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Rachel and Quinn embraced each other for another ten minutes, but it felt like forever to them, they didn't speak or even look at each other for a while, just feeling comfortable the way they were.
"I don't know what to do" Rachel said looking at Quinn, her face filled with hurt
Quinn looked at her and thought for a moment "I don't know either" she said after a few moments "Have you told anyone else?" Quinn asked
Rachel shook her head sadly "I can't, If I tell people it will be real" she sobbed again, quietly this time, just some gentle sobs
"I know it hurts, but you have to accept it and come to terms with it, this is a terrible thing to happen Rach, but you need to let people in, your dads atleast" she said
"It will crush them!" Rachel said "I can tell this whole thing really upset them, they were so hurt that this happened to me, for me to tell them that I'm going to have a baby, I just don't know what they will do"
"They'll support you Rachel, they love you" Quinn told her "Look, you have my support and you have the glee club, you all came behind me, I know they will all be at you back, were a family Rachel, we will all come together and we will all be here for you!" Quinn said "And I can guarantee you that Finn will be with you the whole way through"
Rachel's sobs became louder again "I can't tell Finn, this will crush him. He blames himself for all of this and if he finds this out, it will kill him" she sobbed out "Why does this have to be happening?" she screamed
"Rachel, I have an appointment at the doctors, but I don't want to leave you, do you want to come with me?" Quinn kicked herself in her mind, of course Rachel didn't want to come to the baby clinic with her, she was bloody well upset enough, how stupid could you get Quinn? She asked herself "Sorry" she said after a minute
"It's ok, I can't go right now, but could you make me an appointment? I'll need to have a scan" she said sadly, Quinn nodded; she took Rachel's hand in hers and gently squeezed it
"I'll go with you, you'll be okay" she said, she walked to the door, she turned back around and looked at Rachel, she smiled before she left, leaving Rachel alone again.
Rachel gathered her thoughts and managed to calm herself down; she wiped away the tears stains and applied some make up to cover up her puffy eyes. She grabbed her bag and left the toilets, the bell rang and that signalled the start of the next class, students filled the corridor, Rachel put on a brave face and made her way to Spanish, this was her favourite class, she really understood Spanish and she loved Mr Shue. The only problem was, her seat was right next to Finn.
It wasn't that she wanted to ignore him, she wanted the opposite, since the day in her house when she first spoke after what happened, she hadn't really spoken to him, she knew he blamed himself and it killed her to think that, she didn't want to upset him more with any of her sadness. But she felt bad for ignoring him, what if he thought she blamed him too?
She was the first to the class and she took her seat, the rest of the students filed in, the last was Finn, he smiled at her as he took his seat "Hey" he said "I haven't seen you for ages, are you ok?" he asked her
She turned to face him and nodded, "Fine" she said quietly
"Em good" he said turning away from her, a few seconds later he turned back around "Have I done something? I'm sorry ok" he said, she knew exactly what he was apologising for and she hated herself, now more than ever
She shook her head "You haven't done anything, It's me" she said sadly
"Rachel, I really am sorry I should have done more" he said, hating himself for breaking the promise of never speaking about that night again
"It's not your fault" she shouted, tears streaming down her face now, "You have no need to apologise, please stop it!" she yelled again, she stood up from the chair and began to run from the classroom, everyone watched, Finn quickly got up from his seat, he shot Mr Shue a look and Mr Shue returned one that said he knew what was wrong and he excused Finn. He dashed into the corridor his head spinning each direction looking for where Rachel had gone.
He turned the corner into a different corridor and saw her sitting on the floor, her legs were curled into her and her arms wrapped around them, sniffles could be hear from her body. Finn's heart broke, he hated seeing her like this, he just wished he could take all of her pain away from her and put it all on himself "Rachel" he said slowly as he got closer to her
She looked up with her tear stained eyes and smiled a little bit at him, a hurt smile, "Sorry, I just wish you would stop blaming yourself, you're a hero in my eyes you know"
He slid down beside her and turned to face her, "Sorry, I said I wouldn't bring it up again, but it won't leave my mind, every night when I got to sleep I can't stop thinking about how I should have stopped him Rach"
"You couldn't have, you know that!" she said wiping at her eyes
"I know" he sighed "I know, it just kills me"
She nodded understandingly at him
"You're clearly not over it" he sighed "I wish you would talk to me about it, I can help you and you can help me, like therapy or something" he said, he was never the smartest of people.
"I need to tell you something" she said to him, he nodded and she continued "You have to promise me you won't freak out or beat yourself up anymore" he nodded again and promised her, she hoped he would stick to it. She took a deep breath before she opened her mouth, she found it difficult to say, but she finally got the words out "I'm pregnant"
