Disclaimer: I disclaim.

A/N: Since no one wanted me to change the rating, the story will continue as an innocent T.

PERSONALLY IMPORTANT-ish, but most won't understand so please don't mind it,

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On with the story:

As I sat there in the shower crying, I began REALLY thinking. I got up and laughed. Maybe I wasn't unlucky maybe I was the luckiest person. I was assaulted, yet I am standing here unbroken. They wanted to break me but I didn't so I won't give them the satisfaction of falling apart. I was absolutely lucky to be saved by Ichigo who was not disgusted by me after that. Oh, he looked soooo cool, that Ichigo. As far as I'm concerned, he is cooler than kenpachi and his group could ever hope to be. I finished the shower with a smile and went back outside.

I was dressed and preparing breakfast when ichigo came down. He looked at me amazed, "I didn't know that you could cook, Toushiro."

"Well, if you had to live alone with MY mother, you have to."

"Oh, I see, so what're you making?"

"Nothing fancy it's just pancakes and a couple of bentos."

"Bentos, huh? To what do I owe the pleasure?"

"It's just a thanks for saving my life nothing more" I said with a smile.

Wow, he can cook too! Earlier I went into the bathroom to see that it's cleaner than usual and Toushiro smells fresh out of shower. My lovely angle can both cook and clean! Ahhh, he grows more, and more beautiful in my eyes every second, it's unbelievable. I am touched by the fact that he is actually cooking for me and I feel proud for rescuing him yesterday, it was totally worth it.

We left for school early to take our time walking and talking. The two of us really need to know each other. The more I knew about him, the deeper I fell in love and the stronger the pain of the definite rejection. I never was the pessimistic kind of person but really, what are the odds here. Why would someone I hurt and humiliated love me back. Why would someone so sweet, skilled and angelic like a loser like myself. There is just no way in hell, and the sooner I realize that, the better off I'll be after the rejection. I can't continue to fall for him like this. I just can't. I mean, come on, he is friends with RANGIKU for crying out loud. To be gay is to sin, that's probably why god wanted to punish us by making all the beautiful guys straight. I need to stop this as soon as possible.

*Time Skip*Lunch*

Orihime, Rangiku, Toushiro, and I sat together on the roof to eat lunch. Fortunately we didn't even look at the side that was covered by my blood. If we did, Toushiro would be angry, Rangiku guilty, and Orihime in tears. We sat and talked about almost everything. I might as well enjoy this while it lasted. Orihime and Rangiku were both acting slightly off. They kept staring at each other longer than necessary and feeding each other more than usual. I thought that it might just be an Orihime-Rangiku thing because they both have the weirdest tastes when it comes down to food, but I was proven wrong as the bell rang. Rangiku stared at me for some time then she said, "Ichigo" she looked at Toushiro and said, "Toushiro, too."

Orihime looked at how hard it seemed for Rangiku to talk then said, "We need to talk to you about something very important. Please stay here and listen to us."

Of course we complied.

Rangiku looked at Orihime for support then turned to us, "We like you guys very much and we know that you do too. Before I say anything, I want you to know that whatever happens, we are still Rangiku and Orihime, that won't ever change. We kind of, might be, sort of, like together." Toushiro and I just stared at them in disbelief and shock. Orihime continued her girlfriend's speech rambling, "It's not really as weird as they say it is, I mean, to us, it feels perfectly fine and normal, it is love and you just can't control it no matter what you do, it isn't like we'll change or won't be friends with you anymore, we still wanna hang out with you and be friends if you don't mind"

"Orihime, just stop." I said finally unable to handle anymore of her rambling. "We get it already, and we won't judge you. I personally have absolutely no problem with you two as long as you promise to still be there for us when we need you and most importantly not leak information to the other." I continued with an encouraging face. "I don't mind it either." Said Toushiro. After that we all went to class and got scolded for all we're worth.

After what happened, I began thinking of what Orihime said. Love is love no matter who it is you love. Toushiro's acceptance can mean hope for me. If he's okay with homosexuality then maybe at least even if I was rejected, we could still be friends; he's just good like that. My thoughts were plagued by Toushiro throughout the school hours and I was actually surprised when it finished. After we got out of school, Orihime and Rangiku walked home together to have some time with one another, and I suggested to Toushiro that we throw them a congratulations mini party, just us four.

A/N: I know am moving too fast but I am kinda stuck and dunno what to write especially since this is the part that I suck at most.