Bella's point of view

I sighed heavily.

"You don't want to know."

"No, really I do." He smirked.

"It's not funny. I panicked. I thought I was going to be late and you wouldn't want to marry me."

Whoops that kinda popped out.

"You're insane! I wouldn't stop wanting to marry you because you were late to our wedding."

I shrugged.

"Still."

He kissed my hair and sighed.

We drove and drove. Where the heck were we going? He refused to tell me any little detail.

"Where we goin?" I asked biting my lip looking up at him.

He glanced down and gulped.

"Uh, somewhere."

"Real detailed Edward." I snorted.

"Would you just be patient?"

"Nope."

He rolled his eyes.

Another hour later we pulled up at a really fancy hotel. The Edema Resort.

"Edward why are we at a hotel?"

"Well, you wouldn't let me take you on an actual honeymoon so I booked the honeymoon suite here."

He came around the car and opened my door.

I took his hand as we walked up to the front desk.

"Cullen."

"Ah, yes. Room 514."

We got in the elevator and shut the door before anyone else could squeeze in here with the two of us.

"I can't believe you guys didn't let me change out of my wedding dress before we went anywhere."

"What's the point? That dress is going to be off of you in about 30 seconds."

My draw dropped and I looked at him incredously. He just stared forward with a straight face.

He looked down and me and smiled.

"What?"

"Nothing." I smiled all giddy.

We stopped on our floor and the elevator dinged.

Edward took my hand and led me around two corners until there was only one door and the he swooped me up into his arms.

"I have to do this traditionally." He grinned.

He unlocked the door with the plastic card key and pushed it open.

He carried me inside and it was pitch black, I couldn't see a thing. Only hear.

Edward set me on my feet then I heard him kick the door shut.

He didn't bother to turn the lights on. Neither did I.

I stood where he let me down and suddenly felt strong arms encircle my waist.

I giggled and wrapped my arms around his neck kissing him passionately.

It didn't take even a minute for the kiss to become fierce.

My hands slipped in the waistband of his black pants to pull his crisp white shirt out.

I undid each button slowly while he kissed me.

I ended up throwing his shirt somewhere on the floor away from us.

His strong hands unzipped the back of my dress and let it fall to the floor.

Next, were his pants. They were easy to get off, they went somewhere along with his shirt.

We started backing up. Him stalking like, pushing me while we kissed.

I had no idea where the bed was but he seemed to know.

I fumbled around feeling with my hands for anything to grab onto. I can't even walk forward and he's making me back up!

I hit something and knocked it off a table. A lamp, I think.

Edward chuckled against my lips and I breathed out a laugh.

He started to guide me by my hips to the bed but I tripped over his feet.

Fail. I was getting impatient and growled.

Edward put one hand under my thigh and hitched it over his hip telling me to do the same with the other.

I swung my leg on his waist and then he was carrying me much faster to the bed.

The front of his knees bumped the bed and I fell backwards on the bed with him on top of me.

Finally.

4:30 am.

I lay on Edward's chest hearing his heartbeat pound beneath his smooth skin.

The blanket was draped lowly on my hips and covering anything important on the both of us.

Edwards hand drew lines up and down my spine so lightly that it tickled.

I tilted my chin up and rested it on his chest so I could look at him.

The moonlight shot through the dark red curtains at him. I brushed some of the hair that was falling in his face away and he smiled down at me.

Suddenly I got a great idea.

"I want to take a bath."

He glanced at the clock quickly then went back into staring into my eyes.

"It's almost 5 am."

I shrugged.

He sighed but smiled.

"I will be waiting here when you get back."

"Silly boy I don't want to take one alone."

That made him grin.

He sat up pulling me with him.

"Sounds like fun." He whispered in my ear sending chills up my spine.

We each took a sheet and wrapped it around us and went into the bathroom.

I flicked the small bathroom lights on and got all giddy again. The bathtub was absolutely huge! A huge round one that was really deep.

Edward bent down to the cupboard under the porcelain sink and got out 2 red candles.

He winked then lit them with a lighter.

I started a hot bath and we waited until it got halfway full and got in.

Edward set the candles on the two farthest corners of the bathtub where our feet were.

I sat between his legs with his arms wrapped around me tightly and his chin resting on my shoulder.

The bubbles in the water covered everything from m shoulders down. There were red rose petals floating around us.

"This was a great idea." I whispered and leaned my head back on his chest.

"See? I told you."

"Yeah." I closed my eyes and smiled.

It was quiet with only the sounds of the water occasionally moving when Edward would run his hands over my knees and our breathing.

"I have to talk to you about something." He said. He didn't sound upset so maybe it was something good.

"'Bout what?"

"Well, Carlisle and I were talking a few weeks ago."

I opened my eyes telling him to go on.

"We were talking about my …. Problems."

"Huh?"

"Anger problems to be specific."

"Edward let's not start this. Everybody gets angry. I get angry all the time there is nothing wrong with you. You have no problems."

"Bella I get too angry at the smallest things and-"

"Did Carlisle tell you this?" I demanded.

"No. I've noticed it."

"Anyway, I think I should go to therapy. For you. For us. I want to be the best for you the only best for you."

I reached back and put my palm to the side of his face.

"You are the best for me."

"Maybe but I could be better. It'll only be once or twice a week."

I sighed and looked at him. He really did believe he had to do this. But, I didn't think he was doing it for me. I think he was doing it for himself.

"Alright, if you think it's necessary."

"Thank you baby girl." He kissed my cheek.

"And one more thing. I want you to come with me for the first meeting. I need your support."

I took his hand and kissed it like he always does with mine.

"I'm always here for you."

He bent down to kiss my neck. He left small ticklish butterfly kissed and I squeaked when he bit down.

After the water turned cold we were forced to get out.

Now, I was unbelievably tired. Today had completely tired me out.

I sat cross legged on the bed and fumbled with the buttons on Edward's shirt that he was wearing earlier that night. It smelled like him so I wanted to wear it.

It was dark and I kept yawning. I pouted and looked over at Edward. He laughed quietly and buttoned up the first 5 buttons and left the rest. I crawled over close to him and laid my head on his shoulder, draping an arm across his bare chest. He hugged my waist and kissed me once more before we fell asleep.

Ok, so another update. It would've been a lot sooner but there was a death in my family. My grandpa so I haven't really been up to it.

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P.s. The wedding pictures are now up! But, it's not on my usual site there's another site under my usual "" one so go to that one.

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