Jax POV

As we drove home, the ride from St Thomas to my house seemed like forever. Or maybe because i was dreading what the future was going to hold. I promised my wife that i was going to get her and the boys out of Charming, and now i have to deal with my pyscho mother on top of all of this.

Im still in shock that she is the one who tried to kill my wife. How could she do this to Tara i thought? after everything that Tara's done for her, after getting so close when i was in Stockton for those 14 months, how could she hate her so much that she would think about killing her and actually doing it.

Tears started to fill his eyes as he was thinking about his mother and Tara. But all those bad thoughts soon left his head when he looked over and saw her. Tara. The women he has loved since he was 16. She was back in his life again and he knew he couldn't fuck it up again.

I knew that after everything thats happened, this was my last chance to change and make this up to Tara. I knew i wouldn't get so lucky to have another chance to change my fate. This was it. I had to do everything i could to keep Tara and the boys in my life. I have to get them out of here, i cant risk losing them again.

As we pulled up to my house, i could see Lyla standing out
front with Thomas and Abel. Abel was jumping up and down yelling "yayy daddy, mommyy there
home"

This melted my heart. Losing Tara finally made me realize how lucky i was. I have 2 beautiful healthy boys and a smoking hot wife whose a surgeon. i must be out of my mind if im going to risk losing them again over the club. I love the club and my
brothers, but i love my family more. They need me more.

Now i just had to figure out a way to get out of the club without destroying it completely. I need to get them into my legit businesses and get Chibbs at the head of the table.

I also have to deal with my mother. I know shes in jail but for how long. Shes the queen of manipulating people and im sure shell find a way out and back to us. I cant let that happen. I cant have her near me or my family. She needs to go. I have to talk to Tara about Gemma and see how she wants to handle it. Shes my wife and i will stand by her in whatever she wants to do.

Fuck my mind was racing a mile a minute with a million different thoughts and we only just drove another block. I need to clear my head and focus on my family right now.

and that's exactly what happened. We pulled into the driveway and parked the car. All my thoughts were
gone and all i cared about was hugging a jumping Abel and kissing
my Thomas.

"daddddyyyyyy" Abel said as he came running over and jumping on me. Fuck that hurt like hell. I was still healing but i didnt care.

"be careful baby, daddy still doesn't feel good" Tara said as she got out of the car and was admiring her
family.

"sorry daddy, did i hurt you" Abel said

"no buddy your fine, you can never hurt daddy. i love you
son."

"i love you too daddy. i took good care of Tommy while you and mommy were gone. im a good big brother." Abel said with such pride.

"you did! thats great buddy. That makes me and mommy very happy."

God was my son adorable i thought.

After everyone said there hellos, we headed inside. God it was great to be home.

"you guys wanna stay for pizza?" Tara asked.

"you know how much i love pizza" Opie said

everyone laughed.

About an hour later we all ate and i helped Tara get the boys ready for bed. As much as i loved spending time with my best friend and Lyla, i just wanted to be with my wife and i think Opie got the hint.

"you ready babe? im sure Jax is dying for us to leave." Opie said to Lyla.

"yea let the love birds get some alone time. Tara how about we get
some lunch tomorrow and catch up. im still in shock after everything thats happened"

"mee too! and yes lunch sounds amazing, text me
tomorrow." Tara said as she hugged her friend goodbye.

I walked Opie and Lyla out, and made sure to lock up. Couldnt take any chances these days i thought.

Tara went to check on the boys and was coming out of Thomas room.

"there both out for the night"

God i had to have her right now. Fuck the doctors orders, i needed
to be with my wife tonight.

i smiled at Tara and ran over to her and threw her over my shoulder and headed straight for our bedroom.

"jaxxxx! put me down" Tara squeeled.

As we got into my room, i put Tara down. We both were laughing and smiling at each other.

i grabbed Taras face and kissed her as hard as i could.

when we finally pulled away to catch our breathe, i realized i was in more pain than i thought.

"babe you cant be doing this, your gonna hurt yourself"

of course she gets into doctor mode the second she sees me in pain.

"babe im fine, just a little sore. And besides in a few months i wont be able to do that anymore, youll be too big"

thats it, she was going to kill me.

"jackson!"

shit im in the dog house now i thought.

"not big babe, i just meant it cant be good for the baby." damn i hope she isnt too pissed i thought.

We just stared at each other for a few seconds. There it was. that beautiful smile. the smile that tells me she loves me no matter how many times i fuck up.

"uhh huh good save Jax. i guess ill be too big to fuck you then too right."

"never babe, your beautiful. i cant wait to see you pregnant and experience everything this time. i cant wait to meet our princess."

I had to kiss ass as much as i could, even though i was so excited to not be locked up for this pregnancy.

"your a class act Teller. Now get your sexy ass over here and fuck me.
doctors orders" she said she she winked and started to take her shirt off.

"yes ma'am. if its doctors orders"

God i love this women. i cant stop thinking it but damn am i lucky.

That night Jax and Tara made love over and over again. They couldnt get enough of each other.

A few hours later, they both layed in bed wrapped in each others arms.

"you feeling okay babe, did i hurt you."

"you did hurt me, but in a good way" i said teasing her.

"Jackson!"

"im fine babe. being with you is the best medicine in the world"
Did i really just say that?

Tara really does know me better than anyone because the second after i said that she laughed and said "did you really just hit me with that line"

we both laughed. Enjoying every moment together.

"lets try and get some sleep babe, im exhausted."

"ya im sure the boys will have us up really early"

"welcome home daddy"

"welcome home mommy, and dont you ever leave me again"

"im right here. i love you babe"

"i love you too Tara. and i always will."

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