After being home for a few hours, Jax knew it was almost time to head over to TM. Jax and Tara decided that they wanted to get there first and explain everything to the MC before Gemma could get her claws into anyone else and try and convince them otherwise.
Jax had Rat boy following Gemma all day, making sure she wasn't aware of what was going on. Gemma just assumed after what happened with Tara that Jax just wanted her protected, so she wasn't suspicious of Rat following her all day. Jax did call Rat boy and told him to make sure Gemma never leaves his sight no matter what she says and he would call him when it was ready to go back to TM.
Tara walked into the bedroom where she saw Jax was just staring at their bed.
"You okay baby"
Tara's voice brought Jax back into the moment. She could tell something was on his mind.
"Hey babe" Jax said as he stood up and grabbed his wife and hugged her so tightly.
Tara laughed. "Well hello baby" she said as she hugged him back. She leaned back and looked into his beautiful blue eyes.
"What's wrong?"
"I'm just happy your home" Jax said and kissed Tara's forehead.
"Jackson, you forget who you're talking to here, I know you better then you know yourself, now tell me what's wrong babe" Tara grabbed Jax hand and sat down on the bed with him.
"I forgot how well you do now me" Jax teased Tara and pulled her close to him again.
"it's just for the past few weeks, every morning I would wake up and look over to your side of the bed, and see it empty, praying every damn morning that I was just dreaming, and everyday id wake up to the same horrible reality that my bed would always be empty without you" Jax said as tears filled his eyes reliving those mornings.
Tara grabbed her beautiful husbands face again "I'm here baby, I'm here. I promise you I will never leave you or our family again" Tara kissed Jax so passionately that he knew his nightmare was finally over.
"well tomorrow when I wake up, I'll know now that all those other days were just horrible dreams leading up to this, my life with you babe. I love you Tara."
"I love you too Jackson"
Deep down Tara was happy her plan worked. She had her family back, and Jax was more in love with her than ever and her horrible mother in law was finally going to pay for the past 20 years she has been poison in her life.
The time had finally come and Tara was starting to feel anxious. Lyla just got there to watch the boys so Tara and Jax could head over to TM. Jax had called church earlier that day and demanded he had a full table.
Tara kissed her boys goodbye, and waited for Jax lead.
He knew she was nervous, so he grabbed her hand and kissed her.
"I won't let anyone ever hurt you again babe, I promise" Jax kissed Tara once more as he led her out the back door and into their suv quickly.
The 5 minute drive over to TM seemed like it was taking an eternity. As they got to the gates, they pulled in. They got there about 20 minutes early so they could get Tara inside without anyone seeing her. Jax knew the rest of the club was still handling some business and wouldn't be back yet.
Jax got out of the truck and ran around to open the door for Tara.
She was still wearing a big hooded sweatshirt so no one could recognize her before the meeting. Jax walked into the club house to see a few crow eaters cleaning up the bar so they didn't even notice Jax walk in and head straight for their apartment in back. When they got inside, Tara grabbed Jax and pulled him in closely. "Thank you for doing this for me, I know it must be hard on you, but I hope you know how much I love you"
Tara looked down knowing that after today everything was going to change and she prayed her husband wouldn't resent her for it.
Jax grabbed Tara's face and looked into her eyes "Tara you are my life, everything I do is for you and our boys. You have given me such a beautiful life and I promise I will give you the life you have always wanted. I love you and coming back to me was the biggest damn wakeup call anyone could ever have. I was so lost without you babe. All those months before the accident I treated you like shit and took you for granted, knowing you would always be there, and I'm sorry" As tears filled his eyes, Tara could see the remorse he was feeling.
"Jackson we already went through this, we both did horrible things to each other, but in the end, our love, our bond, it's stronger than all of it, and it's what brought me back to you."
Jax grabbed Tara's face as his hands ran through her hair and kissed her.
" I will love you forever" Jax whispered in her ear.
Tara tried to break the mood "well I hope so, you did knock me up and marry me" Jax smirked back at his wife's humor, she always knew how to ground him and take care of him when his emotions were getting the best of him.
"Before we go out there, there's something you need to know" Tara looked at Jax and led him
over to the bed and they both sat down, making sure to never let go of his hand.
"After the accident, Eli wanted to make sure I was 100% set with this plan, and if I wasn't he offered me another option. He offered me WITPRO for me and the boys. He was going to say after I died you were incompetent and couldn't take care of the boys and take them away from you and they would send them to me when the time was right" Tears started to fill Tara's eyes as she looked up at Jax and could see his heartbreaking thinking about a life without Tara and now his boys.
"Babe" Jax started to interrupt Tara.
"Let me finish Jax." Jax nodded and grabbed Tara's hand again.
"I was really considering it for a few days. A new life for me and the boys. I could start over in a great hospital and get the boys a great education and most of all they would be safe."
Jax put his head down knowing that this was what Tara has wanted all along and felt bad he couldn't give her that life.
"But as great as all that sounded babe, my life would be incomplete without you" Tara said as tears streamed down her face.
Jax looked up at Tara and felt more love in that moment then he has in a very long time.
"You are my life Jackson, and without you, I don't make sense" Jax was so in love with his wife at that moment.
"I love you Tara, and I always will"
"I love you too Jackson, always."
Jax felt so overwhelmed with emotions and love he didn't care that the club was going to all be there on 15 minutes, he had to have his wife and he had to have her now.
Jax grabbed Tara and picked her up and threw her against the wall. Kissing her all over her body.
Their blood was pumping and Tara knew she needed Jax inside her too.
Jax quickly pulled Tara's shirt over her head and unbuckled his pants.
Within seconds Jax had Tara on the bed. Jax made love to Tara so passionately that day, like it was the first time they had sex.
From that moment on, Jax knew how much he loved Tara and knew he needed to give her the life she had always dreamed of, even if that meant leaving Charming for good...
