EPOV:
My phone rang in my pocket and I ignored it. Too bad I couldn't read people's minds through phone calls. I would screen every call I had. I set up specific ring tones for that purpose but it wouldn't do with my phone on vibrate. I continued staring out into the woods. My depressed eyes peered into the darkness. There was some one out there.
It was a good thing that I made Bella go back to her father's house. She wasn't happy about it after all the time spent apart. I was sure he had a big bag of hate set aside for me and I wasn't welcome. I wasn't going to be invited into that household any time soon by him. I just hoped he had as much hate for Jacob as he did for me.
I was obviously distracted by my thoughts because I had kept whomever it was out. I didn't hear them until they were in the house. Catching a familiar scent, I turned quickly.
"Tanya, I thought I said-" Her mouth crushed into mine as we collided. Her body slid down on top of me comfortably. My head bumped the floor briefly. I didn't want to hurt her but what she wanted wasn't something she would be getting, tonight or any other night.
"Just..come on. Once more." Her hands were ripping at my belt. Her other brushed against my instinctively hardening penis. I moaned against my will, followed by a quick 'Stop'. She wasn't hearing any of that.
"I don't want to hurt you." I warned her.
"Then don't say no." She freed me of my boxers. Her eyes were begging and the hope I saw there disgusted me. With some of my strength I pushed her off me. Tanya slammed into the wall. Shock flashed across her face and I immediately regretted it as she slid down. She sprang up into a catlike crouch. "You've just made an enemy."
"And you weren't all this time?"
Her stance slackened a bit, and I could see the pain flitter in her eyes briefly.
"I love you." She whimpered almost child like.
"I don't love you Tanya. Not the way you want me to. I can't allow you to come between me and Bella again. I lusted for you for one night." Okay, be truthful. "And maybe a few days later but that is only because you're good at getting to people." I eyed her meaningfully.
"Are you trying to say that I enchanted you, Edward Cullen?"
"Didn't you?" My eyes narrowed at her playfulness. "Bella is here, go, now." I heard the key turn into the lock and watched as Tanya refused to go any where.
"Oh!" Bella was startled. "I didn't know you were..uh..occupied. I guess this is why you didn't answer your phone." Her tone was relaxed but her face displayed anything but.
"She let herself in." I tried to explain to Bella, but I could see she had her own doubts. I would have too if a half naked man stood in her home.
"You asked me to come." Tanya provoked.
"No, I certainly did not." I started to move forward but Bella grabbed my hand.
"Forget her, we have more important things to worry about…like Renesmee…" Bella's eyes saddened quickly.
With out thinking I scooped her up into my arms. Her scent was beckoning me, and the sugary sweet smell of her breathe was intoxicating. I had missed Bella more than my thoughts would allow me to believe. I kissed the side of her neck innocently, but that wasn't enough. I made my way up the side of her face to her lips and I captured them.
It was irritating for me to have my emotions so out of control. Damn Jasper for not being around. He is the main one who had held me up when I sent Bella away. He needed to be here to keep me from taking Bella on the floor over and over again. Actually, no, why should I stay away from wanting my girlfriend?
Because you could have another baby, you dolt. I broke away from the kiss. Bella's eyes were still closed and her lips were moist and swollen. God, that look was my downfall. She whimpered low because my kiss stopped and I returned to doing it. I knew then that no matter what I couldn't force myself to end it. There were too many emotions pulling us to each other.
Ew. Fucking gross. I can't believe he would even bother with that crushable human. I'm going to find Jacob and bring Renesmee back and MAKE him love me for it. Just to see that stupid little bitches face, knowing I brought her world together.
I scowled at Tanya, before taking Bella with me up the stairs. If she wanted to be privy to Bella's and my moans, that would be on her. I couldn't wait. In the room I locked the door and then laid her on the bed. I ripped my clothing off and nearly pounced on her. Her eyes were open as if she were dazed by my kiss.
I promised myself that I didn't have to rip her dress. It was pretty and blue. My favorite color deserved most of my respect. I slipped the upper half down her bust and I couldn't help but to lave her hardened nipple. Bella moaned and arched upward. My lips encased it and my hand brushed across the other at the same time.
I continued lower with my hand, flowing past her breast, down along her side, smoothing over her hip, sliding across her smooth thigh until I reached her wet, hot, melting core. I slipped a finger in just to stroke. I would last a minute if I tried to take her now. Her insides clenched on me tightly. She spread her legs open for me.
My eyes flickered to her face when I heard my name in a light whisper. Her hand on my back tried to press me in closer, and with out words I slid inside of my Bella. A sharp gasp took over the room's silence for a few seconds, and then moans filled it when I moved against her. I slipped in and out of her with finesse, and tenderness.
Her legs wrapped around my waist unrepentantly and I took that as a sign to give her more. My hands took a hold of her face as I kissed her deeper. Before I knew it they were entangled in her hair and I was pushing her head back a little to suck on her neck. My love shivered under me and I couldn't keep up the slow pace.
Bella's nails lightly raking my back were telling me it was okay. She welcomed the faster pace and I let as much of my senses take over as I could allow. The bed slammed against the wall slightly loud and each time I filled Bella completely she let out a sexy cry. I was nearly mirroring the passion she was feeling with the groans I was releasing.
"Edward, I can't wait." Bella pleaded. She wanted me to cum with her, inside her. I almost did when she violently convulsed, pressing closer to me. My name flowing from her lips in a redundant rant.
I couldn't give her what she wanted. Not ever again. I wasn't going to replace my child with another. Maybe Bella didn't realize that was what she was doing but she was. I didn't even know anything about Renesmee to even know if breeding with Bella was a safe thing.
I felt Bella's legs relax and I withdrew from her. Her whimper from no longer being filled taunted me and her eyes flew open. She questioned me with them. I didn't have to be able to read her mind to know what she was thinking. She was disparaged that I hadn't given her what she craved.
I moved from between her thighs and breathlessly lay beside her. Tears moistened her lashes and I kissed them. She shouldn't cry over it. I was just watching out for her well being. A little selfishly mine too. Her fingers swirled thoughtfully across my chest. She caught her breath and I figured she was trying not to break down.
"Why didn't you finish?" Her voice was choked up. I hadn't meant to hurt her by it.
I closed my eyes and sighed.
"Bella I love you, I just can't chance that again." Her hand turned into a fist on my chest.
"That? Renesmee isn't a that." Her voice was hard edged.
"No, she isn't. We really don't know what she is."
"She's ours." I throbbed unmercifully at her touch yet I couldn't give her what she wanted.
"I can't ejaculate inside you. Not ever again while you are human. Not until you're changed."
"But you won't allow that…" Her hand touched my face so softly. I looked at her face and saw the pain this was causing her.
"Bella, stop it." I smirked when she leaned down and kissed me. My hand with a mind of it's own wrapped around my hardened length and began to stroke to ease some of the tension.
"We can discuss other ways." Her hand replaced mine and she moved me in her palm. "Like anal."
When did Bella become so freaky and where can I get some more of those thoughts to put in her head?
BPOV:
Alice hugged me tightly and I had to pat her shoulder to let me down. She was almost squeezing my lungs out my mouth. She laughed and then it was Emmett's turn. God, I couldn't take any more of it. Jasper just waved.
"No, Emmett, no fair." He spun me around too quickly and I felt like I was going to pass out.
"Welcome home." His grin was too wide and goofy looking. I started to crack up. "Where's Edward?"
"He's out searching with my dad." I sighed. "No Bella allowed, you know."
"Yea, now that's not fair."
"Tell me about it." I smiled up at him.
"Well of course you're not allowed with him. You're a clumsy buffoon." Rosalie sauntered in and then sat on the couch.
"Oh shut it, Mrs. Bitter." She scowled at Alice.
"Any news?" I interrupted their little spat.
"Yes, and that is why we came back early." Her face beamed. "Close your eyes."
I don't know why but I trusted her and did what she said. The door opened and then shut and I heard a loud "Surprise!" My eyes quickly opened and I almost couldn't breathe. A small little girl who seemed to be about five or six stood in front of me. My heart sunk. What a pretty child but what were they up to? Nothing or no one could take the place of Renesmee.
"Oh..Hi." I couldn't keep the disappointment out of my voice.
"Bella, take a good look at her." Alice insisted but I didn't want to.
The little girl stepped forward and touched my hand with her fingertips. Mommy! You're my mommy. I jumped back in shock from the voices in my head. It sort of frightened her and she hid behind Alice. I looked at Carlisle and Esme and I shook my head. I didn't understand.
Just then Edward appeared into the room and the little girl cried 'Daddy' and ran to him. He cradled her to him and looked at me with concern. My breath hitched and the room spun. No. That's not her. Not my child. My little girl. My Renesmee.
Sorry it's short but I work 40/hrs a week. Give me a break. Pretty please. Lol
