Lily's Protection

by JoannasHope

What if Lily didn't completely trust Dumbledore? It's not the "boy"-who-lived. Can two Mother's love protect a child to save both worlds? Begins Dark. Please note trigger warnings at beginning of chapters. Character deaths.

8. Chapter 8 - Pain, Dreaming and

Disclaimer: Same old, same old.

AN: Trigger warnings for this chapter; talk of sex and murder – non explicit,

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Chapter Eight – Pain, Dreaming and What's your name again?

Jamie awoke the next morning cuddled in bed with Shisou. Blearily opening her eyes she yawned and blinked a few times. When her eyes focused she realized she was gazing at her Mother's portrait. Lily was sitting on some rocks dipping her feet into a lake on a sunny day while she read a book. The picture started with Lily looking up then slowly her smile blossomed across her face as she dropped her book into her lap and waved at the person taking the picture. Jamie thought Lily may have been fifteen or so. I wonder who she is smiling at. She looks happy to see the person. How do you take a magical picture? Maybe I can ask Mrs. Tonks on Sunday.

After supper last night, Jamie had remembered to tell her Mum about another appointment being set up with the Goblins. Jamie didn't mention the galleons left to her Mum as she didn't want to answer the questions her Mum would ask, even if she knew the answers.

So Jamie kept quiet about the box full of memories, the invisibility cloak, the pensieve and the Will. She only said, when asked, that the Goblins had decided to explain everything to Petunia at the next meeting.

All three of them were excited to visit Diagon Alley again. Jamie wanted to send a letter to Grandpa Hugh so they could go out for lunch on the day of the appointment. Petunia squashed that idea stating that they didn't know when the appointment was or how long it could last. When they had more information and only then, could they let him know their plans. Jamie decided to be content with that logical response.

Jamie frowned when she remembered she had a bad nightmare last night, although she couldn't quite remember what it was about, which was very unusual.

Shisou stirred a bit and asked, ~What is wrong, you feel sad and agitated?~

~Just something I dreamt last night. I only remember a green light and a loud noise. Never mind it's nothing. Are you hungry? Did you catch anything last night?~ Jamie slowly stroked the snake and then gathered him into her arms as she scooted out of bed.

Shisou slithered around until he was latched onto Jamie's left arm. ~Yes, I found a nice mouse in the shed. It was very tasty. I will become a tattoo and rest more.~

Jamie finished getting dressed, brushed her hair into a ponytail and bounded down the stairs. She had forgotten last night to show her Mum and Doug her tattoo and with all the emotional upheaval they had temporarily forgotten to ask.

"Mum! Doug! Do you want to see my tattoo?" Jamie flew into the kitchen startling Petunia who was stirring hot cereal on the stove. Doug was putting the apple peals into the compost and whirled around at his sister's yelling, spilling them onto the floor. Jamie laughed, "Sorry Doug I'll help."

Turning towards her daughter, Petunia said, "Oh I'm so sorry sweetie, with everything happening yesterday I didn't even think you might need to change the bandages and put on the antibacterial cream."

"Me too Sis, I totally forgot." Doug glanced at Jamie as he started to clean up the mess on the floor.

Jamie's smile brightened as she helped Doug, "Its fine Mum, I didn't need to do anything because magic healed it up right away. But it's wicked, check it out."

Jamie stood up and carefully lifted her shirt up onto her shoulders while keeping her front covered.

"Wow that is wicked!"

"Jamie it's amazing. It looks so real. It's bigger than I thought it would be. Does it hurt? No fever or anything?" questioned her Mum.

Jamie bit her bottom lip. "Well, it hurt a lot when they moved the scar, but otherwise it didn't hurt at all. The healers said it wouldn't fade or stretch weird when I grow." Jamie pulled her shirt back down and lifted up her left sleeve. "And look Shisou can become a tattoo too."

They examined Shisou tattooed on Jamie's arm and all exclaimed when Shisou lifted just his head, hissed at them and then sunk back onto Jamie's arm.

Just then the cereal started to splatter and a slight burning stench started to fill the air.

Petunia let out a yell, "The cereal!" and quickly gave a stir to the pot on the stove, after a bit she said, "I don't think it's too bad. We'll just add a bit of sugar and cinnamon."

After dishing out the apple cinnamon oatmeal, they all sat down to eat their breakfast. Doug was the first to break the silence. "Mum, do you think I could-"

"No."

"But Mum Jamie-"

Petunia lifted an eyebrow and sternly looked at her son, "Don't even start with me about this, Douglas Thomas Evans."

Doug started to whine, "You don't even know-"

Again Petunia interrupted Doug, "Yes, I know exactly what you are trying to ask. You are not allowed to get a tattoo. Ask me when you are older, much older. You know I only allowed this because of Jamie's safety. If you want a sticker tattoo, I will think about it. Anything permanent is a no. End of the discussion."

Doug dropped the subject and continued to eat before he could be sent away from the table for whining. Jamie was looking a little guilty and sad.

After cleanup the two children went upstairs to play. Jamie whispered to Doug, "Maybe when Mum says yes, you can get the Goblins to do it. I'm sure she'll say yes years earlier if they do it."

Doug could only nod his head and hope. Following Doug into his room, Jamie sat on his bed and asked him what kind of tattoo he'd like and where he wanted it. The children spent some time talking and Jamie was impressed that Doug had really thought about it seriously.

Doug had confessed that while researching for Hedwig's name, he had found out about the Evans possibly having a Crest. That is what he wanted on his arm or back, his family's crest. Jamie was sure that if Doug actually had the chance to talk he could have convinced their Mum to let him have it within a few years.

Doug wasn't so sure, but he was determined he would get the Evans Crest when he was older, permission or not.

After awhile Jamie left to go to her room. She needed some uninterrupted quiet time for the House Spirits to answer some questions.

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Petunia was in her room thinking about what to make for lunch when she heard a scream that sounded like every Mum's worst nightmare – and it wasn't stopping. Running into the hallway she collided with Doug as they tried to get into Jamie's room at the same time. They moved apart while their eyes met in stark terror. They entered Jamie's room and searched the room for danger with their eyes as they swiftly approached Jamie.

Jamie was on the floor near a shallow bowl filled with a strange white wispy liquid, curled into a fetal position, rocking her body as she sobbed and screamed while trying to pull her hair out. Shisou was on the floor hissing and slithering back and forth. Petunia knelt and swiftly gathered Jamie into her arms crooning and rocking Jamie back and forth, "Jamie hush it's okay, nothing is hurting you; you're safe, hush sweetie. It's okay, Jamie you're okay, and we're here for you. Jamie, listen to my voice. You are safe."

Petunia turned a frightened face to Doug, "Doug I need you to be strong. Send Hedwig to Mrs. Andromeda Tonks with a letter telling her we need her here now. Tell Hedwig to fly as fast as he can. Doug! Do you understand?"

Doug flinched and nodded at his Mum and raced from the room. A few short minutes later when he came back into Jamie's room he saw his Mum still rocking Jamie, who was now rigidly staring blindly into space whimpering. "Mum, I'll just wait downstairs for Mrs. Tonks."

Petunia just gave a small twitch of her lips and nodded gratefully at him.

It was the flinching that caught Petunia's attention. Every time she said Jamie's name, the girl flinched violently. Not completely sure, Petunia said the name once more and felt a chill seep into the room, like an icy breeze. A voice like death came from the little girl Petunia was holding. "Don't call me that! Never, ever call me that again! I won't be called by anything like his name!" The voice ended in hissing.

Shisou reacted like he had been struck, flinching back from Jamie. Then he slithered close and wound himself onto Jamie's left arm, turning into a tattoo.

Petunia looked down and saw Jamie's cold green eyes staring at her, eyes burning with a brilliant neon cold fire. Petunia was terrified out of her wits. "Wh-what happened?"

Jamie let out a bitter mocking laugh, "I saw the truth, only the truth." Then she fell back into her stupor, staring into space, her body rigid once again and whimpering softly.

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Doug was waiting by the back door in the kitchen. He heard a CRACK and suddenly the woman from yesterday was standing in his back yard. He eased open the door and called out, "Please hurry, it's my sister. We don't know what's wrong, but it's bad, really, really bad. Please help her."

Andi strode quickly to Doug and caressed his cheek, wiping away the tears he hadn't realized were there. "I'm here; I'll help any way I can. Take me to her."

Giving a short nod, Doug turned and swiftly led the way upstairs to his sister.

Andi expected blood and broken bones, steeling herself to see a copy of her son's death, but not this. This - this broken little girl, not physically but mentally shut down, almost catatonic.

Turning towards Doug, Andi caught him by the shoulders with her hands. "I need some medication, come back downstairs. I need to go home, get my husband and the medication." Andi shook Doug slightly, forcing him to look at her. "I will be right back; I need help to fix this. Doug, come with me downstairs."

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Andi was true to her word and quick as a flash she was back again, this time with a tall brown haired man, and holding a small box in her hands. "Doug, this is my husband, Ted Tonks. He's just going to sit with you and have some tea, while I go upstairs and help your sister. Do you understand?"

Doug stared at her and eventually nodded his head. Andi gave a quick look at her husband and exited the kitchen.

Ted cleared his throat, "How about a nice pot of tea, son?"

Doug nodded again and got up to put the kettle on.

Meanwhile upstairs, Andi had once again entered Jamie's room and gently touched Petunia's arm. "Let's get her on the bed. I've got something that will help her sleep. When she wakes up, she'll be able to talk to us about what happened."

Petunia nodded and together they laid Jamie on the bed and pulled a blanket over her. Petunia sat on the bed stroking Jamie's hair as Andi pulled a vial of liquid from her box. Together they managed to get the liquid down Jamie's throat and within a few minutes Jamie was fast asleep.

Giving a relieved sigh, Andi looked at Petunia, "She should sleep for about four hours. We'll see how she's doing then. Any idea what happened?"

Petunia silently shook her head. "All she has said is that I am not to call her Jamie and that she saw the truth."

Looking around the room Andi spied the pensieve. "Do you know what this is?"

Petunia shook her head.

With a tired sigh Andi continued, "It's a pensieve. It allows you to view memories," Andi gave a sharp narrowed eyed look at Petunia "and right now it has a memory in it. I think it's safe to say Jamie has just viewed a memory that frightened her and caused her to react like this."

Both woman looked at each other, then at Jamie, and then at the pensieve.

"Just give me a moment to tell my husband and then you and I are going into that memory. We need to find out what happened." Andi walked out through the doorway.

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It was a cheery, cozy little room, a fire burned brightly in the hearth giving the room its only source of light. A couch lined the wall and two armchairs had been pulled closer to face the fire. Pictures hung on the walls and plants lined the only windowsill. Two relaxing men sat in the armchairs nursing their whisky.

"Congratulations on a son. Can't believe you made me Godfather, though, what the hell were you thinking?" said the black haired mustached young man.

The other man laughed, "Who else would I pick? Yeah right, like it'd be a destitute werewolf or rat? My son deserves the best and will be brought up proper. If need be, you will see to that Sirius." The messy-haired man peered into his now empty glass through his glasses and, reaching over to the table beside his chair, grabbed the decanter and poured himself more of the amber liquid.

"Just can't believe it of you. James Potter, husband and father. We are way too young for this responsibility. Hell, I still can't believe you're married. So many woman out there and you stuck to only one. She put a spell on you or what?" complained Sirius as he also refilled his drink.

James sneered at his friend, "What do you mean stuck to? I did the sticking part, not her or was it the other way around? Don't matter, I'll tell you the story, just you gotta promise – you tell no one. Blood brother oath, the finest set up and prank the Marauders every played was by me."

Sirius squinted at James, "What'd you mean? We played some damn fine pranks. Who says you played the finest?"

James laughed. "Yeah well this one took about three or four years, but I won in the end. Just listen and I'll tell you. Remember fifth year and our lovely prank on Snivellus?"

Sirius just stared at James, "Which one, there were lots that year and the next and the years before that one."

Throwing an irritated look at Sirius, James huffed. "Throwing him into the air at the end of fifth year, we were going to expose his bits when Evans interrupted and hexed us." Sirius nodded his head. "Well, about a month before that prank, I was taking a stroll through the corridors under my invisibility cloak after hours when I happened to overhear a very interesting conversation."

Snorting was heard from Sirius, "Strolling my foot, you were sneaking back to the dorms after being with some girl or other."

James rolled his eyes, "Fine, I was coming back from having a bit of fun with one of the Lee sisters, when I overheard Dumbledore and Flitwick talking about charms. Dumbledore was explaining a wonderful spell called the Compulsion Charm. It's a cross between the Imperius and the Confundus. Basically nobody can tell you are under the charm once it's been cast. You simply cast the spell and tell the person exactly one thing to do or not do. The great part is they don't remember a spell being cast and think it is their own idea."

Sirius looked at James in awe. "That is brilliant. Why didn't you ever share this with me? We had two years left where we could have been using that little gem."

James sighed, "Yes, well there are a few side effects. If you use the spell more than twice in a row or twice on the same person, their memory gets a bit spotty until a bit of time passes. The person is noticeably confused and unfocused."

While frowning, Sirius motioned James to continue.

"So after I heard that little gem I had to practice it, so I used it on Snivellus to call Evans a mudblood, next time she was around and stuck up for him, worked great too. She storms off, he gets depressed, and then I go after her to 'apologize for taking things too far' making her think I'm the good guy. At that point I use it on her to make her not forgive him."

Sirius laughed and snorted until tears fell down his face. "I knew you had a thing for her, but why bother? Don't get me wrong, I love redheads, but was it really worth it? Think about it, if someone found out you could have been sent to Azkaban for that."

Sneering James replied, "Oh yes it was worth it. They were in love and it irritated me that she preferred him over me. I had no chance until he was out of the way. It was too good an opportunity to miss."

Sirius queried, "Then why did you marry the little mudblood? I mean, you finally had her in Seventh, why take it to marriage?"

James gave a mocking rueful twist of his lips, "But I didn't have her in Seventh, she broke up with me before we did anything more than a few kisses. All that effort wasn't going to be wasted for just some kisses and a little torture of Snivellus. No, I had to wait and beg her to go out with me when she was in training as an Unspeakable. It was so humiliating, asking her over and over again to give me another chance. But all it took was one pity date and a Compulsion Charm and then she was mine, though she still refused to allow me into her bed until marriage. Can you believe she was a virgin? "

Sirius softly whistled, "No wonder you couldn't compel her to your bed – blood magics, right?"

Frowning James continued, "Yeah, nasty stuff that is. Then the joke was on me, because the war was getting nasty. I'd had to obliviated her right before the wedding because she started to remember she loved Snivellus. That's when nasty side effects started; guess those two spells don't mix well. Before I know it the little mudblood got pregnant and Dumbledore is telling us about some sort of prophesy regarding the baby. It's been a bloody nightmare let me tell you."

Staring intently at James, Sirius asks, "Now what are you going to do? Still going to stick with her?"

James leaned back and closed his eyes and started to grin. "Yeah, I'll stick with her for awhile, gotta get my enjoyment out of seeing Snivellus's face when he sees me with Lily and my son at an order meeting. You watch his face and see the burn in his eyes, then we pensieve it and enjoy it over and over again." James paused and then continued, "She's no pureblood but I figure she'll raise the boy and in a few years have an accident. Then it'll be me and him cruising for a new pureblood Mum, well, wife for me anyway. He can do with a house elf like we did until he's old enough for tutors."

Sirius stared blearily at James as he helped himself to another drink, "You are so wicked, mind if I have a go with her?"

James glanced over at Sirius and shrugged, "I guess you can, she's not much though. You've got to be careful; she got pregnant so fast it made my head spin. But sure if you want to, you are practically my brother or at least second or third cousin anyway. It's not like she's a pureblood with family. She didn't bring anything to the marriage but her body and she doesn't have anyone to defend her or come after us. We can always obliviate her later. When's the next Order meeting, I'm itching to get out of here."

"Hmmm… most likely not worth the hassle or risk, there're other redheads out there for me. Don't know about a meeting, should be in a week or so." Sirius paused, had a few sips and then continued, "So it's true, she really loves the greasy bat?"

James frowned and poured another drink, "Yeah, I had to charm her so she couldn't approach him or St. Mungo's. It was a pain with her being pregnant and all. We had to get a midwife in every so often to check on her. At least she gave me a strong fine son. Maybe I'll just obliviate her in a few years and then drop her off in America."

Sirius shook his head, "Might be a bit messy if she gets checked out by a healer."

"Yeah, it will have to be an 'accident' then, less chance for a screw up."James nodded his head.

"Time honoured tradition. Men have been doing it for hundreds of years. Though I could take her off your hands if you want." smirked Sirius.

Andi and Petunia looked horrified at each other, and then catching a glimpse of movement, looked at the doorway to see Lily silently crying, her hand covering her mouth to stifle her sobs and horror. Swiftly and silently she climbed the stairs. The memory ended and they found themselves back in the bedroom.

The two women collapsed onto the floor staring at each other with horror on their faces. If it had been that horrific for them, what must it have been like for a little girl to hear and see her father brag about manipulating her Mother and planning her murder?

Petunia choked out, "That –that was my sister, Lily. He-he used her and planned to m-m-murder her." Then she collapsed and started to sob.

Andi gathered Petunia into her arms and rocked her gently. "That man, Sirius, he's my cousin. I can't believe he just went along with that. Maybe I've been wrong about him all along, seeing as he's in Azkaban right now for betraying them. I don't know what to believe right now." Andi paused for a moment letting her brain catch up. "What do you mean? Lily and James Potter had a son. Your son can't possibly be Harry Potter, is he?"

Petunia took a shuddering breath and explained about Jamie.

Andi could hardly believe what she was hearing; Jamie was Harry, not the boy but the girl-who-lived. "I think I need a drink, no not tea. Do you have anything else? If not, Ted is going for it. We better not do magic here."

Looking puzzled Petunia asked, "Why not? Jamie does magic all the time, nothing's ever happened before."

Andi gasped in surprise, "Jamie does deliberate magic, not just accidental magic? You don't get a letter from the Department of Underage Sorcery for Jamie deliberately using magic in a muggle home?" Andi began to mutter to herself and then said, "I suppose if she isn't using a wand they have no way to track it? But what about them tracking accidental magic or underage magic in a muggle home, with or without a wand. This doesn't make any sense."

Petunia shook her head, "Just a few days ago she and Doug were sparing and Doug sprained his foot while braking Jamie's arm, she healed them both. We didn't receive any owls about it. Jamie has always used magic for healing, even though she doesn't have a wand. Plus she doesn't use magic outside the house. Is she not supposed to use magic deliberately? Lily did and so did her friend when we were little, before she got her wand."

Andi just reiterated, "It doesn't make sense. You should have received a warning. She deliberately heals herself and Doug? That is amazing. Usually children can only do accidental magic if they have very strong emotions or are physically threatened. We should get her to St. Mungo's and checked out. Are her wizarding immunizations up to date?"

Petunia just blinked and then answered, "I don't think she's ever been to St. Mungo's. Is that a hospital or clinic? She did get checked out by the Goblins, will that be sufficient?"

Andi just shook her head, "No, we can take her to St. Mungo's tomorrow afternoon, if she is up for it. Why are the Goblins so interested in her? No wait; don't tell me if you don't want to. I've given an oath that I will never tell anyone about Jamie or her secrets so tell me or not, it should be her decision." Then she paused and hesitantly spoke again. "Have you thought about what she said? She doesn't want to be called Jamie anymore. After seeing what we did, I can't say I would feel differently."

Nodding her head Petunia sighed, "Yes and I agree with her. This will be her third name change and she's not even six for another three weeks. I don't know what name she will decide on." Petunia paused and looked thoughtful, "Do you think Snivellus is Severus Snape? He was Lily's childhood friend. Should we tell him about this? Wait, I think Lily wrote a letter to him. That's right, she asked Jamie to deliver it to him when she meets him at school. That's an awful long time to wait; it's already been almost five years."

Just shaking her head, Andi commented, "We'll figure it all out in time. Nymphadora has spoken about Professor Snape and he is a very unpleasant man. For now let's join the boys downstairs."

After they both checked on Jamie one last time and Andi replaced the memory into the empty vial she found on the desk, they went downstairs to find the 'boys'.

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Jamie awoke with a fuzzie tasting mouth and a muzzie feeling head. The bed dipped and Jamie cracked open an eye, "Mum?"

A cool hand rested on her forehead and a soft voice answered, "Yes sweetie, I'm here. How are you feeling?"

Jamie closed her eye and swallowed, "Hurts, thirsty." She listened as her Mum left the room and then returned a minute later. The bed dipped again.

"Here's some water. Could you try to sit up a bit?"

Jamie scooted up in bed and found it easier to open her eyes this time. Her Mum looked drawn and very sad. Jamie took the glass of water sipped it and then placed it on her bedside table. "Mum, was I sick or something? What happened? Why are you looking so sad? Is Doug okay?!"

Petunia leaned forward and stroked her daughter's hair then softly, hesitantly she began to speak. "Everyone is fine. You just did something without checking if it was okay first. Then you saw and heard something that shocked you."

Jamie narrowed her eyes, "What did I ..." she paused and then her eyes grew wide, her breathing started to speed up and she gasped for air. "I-I-I saw… I heard…He-he-he planned…" With a soft cry of alarm Jamie threw her body into her Mum's waiting arms and wrapped her arms about her Mum.

Petunia crooned, "It's all okay and you're safe. Andi was here and we watched it together. We know what happened and we can talk about it. Look at me please."

Jamie looked at her Mum with tears clouding her eyes, "How could he do that to her, to him, to me? I don't want my name; I won't have my name so close to his. Please, please, please change it. Please Mum?" Jamie was distraught as she begged her Mum.

Trying to look stern Petunia steadily looked at her daughter, "Of course we will be changing your name. I would want the same, if it was me."

Jamie let out a trembling breath and tried to control herself. "You really get it? Really truly understand? Thank you, thank you, thank you Mum." Jamie tried to smile but her bottom lip was trembling too much for her to succeed.

Petunia gave Jamie an extra hug and then helped her rise from the bed. "Let's go downstairs and see everyone."

Jamie gave a startled look, "Everyone? Just who is everyone?"

Petunia held Jamie and guided her down the stairs. "It is just Andi and her husband, Ted Tonks. Just friends sweetie, just friends. I asked them to come earlier and they've been a big help when I didn't know how to help you."

Looking around the living room, Jamie saw Doug, her tutor, Andi, and a tall man, she assumed was Ted. Jamie slowly stiffened and refused to move further into the room. She was terrified of the man who was looking at her. Suddenly she ducked behind her Mum just barely peeking out around her.

Petunia looked puzzled; Jamie was usually very outgoing and friendly. Then she realized this was the first time Jamie had seen a man in her home since Vernon had died. Yes, she had been in foster homes but she had always been with Doug and it wasn't her home. Petunia knelt down in front of Jamie. "Sweetie he won't hurt you. He is very nice to me, Doug and Andi. He has a little girl of his own and he doesn't hurt her."

Jamie looked into her Mum's eyes but Petunia could tell Jamie didn't believe her. "Where's his daughter then? Why isn't she here?" Jamie kept shooting accusing glances at Ted and just held herself stiffly.

Andi spoke up, "She is over at some friends. I was thinking since it's almost supper time, Ted and I could bring something over and bring Nymphadora back with us. Will that be fine with you?"

Jamie shot another suspicious glance at Ted then said in an accusing tone, "You named your daughter Nymphadora?"

Andi ruefully laughed, "My doing I'm afraid. I had a favourite great aunt I named her after. Ted was upset with me but finally complied with my wishes." Leaning forward towards Jamie she winked and whispered, "He really is a teddy bear. That's what I secretly call him. He has never yelled at me or our children."

Ted smiled, "I call her Dora of course. She hates her name and insists we call her Tonks or Dora. If you call her Nymphadora she - well, she gets right angry. She's very nice usually though."

Andi smiled, "She's thirteen and going into Year Three at Hogwarts this September. Remember I told you about her being a Metamorphmagus when we were at Gringotts."

Jamie had been relaxing slowly, but as soon as Andi mentioned Dora being a Metamorphmagus she stiffened right back up again and shot another glare at Ted. Then she leaned towards Andi and whispered, "She doesn't use it to hide being hurt, does she?"

Andi's eyes widened and she shot a quick glance at Petunia. "No she doesn't but you can ask her yourself when we come back. You can even ask her when you are alone if you would like."

Nodding her head Jamie said, "Okay you can all come back. But if he hurts her or us I will tell Shisou to bite him."

Andi enquired, "Shisou?"

Jamie held out her left arm and Shisou rose from her arm and slithered around her body until he peeked out at everyone near Jamie's neck. Andi and Ted faces drained of all colour as they watched the snake repeatedly flicker his tongue at them.

Andi swallowed and nervously asked, "Is it poisonous?"

Ted calmly interrupted, "It doesn't matter if it is or isn't since we will not be hurting anyone. Let's get Dora and the food. Then we will come back and reassure Miss Evans that I am just a tall big Teddy Bear."

With that being said the Tonks took their leave to return shortly. Doug gave Jamie a big hug and whispered that he loved her and with a very red face he ran to his room.

Shisou slithered off to find a sunny patch on the carpet.

Petunia sat on the couch and patted the cushion until Jamie sat on it. Then she wrapped Jamie up in her arms and just held her without saying anything.

Jamie couldn't help being a little impressed with what Ted said. But words and actions weren't always the same. She was glad she hadn't had to answer that question though. Just how was she to explain her actions at the Pet Store? She didn't want to lie to her Mum or Doug but she didn't want to get in trouble for lying or confunding them.

The House Spirits were having a lively conversation of their own going on. Jamie was learning a bit more about her Father.

F: I can't believe the gall he had. I don't care that she was muggleborn, how dare he treat a woman like that.

M1: No class whatsoever. I'm sure his Head of House would have punished him severely if they had known about it.

M2: Why don't we just ask the Potter House Spirits? They are being very quiet right now.

PHS: We are highly embarrassed. But now you can see why we are so happy with Heir Evans. Remember what we asked her, oh right you weren't here yet. We told her we would judge her worth by her convictions, actions, purity and honour. We stand by our judgement; she is like a warrior of old. Her sense of justice is tempered by loyalty, forgiveness and compassion.

F: and Him…(hissing voice) did you test him?

PHS: Yes, he was unacceptable.

M2: But you didn't kill him for his failure. We would have.

PHS: He was the last of the Potter line. There was no other. If we had killed him for his failure, the Potter line would have died and us with it. Plus we wouldn't have had the hope of a new generation to test. We had hope and it proved true. We stand by our decisions and actions.

F: Acceptable. (sly smile) Good thing he had a daughter then.

M1: I suppose we could have made the same decision as well.

M2: Bastard, I still would have found a way to slowly punish him for what he did to the Lady.

F: You are calling her a Lady. A mudblood!

M2: Well, what else would you call her?! She was obviously above him in every manner. And she wasn't a mudblood! She was born from hidden wizards and squibs – not her fault.

F: My apologies, I stand corrected.

M1: Perhaps we should not say that word anymore. It does have a ring of distaste about it.

PHS: Agreed. We are most pleased with Heir Evans. What should we name her?

Wait, what? You want to name me?

M2: Sweetie is a little too sweet for my taste.

PHS: Who else should name you but those who know you best?

F: A good strong female name.

M1: It should match to who she is becoming.

M2: Her destiny you mean.

F: Selena. It means Moon Goddess.

M2: Oh please, Lady, Mistress, and now Goddess, truly? Talk about getting a swelled head.

PHS: No, there is no worry over that. I like it; it is strong, elegant and suits her.

With that being said, all the House Spirits agreed that Heir Evans new name should be Selena.

The little girl stirred in Petunia's arms. "Mum, could I be named Selena Lila Peverell? Please don't be mad at me for wanting to change my middle and last name as well. It is just - it's who I am becoming. I still want to be your daughter but I will be going into the wizarding world and that last name has meaning there. Lila is both my Mums – Lily/Petunia."

Petunia looked questioningly at her daughter. "Peverell will be safe there? I understand you don't want Potter and it is not safe to use. As to your middle name, I am honoured Selena."

Selena bit her lip. "I think Evans is too close to Potter. People will remember her last name with his."

Petunia nodded her head, "You are right, Selena. People would remember her and her last name. You look too much like her, even with your black hair, to use her last name. I should have thought of that."

F: We should have thought of that. I can't believe we didn't realize.

M2: That's my snake, thinking ahead!

M1: Peverell is famous too. The Wizarding World will remember it and it will be difficult to explain her connection. We need a more neutral name.

F: Selena we'll think about this and get back to you about it.

M2: We have to consider the House she will be in at Hogwarts – too neutral and she will have difficulties. Too bad she couldn't pick Slytherin as a last name.

M1, F & PHS: !

Selena let out a giggle. Petunia looked enquiringly at her. "Just the House Spirits are being funny again."

Petunia gave Selena one last hug and then got up and dragged Selena with her. "Let's set the table for supper. How's it going with the House Spirits anyway? Are they being helpful or not? What's it like anyway?"

The two walked into the kitchen and set up for supper while Selena told her Mum about hearing voices, having conversations with them and listening to them argue. She also told her Mum about gifts she would be getting and lessons from them, how they had helped with the quill and explained things from the books. Then Selena whispered, "I think I'm changing them as much as they are changing me."

Petunia just smiled and whispered back, "I think that is a very good thing."

Doug wandered into the kitchen, to be teased by Jamie for arriving just after everything was ready.

Doug just shrugged his shoulders and didn't care. "Mum, did you tell umm…what do I call you now?"

Selena said in a sing-song voice, "You have to guess."

With a straight face Doug said, "Pie."

Selena and Petunia just stared at him.

Doug huffed, "What? I'm hungry. Fine I will guess Carol."

Selena scowled, "No. My name is Selena Lila Peverell for now. "

Doug tilted his head and then nodded, "Okay. Can I call you cell or how about leana?"

Selena put her nose in the air. "No you may not! Not unless I get to call you ugg."

Doug scowled, "Fine no nicknames."

About that time there was a CRACK! from the back yard and Doug rushed to the door to let the Tonks family into the house. Well, Petunia and Selena knew it was to let the food into the house and the Tonks were carrying it.

Petunia introduced Selena by her first new name, so that everyone would start using it. Selena watched Ted interact with Dora carefully and thought maybe he wasn't completely evil.

Before they could sit and eat Selena squeaked out an "excuse me" and ran to the living room to get Shisou. There was just no way she could stand being in the same room with a man without her protector. She made sure she sat away from Ted Tonks but still beside Dora, who she discovered was a bit clumsy. To her surprise Dora didn't get embarrassed; she just apologized and continued on.

Selena did have the chance of talking to Dora privately after supper in her bedroom. Dora, having been warned by her Mother and Father, answered truthfully to all of Selena's questions. This relaxed Selena enough that they started to play with their metamorphmagus abilities. When it was time for the Tonks to leave, Andi called for Dora to come downstairs. What no one expected to see, were two identical thirteen year old girls walk into the room.

They had different clothes on but otherwise they matched perfectly. They had short spiky electric blue hair, purple eyes with cute button noses. They were exactly the same height and stunning them all a tattoo of Shisou on both of their left arms. There were shocked looks on everyone's faces.

Ted got a bit teary eyed, "Twins, Andi we have twins! If I could I'd hug them both." Even in his shock Ted hadn't forgotten about Shisou and didn't want to scare Selena.

The twins looked at each other and then nodded. One spoke, "You can hug each of us and then tell us who we are." The other spoke, "Then you can take Dora home, but we won't change back until tomorrow morning."

Petunia clasped Andi's hand and attempted to hold back a few tears. She was so proud of how brave Selena was being.

Ted cleared his throat and said, "Okay Dad hug is coming. Please tell Shisou I will be gentle."

The twins gave identical scowls. One said, "No trying to" "trick us." said the other.

Doug just breathed, "That is the scariest thing I've ever seen."

The twins smiled beautifully.

Ted approached and carefully hugged one girl and then the other. He stood back and looked between them. "They are both special, I don't think I want to choose." Then he looked at Andi and Petunia. "Maybe I can just be Dad to both?"

One girl launched herself at him and hugged him tight, sobbing in his arms. While the other girl stomped her foot and yelled, "Dad not fair! You tricked us."

With his arms full of a crying girl, he helplessly looked at the other girl and said, "Honey I really wasn't trying to trick you, Hufflepuff here remember."

"Oh yeah, me too." Dora sheepishly replied.

Ted carefully lifted Selena up and sat back down onto the couch, letting her cling to him. Eventually she stopped crying, yawned and sniffled a few times. Petunia handed her a handkerchief but Ted grabbed it wiped her face and then told her to blow her nose while he held it.

Selena looked at him in shock and then did as he ordered while her face turned pink.

Looking gently into her eyes, Ted asked, "Okay now sweet pea? Just lean on me while we adults talk a bit."

Nodding her head and leaning back into Ted's arms Selena fell into a light doze. Ted, Andi and Petunia talked about nothing of consequence, but letting the conversation flow so that Selena was soothed.

Dora sat beside Doug and talked with him. It was a bit hard at first as she kept remembering her brother and in her mind mixing Doug with Teddy. After she morphed back to her original look, Dora showed him some funny faces she could do getting Doug to giggle softly while the adults talked.

When Selena was soundly asleep in his arms Ted carried her to her room and whispered goodnight. Just before the Tonks left, Ted gravely gave his own vow of silence in regards to Selena and her secrets.

Once they were home, Andi and Ted expressed to Dora the importance of not speaking to anyone about the Evans especially Selena. Dora had seen enough pain in the small family to not want to unintentionally cause more and promised that she would keep silent.

Petunia and Doug crawled into their beds that night emotionally exhausted. They both hoped that tomorrow would be a calmer day.

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The next morning brought a peace to Selena that she hadn't had before. While she was still deeply upset about her Father and his friend, Sirius Black, she also had an oppressive weight removed from her small shoulders. She had now met a real Father, a Dad if you will, who loved his little girl the right way. He had hugged her, Selena, as a daughter should be touched. Most importantly, for the first time in her life Selena had been tucked into bed by a Father. She now knew how a Father should act.

Doug was also re-examining how a Father should be and was glad to see a fine example. Secretly both children wanted Petunia to get remarried eventually and provide a good Father for them. Although right now they didn't want to share her with anyone. The wounds were still too fresh.

As Selena got ready for the day, morphing her body and looks first, she frowned as she vaguely recalled having another nightmare about a green light, an explosion and someone yelling. Shaking it off, she went downstairs to help with breakfast.

Doug was already helping their Mum when Selena arrived and he quickly reminded his Mum that they hadn't told Selena about the owl from Gringotts.

Petunia quickly filled her daughter in on the meeting scheduled for tomorrow at nine o'clock in the morning. Selena looked at the notice board and saw another black portkey string securely attached.

Petunia was adamant the Selena would not be viewing any more memories without her permission or attendance. Selena had to secretly admit she was glad of this decision, though she would never say it aloud.

Doug and Selena decided to practice their defense lessons and then played outside at the park. Selena had asked her Mum if it could be possible to change the name on her bedroom door. Petunia agreed and they would tackle it together this afternoon.

While the children were playing, Petunia sat down at the kitchen table with paper and pen, to think about all the steps involved for changing her daughter's name again. There was the birth certificate, her Will, the government paperwork, the school- at that Petunia stopped.

I had forgotten about school, would it be too difficult for the teachers to remember Selena's new name. Would they even bother to use it and if they didn't how would Selena react to being called her old name? What if Selena went to a different school? Should Doug transfer as well? They won't want to be apart. What if Andi homeschooled Selena? It seems silly to only have Selena tutored in the summer and not the rest of the year. Selena has shown me the day planner she created with the Goblins. Her schedule was very busy and if they had so much to teach, wouldn't they be expecting Selena to continue throughout the entire year? Just how are wizarding children taught? Is there a school? At what age do they start?

Petunia rubbed her forehead and closed her eyes; she could see and feel a migraine coming on. She had been so fortunate one hadn't happened yesterday. Forget this, maybe I'll dump this whole name change mess onto the Goblins. It would be worth it to pay them to look after this. They must deal with the muggle world; why not let them have a go at it. It will save me the hassle and if they can't do it, then I did it once before so I can do it again. Although it would be nice if someone from the wizarding world knew of a safe last name for Selena.

Instead of a list of paperwork to be completed for Selena's new name change, the list consisted of questions to ask the Goblins and especially Andi. Petunia sat wondering if she should just wait and ask her questions at tea on Sunday with Andi or if she should send an owl instead. Petunia thought she should be better informed for her meeting with the Goblins and finally decided to owl a tidier letter full of questions to Andi.

While Petunia appreciated the muggleborn pamphlet, it was geared towards the child entering Hogwarts and left much to be desired in regards to how a wizarding child was raised in the wizarding world. With a single visit to Diagon Alley, one could see the separation of worlds. Petunia needed more information to raise Selena as Lily would have wanted, well, how Petunia thinks Lily would want her daughter raised. Seeing as Selena was to be Head of House to several Houses, Petunia intended to take advantage of everything she could to help Selena succeed.

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Early afternoon while Petunia and Selena were scraping off the name from the bedroom door and Doug was spending time with Hedwig and Shisou, Selena and Petunia were both silently thinking of the wizarding world.

Selena piped up first, "Mum do you really want to start a potions business? I mean I do, if you do. But if you don't, well I have money now and we could live off of that."

Petunia stopped and looked at her daughter, "That's very generous of you; sweetie but I couldn't do that. It wouldn't feel right. That money is your inheritance and should be used for your education, travel and eventually left for your own children." Her Mum paused and then with a gentle smile said, "Working or keeping busy is very important, it gives a feeling of accomplishment and purpose in your life. If you have no reason to get up in the morning, why bother to get up? Once I was in that mindset and it is very addicting and depressing. I don't ever want to go back there again."

Selena was quiet for a bit and then asked, "What are we going to do about Aunt Sally? She can't know about the wizarding world. Would it be alright if I just 'told' her not to notice any magic or our business?"

Giving a little chuckle Petunia answered, "Let's see if the Goblins will recommend anything and if not then you will have my permission to make Sally not notice anything. And only this once young lady, you will be careful with your magic."

Giving a mocking stern glare at her daughter, the two giggled and then continued their work.

Looking at the clean door Petunia commented, "Let's see what you can do with your magic, dear. Try some different designs first and then you can pick what you like within reason."

Smiling mischievously Selena changed the door to a dark oak and in neon green she scripted her first name to cover the entire door at an angle. Little fireworks exploded on the top right portion of the door and along the bottom edge flowers were blooming amongst swaying grass.

Selena was giggling behind the hand covering her mouth, while Petunia stared at her. "Not exactly what I was thinking of, but beautiful in its own way." Petunia said in a strangled voice as she tried not to laugh.

Doug vacated his room, along with their familiars, to see what the laughter and banging was about. "Wow! That is the coolest door ever. Can I have one too?"

Petunia stated, "May I."

With a sigh Doug complied, "May I please have a cool door too?"

Shaking her head Petunia replied, "No, you know we can't have anything like this in the house. How would we explain to Sally or other muggles, if we have workers in to fix the bathroom?" The children groaned. "Oh hush now, I'm disappointed too. If we didn't need to keep quiet about magic I would say go for it, but you know we have no way to hide this. What if Sally comes over and you weren't here to hide it? It is rather loud and wonderful Selena, but it has to be changed."

Selena looked thoughtful. "Mum what if I made it so it's not seen by anyone but us? You are right about the fireworks, I'll turn them silent."

With a slow nod of her head Petunia agreed. Doug excitedly pulled Selena towards his door and asked her to remove the old paint from his door with her magic.

With slumped shoulders Selena looked at her Mum and groaned, "Why didn't we think of that?"

Chuckling slightly Petunia just shook her head. "Still thinking like a muggle I guess. Well, no harm done. It's good to know how to do things the muggle way too."

Doug squeezed Selena's hand to get her attention and then gave her explicit instructions for his own door's decorations.

When they were finished with Doug's door, he decided on the Evans crest with his first name underneath, the children decided their Mum needed her door decorated too. Petunia couldn't think of anything and told the children to surprise her. They had her go downstairs until they called her to come back up.

While she was downstairs, Petunia decided to write Grandpa Hugh a note telling him they would be in Diagon Alley tomorrow and would like to visit with him. She called Hedwig to her and tied the note onto her leg to deliver. As she released Hedwig out the back door, an owl landed onto her outstretched arm. Quickly Petunia returned into the kitchen and after removing the letter offered the owl a drink and an owl treat. The owl accepted and then flew away when it was finished, as Petunia had left the back door opened.

Absentmindedly Petunia closed the back door, having opened up the small parchment and started to read the response from Andi. Suddenly Petunia stopped and lightly smacked her forehead, "I can't believe I forgot Andi was coming over to take us to St. Mungo's this afternoon."

When Petunia was called back upstairs she was surprised to see a beautiful door with a sunrise picture as a background. Written all over were scripted words under mini pictures. She focused on the word Hugs and above it was a picture that showed her hugging Doug and then it morphed into her hugging Selena. Tears sprang into her eyes and with a cry of joy she wrapped each child into her arms. With a choking voice she managed to say, "It's so beautiful. Thank you so very much."

Both of the children hugged her back murmuring that they loved her. Releasing the children, Petunia wiped at her face with her handkerchief and with a trembling laugh stated, "You've just shown me that you love me."

Petunia gazed at the door for a few minutes more, watching the pictures change. "I wish we didn't have to hide this. Doug and Selena it is almost the most beautiful thing I have ever been given." The children looked slightly disappointed. "Silly children, don't you know by now that you two are my most precious gifts?"

The children groaned. Doug muttered, "Corny Mum, very corny." But in their hearts the two children were secretly very pleased.

Gathering his courage Doug casually mentioned, "So Mum do you like the Evans crest?" When Petunia concurred he took a deep breath continued, "That's what I want as a tattoo, just the Evans crest on my arm."

Looking at Doug intently Petunia sighed. "I guess I owe you an apology for not giving you the chance to explain. Thank you for waiting until I could listen. I'm sorry for getting upset and not listening to you. Give me some time to think about it. A lot has been happening lately and I just need to let everything settle. Ask me again in two weeks alright?"

Doug smiled and then bounded down the stairs, "Sure, two weeks. I'll just write it on the calendar."

Petunia murmured and smiled, "Smart boy."

After reminding the children of the visit to St. Mungo's and to change into wizarding robes, the rest of the afternoon was quiet.

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Andi showed up with Dora and suggested that Dora visit with Doug while they were away, if that was alright with everyone. Petunia was relieved over Andi's thoughtfulness and that Doug was willing to go along with it.

They quickly apparated to St. Mungo's and appeared on the apparition spot in the waiting room. Andi walked over to the admittance desk and was told which floor to go to.

Meanwhile Selena and Petunia were subtly looking around at the place they found themselves in. The walls and floor were made of white marble and wizards and witches either approached the Welcome Witch sitting behind a desk with a sign marked Inquiries or continuing through a doorway after briefly studying a sign posted to the wall on their left.

Selena cast a quick intent look at the sign as she followed behind Andi. The sign had listed each floor and corresponding title. Taking a guess Selena assumed they would be going to the second floor – Magical Bugs and Diseases, since she most likely had to receive wizarding immunizations.

Andi led them through the doorway into a hallway with several brass elevator doors lining one wall facing them and light brown oak doors lining the opposite wall. At the end of the hallway to their left was a set of French glass doors which were etched and frosted with a beautiful silver willow tree planted by a river. Selena was stunned by the beauty and magic that surrounded those doors and barely tore her eyes away to enter the elevator before the doors clanged shut.

Once they had exited the elevator, on the second floor, they saw people sitting in plush chairs lining the wall. Mediwizards or rather Healers, dressed in lime green robes, were asking questions of the potential patients while parchments and quills were hovering in the air taking notes. Petunia guessed that this was the waiting room. The floors were a shiny dark wood while the walls and ceiling were a soothing pale blue. Everything was very clean and orderly.

A Healer waved her wand, making a stretcher appear and hover in the air. She then levitated a person from the chair onto it. The Healer then motioned with her wand and pointed to the open doorway to their right. The stretcher floated out of the room and through the doorway while the Healer followed.

A Healer approached them as they continued to stand by the elevator. When Andi explained that they needed an exam to determine immunization requirements, the young sandy-haired man immediately led them through the doorway, into another door-lined hallway, and through a set of doors into a semi-private ward.

The Healer, Jaxom Smythe, explained that while a protection charm was automatically cast on every person who went through the doorway to the elevators, still he didn't want them exposed to the patients already infected. He asked Selena to lay on one of the beds and he would perform a diagnostic spell.

Selena cast a suspicious glare at the Healer, then looked at her Mum and gave a resigned sigh as she sat on the curtained-off bed. Petunia and Andi were relieved Selena decided to mostly cooperate with the Healer, even though he was a man.

Andi spoke in a soft reassuring tone, "Selena we will be right here with you. We won't go anywhere."

The Healer raised an eyebrow and glanced at the two women and then the little girl. He set a quill to write on parchment. "First let me reassure you that everything said in the room will be confidential. There are no other patients in this ward at this time." He smiled at Selena. "Now I'm going to ask for your name and then we will continue on with other questions and the diagnostic spell."

Selena looked intently at the Healer as she sat on the bed. "Before I give you my name, you will first vow not to reveal anything to anyone about what is mentioned during this visit on your life and magic, and then we will see if you are trustworthy."

Healer Smythe looked at Selena in surprise. "My dear girl, I have taken an oath already about patient confidentiality. I will not reveal anything about this visit to anyone."

Smiling sweetly Selena asked, "What about the paperwork? Can you tell me that others will not see it? Can it not be stolen? Will others be able to read it?"

Blinking in surprise, Healer Smythe ruefully grinned and nodded his head. "You are right; others will have the opportunity to read my reports, if they search for them. How about if you keep the records or I can just put a generic name on my reports?" What could she have to hide; she's just a little girl.

"We will keep the records and if I ever need to return, we will bring them will us and ask for you by name." Selena's eyes hardened and she continued to smile. "I am glad you have taken an oath, but I do need your vow about my information."

Healer Smythe eventually agreed, when Petunia told him it would be life-threatening to Selena if he unintentionally revealed to anyone who she was. Andi revealed that she was also under the same vow.

With some misgivings, Healer Smythe gave his vow. When he heard Selena's last name, he blinked a few times and said, "Peverell huh? Truly your last name is Peverell, like from the stories of the three brothers and Death? While it is a shock I don't think it is life-threatening."

Selena just nodded her head. Petunia just muttered, "That's not all."

Continuing on Healer Smythe, cast the diagnostic spell as he began to explain to Selena exactly what the spell would reveal. "So, it will tell us about broken bones, illnesses, intense healings, and scars also it will reveal all immunizations you have received, all very routine stuff. It will also give results on your magical core. It's very detailed – what the-?" Healer Smythe stopped talking and glanced and then stared as the parchment became longer and longer while the quill wrote furiously.

Andi shared a smirk and wink with Selena at the Healer's expense. It's nice to not be the only one shocked about Selena. He most likely won't even know all the stuff I already know or what the Goblins know. Scar, that's right Harry was suppose to have a scar on his forehead, why didn't I remember that? Selena doesn't have a scar on her forehead. I better steel myself for another big reveal.

The quill had finally stopped writing and just lay quivering in the Healer's robe chest pocket. "Just what hasn't happened to you in your very short life young lady? Just exactly who are you? Rune scar, broken bones, magically altered eyesight, magically healed body from malnutrition including removal of other scars. Your magical core was doubled at birth, increased twice almost five years ago and then increased twice again just last week! How are you even alive right now!?"

Healer Smythe took a few calming breaths with his eyes closed and then opened his eyes and this time spoke calmly. "First off, you came here to receive vaccinations you might need. As resilient as you are you will need these, so let's get that taken care of." With that being said he summoned three vials of potions to him.

Helping Selena take the potions, he told her about each one and explained any issues about them that they should watch out for. Giving her a glass of water to help with the taste, he then magicked three chairs for the adults to relax in.

Healer Smythe cleared his throat and then said, "None of you have to tell me anything, although I would really like to know. Medically speaking, I would like to know about your healing and the rune scar. You are not in any threatening situation at this time, are you?" Healer Smythe looked intently at Selena and was reassured by her negative response. "Good. Your magical core is steady and strong, so no worries there. In fact you have the largest core I have ever seen. You are already so powerful and you haven't yet had your substantial increases at ages eleven and seventeen. I would recommend that you use your magic every day, if possible, just to keep in control of it. Potentially you could have issues if you are unable to control your emotions. If there are any issues with the Underage Use Department just let me know, I'll provide you with a medical note without revealing any information."

Petunia looked at Selena and nodded her head. "It would reassure me to have a Healer know about you Selena. He has already taken his vow so you could tell him."

Selena gave a little sigh and looked pointedly at the closed doors.

"Oh right, my cue to tighten the security." Healer Smythe muttered as he cast locking and silencing charms at the door. Turning back to the ladies he commented, "Why don't you three ladies call me Jaxom." Then he reached around Selena and fluffed up her pillows for her to sit back against comfortably.

Selena appreciated the gesture and leaned back in comfort as she began her story. She went for shock appeal first and revealed that she was "Harry" Potter, but that her Mother had concealed her gender to the wizarding world. Jaxom was not all that surprised but kept his mouth shut and when questioned, just pointed to the dark spell, Avada Kedavra listed on the Diagnostic parchment.

Shrugging his shoulders Jaxom murmured, "Only one person is known to have survived, so I figured Harry Potter was somehow connected."

Continuing on Selena mentioned her twin dying, her Mother's blood ritual and then living in an abusive situation, but being rescued by her Mum. Petunia appreciated how Selena glossed over living with the Dursleys and not revealing who her Mum really was. Then Selena spoke of healing herself from the abuse and changing her eyesight, discovering her heritage and taking on a different name to hide her history.

Jaxom sat back and then commented, "You are very special Selena and it seems magic loves you. I have never heard of anyone having such an affinity to magic that you have. You simply wish and your magic complies for you. It is truly amazing. What I don't understand is who you are hiding from. The wizarding world loves you for saving us from He-who-must-not-be-named. You would be adored."

Sadly Andi spoke, "Yes she would be adored by us, but not all wizards would love her. Some would kill her for what she had done, namely my sister Bellatrix for one."

Jaxom shook his head and ruefully agreed. "You're right. I wasn't seeing the full picture."

Petunia nodded and then added, "Also who buried the Will, left her with the Dursleys and what did they have planned for Harry after he returned to the wizarding world? Make no mistake Jaxom, Selena's life and our own are in peril. You must be careful with the knowledge you now have. Only we, Ted Tonks and a few Goblins know any part of Selena's story."

Looking slightly sick Jaxom confessed, "Headmaster Albus Dumbledore told the magical world the story of Harry Potter and how he saved us. Some say Rubeus Hagrid told the story first at the Three Broomstick in Hogsmeade late evening on All Hallows' Eve. As far as I know only Dumbledore alone knew what happened to Harry and where he went for his 'protection'". Jaxom got up and started to pace. "Dumbledore is well known as the leader of the light. A powerful wizard who saved us from Grindelwald years ago and the only wizard You-know-who was afraid of. Are you sure about this?" Jaxom stopped pacing and looked at Petunia. She nodded her head.

Petunia sighed and then spoke, "There is more to this than Selena has told you. There is a letter from Lily Potter to Selena telling about who betrayed them and it was not Sirius Black." Andi let out a gasp, while Petunia nodded at her. "It was Peter Pettigrew. Dumbledore was the one who performed the Fidelius Charm. He knew Black was innocent and yet allowed him to go to Azkaban, without a trial. Just how light is that?"

Andi just shook her head while Jaxom answered, "That's as dark as if he killed Black himself. Your sanity doesn't last long with Dementors around. Sorry Andromeda but it's the truth. Maybe something can be done for him but that means going up against Dumbledore and the Ministry, while trying to stay hidden from their knowledge. That's a really tough decision to make." Jaxom got up from his chair. "Well, ladies if you need me for anything just send me an owl, as I think it's safer for us if I make house calls instead of you coming here." Then Jaxom winked, "Less paperwork that way."

The ladies laughed and after Jaxom removed the charms, handed them the Diagnostic parchment and quill (so it could not be spelled to reveal its secrets), they bid him a good day.

Walking from the elevator to the apparition point on the main floor of St. Mungo's, Andi apparated them back home.

After a brief farewell Andi side-along apparated Dora back to their own home.

The rest of the short afternoon was very quiet and in the evening the family practiced meditating together. It was working so well by that point that Petunia had to wake the children up to go to bed.

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Selena woke up the next morning sweating slightly and gasping for air.

Shisou slithered up to her face and looked at her, ~What is wrong with your sleep? The last few nights you are not resting well.~

Frowning, Selena gathered the snake into her arms and got out of bed while trying to slow her rapidly beating heart. ~I don't know what is going on. I've been having the same nightmare every night, but I only remember parts of it. Now there is something new, a black-haired man crying as he held my dead Mother.~

Entering the bathroom Selena continued her conversation with the snake while using the facilities and getting the shower ready.

Shisou commented, ~Maybe it is not a dream but a partial memory. The Goblins may have unknowingly unlocked this memory also.~

Giving a shiver Selena stopped rinsing her hair and stared at Shisou, who was sharing her shower, and then she whispered, ~A partial memory? Not a dream, but a hidden memory? Who - how…~ Continuing her shower and taking a deep breath, which caused her to choke on the water cascading down her face, Selena continued, ~I need to remember it all, how do I try to remember it?~

Slithering and playing with the bubbles running down the drain Shisou answered. ~How does anyone remember anything, you recall it by touch, smell, taste or sight. You will have to recall it that way or you could meditate on it. That might help.~

Finishing up in the shower, Selena got out and dried herself off while Shisou rinsed off the last of the bubbles. Gathering Shisou into the towel, Selena walked into her room to give Shisou a good rub and then dress for her Mum's meeting with the Goblins.

Looking at herself reflected in the mirror, Selena promised her witch-looking self, ~Tonight, tonight I will recall this memory. It will no longer frighten my dreams.~

Frowning slightly, Selena looked at her robes. Then with a simple thought she embroidered the hem and cuffs with a swirl design. Nodding her head while Shisou hissed his approval from her left arm, Selena left her room to break her fast.

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Petunia, Doug and Selena sat in front of Griphook's desk while Nagnut told Petunia about Lily's Will and explained about the galleons she inherited and also for the care of Selena. To say Petunia was shocked would put it mildly.

Petunia readily gave her Vow of keeping Selena safe and well cared for and then started down her list of requests to the Goblins.

Telling them that Selena's name needed to be changed for safety reasons, Petunia requested the Goblins make the necessary changes in both worlds, if possible. Nagnut agreed and shot a triumphant look at Griphook as he stated there was a fee charged. Petunia gave a sigh of contentment and happily agreed.

After some discussion, it was agreed that Selena's name would now be Selena Lila Black Evans Potter Peverell. Although Selena was at first furious at the suggestion of accepting the name Potter, she finally conceded to the argument that she might need it someday if only to ensure her Potter inheritance and the Potter House Spirits. It also gave her an out of any magical vow if she didn't use her name in full. Basically her vow would be nonbinding to her as most people would never know her complete name. Not that I would ever do anything so dishonourable, Selena hastily reassured the Potter House Spirits.

It was the Potter House Spirits that reassured her about her Father being the only unworthy heir in a very long lineage of honourable men and women. They recommended her to access the Potter Family History at the Potter Manor for the validity of their claim.

The female House Spirit suggested Evans to honour Selena's Mums, while the male 2 House Spirit ordered Selena to take on the last name of Black. He also told her she should register only the Black last name at Hogwarts, as it was easily identifiable for power and respect.

Considering Selena's deceased Grandmother was a Black and she would be tutored by a Black the connection would prove useful for hiding in plain sight.

Giving a faint smirk, Griphook spoke, "If anyone questions your connection with the Black Family you can mention you have a connection to Cassiopeia Black, in truth she is your Great Aunt. Then just mention that we Goblins have the heritage information and have satisfied your claim. Everyone assumes that Cassiopeia never married or had children but she did travel the world and was gone for years at a time, so who really knows the truth.

Giving her own smirk and nodding at Griphook's truthful trickery Selena was pleased with her Goblin mentor.

Selena then gave a sigh and handed the copy of her Mother's Will to her Mum and apologized for hiding it from her. Selena explained that she unthinkingly requested the copy from the Goblins and then hid it because she didn't feel confident answering the questions Petunia would have had regarding it. Her Mum did allow that at least Selena had ensured her copy was kept in her charmed pouch. It would have been extremely dangerous if someone had managed to get a hold of their copy of Lily's Will. Everyone shuddered at the thought of it being published in the Daily Prophet.

Continuing on Petunia requested that she and Doug be tested to see if they had a magical core and if so, how much magic they had. Nagnut shot another look at Griphook and stated that for a fee a Goblin Healer could be sent for and the testing could be done immediately in Griphook's office. Griphook just rolled his eyes and continued to silently listen to the conversation. Petunia gave her approval and Nagnut quickly wrote on a piece of parchment, which he handed to one of the guards outside of Griphook's office door.

Selena was trying to muffle her amusement at the Goblins actions, and was mostly succeeding until Griphook smirked at her. Selena burst forth with laughter while gasping out an apology for her behaviour.

Frowning at her daughter's interruption, Petunia continued her requests. "If it is revealed that Doug and I have magic and it is sufficient to prepare potions, then would you be able to alter our home so that we have a hidden potions lab? We thought of selling to apothecaries and St. Mungo's and we also know our potions will need a Potions Master's approval. We would be grateful for any suggestions."

Griphook and Nagnut quietly spoke with each other in gobbledegook for a few moments.

Griphook steepled his fingers together under his chin while his elbows rested on his desk. "First, I would recommend you have a business vault and manager for your new venture. Secondly, if you have magic and it is of adequate quantities you will be able to create potions." Petunia let out a sigh of relief. "Thirdly, for a fee…" Griphook shot Nagnut his own look of triumph, "we most certainly are able to magic a hidden potions lab for you in your home."

Nodding her head in gratitude Petunia replied, "Thank you. I would prefer to keep our business a secret so which of you would like to be the manager of our business account, if it is needed?"

Nagnut sighed and commented. "While I appreciate your trust in my ability, Griphook has more experience and would serve you better."

In a low growl Griphook spoke. "Nagnut has spoken the truth." Giving a penetrating stare at Nagnut, Griphook continued in a more normal tone. "I will be the manager of your business vault, while Nagnut will be the business manager-in-training."

Nagnut was stunned for a moment and then stood and bowed to Griphook, his chin touching his chest. "I am deeply honoured." He then returned to his chair.

Clearing his throat and giving a slight nod at Nagnut, Griphook continued speaking to Petunia. "Do you have a business name? Are you perhaps intending to keep the business private and secret from the public?" Petunia nodded her head and revealed the name of their potential business was to be called 'MMP Inc.' and that they did not want anyone to know who the owners were.

Griphook suggested that, for a fee, he file the appropriate paperwork for them with the Ministry of Magic, thus ensuring their privacy.

Nodding her head Petunia also enquired, "We were going to set up a floo access at the same time." Smiling a little she continued. "For a fee, would you also make sure that is taken care of? We would like our floo address to be called 'Hearts' Home' if possible."

Griphook nodded his head while a knock sounded on his office door. He barked out, "Enter."

A Goblin Healer clothed in grey entered the room, walked towards them and nodded his head in greeting to the two Goblins at the desk.

Nagnut spoke while gesturing towards Petunia and Doug. "Test the adult female and young male for magical cores and the amount if available. Submit an invoice with the results."

The Healer, still completely enclosed within the grey garment, nodded and magicked a parchment and quill to hover in the air. With a wave of his hand at Petunia the quill began to write on the parchment. Then the Healer did the same with Doug. After the quill had finished writing he vanished the quill, placed the parchment on the desk and exited the room without a word.

The Evans blinked in surprise, while Selena nodded her head and commented, "Goblins are so wicked."

Griphook and Nagnut smiled and nodded at Selena in approval.

Nagnut showed the parchment to Petunia and Doug while he tore off the bottom portion which contained the invoice. He explained that they both had magical cores, and although they had enough magic to create potions, they were classified as squibs.

Selena piped up. "Mum that's why you were drawn to my Mother, because you had enough magic to sense hers." Then she shook her head. "I wish you had enough magic to see the Leaky Cauldron." Then she brightened with a smile. "But soon it won't matter because we will have our own floo."

Doug smiled and then gave a proud look at his sister. "I guess that's why I felt pulled towards Hedwig."

The children smiled at each other and then at their Mum.

"My smart children figured it all out." Petunia smiled and gave a wink to each of the children. Then she turned towards Nagnut, "Please withdrawal the necessary fees from my vault for all that we have discussed. Again thank you for all you have done and will do for us."

Both Goblins just nodded their heads.

Selena decided this would be a good time to discuss her portfolio and property. Petunia and Doug quietly listened to this discussion and Petunia was relieved Selena was in very good hands. It was decided that Selena's funds would be invested in the magical and muggle world. Selena was interested particularly with newspapers, as that would give Selena an edge if she ever needed to control them, and also with advancing science. There were a few other venture capital businesses like potion ingredient importing and apothecaries, so Selena gave the Goblins leave to investigate their viability. She also left the contract details in their hands to encourage maximum profits.

After a bit of discussion, it was decided that Selena would need to visit all of her properties in the company of the two Goblins and also Andromeda Tonks, if she would consent. This could potentially take a few days as Selena's schedule was quite busy seeing she was starting her lessons on Monday. This weekend would not work either as the Goblins would be busy with creating the potions lab, floo connection, business registration and also processing Selena's name change.

If Andi would accompany them, they would start the visits on Tuesday for a full day, with the possibility of Thursday if needed. Selena supposed it did classify as pureblood training to visit her properties and determine their worth and viability of habitation.

Griphook consented to prepare the international portkeys they would need, for a fee of course. Selena gave her permission for withdrawals from her Peverell and Potter vaults as to which property the portkey related to.

With their business completed the family left Gringotts and walked to Grandpa Hugh's shop to take him for lunch. Selena threw herself into Grandpa Hugh's arms once they entered the shop and wouldn't let go of his hand until they were seated outside a café in Diagon Alley. They all enjoyed a pleasant lunch listening to Grandpa Hugh tell them stories of his life. Once lunch was finished they walked back to The Trunk Shop and bid a sad goodbye to Grandpa Hugh.

Selena wanted a few more books and to find a magical music sphere for their meditation, while Petunia also wanted to pick up some books about Potions. Doug was mostly content to watch people and see the sights, although he secretly wanted to look at the flying brooms and the joke shop. Petunia got out her map and the children gathered around her to locate where they wanted to go.

Selena wondered about the streets leading off from Diagon Alley and Knockturn Alley. "Mum where do you think these other streets lead to? What kind of shops do they have?"

Doug interrupted, "Maybe they have houses there. We should go see."

Petunia chuckled and then turned it into a cough when the children looked at her. "I suppose we have a bit of time to explore today. Where should we head to: Knockturn Alley, Horizont Alley or Carkitt Market?"

Selena's eyes grew bigger, "Maybe there are more than the ones listed on the map! Oh we should have asked Grandpa Hugh…I also want to go to a second hand bookstore."

Petunia thought it was a good idea to try a second hand bookstore and it was finally decided to try Carkitt Market. Petunia had caught a glimpse down Knockturn Alley and wasn't very interested in exploring the dark seedy place.

The three reached the 'Mermaid' Statue at the cross road of Carkitt Market and Diagon Alley. Before they explore the new street, they paused to study the statue.

Doug tilted his head and looked puzzled, "I don't think it looks like a human mermaid, like Disney's does."

Selena raised an eyebrow, "It looks more fish-like and angry. I wouldn't want to meet one."

Petunia gathered the children with her arms and guided them away from the statue and down the street.

The first thing they noticed was the marble pillars interspersed throughout the street. Looking up they saw a glass ceiling just over four stories high protecting them from the outside environment and diffusing the sunlight. Hanging from the steel rafters was a multitude of Victorian streetlights not yet lit. Stalls were set up all down the street while the buildings housed one, two, three or even four businesses each. The colours were bright, the noises loud and the smell was heavenly.

Looking around and blinking a few times, Petunia held out her hands from her sides. "Hands now and no letting go, if you want to go someplace ask, don't pull."

The children took hold of their Mum's hands and nodded their agreement. There was just so much to see; a blacksmith at his forge, flower stalls, knitting stalls, barber shop, museum of muggle items, pubs, cafés, sweet shops, photo shop, clock shop, a Gringotts exchange, a travel agent, and clothing shops. The children stared transfixed as they saw mini fireworks going off partway down the street.

They stopped here and there, conversing with the friendly shop/stall owners and examining their wares.

Doug exclaimed, "Look Mum, an Owl Post Office."

Both Petunia and Selena watched in fascination as an owl flew out of the open door of the shop, up the street the way they had walked, and up into the sky once it reached Diagon Alley.

Selena's eyes had moved on to another shop. "Mum look, a place to hire House-Elves. Please can we go in? We've never seen a house elf."

Shaking her head and looking sad Petunia replied, "No dear, they are not in a zoo for us to gawk at. They are sentient beings looking to be employed, not pets."

Looking disappointed and then embarrassed Selena whispered a 'sorry' and earned a forgiving smile from her Mum.

They continued slowly down the street, stopping once again to laugh at the musical instruments competing musically in the display window. They entered the Junk Shop to browse, but it was so dusty and dirty that they soon left without purchasing anything. They would have entered the magical bag shop but they had no need and would have felt slightly guilty when they next saw Grandpa Hugh if they had found something to buy.

This time when Selena asked to enter a shop Petunia gave her consent.

An older gentleman with bushy white hair and beard entered from the back room and peered at them. "Well you two are much too young for a wand. How may I help you?"

Selena looked up at the man, tilted her head and answered, "How do you do? I may be too young right now but I was wondering how a wand is made. Do you have time to talk to us?"

The elderly man chuckled, "I am very well indeed, as I hope you are as well. I have a bit of time to discuss my craft with you." With a snap of his fingers a table and chairs appeared in the shelf lined room. "Noddy" the man called.

A small being, short, thin with floppy ears and wearing a ragged tea towel appeared before them. "Yes Master."

"Tea for my guests and bring the red album on my work desk in the back."

The three had tried not to stare at the creature or start when it appeared and disappeared, but they couldn't quite control their involuntary reactions.

Doug piped up, "Excuse me Sir was that a House Elf?"

The man smiled, "Yes it was, right useful things they are too."

Petunia nodded her head, she didn't like intelligent creatures being called things but didn't want to offend the gentleman. "Please forgive my manners, my name is Petunia Evans. This is my son, Douglas and my daughter, Selena."

"Wesley Carminart at your service, pleased to meet you."

At that moment Noddy appeared with the tea and album. As they helped themselves to the tea and biscuits, Wesley explained about the type of woods used and some of the types of cores available, showing pictures from his album. He told them that some wands were premade but the best wands were those created for a specific person. In other words, if the witch or wizard allowed their magic to select the wood and core, that would be their most powerful wand.

At Selena's urging he went on to explain that wands rarely had more than one core and that each wood and core held crucial meanings. He advised Selena to purchase a wand wood and core meaning book. Selena asked a few more questions about wands; could you use someone else's wand, did you have to use wood for the wand part, how many cores could you have, were there any important wands in history?

Wesley answered with a bit more thought to these questions: yes, but the wand might not work as well or at all for you; almost all wands now use wood, it is a safer conductor of magic, although metal and staffs were used in the past but only by the most powerful of wizards; three cores maximum, but he would prefer using only one as the cores had to be compatible; Merlin's staff, the Ouroboros Wands and the Elder Wand were the most famous ones that he could think of.

Sitting back in his chair and putting on a serious face, Wesley explained, "Wands are the tool used to focus your magic. They make it easier for you to use the magic to perform what you want with words and wand movements." Then he paused and mentioned that different parts of the world use different items to focus magic; stones, crystals, rings and staffs, but wands were the most common.

The three thanked Mr. Carminart for his time and information and left the shop.

The House Spirits distracted Selena by mentioning that first wands were purchased by eleven year olds just before entering a magical school. Selena was a bit put off about this, until it was mentioned that other magical children did not have the control that Selena had.

They further distracted Selena by mentioning that a tracking charm was mandatorily placed on each wand for anyone under the age of seventeen.

F: There are ways around that. Only legitimate wand makers cast the ministry ordered charm but most pureblood families remove the trace immediately.

M2: (snidely) I don't understand why Selena even cares; she performs magic silently, wandlessly and well beyond the ability of most adults.

With that praise from such a crusty House Spirit, Selena was very happy and a huge smile lit up her face. When Doug gave her an enquiring look for her happiness, Selena just shrugged and said 'House Spirits'. Doug just nodded his head and smiled back at Selena.

They finally reached the end of the market and were about to turn back when Doug pointed out there was another intersecting street just to their right called, Horizont Alley. Seeing that they hadn't found a second hand book store or the magical music sphere yet, the three decided to explore the new area.

Horizont Alley was open to the sky, dirty and very short, housing only a few shops and stalls. They soon found out it was a dark, tiny jewel that needed a bit of polishing to be discovered.

Selena and Doug were fascinated with the window display showing magical toys. Once inside, the store was clean, bright and colourful. Shelves lined the store and the aisles were filled with all manner of toys for the newborn baby to the oldest adult. Safety baby toys, puzzles, miniature brooms and even Puffskeins were available to be purchased.

Petunia paused just inside the shop door, laughed and then released their hands. "Go on search the place without me."

Doug and Selena tried not to sprint to the nearest aisle and just barely managed to walk swiftly instead.

Selena was able to find a few magical music spheres for their meditation, some she wanted for her individual meditation exercises.

Petunia had found monitoring bracelets that were made of beautiful stones. They could also be charmed as an emergency home portkey.

Doug found the flying brooms. Even though they would only go five feet in the air, he still desperately wanted to purchase one. It was far beyond what Petunia was willing to spend even if the two children would share it. Petunia pointed out that Doug had to try it to make sure he had enough magic to fly.

Doug got off to a bit of a rocky start but managed to keep the broom in the air for a few minutes. Petunia could see the excitement on Doug's face and was having a very hard time saying no.

The shopkeeper had an older used floor model and was willing to haggle on the price. Petunia finally relented after assurance from both children that they would never fly the broom inside the house and only in the back yard under supervision. No fighting was also agreed upon.

All three left the shop happy with their purchases, the broom having been shrunk to take home.

They had hardly walked a few paces when they found a second-hand book store. The front window was so blackened with soot and dirt it looked like someone had painted it with tar. Etched into the glass was a single word angled to completely cover the window. The golden letters were chipped, scratched and faded. They were also the most beautiful calligraphy Selena had ever seen; sweeping lines and flourishing swirls created an artwork of the name Scribbles.

The rest of the weathered wooden store front and door had flecks and streaks of faded, peeled robin egg blue paint. In its heyday the store would have been magnificent to look upon, now it was an old wrinkled lady revealing the fading glow of her youthful beauty.

Doug piped up, "Mum, Scribbles like our scribbler notebooks for school?"

"I think so Doug, let's try it." Petunia answered as she reached out and turned the old tarnished brass doorknob.

The first thing they noticed as they entered the shop was the hushed almost reverential air. The second was how clean everything was. Every single inch of space was sparkling clean. Then they looked up and saw the sun streaming in through a multitude of etched windows, the dust motes sparkling and casting a golden glow over everything. They noticed how large this shop really was. Row upon row of shelving covered in books, walls lined with shelves, glass cases and enchanted book stands. Their breath caught in their throats at the magnitude of books before them.

They walked on the parquet flooring to an isolated dark oak stand before them upon which was an open blank book, golden quill and a small plaque. They read the scripted words on the plaque, which were: Welcome friend to Scribbles. Please write your name in our welcome book. Add a star beside your name to receive our monthly book updates.

The three wrote their names down although only Petunia and Selena added the star. Before their very eyes the plaque changed its words and now was written: Thank you Petunia, Doug and Selena. Mrs. Scamander is available if you require assistance. Good Wishes.

A movement and a hushed thump on their far right caught their attention. An ornate half circle counter blocked off the front right corner of the shop, on which was a golden cash register, parchments, quills, a few books and a burnished gold name plaque which stated, Mrs. Scamander. Moving silently behind the thick wooden counter was an old lady. She wore an old fashioned high necked, long sleeved black dress embellished with white lace at her wrists and collar. An old golden silk shawl caressed her shoulders and wrapped around her arms. For all that her black hair was pulled back into a tight bun, her spine rigidly straight and she had a regal air about her; her eyes were a soft gentle blue and her pale pink lips wore a faint smile.

The three were drawn to her and moved forward to capture her attention.

Looking towards her new customers Mrs. Scamander spoke in a gentle voice, "Hello my dears anything I can help you find?"

Selena was fascinated with the genteel quality this elderly woman exuded. I want to be just like her when I reach her age; formidable steel hidden in the softest of velvets.

F: You will be, sooner than you think. I promise.

Smiling Petunia asked about potion making books, ingredients, and really anything at all even vaguely to do with potions.

Mrs. Scamander's smile filled her face. "We could just run around the shop but I will show you the best way to get every book you would like. Just follow me."

The children followed the two adults down the first aisle of books near the counter. At the end of the very long aisle was an archway leading to a room containing a stand and long table surrounded by chairs. The dark oak stand held a golden quill and teal parchment. Mrs. Scamander held the quill out to Petunia and stated, "Just write your request down, be as specific or vague as you will and the books will appear on the table. You may then browse at the books and when you have decided on which you would like to purchase, just place a finger on the spine of the book and say purchase. The books you don't want to purchase do the same but say return."

"I'm not very magical will it still work for me?" Petunia asked.

"Of course it will. The enchantment is on the books themselves, which will be removed as you leave the shop." Mrs. Scamander looked at the two children, "Anything else my dears?"

Smiling prettily Selena asked, "Is there another room I may use please?"

Giving a tinkling laugh Mrs. Scamander replied, "Yes, there are as many rooms as are needed. Come along and follow me."

Selena looked at her Mum for permission and once she saw Petunia nod followed Mrs. Scamander from the room. Doug received permission to wander through the aisles of books.

Before Mrs. Scamander left Selena in a room next door to her Mum, Selena asked, "If you don't mind and if I am not being rude, are you – how are you –"frustration showed for a moment on Selena's face. "I don't know how to ask this, but you are so strong and yet gentle. How did you become like this?"

Lifting an eyebrow and tilting her head Mrs. Scamander thought about what Selena asked. "I suppose it was how I was brought up." Then she peered into Selena's eyes, "The strength is from enduring excruciating times and the gentleness is from accepting my faults and not blaming others. Perhaps a bit is personality and pureblood training; but that training usually results in arrogance. Gentleness or compassion is not pity but realizing that I could have become that person or worse in their circumstances. That does not mean to say I will not fight evil to my last breathe – just that I understand how easily I could become what they are. Does that answer your question?"

Selena nodded her head, "Thank you Mrs. Scamander."

Mrs. Scamander gave one last smile and then left Selena to select her books, while she returned to the front of the shop.

Starting off with the easiest subject, Selena wrote on the parchment, 'Wand lore, wand making, wand cores, wand wood, foci to using your magic and wandless magic'. Then she groaned as she saw thirty books appear on the table. Maybe I should have only selected wand lore or cores to start off with. Okay House Spirits I'm going to need your help selection which books to buy.

Looking at some of the ridiculous titles before her, Selena picked out her favourite: Wand Wood and Core Meanings or Discover What Your Wand Says About You, The Complete Guide to Wand Woods and Cores. Selena just shook her head, Why such a long title? Surely it could have just been the last part: The Complete Guide to Wand Woods and Cores. I will never understand the wizarding worlds' fascination with long titles on their books.

She had narrowed down the books from thirty to five, now it was time to make further requests for books, learning how to speak Gobbledegook and their society. The selection was rather narrow in this field and Selena only selected two books to purchase:

· So You Want to Speak Gobbledegook, Your Inner Goblin Revealed

· Life as a Goblin; Galleons, Honour and Rituals.

Selena felt she was getting the hang of her requests when she next wrote 'beginner's guide to Runes, what I should know before studying runes and languages to help with runes'. Selena stared in disbelief as the table literally groaned from the weight of the massive amount of volumes it now held. Selena whispered aloud to her House Spirits, "Do you think there is a restart command?"

The table gave another groan and Selena let out a slight eek then she yelled, "Mrs. Scamander?!"

As quick as it took for Selena to blink Mrs. Scamander was before her in the room. It turns out there was a restart charm or rather simply writing on the teal parchment 'return all' did the trick. Selena watched in awe as the elderly lady repaired the table and then proceeded to help Selena re-request the rune books and also help her select the best ones for her to purchase. This started a conversation about runes and why an almost six year old would be interested in such a difficult subject.

Needless to say this led Selena to reveal her pet project for her bedroom: her own bathroom. Mrs. Scamander requested further books about bathroom creation or rather wrote 'Water Closet to Luxurious Roman Spas, Creating Your Own Paradise'. Of course it was the only book to appear on the table, but what a book! Interactive word search, moving pictures of how to perform each charm and rune, and critique regarding each step you performed. It wasn't a book; it was a how-to of epic proportions. Selena fell in love with the wizarding world just a little bit more that day.

Reaching the counter at the front of the shop they all paid for their purchases. Doug had even selected a few books on broom riding and a wizarding sport called Quidditch. They placed their books into the bags they had gotten from Grandpa Hugh, each thankful they had remembered to bring them. Then the three thanked Mrs. Scamander and promised to come back again now that they had found such a lovely shop.

Petunia pulled out the black string portkey from the Griphook, they all pinch a part while Petunia said the activation words, 'Heart's Home'. In just a moment they were back home, tired from their long day but excited to read their books while resting.

Pulling the books from each bag they realized a problem. Where were they going to hide them? It seemed ridiculous to hide them in Selena's wardrobe, there were just too many and it was inconvenient. It was decided that they would use the living room bookshelf and Selena would caste a notice-me-not spell targeted at those who had no magical cores.

During supper Selena asked her Mum to stay with her while she looked at some things in her room. Petunia of course agreed and after supper and cleanup they walked into Selena's room.

Selena walked into her wardrobe and held a multi-coloured slippery cloak in her arms. Giving a grimace of distaste she spoke, "I want to try this on even though it was James Potters."

Petunia sat on the bed and asked, "What is it sweetie?"

Taking a breath Selena answered, "An invisibility cloak."

Arching her eyebrow Petunia spoke in disbelief, "Really?"

Nodding her head Selena allowed the cloak to slip through her fingers until her two hands clenched it near the hood, she then swished it over her shoulders and fastened it at her neck, leaving the hood to fall onto her back, while the fabric pooled at her feet.

Petunia gasped in amazement as her daughter's body disappeared before her eyes. "That's just not possible! But it is…Pull the hood up please."

Selena did so and completely disappeared from sight. Blinking and shaking her head slightly Petunia uttered, "Okay, okay…hood down now please." Then she gave a small startled cry and arched herself backwards as Selena's head suddenly appeared just a few inches from her own face. Putting her hand to her racing heart Petunia gasped out, "Not funny Selena, my poor heart."

Soon Petunia also tried on the cloak and got her payback on her daughter. They laughed for a bit and Selena gave a sigh when her Mum made it clear there was to be no scaring Doug with the cloak. Then she added as an afterthought or me either. Selena finally agreed though she thought it ruined the whole point of having an invisibility cloak and not using it for pranks.

Selena wanted to look at another memory but only if her Mum went with her, so with Doug keeping watch over them they selected another memory and entered it into the pensieve. This memory was a happy one, although Petunia did have some difficulty with the emotions it created in her.

They were in Petunia's old home with her parents and Lily. Birthdays, Christmas and summer holidays were flashing before their eyes. Little snippets of conversations and laughter swirled about them, one scene fading into another as they watched Petunia's Mum and Dad slowly age while the girls grew older. There were even a few scenes of each girl's wedding. The final scene was of Lily looking into a mirror telling her daughter how much she loved her sister and wished her son had lived so that she might know a siblings' love.

They came to themselves and after reassuring Doug that they were okay, he had been slightly freaked that they had just stood there with their hands touching the 'water', Selena talked to Petunia about her brother and how they had 'spoken' to each other.

It had been another long day so once they were ready for bed they retired to the living room to meditate before sleeping. Selena had selected a music sphere to play as they relaxed. It stopped playing after one hour and they all came aware of their surroundings at the same time. This time had worked much better, although perhaps an hour was too long. They decided to try only thirty minutes tomorrow night. With that they all headed off to bed.

After a round of goodnights and hugs Selena entered her room, selected her own music sphere to play, said goodnight to her Mother's picture and then started her own meditation. I will remember my dream or memory or whatever it is. I will remember!