Jax kissed his boys goodnight, as Tara walked them out of the hospital room. Lyla and Opie were going to take them home and order some pizza. Tara was so grateful for Opie and Lyla, especially tonight because she didn't want to be anywhere but by her husband's side.

Over the past few weeks, their family has been through enough. Tara's fake death, and almost destroying Jax, letting the club know that not only that she was alive, but Gemma was the one responsible for her almost death, and now her crazy mother in law trying to kill her again, but instead shooting her own son. Tara knew this was a sign, and a sign to get the hell out of Charming for good. She just hoped this was enough to convince Jax it was finally time to get out before they both were dead for good.

TARAS POV

As I sat next to Jax, I couldn't help but think how grateful I was. He has saved my life so many times over the past 20 years. He forgave me for faking my death, and saved my life again and the life of our unborn daughter. He let me raise Abel as my own, and gave me another beautiful son too.

As I was caught up in my own head with a million things running through it, the familiar touch of Jax bought me back to reality.

"You ok babe? Looks like you got a lot on your mind"

"I'm sorry baby, just thinking how lucky I am to have you, and I hope you know how sorry I am for all of this." As tears started to fall down my face, Jax grabbed my hand.

"Tara, how many times do I have to tell you to stop apologizing to me, it is my job to keep you and our family safe, and I will do anything I can to do that, and that includes getting us the hell out of Charming, for good."

I couldn't believe my ears, did he just say he wants us to leave Charming?

"wait…what did you just say baby? You want to leave Charming?" I couldn't contain my excitement, I almost jumped out of my seat, but I knew he had promised me this in the past and it didn't happen, so I can't get my hopes up again.

"Babe, this past year has been insane. I know the last few months were really hard for us, and I'm so sorry for what I did to hurt you, I was so lost without you, I thought u wanted to divorce me and take my boys away, but it still doesn't excuse what I did to you, I hope you know that I am going to spend the rest of my life making it up to you, and this is my first step in proving to you how much I love you and can't be without you." Jax said as he pulled me closer to him.

"Babe I don't want to hurt you, you're still in pain."

"anytime your near me, I can never be in pain, now get your ass in bed with me and let me hold you, that's an order Mrs. Teller" Jax smirked at me, and I knew I couldn't resist his charm.

As I climbed into the small bed with him, pulling his arms around me was the best feeling in the world. I never felt safer than in the arms of this man.

"Jax there's nothing in the world I'd rather do than take our boys and growing family and get the hell out of this poisonous town, but it's not that easy, we have tried babe and there was something always holding us back" as much as I didn't want to put down his idea, I knew I had to be realistic about it.

"Well there's nothing holding us back anymore babe. Clay is dead, I'm in charge of SAMCRO and I could do whatever the hell I want. And Gemma, well that bitch mines well be dead because she is banned from the clubhouse, SAMCRO and all of its members. Especially after the shit she pulled the other day, everyone wants her dead. Let it eat at that bitch that she has nothing and no one anymore, Grandma is dead." Jax pulled me closer knowing I needed that reassurance.

"Okay baby, I will go with you anywhere you want. I just need to find a job, and it's going to be tough being pregnant and having a fucked up hand, whose going to want me now"

"Tara you are an amazing surgeon and doctor, any hospital would be lucky to have you, and besides I have money saved up from all these years, I can take care of us for a while."

"I hope your right babe, but if you're really serious about this, I will call Margaret and we can get some calls out to some hospitals and see if anyone wants an outlaws wife as a doctor who was almost sent to prison as an accessory to murder, sounds great on a resume, right babe" I tried to lighten up the mood a bit knowing Jax was worried about me.

"Well I spoke to Opie too, and he said he is going to come with us." Jax said as he pulled me closer, trying to make this dream more of a reality for me.

I sat up quickly and looked at Jax. "Are you serious babe? There coming with us?" I couldn't contain my excitement, if Jax spoke to Opie about this and he was willing to come with us, maybe getting out was more of a reality than I had hoped.

Jax laughed at how happy I was. "Ya babe, last night I spoke to Ope about all the fucked up shit that has been going on lately and how lucky I was to have a second chance with you, a second chance at being a better husband and father to my family, and Opie agrees. He doesn't want to raise his children here anymore, they have seen enough. They lost their mother, there grandfather, and almost lost their dad many times. He also told me that Lyla and he are trying to get pregnant too."

I couldn't grasp everything Jax was telling me. It was everything I have been dying to hear for years and I didn't know what to say.

"That's great Jax, but I thought Lyla didn't want to have kids, that are why she went for the abortion 2 years ago." I wondered how true that could be because I knew Lyla didn't want any more kids last we spoke about it.

"Well she changed her mind he said. She was the one who went to Opie and said she wanted to start a family with him and she was ready, but the only way she would do it is if he got her and the kids out of Charming. She wants a new career and a new life babe, just like you do. She's a mother, she gets it."

I was thrilled. I love Opie and Lyla, and if they came with us, we'd have our family with us too.

"That's amazing babe, I'm so happy for them. Lyla did mention once that she was interested in becoming a medical assistant or some sort of office job, so maybe is a hospital decides they want me, I can get Lyla a job too."

Jax leaned over and grabbed my face. He kissed me so passionately; I could feel how much he loved me.

"That's just like you babe, always thinking of others. Makes me love you more and more, if that's even possible" Jax kissed me once more, as I can feel him getting hard just from a kiss.

I knew he wanted me just as bad as I wanted him. I couldn't wait to get him home and make love to him all over the place.

"Well Jackson as much as all of this sounds amazing, I'm not going to get too excited until my ass is in a car driving far away from this place." I had to let him know that I wanted this badly but I didn't want to get disappointed again.

"Baby I promise you, we are taking our boys, and getting the fuck out of here, nothing or no one is going to stop me this time, I promise babe" Jax pulled my hand close to his heart and let me feel his heart beat.

"Ok baby" I couldn't be happier. I had my husband getting better and better every day, two beautiful sons, and a growing baby girl in my belly. Maybe I could finally get my happily ever after.

"Once I get released, we will sit down as a family and discuss all the details. I also need to take care of this bullshit with my mother, but right now I just want to enjoy lying in bed with my life and holding you close, is that alright?"

"There's nothing in the world I'd rather do babe" I kissed Jax once more, and pulled myself as close to him as possible. Lying in his arms was the best feeling in the world, but the thought of doing it far away from Charming was a dream come true..

TBC…

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