-1I.M.S POV

Edward lay me on the bed and hovered over me.

"So, reactions. Even if you aren't enjoying it, make it seem like you are. It would be easier if you could actually relax and enjoy it but that might be asking too much" I didn't speak. He moved down my body.

"Just relax Isabella, okay?" he lifted up my skirt and ran a finger up, from my knee, over my core, and down the other leg again. He placed his hand on me.

"Also, the reason that this hurts every time, which is me making an assumption, is because you are not enjoying it. If you were aroused by it, it would be easier on you"

"Right. So…before each time, I need to think of…anything else?"

"yeah. Find something that turns you on"

"Hmm…"

Edward had me pressed against the wall.

"The way your talking makes it sound like you're the one wanting this, not me"

"I can tell you want it" I said, still laughing, running my hand down his stomach to his crotch. He was so hard and big. He growled at me.

What the fucking hell? I was trying to get turned on not repulsed!

"Isabella, whatever you did then it's starting to work. Keep going" huh? It worked?

"What's the matter vampire boy? Can't handle the heat" I pushed myself closer, teasing him. I was grinding against him, feeling him grow even harder

"I think you're the one who can't handle it. You know you shouldn't play with fire, or you get burnt" he said, one hand dragging his nails along my scarred back. I hissed at the pain. He just smiled evilly at me.

This was a mixture of my memory and weirdo fantasy. But why was Edward in it? I felt him slip a finger inside of me. Ah! That actually felt okay! Better then okay.

I moaned quietly.

"I can handle whatever you care to dish out. I mean, by what I've had so far, it's not strong like a wild fire. It's more like a tame little match" He picked me up off the floor, wrapping my legs around his waist. I pushed myself against him, as his kissed and nibbled along my collarbone.

"Are you sure you want to do that little girl?" he whispered "There's still time for you to be able to walk away"

"Aww…is the big mean vampire afraid he'll get hurt?"

"Right. You asked for it. I gave you a chance, and now when I'm finished you won't be able to walk" he tore off his trousers and pushed me against the wall.

I felt Edward add another finger. And he was thrusting in and out. His other hand went to my shirt, he unbuttoned it quickly and removed my bra. He started to pinch and tug at my breasts. He moved his mouth over my stomach, trailing kisses upwards. His tongue licked along my breasts and I gasped, arching into him. He continued to pump into me, while nibbling and licking my breasts. I moaned again, louder. He added a third finger.

"Oh god!" I cried out.

"You like that Isabella? You like me fucking you with my fingers? We never did any of this before, when you were locked up did we? Maybe we should have. It seems to get good reactions from you" he pushed harder.

"Oh…God…Edward!" I screamed. He pulled out of me. I whimpered at his loss.

"Care to help me?" he asked, wiggling his hips. I unzipped his trousers and he kicked them off. I reached up and stroked him through his boxers. This time, it was Edward's turn to groan. I pulled off his boxers and took hold of his erection, firmly. I an my nails down it and he hissed.

"Like that Eddie?"

"It's Edward. Now don't you fucking stop" I stopped. His eyes sparkled with fury and he grabbed my hand, moving it faster and faster. Ow. That hurt. He kept moaning and groaning. Then he dropped my hand. I gasped as the blood rushed painfully back into my fingers.

"Oh. Sorry. That was an accident"

"It's okay" I muttered. He swung me around so I was on all fours in front of him, then he pounded into me.

"OH! JESUS! FUCK! EDWARD!"

"AH! AHHH! ISA…BELLA! CAN'T…LAST" one of his hands went back to my breasts, playing with them, while the other went back down to my core and thrust in and out at the same rhythm that Edward was.

"OH…GOD…DON'T…STOP! EDWARD…GOD…EDWAAARD!" I came violently on his fingers, and after a few more uneven thrusts, Edward did too. We both collapsed on the bed. Edward moved, so he was spooned around me.

"Isabella…" he whispered.

"Edward, can you call me Bella? Please"

"Bella…you did well. Any guy going to be with you, will definitely enjoy it. You're acting was amazing" I rolled over and whispered in his ear.

"I wasn't acting"