Warning: [18+] This story contains sexual acts. Those under 18 who read this are on your own. If you still read this and are under 18, your life will change forever. And I suggest you avert your eyes if you are under the age of 18. If you are above this age, you may continue.
Into The Moonlight: Forgiveness
"S-s-stupid chains... I w-wanna go home..." I heard someone sob, along with the continuous collision of chains that were beginning to wake me up from my humble state. I slowly heaved my eyelids, my fur was soaked deep and wasn't going to dry anytime soon as rain still struck me in this unroofed chamber.
My eyes saw that Eevee, she was leaping against the chains, using all her mite to try and break free. "That's no use... if I can't pull them off the wall you can't either," I told her depressingly, laying on my stomach and placing my head onto my crossed paws.
She stopped and shot me a frown, some tears falling from her eyes. At least I think it was tears, being in the pelting rain didn't really aid me in my decision but her sobs were what proved it. "I... I d-don't want to bre h-h-here anymore... They've hurt mre enough... I want to go back to mummy... And my trainer..." she sulked, falling to the ground as small sobs escaped her.
I laid there with no enthusiasm to neither speak nor care until she said trainer. It caught my attention, suddenly remembering Eirene. Eirene still hadn't come back, she must really hate me.
She was owned by a human like I was once and it turned ugly for me. This Eevee also had a human, but what was she doing here if she did.
"What are you doing here then?"
"I... I was a-ambushed... by these c-c-creeps and... They ... they took no re-remorse in capturing mre... e-e-ever since then... I've breen..." she exploded into tears, weeping over what she said.
I wondered what she had been through, but should I add on to her displeasure. Should I remind her of what happened to her? I decided to show a good side, not wanting her to really cry as when I looked at her, already felling guilty for making her cry within a few seconds, she reminded me of Eirene when she first woke up and seeing me for the first time. Obviously, she has been here longer than me. How long was unknown and I wanted to find out, but I didn't want to be mean to her.
"My names Shade... what's yours?" I greeted, lifting my head up to make I, myself look more caring.
She wiped away what tears she could in this dreaded rain, "Sally..." she said with a small smile on her face.
"That's a nice name..." I replied, giving her a warming smile. Silence fell upon us as she just laid back down, closing her eyes. I caught a blush at one point on her, but she quickly just turned away from me.
Well that's really courteous isn't it, being nice to someone just for them to turn your back on you. I was going to reply, but didn't, knowing she wanted to leave this place and would only talk about an escape plan.
I just fell back asleep with my torn self, having gone back to my non-caring state.
"Hey... Wake up..." I heard a voice say, along with something nudging me continuously. I slowly came to, seeing a Gallade, a familiar face trying to wake me up.
I began to feel my body shiver as it slowly awoke, the rain now pouring and drenching my fur. I stretched my body as I lay with the chains still attached to me, letting out a small yip when I stretched my left hind leg too far. I couldn't see the damage but I could sure feel it.
I was soaked, but at least my fur was clean. The only negative was that I might have caught a cold, though I feel alright at this point in time.
"G-Gal... w-w-what are… y-you d-d-doing here...?" I chattered, shivering each time I felt a breeze pick up that wasn't there before. I noticed that he held that Eevee female, Sally, in his crossed arms, her eyes opened and staring at me intently with a torn smile.
He didn't actually have a name, but I called him Gal, simple and easy to remember for me. He has helped Lacy and I a while back with a little conflict as he had the ability to speak to humans telepathically and manipulate their mind into hearing us talk, but that was only a short fix as the ability wore of pretty quickly. Gal was much of an auditor or adviser in the town, helping and listening to those who may be seeking help, both human and Pokémon.
"We can talk later, first thing is to get you out of here and somewhere warm so you don't come down with something," he told me, his scarlet eyes exploring my body and following the chains that bound me from freedom.
His eyes toned in a fluorescent blue, seeing an aura surround the chains. I wondered what he was doing until I heard clinking noises come from the cuffs of the shackles. I felt the grip on my rear legs from the cuffs go away, followed by the one on my neck. I shook my entire body as I stood up, feeling better as I could now move freely. Gal gave a sincere smile, gesturing me to follow him as I nodded, beginning to limp over to him and follow him.
I trailed behind him as he led the way, pushing branches and other obstacles away so I could get through easily while holding the Eevee in one arm. As I was behind him I was attempting to piece my heart together, trying to make it one. Him helping me and to see a familiar face was able to cheer me up and mend it but not fix it.
He finally pulled away some branches, along with a bunch of vines with his green-like arms. There was a cave which I wouldn't even be able to see even in daylight, tho the night was aiding it so it was hidden. He told me to walk in as he needed to get something to heat this place.
I hobbled into the cave, shaking my body furiously as I dried myself. The droplets of water separated from my fur and splashed over the cave's grey floor and curved walls. It was cold and dark in here, seeing barely anything in here, but only to hear the rain hitting the cave.
The Eevee followed behind me, shaking her body dry too. She sat by the entrance, most likely waiting for Gal to comeback. Now she looked like your average Eevee, her brown fur sleek and fluffy.
A few minutes passed and Gal stammered back in, holding a bunch of badly cut logs in his arms. He placed them on the ground not too far from me, stacking some of them to start a fire and placing the rest on the side of the cave.
The Eevee hobbled over to Gal, lying next to his feet. She let out a deep breath, her tail slowly wagging from side to side.
"So... h-how did y-you know where I w-w-was" I repeated, still feeling cold and placing my left paw over my right as I lay on my stomach.
"Eirene told me where you were, telling me that Weavile had caught you. I can tell that he already..." he hesitated; "anyway..." he regained his normal deep tone, "I'm sorry if I got to you to late."
I let out a sigh, a whine more or less, escaped my muzzle as I remembered clearly what he did to me, but I was able to overcome it as I began thinking of Eirene. She didn't actually leave me, she went to get help. Still, why didn't she free me, she could have freed me but she left me to suffer.
"Hmm... Eirene was right about you, I've only ever met you once before and I can see your true self," he laughed, placing his paw on the piled logs. A blue aura formed on his hand, taking shape of a ball, before flaring and lighting the logs with no delay. The sudden change from the cold atmosphere to the warmth made me relax my mind.
"What's that suppose to mean," I stated back to him calmly, enjoying the warmth from the fire. I received some chuckles from him as he sat down, glaring into the orange and yellow flames, petting the Eevee that lay next to him. The fire was also I good source of light in the dank cave.
"It's nothing, just having some fun... I'm sorry if I offended you."
"Don't be..." I said, giving an effortless sigh, placing my head on my crossed paws, my ears down to express my sadness.
"Don't put yourself down just because you got raped by him..."
I saw the happy Eevee shudder at that word, tears beginning to form around her eyes. I ignored his comment, one reason as I didn't want to be reminded of what he done to me, but also that I didn't know what rape was exactly and if it was related to mating then I would prefer to talk about it to Eirene, as I felt more comfortable with her. "How do you know Eirene then?" I asked him curiously also wanting to change the conversation to my fitting.
He continued patting the Eevee, trying to make her calm down. "I'm guessing Eirene hasn't told you about her past then," he pointed out. I nodded, agreeing to what he said, hoping he may enlighten me of something about her. "I don't blame her to keep it hidden but I know it must be hurting her, to keep something like that hidden," he murmured to himself.
I looked at him confused, "what happened?"
"I'm sorry, but she'd hate me to tell you, and I promised her I would keep it to myself unless she told me it's alright." I placed my head back down on my paws, hating that she would keep a secret from me, but I myself kept a secret from her and I guess it's only fair. This wanted me to see Eirene again, wanting to apologise to her and wanting to know what this secret was.
The Gallade looked around the cave, before sighing and glancing back at me. "Shade... I... I can't hold something from you that you need to know... and I know she can't cope with it alone, so I'm asking you to go back to her."
I lifted my head and slightly tilted it, wondering what he was talking about, what was wrong with Eirene. "What's wrong with Eirene?" I felt a little concerned and worried.
"No, not Eirene... I'm talking about Lacy, I know she hit you but she didn't mean it, nor did she mean to scold you and neglect you, but it was the only thing she could do so she wouldn't have to worry about you."
The Eevee lifted her head, becoming interested in what Gal had said. My ears perked up at hearing this, "If she didn't mean it then why did she do it, for what she done to me I have been traumatized with..." I snapped at him, not believing what he was saying to be true.
"Well, you know may me as the town's assistant as I aid those and listen to those who are in need. Lacy has been visiting me since she found out, coming to me and asking me for help. She had been lost and terrified." He turned his head away from me, staring at the Eevee and seeing her clueless expression.
"What did she find out?"
"She did it to protect you, so you wouldn't have to watch her suffer." I continued staring at him blankly, waiting for him to answer my question. He turned his head towards me and bit his lip, his eyes glaring into mine, "well... the easiest way I can put this is that she... she's ill and soon to be..."
What he told me would fit perfectly to why she was acting like that. Not taking me with her in her daily routines as she would talk to him, neglecting me because she was scared of what to do with me, thinking that neglecting me would get rid of me without any consequences.
"She was bearing so much that she didn't know what to do with you, and soon she began to get reality mixed up with fantasy..."
"Please...! Stop...! I don't want to hear anymore..." I cried, my tears streaming down my face and dripping off my muzzle. I was crying, hoping that it wasn't true as I didn't want her to go, part of me still fighting against my beliefs of humans being bad as she wasn't the one to tell me this.
"I'm really sorry to add this, but she told me to tell you that she was sorry, that she was only protecting you..." he directed a smile at me, "she really loves you Shade..."
I looked at him, my eyes stinging from crying at what he said to me, "you... you really... you really think she loves me..."
"Of course... to get rid of you to suppress you sadness and to protect you so you wouldn't be to see her suffer would take a heart… even if feels broken and twisted," the Eevee blurted out shyly. She held a deep rose blush on her cheeks as I glared at her.
Gal glanced at the Eevee smiling, leaning over to her ear and whispering something. I paid no attention to it as I was still thinking of what I have to do. This put me in a tight spot, I had to see Lacy to say goodbye to her, but I wanted to stay with her till the end. If I did this then I'd have to leave Eirene.
I let out a yawn, expressing my odd tiredness. I felt tired but I didn't know why. "You should get some proper rest in this heat," he said, leaning against a wall as he closed his eyes.
I closed my eyes myself, letting out a heavy sigh, "goodnight..." thinking of all the things I could do to be happy. I want Eirene but Lacy is my trainer and I still loved her in the bottom of my heart, now she was pieced back in the middle of my slowly recovering heart.
I heard him laugh sincerely, "goodnight to you to Shade," he said to me with a yawn of his own. I knew that tomorrow would be a huge day for me as I had to make a tough decision. I needed to choose one to stay with, but I loved both and I didn't know who to choose.
The Eevee limped over to me, huddling next to me. I didn't know what to do, though I glanced at Gal to see he was smiling. He walked to me, leaning towards my ear, "she likes you Shade, but she's scared to ask you," he whispered, leaning away from me and smiling.
I blushed, knowing that he was probably reading her mind as he did that. It was beneficial as Gal was unable to read my mind, but he didn't know why he couldn't as his ran by my species and been able to read theirs.
He sat in his original spot, glancing at me with a cheeky look, "goodnight to you to you too Sally."
She was staring at me with lust. She curled up, rubbing up against me and getting close to me. I didn't want to mate with her as I have enough on my mind and another mate isn't going to help me.
As a sincere gesture, maybe because I felt a little sorry for her as she was in the same position as me earlier, but she had probably been through worse, I placed my head on her carefully. She had a lot of wounds on her body, most of them where healed but some were still open and fresh, at least to my eyes they looked open and fresh as she didn't seem to be in a high amount of pain. I heard her purr, which made me smile. I closed my eyes, my respiration steadied, my exhales and inhales becoming slower and longer.
I was tossing and turning, unable to sleep, thinking of everything Gal told me. I gazed at the Eevee as she rested beside me, still curled in a ball, leaning against my left side as I lay on my stomach. Her eyes were closed, steady snores escaping her.
It seemed to me that I was the one to cop the end of the stick, believing that humans were all bad, maybe some were but I knew Lacy couldn't be, deep down I knew she couldn't be. They had to have a reason now that I was able to clear my anguish from this.
"Eirene... you don't have to..." Gal muttered, I glanced at him to see he was sleeping with his arms crossed and leaning against the cave's wall.
I moved my head, now watching the fire as it flared and crackled. "Shade..." Sally murmured. I glanced to her to see she was awake now, rubbing her head on my side.
"There... how do you feel now?" I wondered what he was dreaming about, now glancing back at him. I wasn't going to find out anytime soon as I felt Sally rub against me now more. I was trying to ignore her, but the more I was resisting the more I felt sorry for her as I could tell she was trying. I just hope she wouldn't ask me because I would clearly tell her no as I wouldn't want to hurt her. I knew if she did and I said no she would be hurt, but its better then saying yes then just leaving her for Eirene.
At the same time I was pondering on what to do, if I were to tell Eirene I was sorry and decided to live with her as they moved, I would never see Lacy again. Which from what Gal told me would make her happy and it would make me happy, to know she still likes me. This option left me grieving as I want to stick by her till the end, to give her the best days of her life. But if I stayed, it means that I won't see Eirene anymore, and I wanted to stay with her as I loved her.
"Why is it so hard...?" I exclaimed in frustration, "Why can't I have both!" I added, dropping my head to the ground.
"Why can't you have what," Gal yawned, stretching his arms out as he woke up.
"Nothing..." I said, dragging the end of the word as I felt Sally's tail brush my nose.
"It's obviously something, and I'm guessing it's about Eirene and Lacy."
I thought for a second, seeing he would give me advice on what I should do. "I... I don't know what to do..."
He sat up, Seeming to want to listen to what I had to say. "What do you mean," he asked inquisitively
I raised my head, "I want to... I want to stay with Lacy until her illness runs its course; I want to make her happy... but... if I were to do that... I won't see Eirene as she's moving..." I paused, feeling Sally jump on my back, nibbling at my left ear. I would have nudged her off but I didn't want to hurt her.
"I see...that's what you want both of." He let out a sigh, but bearing a smile, "I've had a lot of humans tell me their problems, along with some Pokémon, and yet yours is easy to answer for me, but it's harder for you as you don't know too much."
I stared at him blankly, trying to decode what he meant. "What do you mean?"
"Well... to put it plain and simple... I'm telling you to follow what makes you feel more complacent, which one makes you want to strive on, but also which one makes you succeed for perfection."
What he said didn't help at all, both of them made me want to strive on, now knowing that Lacy wasn't what I had think she was. Now, knowing that, Lacy and Eirene would both make me feel at peace, but I didn't know who made me strive for perfection. I guess that Eirene would, because she was my love, she was really caring towards me.
"If you can figure it out then you will have placidity," he laughed a little, "till then you will be troubled."
I didn't know who to choose, I loved them both equally, and from what Gal told me of it being hard for me but easy for others, what is that suppose to mean...
"Sally, how do you feel?" Gal asked as he stood up and began stretching his legs.
The Eevee was sitting on my back, "A little soar in parts of mine body, buts I'd be good," she answered, having somewhat bad grammar.
She was wagging her tail, feeling it touch my back periodically. "Are we going to go anytime soon...? I want to see Eirene... and Lacy..."
"There's no rush Shade, Eirene should be here soon." as he said that, and timing it quite well, Eirene stepped into the cave, holding a purple and white spray bottle in her mouth. "Well maybe now," he smiled, using his ability of telekinesis to move some more logs on the dimming fire.
I didn't notice that she had two potions in her mouth. She placed them on the ground, looking up at me, giving me a glare I hadn't seen on her before, fear and anger in her expression. She turned and looked at Gal, turning back to me and smiling. I knew that they were talking using telepathy; exchanging glances at each other was proving my point.
"Shade…!" Eirene cried, walking up to me, both of us nuzzling each other. I felt the Eevee jump of my back, though I didn't pay any attention to her as I was rubbing my nose against Eirene affectionately.
I gave her a lick on her nose, receiving one from her. "Owww...!" I yelped, feeling the wound on my leg beginning to sting. I looked to see that Gal had sprayed it with the potion. It began mending itself until it was just a pink lining on my skin..
I glanced at the Eevee who looked as if she was crying. I was about to ask her what's wrong, but Eirene spoke. "I'm so sorry... I didn't mean to leave you there but that Bayleef..." she stopped, both of us glancing at Sally who was screaming in pain as Gal healed her with the potion. The pain of so many scars and wounds being healed at once must be hurting her a lot.
"We'll leave you two to catch up as I take Sally back to her mother and trainer... there obviously missing her heaps. Just like your missing then huh Sally," Gal told us as he tossed the bottle aside and picked her up, cradling her in his arms as he scratched her stomach.
I couldn't help it but it slipped out, "Aww... you look like a father," I teased as I saw him blush. I also caught Eirene blushing from the corner of my eyes as she let out a giggle at me saying that about Gal. I only said it because he looked like the type to hold his own like that.
"I don't really want to be a father, too much on my hands and not much spare time as I still have to aid others... I wouldn't want to see others in distress just like you Shade..." he struck back with a grin, "besides, too much of a hassle for me, you two were trouble enough..." he said as I heard some small laughs from him, "I'll be back in... I'd say two, three hours," he added, stepping towards the entrance and leaving with the Eevee in his arms.
For a guy that helps people he sure acted some calm and peaceful. I wonder what it was like knowing so much about others and what they're going through.
A few seconds past and Eirene stared at me as her eyes were clouded by sorrow. "I'm so sorry Shade... It should have been me... I was just scared of being there again that I didn't know what to do..." She sulked, her head rubbing into my side.
I pushed her away with my paw and gave her a peck on her nose. "I'm the one that should be sorry… for telling you to leave…" She just smiled and accepted my apology for a peck on my nose, "but if we get back to what you said just then. I couldn't help but notice that you said again" I said to her as I sat on my rear, her following suite as she brought herself closer to me with some effort.
She rested her head on my shoulder and a sigh escaped her, "I don't want to talk about it... It's too dark and painful for me to want to remember what happened to me... I just hide it behind a smile as it tears at me from the inside..." she sobbed quietly now as she began to settle down.
At this point I was thinking of maybe just giving up on asking her but this is maybe the chance I'm looking for to ask her about her past. I decided to play it safe and go slow, maybe even tell some lies based on what I knew so far. "But I already know a fair bit... I know that they had at you, I can tell as you knew him before hand and weren't entirely afraid of him when we were at the weeks ago." I bent my front paws down and laid on my stomach, doing it slowly as Eirene leaned her weight on me as she rested her head on my neck now. It was actually a little played on as I couldn't really tell she knew that Weavile. My statement was based on what Gal said to me earlier.
"That's somewhat true... though they didn't just... rape me... they also tortured me... severely..." her tears picked up in numbers as it was apparent she was having thoughts of what they done to her. I could also feel her shudder against me in fear and sadness, the most apparent ones, but I knew she held more than those.
They tortured her and raped her, I knew what torture would include but to their extent was what I didn't know. I wasn't really sure what they done to her to hurt her, but, they also raped her. The second time I've heard the word and I think I know what it means. Your forced to mate whether you like it or not is what I thought what it was, able to get that deduction from hearing it after this had happened to me.
"My last trainer was the one that broke my heart... by abandoning me after so long..." she started, holding back some tears as she strained to talk.
"I thought you didn't want to talk about it?" I asked her, giving her a lick on her nose. I wasn't going to add 'you don't need to' as I wanted to know what was really so dark about her past and what she's been through.
"I know I said I didn't, but I can't hide it from the one I love. I just don't want you to think of me differently," she said insipidly.
"I would never think of you differently, I'll always see you as my Espeon," I told her to reassure her, feeling her tail rest on my back.
I heard a heavy sigh escape her, "thank you Shade... you mean so much to me..."
We nuzzled each other for a few minutes before she began to start her story. She began with her trainer, her last trainer that had thrown her away. She felt so lonely in the world, exploring her new found life aimlessly in the wild. Her experience was short lived when she walked into this forest after coming from a small village called Plared. I never really heard of it, nor did it sound familiar to me, but who was I to judge.
Her experience turned to be better then she expected. Having an encounter with the trainer she was now with for her freedom. Tanya, Eirene's trainer, didn't react to her until she collapsed… Eirene was weak at the time, having a hard time with competition in this forest. Food and shelter was limited in the time of spring, Pokémon of the forest having their offspring. Whatever that meant…
Tanya took her in and treated her with the warmth she needed until she had the choice to leave. It didn't take long for her to gain energy, she said it only took about a week and by then she had grown attached to her and was full of remorse. She didn't trust her even though Tanya feed her and gave her shelter.
It came time when she chose her path. I was surprised when I heard it but she chose to leave, deciding to live back in the forest. That's when her nightmare began, what she was too scared to talk about and what haunted her the most. She happened to find a small grove in a tree that she used for shelter until she was attacked by something when she was in a state of thinking of Tanya.
I had a feeling it was probably that Sneasel that attacked her. Next thing she remembered was that she was castes into a state of darkness. I tried to make out what she was saying but her tears crying was making it hard to understand her but I managed to calm her down. I told her just to ignore that part as I didn't want to hear what they had done to her, especially for me reminding her on what they done to her.
She moved onto getting away from her captors, acting submissive as the Bayleef and Sneasel had their way with her (at the time of course he was a Sneasel). Eirene told me she was there for a month, no one was looking for her, no one really knew who she was, but she never lost hope, knowing someone would help her, but that wasn't what happened.
The chance to escape was what she was aiming for and she knew the best way was to gain their trust and make a run for it when they were exhausted. When she was unchained, after having been violated like other times, she took the advantage to leave as they both were exhausted. She only received minor physical wounds on her escape, but greater scars on the inside, both mental and emotional.
I was actually surprised that she held onto the faintest light, knowing no one loved her, nor wanted her. But she continued fighting on, even with nothing to look forward to.
"What happened next?" I asked, completely wrapped in her emotional story. She stopped talking for a few minutes for some breath, each passing minute made me want to know what happened. She smiled, adding that all the dark parts where gone and the rest was just a relaxing story really.
Her running eventually ended up into this cave we were in now. Remaining there for a week before someone walked into it. Quickly becoming aggressive but falling down and in a position of submission. To tired like her first encounter with a stranger and tired for another. The Gallade we know as we know as Gal, well I do anyway, don't know what Eirene calls him.
Gal went to approach her with caution, having trouble doing so as she was using her psychic waves to keep him away from her. She said that it was too much drainage to her energy to continue stopping him in his tracks. But that's where I stopped her from talking about her past as the rest made sense now. All I wanted to know what was so dark and I can see what now. I would never look at her with the intentions they had.
I rested my head on her, "I can tell what happen next...just take another breather" I said smiling, rubbing my head against her side as we still sat next to each other.
She returned the smile with a tilt of her head, "Oh...?" she wondered, her tail wrapping around mine.
"You denied his help, but he refused to let you remain there in your condition. So he persuaded you like he always does and took you back to Tanya," I explained.
She looked at me with disbelief, "how... how did you know...?" Her tone adding to her disbelief and shock at me knowing that.
"I can tell that from how you treat a new being in your life you always act with aggression but your fear is so obvious... you were even like that to me. When you awoke you almost took a bite of my fur when I didn't let you leave. Least now I can understand why you were like that."
Eirene gave a hesitant laugh, "am I really that predictable..." she said disappointedly.
"It's okay, only because I've lingered around you for so long that I can pretty much read your mind in general. My little spring flower," I told her as I went a little red on calling her that, but she was a spring flower and deserved to be treated like one. I also said it to make her fall for me even more.
"What... What do you mean by spring flower?" She enquired, lifting her head slightly.
I took the chance to adjust myself onto my back so I could see how she would react and the expressions on her face. When I was on my back, she placed her head on my chest, facing me, staring into my eyes as dry tears stained the rims of her eyes.
"Whatever they did to you may have been painful... but... as long as I'm by your side I'll treat you like a spring flower, tending to your every need like a blooming flower would need so it can grow and live in the world. I'll give you the love that you most deserve... And I'll make sure that no one would take you for what those see you as... because I'll always stick by you because my love is only for you." I saw her shed some tears, tears of joy as a smile crawled on her face and her tail swayed from side to side.
I kind of feel guilty on saying that I'd stick by her always. I don't know if I could do that as Lacy was still planted in my mind and I wanted to see her, to know she's going is harsh, but I'd like to see her go in tranquillity. I know she would be in a miserable state at me not being by her side after being through so much together. That's why I didn't say my heart was hers, seeing that it was somewhat tattered and for it to be whole again I would have to see Lacy happy.
"Shade... that's... that's so sweet..." She said as tears of happiness poured down her face. "I'm glad I can have someone that cares for me like you do... someone who treats me with respect... I just feel so enraptures to know someone loves me with feelings instead of just mating..." she added rubbing her head into my chest affectionately and wiping some of her tears away that were building up. "So... does that mean you're going to live with me and Tanya...? You did say you would stick by me... unless that slipped out by accident as it aided how much you loved me?" Eirene muttered, hard to really hear as it was muffled through my chest as her head still rubbed into it.
"I... I wasn't meant to say that part as I'm not really sure on what to do... It's either you or Lacy..." I said as I began talking to myself by the end of the sentence, still deciding and contemplating on who to choose.
"I understand then... Gal told me earlier through telepathy... on what she's going through and what she done..." she said, giving me a warm smile, "so I respect your decision in the end because... well just because..." she sounded sketchy but she gained herself and gave me a small lick on my nose.
"Gal told you about it without my clarification...? Well, I guess its better you know..." I placed my right paw on her forehead and began stroking her lavender fur that felt so velvety on my paw pads. Soft, comforting strokes from her jewel to her neck made her purr with delight.
"Mmmm... Shade that feels so nice..." Eirene cooed, her tail flicking at my strokes, "we have at least two hours left till Gal returns... how about we make the best of them as it might be the last time we get to be together..." she explained, beginning to lick her lips, "this might be the last time we can mate... because we... leave tomorrow afternoon..." she reminded me, stopping at the word 'we' for a few seconds before she continued speaking. Her body adjusted onto mine, her body lying on top of me evenly, "if you say yes then I'll give you everything I can," She added as she gave me a peck on my nose.
"You hold up a convincing statement, but I can't help but refuse the offer... unless you really want it?" I asked, placing my paws around her body for a small hug as she was on top of him. I realised it was a silly question as she was more than willing to offer herself to me again.
"Of course I want it... your my gardener after all and I need to be tended to, " she mocked, her snout nuzzling mine and her tail beginning to tease my sheath in her lustful mood.
I couldn't help but laugh, but if that's the way she wants to go then I'll play along, although I don't know whether I would be able to play on as good as she could because I was still new to mating. I gave her a peck on her nose and let out a small gasp when I felt her tail wrap around my flesh which felt fully erect from her tail teasing it to come out of its sheath.
At the time she was hesitant with this new treatment, but she quickly got over it, hearing the pleasure it was giving me every time she softly squeezed it, along with moving it up and down while applying some pressure to it. Some pre emerged from my tip, quickly being spread along my flesh as her tail rubbed it along my flesh, the pre also clinging to her furred tail as she attempted to bring me satisfaction.
It's odd how I've learnt so much within a few weeks, and something only a day ago, or two, hard to remember when my minds clouded by arousal. Mating is all new to me and she was happy enough to teach me, knowing how pleasurable it can be, made me think that she was nice to me from the beginning because she found me... I don't know how she found me; I hadn't asked her on why she loved me. I made a note that I had to ask her why she chose me. I'm glad that she never really took advantage of me like someone would do to a newcomer in an unknown nature and circumstances.
My breathing was increasing as she continued to rub her wrapped tail around my member, increasing her speed and pressure she was applying to it. I was in a position where she had with me what she wants; I wouldn't have it any other way. My black tail was slowly flicking about every time her coiled tail hit the base of my pink flesh. I thought for a second that maybe I could use my tail to pleasure her as she did to me. My tail was nothing like hers as mine was convex, thinner at the tip and bottom, and was thicker in the middle.
It was hard for me to control my tail as my mind was filled with arousal from her treatment, along with a smell that I couldn't describe besides the words attractive and intoxicating. I pulled her in close and took the chance to give her some pleasure as she did to me, feeling that I should give her something as she pleasured me. I concentrated my weight and rolled her onto her back, with me lying on top of her as I squeezed my eyes shut. As I rolled her she wrapped her tail tightly around my cock, almost constricting it as I felt some pain from how tight she managed to curl her tail around it.
"Shade...? What are you doing?" She looked at me with what curiosity she could as she continued her vigorous movement of her tail. I began to feel my loins tense and a burning sensation, my climax was near and she wasn't pulling any stops to delay it. I stood on my paws, making it easier for her to place her treatment on me, even though my stance was wobbly as she thrusted away.
"I... I..." is all I could say as I fell to my high as her motions just increased in speed. Streams of my white seed shot out of my tip in throbs and twitches of my body as she stopped rubbing her tail and began clenching, forcing me to moan and grunt as the force behind her wraps were hurting, but instead of saying anything I just kept my stance, trying not to give in to my weak legs.
I came down from my high and felt her tail uncoil itself from my sheathing flesh. My breathing was heavy and my mind hazy as I fell forward, not because my legs gave in but because Eirene pulled me down by wrapping her tail around my waist and tugging me towards her. I felt warmth at my stomach when I met hers, it was wet and quite sticky, which was probably my seeds.
"You're quite... skilful with your tail..." I said to her, thinking twice before I actually said it. She just giggled as I looked into her eyes. Whether I made a compliment or a statement I didn't know, but she sure knew how to use her tail.
"Well..." she paused for a couple of seconds, going through a range of expressions from happiness, to fear and sadness, before letting out a small chirp. I couldn't help but wonder why she went through the range of expressions. "I happened to use my tail a lot to relieve myself when I was... alone... but now I have you to make me happy and look joyously towards the future," she cheered, giving me a small stare before glancing to the side, "that's if you do happen to live with me..."
It's still haunting my mind; I can only have one and not both. I'm going to feel pain by the end of tomorrow, knowing I'm going to have to make a life changing decision. For now I'm going to give her what love I can.
She looked back at me with her gorgeous purple eyes, "but If we go back to what's on hand... you still need to tend to your spring flower... I still need to be water and fertilized..."
I gave her a smirk, "I say that I've fertilized you a fair bit." I forced myself up, having difficulty as our fur was matted together with my seed. I managed to remove myself from her to see that her whole stomach was white; her once pink fur was all white and tangled.
I looked at myself to see that my stomach was white along with my flesh beginning to show once again. I gave another thought about using my tail to pleasure her but I think if I did, it may hurt me so I just decided to lick her clean.
I hobbled to her, leaning my head near her stomach and beginning to drag my tongue around the white patches. It didn't taste all too well but it was my mess and I had to clean it.
"Mmmm... that feels good Shade... I'll give... you a clean... after you're finished..." she said under short shivers of her body, her body twitching to my licks.
It took a fair effort and a lot of time, finally making her fur gleam in sleekness. I glanced at her slit getting a thought in my head. Eirene had fun with me, so I should have fun with her, deciding that I'd tease first before going along with it as she might not like it, but I'd doubt she wouldn't.
She went to get up but I quickly placed my front right paw on her stomach, stopping her as she looked at me with confusion. I held a smirk on my face as we exchanged looks at each other. She became scared but I quickly took my queue so she wouldn't be scared for any longer.
I lowered my head near her slit, giving her a light tap with my nose on her clitoris. A small cry of pleasure came from her when I did, along with her juices splurting, covering her folds. I decided to suckle on that small nub as I remember her saying something about it, but I couldn't remember.
I closed my mouth on it and began to suckle on it, Eirene responding with cries and sudden jolts in her movement. I could tell I was sending shivers down her spine with how she was reacting. I curled my tongue around it and tugged it softly, causing her to contort her body uncontrollably. Though I didn't want to bring her to her high like this, she's tasted me; I want to at least taste her.
I removed my maw from her to glance at her folds to see how wet they were now. I gave her folds a lick, sampling the juices from her depths. When I got a taste of this substance, my eyes lit up. It tasted sweet, with an after taste that was salty, which went really well with my palette. I began to lash my tongue against her folds, getting what I could. I saw that Eirene was breathing heavy, most probably because I kept changing my pace and what I was doing.
I slithered my tongue into her folds after I got what I could from the outside. Her walls massaged my tongue as I wiggled it around her walls, lapping up the juices that coated her walls. I kept my tongue in her, slightly drifting my eyes to look at her. Her front paws were curled and close to her chest, her ears flicking at the slow, aimless licks. The rest of her features I couldn't see, though I could feel her tail starting to curl itself around my neck, feeling the tip of her fork-like tail begin to rubbing behind my right ear.
It felt nice and was soothing, but at the same time it was forcing me to increase the power of my tongue. Her tugging also provided a sense that she wanted me to increase my speed, but I also chose to go in deeper as I wanted more of that tasty liquid. I pushed my snout forward, brushing her pink nub with my wet nose, getting quite a high pitched cry from her that I hadn't heard before.
Her walls quivered uncontrollably, along with her body writhing under me. In her peak now, her juices releasing in streams, jetting through her. I acted quickly, attempting to swallow all of her sweetness. I had to push myself back, having more then I bargained for. Some of her mixture splurted on my face as I lifted my head back, the rest just dribbled from her opening and down her.
"Ah... Shade... that was lovely..." she managed under her breathing, even I had trouble hearing what she said as her breaths were loud and long. She heaved her head up, a small amount of laughter from her. I didn't know what she was laughing at until her tail dabbed at my face. I laughed when her tail hung in front of me, a small amount of liquid clinging to the longer part of the spilt tipped tail
I licked around my chops, getting what I could, before licking the small amount that was on her tail. I then moved back near her rear, lapping up the rest of her nectar, making sure not to leave any left as it was too good to pass up. After getting everything I moved myself back up and licked the small amount on her tail.
"Your turn now..." she said as she got on all fours and tackled me to the floor. I was under her grasp within a few seconds.
I was gazing up at her, "you act fast when it comes to ma..." I began, but she placed her left paw on my mouth, hinting me to stop talking.
She moved herself to my member, licking at the sheath with her rough tongue. Her licks were so delightful that I let out some comforting moans. Her tongue moved to the white patch that covered my lower region. She retracted her tongue and went back to teasing my unsheathing member.
I laid my head back as she had her way with me. I would only allow her to do this to me, only because I could trust her. I knew if I wanted to know something she would tell me because we loved each other.
Her licking ceased, removing her face from my fully erected cock. I didn't get disappointed as I knew she wouldn't stop for too long. I decided to look to, forcing my head up to see her placing her front paws on my standing flesh. I felt her paws begin to stroke up and down my length, adding speed when she heard my moans.
This was new and I liked it already. So far, mating was like a dream. Having someone you can share pure bliss with while having feelings for each other. I only knew it for about a day and I'm already wondering what else there is. She knew a lot about it, and different treatments and I wondered why. I mind drifted off to maybe what they done to her. She probably used what happened to her on me, but it didn't bother me as she loved doing it to me and I loved doing it to her. At this point I really put my mind at ease, just wanting to feel happiness between us with the course of our mating.
Pre-cum emerged from my tip in her steady pace from the base to the top of my flesh, drizzling to the side as her paws just spread it across, making her movements more faster as grip became harder with the stickiness of the substance, making the strokes more powerful.
My breathing increased as she changed her tempo and tactic on pleasuring me. Her paws moved to the rim of the tip, crashing down with speed, friction, then going up slowly and repeating the process at least two or three times now within a second.
"Eir-Eirene... I'm..." I tried to finish, but was unable as she gave a hard finish. Her paws hammered down onto my length with vigour and clinched onto the base; bringing me to my peak as I felt strands shoot out of my flesh. Her paws slowly started massaging me, coating my member with my seed from the top to bottom.
I felt her let go after some strokes and felt a warm, wet and rough feeling on my stomach. Eirene began licking my stained fur, trying to untangle my matted fur. She was hasty in doing it and quickly moved to my shrinking member, licking my seed that I guessed she loved.
I began heaving my eyelids, trying to stay awake as she cleaned the rest of my stomach fur properly after having licked my retreated member. I felt her body drag along mine and I saw her look at me as she rested on top of me.
"You look tired Shade?" She gave me a kiss on my maw, holding it for several minutes before removing herself away and looking into my barely opened eyes. "You should get some rest Shade..."
"But I have..."
"I don't want you to exhaust yourself to much, just get some rest," she smiled, moving down a little, resting her head on my chest. "If we wake up before Gal comes we can continue if you want to," she added, closing her eyes.
"Okay..." I said with a small exhale as her weight settled on top of me. I placed my right paw on her neck and slowly stroked her from the neck to her back. They began to purr softly, feeling her purrs course through my body and began to relax my muscles. It felt like she was like a vibrating massager, so relaxing, so warm. "I love you Eirene," I told her but got no response, concluding that she must be asleep.
I wasted no time in choosing to rest, resting my head on the ground and closing my eyes. Only one thing was weaving in my mind now, the decision for Eirene and Lacy. I still didn't know who to chose, so I have to see Lacy with Gal so I can have the ability to speak with her. I have to make sure she's happy even though she was the first to ruin my world…
Sleep was hard to get to, having to choose something that will decide if my life is happy or not. Though, what Sally said to me did have some effect on me, remembering she said that Lacy's act was to suppress my sadness and to protect me. I began to think if seeing her was a good idea now, but Gal said I must and I will… I can't help but think what she's going to say to me when I confront her… if I confront her…