ONE SHOT: CHAPTER ONE, EDWARD AND ALICE'S POV

Thanks to VampireEva for this one shot. I think it's nice to hear their point of view! Yayz =)! There are 2 sides to every story. Bella's memory was the watered down version and Edward's of course is hooked on every detail and an inside to his forever tortured soul b/c well that's just our Edward. He wanted me to tell u all "My poor human Bella. My love for her is never ending despite her iridescent side of events. My memories are like stone." TY Edward. (yes, I am a bit odd)

EPOV:

Paris is in Juliet's chamber grieving her death when Romeo arrives. Romeo is apprehended by Paris and Romeo stabs him. Romeo kisses Juliet's body and takes the poison. The Friar arrives to find Romeo dead. Juliet wakes to find Romeo dead and no poison left for her, she uses the dagger to kill herself in grief.

I sighed. I had seen this so many times through out my life that I could not stand it any longer. I could see out of my peripheral vision. My love, Bella, watched me occasionally. I wasn't going to budge. She was perturbed. In deed, I knew why. I could sense her turned on state. Actually, I could smell it. She wasn't the only one in need of a body. I as well wanted her but not after last time. No, never.

She had to stay at the end of her couch. If not then things wouldn't fair well for her. She would be de-virginized and possibly dead/turning into a vampire. I wanted none of those scenarios no matter how hard she tried to force my hand. Her frustrated growls that she was making were chinking away at my wall very quickly. The sexiness of them were becoming too much. Just like that night..

"Just kiss me, Edward. You know you want to. I definitely want you to." She scooted closer to me and the rise and fall of her perky breasts were nearly my undoing. I could see the peaks of them straining against the nearly see through material of her top. I tried not to look but the beckoning of the movement was too clear.

"Bella-" I had forced out from between my lips. I stopped short of saying what I had thought when she touched the sleeve of my shirt. Her warm hands had sent shock waves of lust through my body. Instantly raising the monster within to a dangerous level. My eyes darted to her throat. The pulse there ticking rapidly made me all but lick my lips. It wasn't a common thing for me to do, but I wanted to sink my teeth into the creamy white skin there. Surely it was as good as it looked.

"It's just a kiss." Was she sure? I wasn't. A kiss for most teens were the road to damnation. For me, a vampire, it was a road to the ultimate of the ultimate. Death for Bella. She leaned closer towards me. I watched her lips part expectantly. Give me strength. Much more than I already had.

"I'm going to hell for sure." I mumbled, low enough so she wouldn't hear. Every time I had said such thoughts she would chastise me and give me a lecture on how hell is for bad people. She couldn't see me as bad. I wanted to..no HE, the monster, wanted to kill her right now and take her body while doing so. He was winning at least the last one. "Alright. But.. If it goes too far.." And it would. This I knew.

"You will stop it. I know, I know." Her eyes rolled and I could tell she was disgusted with my antics. They were for her safety. So ready she was to have all of me. I wasn't sure if she would like me when she got me. I chuckled which further irritated my love. I couldn't help it, she was looking so delectable.

She moved even closer and brushed my lips. I instantly froze. She deepened the kiss to elicit a response. She was trying too hard to get me to respond. I stayed the way I was, holding myself rigid. I couldn't deny the fact that another part of me was the same way and it throbbed for her. She held my head in her hands, fisting my hair and continued to deepen the kiss. I responded closing my eyes. Her mouth always felt nice to me. It was no mystery why I couldn't stop myself from responding. I felt her tongue dart near my teeth and I jerked my head from it, pushing her back and away from me. My head fell to the couch as I panted. I didn't have to breathe but it was a common thing to do when hot and bothered.

"Bella, you know you can't-" I wanted to get up and move but I was frozen here for some reason. I wanted to stay. I needed this feeling to go away but no such luck. Her lips had returned upon mine, even more needy, more tasty. I kissed her back in earnest and felt her straddle my lap. I shifted my hips and my throbbing penis encased in these pants, rubbed against hers.

She mewed at me. I let out a low growl. She was crushing my control by those noises and the heat between her legs increased. I grinded into her and everything was lost to me. My mouth sought hers out even though my brain cried out against it. Every kiss began to increase. Soft to needy to rough to demanding. I wanted everything she could give. I wanted it all. I wanter her taste, her breath, her saliva, her blood, her life!

Her hand wrapped around my erection and it was over. I let out an inhuman noise, and I threw her down on the couch. I was losing control. My lip curled in a scary way and I inside watched her cower away from my touch. I couldn't help her. He was loose. My eyes..his eyes..again flickered to her throat. He leaned down and sniffed her neck there. Flicking my tongue…his tongue..to her pulse.

"Edward…please." Her voice was shaky and I cried out to her. He was in control..It wasn't me! He ground between her legs sadistically, disgustedly displaying his power. He moaned into her throat as his mouth opened. He held her neck to the side as he chuckled dementedly. He was thirsty. Hungry for Bella. He kissed his prey as she lay there. The demon sniffed in her quickened open mouth breaths. Ahhhh, Bella. His head reared back and swiftly lowered. Hovering just over her pulse.

"Bella, crap." I had won, catapulting myself backwards off of her. She scrambled off the couch and ran to the corner. As if that could have saved her. She cowered there, holding herself. This was what she had wanted, but I could see she wasn't ready for it.

I blinked when her breathing changed as it usually did when she was thinking. I wasn't the only one strolling down the dark demented memory lane. Fucking hell. She was going to start in on me, I just knew it. How could I get out of this? I couldn't stand another strain on my resistance. My fist balled up in my lap. Just then my ears perked up as her phone buzzed.

"Edward, it wasn't your fault." There it is. Damn. I couldn't help the reaction that always was. I scoffed and my face swirled many emotions.

"You almost got your wish, Bella! To be one of us." I hadn't meant to roar at her but that seemed inevitable right now.

"Is that so bad?" Is that so bad? I mimicked her in my head. Only she would say something so insulting as that.

"God, you are so willing to die. If you keep playing with fire you won't just get burned. You'll get dead. What if I can't stop?" It was true. Everything I had told her was true. My frustration grew.

"You stopped before.." Barely. This was useless. She would think as she wished.

"Hmm, so I did." It shut her up and I turned back to the movie. I hated to see her so upset, but she was wrong. Stupid human. I laughed on the inside until she stormed away. I resisted the urge to follow my lady love. She needed to get over this. It was unsafe, but.. I also was a man.

PING!

She had email. I knew that sound any where. I could hear her clicking away and I found myself curious as to what it said and from whom.

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APOV:

"Alice..are you meddling again?" Jasper teased me, as I shrugged him away from kissing my neck.

"Um, hold that thought, kay?" I sat down and with lightning speed typed a message. The computer couldn't keep up so I waited for the message to appear. My brother and Bella needed to happen. So what if I just furthered along fate. If not, it would be three more years. Their angst was killing Jasper and driving my visions insane with their will they, won't they futures.

"Alice…" He called a warning to me.

"Just hold on Jasper. Almost done." I read it over thinking on anything else I might want to add.

Hey Bella,

Disaster tonight so far. Edward's feeling all moody. I would have called again but I see you were too pissed to answer your cell phone. He just needs persuasion. A lot of it. I left you a present under your bed. Two boxes. He can't resist it. Trust me.

Be safe (Hehe),

Alice

No, it's perfecto. I clicked send and then closed my laptop. Scooting into the bed with my naked man I contemplated tonight's events. Jasper resumed kissing my neck and I giggled. Dear brother, you won't be the only one getting some tonight.

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EPOV:

I heard Bella cry out and my mind thought the worst. I was a blur as I took the stairs in not even a second, bursting into her room and catching her just as her nose and hands almost touched the ground. Her face turned red as she stood up; clumsily fixing her footing.

"Thanks. You always save me." This was true. She clearly found too much mischief to get into. Always on accident, but always life threatening. She was a doom magnet. She flipped backwards onto the bed. I was quite shocked, but then questioned her with my eyes.

"I swear you are doing this on purpose, love." I smirked. That moment gave me the actual time and mental power to assess her sexy lingerie. Her bust nearly flowed over the top. This had to be a punishment for a sin clearly committed. There was no way in hell I could make it out of this room. Run..I tried to tell myself.

"N-no. Not really." She was trying to avoid my eyes. Well that was fine because I wasn't exactly staring in hers. They ravaged over her and before I had realized it I was breathing quickly. I felt the change in my body as it succumbed to her. I chuckled when I realized that it was evident to her as well when her eyes darted downward. They widened at the sight.

"Is this what you wanted?" I subconsciously rubbed myself.

"Well, sort of." She reached for me and I had second thoughts. One more look at her outfit convinced me I should just give in. "I just.. Need you. Please."

She was begging me for something I should readily give. I felt a pang of guilt. She wanted me this much. How could she stand it? I was a bastard for not fulfilling her needs sooner. Her lips touched my face and I closed my eyes. She felt so good against my skin. The kiss to my lips was a bit rougher than I expected.

"Bella, if I can't control myself I will leave. I can't bear to hurt you." I warned. Her breathless "I know" showed me how very ready she really was. Her hands frantically pulled off my shirt and I let her do her bidding. I lay under her now and I raised an eyebrow. What was she up to? "You look beautiful. I can't stop staring at you. Or touching you."

My hands ran down the length of her and rested on her buttocks. She blushed and looked down, so on instinct I raised her head to kiss her. Abruptly she ended the kiss to my dismay, shaking her head no. I tried to recall if I had been too violent with my kiss, but was quite sure I hadn't. Maybe it was time for this to end. Before I could reach for my shirt, she began planting kisses along my chest. Her teeth grazed and then bit a hardened nipple as she continued her mind-altering descent.

Her name came out in a moan. I knew where she was heading but had never experienced this before so I was unsure of what I was in store for. I felt her hands on my belt and I let out another groan. Could she kill a man with her lips? I would never know, because I was already far past dead. The angst of my lust would have killed me alone. I slightly assisted when she pulled down my pants.

Her warm hand encircled my hard on and I stopped breathing. I gripped her wrist. This. No. I couldn't take the feeling. I heard the monster berate me as I issued another warning to her. That's all I could do at this point in time.

"Bella, if we do this…I don't think I could stop. Tell me to go." I almost added 'I beg of you' but I knew that would probably entice her into doing what I didn't want even more. That's a lie, I wanted it, and so did the demon inside. At least we finally agreed on something.

I lay there with my eyes closed and helplessly releasing growls. Her hand found a rhythm that I couldn't resist and I loosened the death grip hold I nearly had on her wrist. Her tongue touched the slit of my penile head and then swirled quickly around it and I was done for.

Reach down…bring her up to you. Crush her jugular and drink..yessss. No. My hand flew back and I took my aggression out on something else. Wood splintered and I grabbed another fistful. For God's sake. It felt too good. I couldn't help but to beg her to quit this. I couldn't control him if I couldn't control me. Instead she continued as I knew she would, this time bringing me into her warm mouth. She increased pace, taking me into the back of her throat. Chunk after chunk I tore her headboard apart.

"Bella, god, Bella. You must stop. I can't.. we can't.. I'm going to-" I moved about against my will on the bed. I had to do something. It felt so damn good, but I couldn't end it with out her. "No! Not yet." I mustered. Her jaw slackened and I pulled her up, then turned us both, so that she was underneath my all too willing body. I tore off the flimsy clothing.

"I was starting to like that you know." She giggled.

"Me too." I admitted and hastily rid her of her underwear. I winked at her. "I'll leave the leggings and shoes on."

"Please hurry, Edward. I'm ready." And she wasn't the only one. I pushed her legs more to the side and delved inside her with my fingers. Thanks to Emmett for explaining how to make a virgin's pain less though it sort of scarred me a bit. I learned too much about him in that conversation.

"The scent of you right now is maddening." I couldn't help but to taste her. I growled at it. It was sweet poison.

I needed to take her and shifted my hips to press closer to her dripping mound. I forced myself in and pushed past her barrier. Jesus. I held still. I shook lightly trying to control the impulse to go deeper. I looked down to see how she was fairing and she alarmed me. She was crying. I wiped her tear away.

"Shit!" I was almost out of her when she panicked and wrapped her beautiful legs around me.

"No, no, please no!" She surprised me by that and then began persuading me with her kisses.

I slipped back, and she fully cloaked me. Slow. I had to go slow or else I would lose it. I could…oh God in heaven…it was so hard to be gentle. Everything inside of me needed a release. My body took over. I slid out fully, and then more forceful back in. Damn. The feel of her was exquisite.

"Bella." I moaned as I held her wrists to the bed. Deeper, I needed…uhhh…I needed deeper. She was bucking against me. I couldn't hold out. Her spasming internal muscles were sending me reeling into a place I hadn't been before. Euphoria.

I felt as if I might have been bruising her insides. My hips were wildly moving. Pushing. Pulling. Grinding. Thrusting. Her body was going just as crazy as mine. Her words repetitious. I held her face in my hands as I swept closer. My lips captured hers.

"Bella.. My Bella." I whispered against them. Like molten lava the feeling rushed into me and then exploded. Bella, my little wild cat, was uncontrollable. Her spasms undulating into my body. Her hips raised and crashed against mine. Her arms came to wrap around me as we closed what seemed like our never ending orgasm.

I placed a kiss on her ticking pulse. I had won and the beast had been stayed.

"I love you." Bella's satisfied words brought me back to reality and I did a once over to make sure she was in one piece as I slipped out of her and settled next to her. I immediately became alarmed because now her body was less than creamy perfect.

"Your lips are purple." I knew I shouldn't have done this with her. This is why I needed to wait. I could have controlled it more if it was at my pace. If it was my timing. Instead she was hurt. I just hoped I hadn't broken anything on her body. I would never forgive myself.

"It was obviously worth it." I squinted at her reply. No, it wasn't. It wasn't worth her pain and misery.

I pushed off the bed and dressed. I was pissed. How could she joke about something like this. I could've killed her. I very much could have torn her limp from limp.

"Other parts of you are purple." I hissed.

"Well I match my sheets. Purple is the new pale white." Another joke. I spun around. Did she not see what I could do? I took notice of her headboard that was barely standing. I could probably blow on it and it would fall over. THAT is what I could do. I looked at her bruises. I cringed at every knew one I found. I internally raged at myself. That, again right there, is what I could do. It was the least of it.

"Why do you always think it's funny? I could have killed you. Do you have any idea? Do you know how I very nearly lost control? I could have done worse to you. Not just your headboard!" I clenched and unclenched my fists. I wanted to yell at her even more and tell her how stupid she was being but I could never hurt Bella like that, no matter what I managed to do physically. She jumped at my booming voice.

"But you didn't.." I watched as she looked them over. Touching each one as if she didn't hurt at all.

"And I never will again, Bella."

I had to get away. I didn't say a goodbye as I hopped out her bedroom window, landing on the ground with a graceful calm. I sped off into the woods. Running helped me to think clearly. I had all night but I needed to get home and confront someone. I knew she saw me coming but I was prepared. This was mostly her fault!