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"Pregnant?" Finn's face was a mask of horror and shock, he felt physically sick at the thought, tears pricked at his eyes, all he could do was look at her, that look she knew she would get, the pity look. The look that told her everyone in the world felt sorry for her "His?" was all Finn was able to say, Rachel understood completely, she nodded sadness in her eyes. Finn's head fell as he stared at the ground "Sorry" he choked out
She shook her head "There's nothing for you to be sorry about, It's just a terrible thing that happened, and I'm going to have to deal with it" she said
"What are you going to do? Have you thought about your options?" He asked her lifting his head back up to look into her eyes, they were filled with so much emotion, it pained him to see it.
She nodded "I've thought of everything, but the baby will be a part of me too, I'm already about 3 months, I couldn't get an abortion, I wouldn't feel right doing it, My head is a mess right now, I don't know what to do" she said tears spilling from her eyes once more
He took a deep breath and gathered his thought, how could this happen, Rachel was so amazing, she was so beautiful and truthful and she was just a really great person, she didn't deserve any of this to happen to her, and to this day Finn still blamed himself, this just made everything so much more hurtful "Rachel" he said placing a hand on top of hers "I'll be here for you, anything you need please just ask" he looked into her eyes that hurt was still there and he hated it so much.
"I'm not really good with words, but I want you to know that I will never leave you and that you can come to me with anything, you have a family in glee club, you can talk to anyone of us, I'm sure every single person in there will be happy to help, and there's always Quinn" he said thinking to what Quinn was going through "I mean it's not the same as you, but she's still going through pregnancy and I'm sure she can talk to you"
"Thank you" she choked out "Finn your always so nice to me, when everyone hated me you always seen the good in me and that means a lot, I don't know what I'm going to do, I talked to Quinn" she said tears still streaming her face, her eyes still filled with hurt "She found me in the toilets and I told her, she's at the doctors and she's going to make me and appointment" she sighed, a sigh filled with sadness "I don't know what I'm going to do!" she sobbed
Finn put his arms around her "Come on" he said soothingly looking her straight in the eyes his arms still wrapped around her "You're so strong Rachel, you can get through this I know you can! You're so amazing Rachel, just stay strong ok?" he said smiling a little, but the hurt was still evident on his face, it pained him to see her upset, and this was a whole other level from just upset "Do your dad's know?"
She shook her head "I can't tell them, this has put them through so much, there always so careful around me and they treat me different like I'm broken, I know there worried and stuff, but this would probably kill them, they're so upset that the man hasn't been caught yet, and for this to happen would make them even more angry" she said tears flowing violently down her face "I know I have to tell them, but I just can't find the words"
Finn nodded "I know it will be hard, but you're going to start showing soon" he said
"I already am a tiny bit, I'm a small person so it makes it seem bigger" she pulled up her shirt and Finn looked down and she was right, it was still small but you could still see it, he put his hand on it and sighed, he rubbed her stomach gently as she sobbed
"I can go with if you want, to tell them? And I can go to the doctors and stuff with you, I'll give you all the support you need Rachel!" he said
She smiled at him, "Thank you, I would really like that, but I want Quinn to come to the doctors too" he nodded, she could tell it touched a nerve in him, but he pretended it didn't bother him "Finn, I really want to thank you for always being there for me, you don't know how much it means" she smiled, "We better go, class is going to be out soon, and we will look strange just sitting here"
He smiled at her and stood to his feet, he reached down his hand to her and she took it, he helped her to her feet and walked her to the choir, the glee club would be there soon, they entered and took a seat near the back, they just sat in silence, their hands still intertwined. No words were needed, each one of them had already said all they needed to say to each other, each on knew what the other was thinking and each of them was just happy sitting there in their own little world.
The bell rang and the students could be heard in the corridor, Mr Shue walked into the choir room "You two are early" he smiled at them and they smiled back, he began to set up the sheets on the piano, he didn't notice the look they shared or the way Finn squeezed Rachel's hand when he knew she was feeling scared, he didn't notice a single tear fall down Rachel's eye. But he did notice the way Finn was looking at her, the love in his eyes.
And so did the rest of the glee club when they entered the room, but no one said anything about it.
