage all welling up inside of me and merging together. I lay there helpless thinking about Toushiro. I still like him. No matter what happens I'll still love that angel. The angel that stole my heart, the angel that I humiliated two years ago like I was humiliated now. Soon after, I slipped into unconsciousness shedding a tear for my angel and whispering his name, "To..Tou-shi…ro"

A/N: don't hate Rangiku too much, Ichigo kinda deserves it. Besides he fights gangsters all the time. In case it wasn't clear, after his humiliation, Ichigo remembered how he humiliated Toushiro.

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