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Derek's p.o.v
Peter, Cora and I left that night. We didn't tell anyone, I have a feeling they already know that's what we'd do. I heard Erica took off as well. We're taking Cora back to South America, after that..I don't know what Peter and I are going to do.
"Here, eat" Peter says, putting a plate of food in front of me. I push it away. I watch as Cora does the same from across the small motel table. "Eat, both of you"
"I don't want to eat" Cora grounds out.
"You think is what she would want? Huh?" Peter asks us both.
"Don't talk about her" Cora warns him.
"If Ashlee was here-" Peter's cut off when Cora jumps at him, slamming him into the wall.
"She's not here" she growls, eyes burning a vicious yellow.
"Cora" I say. She glances at me before loosening her hold on Peter's neck. She walks out and goes into her own room, closing her door behind her. I sigh. Ashlee's death has hit Cora the hardest. She never thought she'd lose a sister again and she just did.
"I'm going for a run" I say, getting up. Peter sighs and sits down at the table, running a tired hand down his face. I leave the two in the motel. I have my own shit to work through, like how the hell i'm supposed to get over her death. It's almost as if I haven't processed it yet, like i'm still in shock. I haven't grieved but my wolf is sulking, whining.
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Scott's p.o.v
1 day after her death
Stiles and Lydia have stayed with me since it happened. She's upstairs in the spare room, Isaac's resided to the lounge. Mum's finally spoken. She wants to arrange the funeral but Lydia said we had to wait 2 days. Noone questioned the banshee. So that's what we're doing, following the banshee's advice. In 2 days Mum's going to arrange her funeral. There's something about how urgent and demanding Lydia was when she said it. Noone wants to question her power. Noone wants to talk about it further. Noone wants to bring up the fact that she's..that she's..dead. Noone wants to accept it. There's a gaping in my chest and it hurts like hell. I miss my sister and i'd do anything to have her back. I have to hear Mum cry herself to sleep and I hate it. Stiles told me he went to see Derek and the loft was empty, all three of them gone. It looks like they've been gone for awhile, as in left straight away. I know Cora's hurting, I know how close they were getting. And I know Peter's hurting too, she saw him as a parental figure. And I know for a fact Derek's hurting. I know there was something going on between them, I don't know how long for but there was definately something there. And now she's gone and we're all hurting and I hate it. I'm crying now and I know she'd tell me to toughen up and probably punch my shoulder if she was here. But she's not here. And I hate it.
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Derek's p.o.v
2 days after her death
I can't explain how i'm feeling. I can't even grieve. I can't mourn. My insides are so twisted up and i'm so confused and angry and upset that I can't do anything. Cora and I have barely been eating or sleeping. I'm getting worried about her. She takes off before the sun has risen and comes home when it sets, sometimes later. I don't ask what she's doing because I know she won't tell me. I walked into her room and she was crying. I tried to comfort her and she snapped at me, told me to leave her alone. Peter's the only thing keeping us..going. He makes us eat, sleep, talk. Not that we listen half the time. He's working through Ashlee's death alot better than we are..or maybe he's just good at hiding it, I have a feeling it's the latter.
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Cora's p.o.v
I run and run and run. But the pain in my chest is still there. It's doubled now, the more I think about it, the more Laura's death comes to my mind. I feel both of them, attacking and clawing at my insides. It makes me want to be sick. I've always been good at hiding my feelings, all 3 of us have, but not this time. This time is cuts too dep, it's too close to home, it's too..familiar. And I can't take it. Derek and Peter are taking me home and i'm staying home. I'm done with Beacon Hills. I grew up there and I have wonderful memories there but my whole family burnt to death there. Laura died there. Boyd died there. Ashlee died there. I'm done with Beacon Hills.
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Lydia's p.o.v
3 days after her death
After the whole ordeal with Malia, making her human again..everything with Barrow and Kira..I find I can't go home. I've tried but I just keep ending up at Scott's house. I take a deep breath and knock on the door. As if in a horror movie, the door opens on it's own.
"Oh my god" I breath out.
Lydia a familiar voice calls out in a whisper.
"No, no, this isn't happening" I say, turning to walk away. I jump in suprise when the front door is in front of me again. I turn back around and same result. I don't have a choice, I have to go in.
Lydia, come in that voice calls out again.
"No, you're dead" I whimper under my breath.
Lydia, come inside, Lydia
My legs are moving without my permission. My breathing starts to quicken dangerously when i'm standing in front of the spare room door.
"Please..don't" I whimper. That door opens as well. This time I don't fight it, it's an opposite feeling to my usual banshee feelings. It's not a 'someone's going to die' feeling..it's..it's something..good. I rush over to where Ash is laying on the bed. I can't help the scream that errupts from my throat.
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Ashlee's p.o.v
Something rips through the darkness, it feels like my ears are bleeding. My eyes snap open and the light is blinding. I'm heaving and gasping like I can't breath but the air is so refreshing.
"Ashlee?!" I look up and my vision slowly becomes normal again. My whole body aches. Lydia's standing in front of me. "Ash?" she calls out softly, tears welling up in her eyes.
"Lydz" my voice is hoarse..broken. The tears spill over and she rushes to me, pulling me into a bone-crushing hug.
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"Lydia?!" that's Scott's voice.
"Here" Lydia says, her voice breaking.
"Why'd you scream?" Stiles asks her. Noone says anything.
"Lydia..why did you scream?" that's Isaac's voice.
"Ashlee..she.." Lydia starts.
"She's what?" Scott asks. I get up and walk down the stairs slowly. "Lydia..what happened?" he asks, voice frantic. "Lydia! Where is she?"
"I'm right here" I say, throat still dry. All of their heads snap to me, eyes wide, some filled with tears.
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