Thank you for the reveiws on the previous chapters.. Please if you read this, can you reveiw it? I can't make it better or keep writing if I don't have people reading it o letting me know what they think of it!
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For the next two weeks this was her school life, she would go to glee and sing and act like she was perfectly fine, but when she left the classroom and was about to go to class panic took over her body, because it was only the first lesson, there was never anyone in the toilets so she could sit in there for a while and calm herself down before the beginning of second period, but sometimes she wouldn't even make it to that.
She was so scared to be in the school, she would never stay late anymore, glee was a struggle for her, but she knew that nothing bad would happen when she was with a crowd of people, so she was sort of calm when she was there, but all she wanted was to get out of the school, because for what she knew, staying behind was a terrible thing.
It had been almost two months since the incident happened, and she still wasn't the same, she barely talked to anyone, all she did was sing in glee, then it was time for her early morning panic attack, but this morning was different.
The bathroom door opened and someone entered, she tried her hardest to quickly stifle her sobs, but it wasn't quick enough "Hello? Are you ok?" A voice echoed on the small room, Rachel cringed a little
"Yeah, I'm fine, I'm just a little bit sick" She replied hoping her voice didn't sound to upset or frightened
"Rachel?" The voice asked,
"Yes" she said and then it hit her she recognised the voice, it was Quinn.
"Rachel, can you open the door?" Quinn asked, Rachel could tell she was worried, she had worked something out in her head, she sighed and unhooked the lock, allowing the door to swing open and reveal her tear stained face "Are you ok?" Quinn asked walking further into the cubicle
Rachel nodded
"You're not though, are you?" she asked looking at her; she could see the hurt and the fear in her eyes.
Rachel sighed once more and shook her head "No" she said in a whisper
"How long has this been going on?" Quinn asked, suspecting this wasn't the first time Rachel had had an attack like this
Rachel shrugged, "Since I came back to school, I haven't been to first period yet"
"Rachel" Quinn sighed, she placed her arm on her shoulder and guided her out of the cubicle, she handed her some toilet paper and she wiped her eyes "You should go and see someone about this"
"I don't want to talk about, It's at the back of my mind, and I never want to think of it again!" she said, with anger in her voice, she was frustrated clearly
"But being in here is thinking about it, this isn't healthy!" Quinn said back in the same tone of voice, her and Rachel weren't exactly best friends, but what she had gone through was awful and no one deserved that, Quinn felt so sorry for her, and right now, she was clearly worried.
"Can I ask you something?" Rachel looked at Quinn, Quinn nodded "Are you scared?" she said
"Scared?" Quinn asked, not quite understanding what Rachel meant.
Rachel looked at Quinn's baby bump "About having the baby?" she asked
Quinn though for a moment and then nodded "But I got myself into this mess, I have to clean it up. I'm scared but then again I'm excited, I might not be keeping the baby but it's exciting to bring a new life into the world, it was stupid of me, but I have to take responsibility I guess" she said placing a hand on her bump
"I always thought my first time would be special" Rachel sighed
"Sex isn't all it's cracked up to be" Quinn said, and then she bit her lip, of course Rachel knew this now, she was probably terrified of ever coming near to doing it again "Sorry" she said "You probably don't want to hear all of that"
"Its fine" she said "But I need to talk to someone" Rachel looked at Quinn, with a little bit of hope in her eyes
"Oh, I don't think I'm the right person for that" she said
"You are, I know we don't get along, but I like talking to you, and I think you will understand" Rachel said tears stinging her eyes
"Wouldn't you like to talk to someone who knows what they're doing?" Quinn asked
Rachel shook her head "I don't want some shrink to sit and tell me I'm broken and try and fix me, because I know that, but I'd rather do it myself. But I do need someone to talk to, someone who won't judge me" she said
Quinn nodded "I understand"
"Quinn, promise not to tell anyone? At least until I tell you it's ok? I really don't want anyone to know"
Quinn promised, she saw the fear in Rachel's eyes and took her hand she looked her in the eyes and waited for Rachel to speak, not wanting to push her.
Rachel took a deep breath and closed her eyes, she looked down to the floor for a second before refocusing on Quinn "I'm pregnant" she gasped out, tears quickly followed as she finally broke down "I don't know what to do, I just can't handle this Quinn!" she said tears overflowing from her eyes
Quinn just stared at her for a second, but then her heart broke and she too cried, she hugged Rachel as they both just sat and sobbed "Are you sure?" she asked when she finally managed to get the words out
Rachel nodded "I bought a test yesterday, I hadn't been able to before that, but I knew"
"We'll get through this!" Quinn said rubbing Rachel's arm as she looked into her hurt eyes, her eyes probably mirroring them.
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