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"For a shield, from the storm, for a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you
For the strength to be strong and for the will to carry on
For everything you do I turn to you yeah
For the arms to be my shelter through all the rain
For truth that will never change for someone to lean on
But for a heart I can rely on through anything
For the one who I can run to oh I turn to you."
(Christina Aguilera – "I Turn To You")
Chapter 17: Lean On Me…
Jen sat next to Chase as they waited for Dr. Moore to reveal her results. Dr. Dana Moore sat in front of them was coincidentally the head of the OBYGN department.
"So Moore, what is the verdict?" asked Chase. Moore ignored Chase's rudeness and addressed Jen.
"Well, according to the lab results you are about seven weeks along, Ms. Cox. How do you want to proceed? There are options for you…"
"I am keeping this baby."
"I am just giving you your options."
"I understand. Now, from the looks of it. The conception dates was early December and looks like your delivery might be within the twenty-nine of August."
"Okay."
"I am going to give you a prenatal vitamins and on your next visit we will schedule you for an ultrasound. How does that sound?"
"Okay." She sat there absorbing what she was told and although she heard the words she did not quite believe it.
"Jen, are you okay?" asked Chase. "You are very quiet."
"I am just slowly processing it all."
"It is going to be okay. I know you are scared but breathe okay? It is okay to feel what you are feeling but I am just saying I am here and I am not leaving you anytime soon or if I ever like I told you before."
Jen and Chase turned around to see Dr. Moore gone.
"She probably left to give up privacy."
"Okay."
"Do you have questions for her? I can get her if you want?"
"No."
"Okay?"
"I just need time is all. I mean I want to keep this baby but I feel like I haven't had time to fully adapt to it or get used to the idea."
"Okay. I know there's so much you we need to talk about but I wanted to ask you this before you told me about the baby."
"What is it?"
"I want you to move in with me. I mean we already spend more time in my apartment than yours and you said you were going to move to NJ anyway so this eliminates you finding a place of your own."
"Isn't this going a little fast?"
"Jen, I'm not saying marriage…"
"I know but I am…there's so much I need to think about. I know how I feel about you but all of this is just making my head spin."
"Okay. Thank all the time you want."
"Okay. Thank you."
"Don't thank me just yet. I can't wait for your cousin to find out. He's going to punch me. I guarantee it." She laughed.
"He won't do that." He gave her a look. "Okay, I'll promise he won't do more than punch you okay?"
"Okay."
"This is going to be interesting. We need to tell my mom first."
"And my parents." They both agreed and left the doctor's office. They stopped at the receptionist to pick up a script and to make an appointment before exiting the lobby."
The next day of the European tour started off interesting to say the least. When House and Cameron woke up that next morning, they proceeded to do their morning routine. Both were tired and sore but they did not seem to mind one bit. House got out of the shower first and dried himself off and then proceeded to do the same for his wife. She smiled brightly at him before kissing him. He watch her put on a sheer nude and purple strap teddy that had intricate flower designs. The body had multiple purple straps that created a multi-triangle look but overall it left the rest of the body bare. The bra had a cross-back look as Cameron continued to adjust it. She bent over to pick up something when she felt House behind her with an aroused penis.
"Can I tear this one off you later, Baby? This one is really hot and the little string that barely hold your butt is a real turn-on." Her eyes turned dark as she realized what he meant. He picked her up and placed her on the counter. "You don't want to wait do you, Baby?" She shook her head no. "Let's see how wet you are." He felt her below to reveal it was dripping wet. He let his towel down on the ground and pulled her close to him. She moaned as she knew what he was about to do. He traced his finger around the straps seemingly studying it and she looked up at him expectantly before nodding her head. Before she knew it the straps of her teddy lay on the ground and she felt herself yank closer to him. He entered her and she arched her back to meet his trust. Wrapping her legs around his back, she placed her hands on the counter for leverage as they continued to give each other pleasure. "You don't seem to care anymore that I keep ripping them off you do you, Baby?"
"Fuck no. As long as you keep doing that you can keep ripping them and I'll just keep buying new ones."
"I gave you your own card so buy whatever you want, Baby. You know that. Though, I might have to call them to send you a new one with your last name though." She nodded vigorously. She moaned louder.
"Greg. We're going to be late."
"Whose fault was that?"
"Yours. You are the one insisting on interrupting us while we get dressed."
"Are you complaining?"
"Fuck no." She felt him speed up the pace and she met his pace head on. "Faster Greg. YES! Like that."
"ALLY"
"GREG"
"I am loving this honeymoon. Don't you?" She nodded her head. She gave him a light push before jumping down the counter and walked over to her luggage.
"Yes. You can rip another one later and I'll carry another set with me or two."
"Bring two just in case." She smiled evilly before nodding.
"Okay." She picked up what looked like a light blue item and placed it inside her bag and then proceeded to the same with the red one. She then proceeded to pick up a black heart mesh deep-V teddy and put it on. She turned to see House with a glazed look as she looked down to see her breast were more exposed to the ones she normally wore. "Later, Baby. I packed two just liked you said." He grinned.
"I think we're going to go to the vineyard and then a boat ride according to the tour schedule. Wanna sneak out?" She turned around to see him dressed in navy blue turtleneck and another pair of dark jeans. She was immediately turned on as the shirt made his eyes seem brighter.
"Fuck yea." She began to put on a green sweater dress that was v-cut and had cuff three-fourth sleeves. It came just above her knees and then proceeded to blowdried her hair. When she was finished, she applied some product and tussled her hair and then she walked over to House with her boots to sit on his lap while she put on her low-calf brown boots. She turned around to give him a kiss. She stood to smooth her dress before walking to another vanity table to put on her make-up and when she was finished she picked up the jacket she wore last night and her bag. She saw him wearing a black leather jacket with snap buttons on the collar. She adjusted the jacket and gave him another kiss. He took her hand and walked out the room and down the stairs where they met the group. They did not seem all happy and enthusiastic.
The group was walking around the vineyard and they were drinking wine and eating some cheese but House and Cameron were incredibly bored and annoyed. They had an earful of from the group about the noise level last night and as they rode the bus to Rhine Valley, the couple wanted to ditch the group. They saw them move forward and the couple hang back. They turned back to the empty cable car and got inside.
"They are so boring and annoying."
"Tell me about it. We are not that bad are we, Greg?"
"No, Baby. Ignore them. We're on our honeymoon."
"I just don't want them to think I'm a slut or whatever. This is the first time I've felt alive and you bring a side of me that I've never felt before. It is one of the things I love about you. You make me feel like I'm finally living."
"I love you too. Don't let them bother you. It is our marriage not theirs and so what if we annoy them they are not exactly the Brady Bunch either. Come here." She came over to him and he kissed her. He pulled away. "Move to the ground, Baby. I don't want anyone to see what we doing in here. They might anyway if they looked inside but from a far it is harder to see." She did what he asked and started to remove her dress over her body. She placed it on top of the bench. She watched him to the same with his clothes as he leaned over her. They resumed their kissing as she brought her legs up his waist. They continued to passionately kiss and grope each other despite the thin material that separated them. She reached below to pull his underwear off his body. He pulled it off him as looked towards her. "You ready?" She nodded. She heard a rip and then the pieces fell next to her.
He aligned himself at her center and grabbed her hips. He thrust inside of her and both released a moan. She grabbed his face to stifle their loud noises as they continued to move. He cupped her breast and then proceeded to squeeze one earning him another moan right in between their kissing. His hand moved in between them to stimulate her clit as he kept thrusting on. Faster and faster they went as she met his deep thrusts. Their mouths separated as she let out an inaudible noise of release and he sighed happily. Their foreheads met as they kissed once more as he found himself once more hard. He gave her a look and she nodded. They looked behind them and to listen in before moving once more.
"I swear I can't seem to get enough of this. I know we are in our honeymoon but we can't possibly be just horny. Can we?" She asked him.
"No. I mean we are needy for one another but it is more than that." He thrust in her and grunted. "It bothers you what they said doesn't it?" She stopped and he looked down at her. "Baby?"
"Yes." She nodded. "I mean. I never got over what my family said about me and how they treated me and I can't get stop thinking am I?"
"No. You are not. What we have?" He pointed to her and to himself. "It is more than sex and it more than fulfilling a need. We are building a future. I found my other half in you and one day we will have a family. Do you believe in that?"
"I do. It is just I'm scared that maybe…" She looked away from him.
"You're afraid that they are all right and you're nothing but trash. You'll end up alone?" She nodded. "Well you are wrong. I get why you would feel that but Baby, you're not trash. You're perception of yourself is so skewed. You're beautiful inside and out. It is why I love you so much."
"I love you too. I love your smile and your eyes. I love your mind and your sarcastic self. But most of all I love how you have so much strength."
"You have that too you know."
"Because you bring it out on me. If you ever…" She tried to move away from him but he held her tightly.
"Never. Listen to me." He turned her head to meet his. "I will never cheat on you and if some chance it might be I will not start it. NEVER! I would never hurt you that way."
"I know. Me too. I've always been monogamous and I love you too much to let you go."
"Good because you're stuck with me now." They both smiled at one another. "How about we get dressed hm?"
"I'm sorry. I ruined the moment."
"It's okay. We will have plenty of those. We have our whole life for that. Okay?" She nodded. She sat up more to rest her head over his shoulder as they hugged each other tighter. He gave her a little pat on her butt. "Let's go change and meet those miserable creatures, eh?" She laughed before nodding. He handed her bag and she pulled out a red rhinestone heart teddy. It was very lacy and the two strings formed two triangles in the middle but once again left her stomach bare. "I love the color on this one, Baby. Red really is your color." He kissed her. "It is a shame it will be in shreds later." He grinned at her before handing her the shredded portions of the other teddy.
"I have more you haven't seen yet."
"Oh really?" She nodded.
"I packed a few for our vacation. There are some teddys, babydolls, swim-wear, and bra sets." She told him absentmindedly. She looked up at him to see him grinning widely.
"I am really enabling your obsession eh?"
"Yep and you don't seem to mind at all do you, Baby?"
"Nope. It suits me just fine." As he picked her up and sat her down on his lap. "Feeling better?" She nodded. "Good." He gave her a peck on her lips before pulling her close. "Do you think we'll be good parents?" As he played with the lace on her teddy.
"I hope so. We are not them, Baby but we can learn from their mistakes when we have our own." He nodded.
"I want to have a baby girl who will look like you."
"I want a boy who will look like you."
"So it is settled one of each?" She nodded. "I want our kids to have someone to play with and someone they can lean on when we are gone."
"I agree."
"Why don't we finish getting dressed and we talk more about it okay?" She smiled brightly at him before nodding. She put back her sweater dress and put her boots back on. She then placed her jacket on and turned to see her husband finished as well. They left the cable car and began walking. The couple realized the riverboat tour and they did not seem to mind as the group went to their overnight hotel. The next morning they would be visiting Nuremburg and Prague and that following day allowed them a free day.
When they finished checking into the hotel, House and Cameron stripped out of their clothing. Cameron took out the blue set she had in her purse and placed it back in her bag. She already threw out the other teddy in the trash in the vineyard. She walked around their room in her red teddy as she got ready for bed. As per usual, her husband was already lying down on his side waiting for her. She climbed onto bed and snuggled close to him.
"I forgot, when we get back to New Jersey Valentine's Day ball will be in a week and I still need to find a dress."
"How about when we have a free day we can look or when we go back to Paris?" She nodded. "Jen said that she handled all the paperwork for your name change but we still need to go to Social Security office and DMV."
"Okay." She yawned as she snuggled closer to her husband. Soon she was fast asleep. House looked down and saw her asleep and he smiled. He kissed her head and she seemed to snuggle deeper into his embrace. He grinned knowing even in her sleep, she found ways to be closer to him and made him love her even more. She mumbled his name in her sleep for a moment then once again fell quiet. House laid there thinking about the future and hoped that no matter what they can conquer it together. He gave her one last look before closing his eyes as well.
The next morning found the two lovers awake. He called the tour guide to let them know they were taking an extra day to recoup and the man told House where the next hotel stop would be. They met the group and they rode together to their next destination but did not accompany them in the next tour. They got into a taxi and checked into the hotel that the rest of the tour had registered. House and Cameron went inside their hotel and soon changed. She changed into a red chopper bar lace and net teddy that had thin spaghetti straps. The back was held together by a bow that was also connected to her g-string. He lied there admiring his wife as she fleeted about fixing their clothing.
"Come here, Baby." She looked up. "I want to see this one." She walked over to the bed and straddled him. He figured the straps and his eyes glazed over realizing that all he had to do was pull the back bow and the whole ensemble would fall.
"I'm not sure how I feel about this one, Baby."
"Me either."
"So you wouldn't be angry if I did this then?" He ripped it open and the set fell ruined.
"Nope."
"Why not?" He yanked the pieces free and threw them in the nearby trash.
"Because it was blah. I just bought it because you love me in red." He grinned at her. "So, how about you show me another one then?" She nodded and hopped off the bed and picked up a black babydoll. She put it on in front of him and walked back to him. He picked up the material of the set. It was a tulle with a scalloped designed with shoulder lace sleeves, front bra clasp and a ribbon. He picked her up to have her straddle him once more and he reached under to feel the string covering her private area. "Hm! Definitely love these types of underwear. Such easy access and they look so hot on you. I mean you can wear what you want and I love you in anything but the little string just…so sexy."
"It does make me feel sexy."
"Then wear what you want."
"I only wear them when I'm with you. Did I tell you when I went to the spa with the girls they acted kind of funny? I mean Rachel knew but others were kind of…"
"Looked at you funny right?" She nodded.
"Don't mind them. Wear what you want and if you want to wear bikini then okay and if you want to keep wearing g-string types then go ahead."
"I think the next spa I will tone it down a bit."
"Up to you but I love you in anything you know that." She nodded. She laid her head on his chest. "Let's rest for a bit okay?" She nodded
"And then we can go shopping and go dinner okay?"
"Okay."
"I saw our room has a private Jacuzzi want to try it out? I brought my swim trunks. I am dying to see what you brought."
"You'll see. I am saving one for our last night in Europe but yes I bought some swim-wear."
"Hm. I can't wait. Let's rest and then we can discuss more later. Hm?"
"Okay." She snuggled deeper and fell back to sleep. He too slept.
A few hours later around noon, they woke up and started to get dressed. Cameron had on a black and purple floral print lace bra that came with a garter belt and matching underwear. She was bent over adjusting her black thigh highs when she felt House graze his finger along her back down the garter belt and towards the string of her underwear. He pulled at it and gently placed it back as he straighten Cameron up. Picking her up and sitting her on the vanity table, she wrapped her legs around his legs to bring him closer. She trailed her left forefinger over his biceps and then triceps then ran her finger over his taunt stomach.
"Hi." She smiled at him.
"Hi Baby." He kissed her right then as she brought her hands to hold his face. They pulled away as she used one hand to tenderly stroke his face. "Hm?" She shook her head.
"I'm just happy." He nodded.
"So what's the agenda? Lunch and then walk around? Shop a bit for the Valentine Day gala ball shindig?" She laughed.
"Yep." She leaned into him.
"You know you have to let go so we can actually get out of this hotel room right?" She smirked.
"I know but I like it here."
"Do you want to stay in the room then?"
"No. I mean having your arms around me like this."
"Well, that's never going to change so how about we finish getting ready and walk around. We can talk more if you like." She nodded as he gently picked her up and set her back down on the ground. She walked over to her green shawl and collar buckle sweater dress and shrugged it on. The dress came above her knee and had a leather strap just an inch before her left breast. She wore her black boots from last night as she began to blow dry and curl her hair to some more waves. After she added some hair product, she added some minimal makeup and fixed the jewelry she always had on. When she was satisfied with her look, she turned to see her husband wearing a similar tint of green turtle neck and another dark color jeans wearing his leather jacket from the night before. "Ready?" She nodded as she picked up her leather jacket and purse and then walked out the door.
House and Cameron walked through Prague and they walked through many different tourist attractions such as the Charles Bridge and its museum, Dancing House and the Estates Theatre. After a while, they took a taxi through the Palladium mall where they decided to look through for what they might where the week after they return to New Jersey. Around five in the afternoon, they decided to eat through one of the restaurants that were located within the mall. After a while, they decided that they wanted to go back to the hotel and try out the Jacuzzi in their hotel room.
House filled it with water and ensured that the temperature was perfect before changing into his black swim trunks. He walked back to the tub and noticed that there were different types of jets options. After figuring out what he wanted, he got in and waited for Cameron to come out. She came out not soon later in a black sexy sparkle teeny g-string bikini. She walked over to him and he reached out to help her in the tub. He wrapped his arms around her and began fingering the material of her swim wear.
"Very nice, Baby. What else do you have?"
"I have two others but one of them you have to wait."
"Why? I want to wait the right time to wear it for you."
"Okay." They got in deeper in the tub as they allowed the jets to release the tension of the day. She turned around to allow her backside to meet his front and he wrapped his arms around her. He began playing with her bottoms loving how tiny the string was.
"I see you like my bikini."
"I do, Baby. I do but we'll play later, okay? Right now I just want us to relax. Okay?"
"Okay." They were quiet for a bit before she spoke once more. "Greg, what do you think they have planned for us?"
"I don't know but I'll never let anyone take you away from me. I just got you and I'll never allow anyone to harm you if I can do anything about it." She nodded.
"I know. It is why I feel so safe with you. I know you'll never hurt me and you love me very much."
"I do. I do love you."
"I love you too." She leaned into him deeper as she felt his arms wrap tighter around her. "Greg, what was your childhood like?"
"We moved a lot, Baby. John as you know was a marine and we were constantly moving."
"Did you have friends?"
"I had some but we did not talk or see each other after I moved."
"You must have been lonely." He shrugged.
"I had my mom but…it was a long time ago. Why do you ask?"
"I was just thinking. I didn't have anyone but Rachel. My peers did not like me and it was not until I met Jen that I finally had girlfriends."
"I think I would have loved to have met you when you were younger, Baby. I would have been your friend if we grew up together."
"I know you would have." She grew quiet.
"Don't think about it so much."
"I know I shouldn't but sometimes I can't help it."
"I know you can't and I am the same way. Rafiki once said 'Oh yes, the past can hurt. But from the way I see it, you can either run from it, or... learn from it.' Don't you think he was smart?"
"That monkey was indeed."
"What has you so worried?"
"I can't stop worrying what or who from my past is going to come back and try to ruin my life."
"Don't think about it so much. The more you think about it the more it will upset you. Don't dwell on it and if somewhat or something comes we'll deal with it together. Okay?"
"Okay."
"What is it?"
"Greg, what do you think will happen with James and Blythe?"
"Baby, I believe a person never changes but they can grow as a person for better or worse. In James' case I think he was stuck. I mean I do not know what happened to him but there is some darkness in him that was worse than before you and I got together. The same thing that made him distrustful even to the ones he claimed to truly love."
"I'll never do that to someone I love."
"I know you do. You're heart is good even though you endured so much. When we have kids you'll be a great mother."
"As long as you're their father I'm okay."
"So you never planned on having kids with Christopher or Wombat?"
"I never really thought about it to be honest. I mean I love kids but I always wanted to have kids with the one I love and while I cared for both men I wasn't in love with them."
"I see."
"How about you?"
"I never wanted to have kids but you changed that. Stacy used to pressure me for commitment but I deflected. We were both workaholics and for a while it fit but the flame died as you know. We were wrong for each other."
"Just like Robert and I were." He nodded.
"Why don't we dry off and get ready for bed? We'll talk about our plans for tomorrow okay? I don't like how our skin is becoming pruny." She laughed. He got out first and helped her out of the tub. He picked up their towels and dried her off first. Then proceeded to do the same to himself. He unplugged the plug allowing the water to drain and walked over to put on a clean pair of boxer briefs. He then proceeded to lie on the bed and wait for her. Cameron came out in a sheer purple babydoll. It had a lace design and bandeau bodice with a tulle skirt. She was bending over to pick up the wet clothing and hanging it back up in the bathroom when she saw her reaction.
"What?"
"Come here, Baby." She walked over to him and straddled him.
"What?" He picked up the babydoll skirt and looked up at her. "You don't like it?"
"I get the feeling this is not one of your favorites is it, Baby?" She shook her head no. "I figured as much." He ripped the material and threw the straps on the nearby trash can. "Don't wear anything you don't like. Okay?"
"Okay."
"Go ahead and change again if you want." She nodded and hopped off to change into a short and red halter flyaway babydoll that tied in the front. She put on the matching low-rise underwear and grinned happily at his reaction.
"See. Red and you like this one right?"
"Yes."
"Come on. Time for bed." She walked over and climbed into bed. She snuggled into him before falling fast asleep. He chuckled before wrapping his arms tight around her. She snuggled deeper into his embrace as he did and he smiled before sleep claimed him.
It was the last day in Prague, House and Cameron decided to an opera at the state theatre. It was scheduled to start at eight that evening. They decided to stay in the hotel and order room service just enjoying each other's company. House and Cameron still in their bed garments lied in the bed while they talked.
"So what else did you pack, Baby?"
"This and that? Why?"
"I was curious about what you meant about the swim wear and I wanted to relax in the Jacuzzi again before the show. Can I see?" Cameron was apprehensive. "What's wrong?"
"Nothing." She looked up from his chest. "Right now? You want to see it right now?"
"I do but if you are don't want to show me then okay. We can just stay here until it is time to get ready." She looked away. He used one of his hands to turn her head back to him. "I'm not pressuring you okay. If you don't want to then you don't want to okay?"
"I know."
"Okay." He sighed. "Why don't we just stay here?"
"Are you angry?"
"No, Baby. Why would say that? I just felt you were uncomfortable and I didn't want you to think I was forcing you. You believe me don't you?" She nodded. "Then what's the matter?"
"I'm just not sure."
"Of what?"
"About it."
"You have to give me a little bit more, Baby. You're losing me here."
"Alright." She looked up at him and gave him a small nod. "I'll show it to you but promise not laugh or what not okay? It was a spur of the moment purchase and I bought it but…"
"You are not sure." She nodded. "How about we change into our swim attires and we'll see? I won't laugh okay?" She slowly got up and walked over to her luggage. She picked up something red and walked to the bathroom. House used their bedroom to change into his swim trunks and went to fill the tub once more. A few minutes later, Cameron came out in a bathrobe and walked slowly to the tub. She stood in front of him and she nodded to let him know she had it on. "Can I see?" She nodded. He untied the robe to reveal a slingshot bikini. It was a low-cut attire with minimal coverage in the breast area. In fact, a long scrap of fabric that was wrapped in a scarf like matter as Cameron seemed to have tied it criss-cross to try to keep the top from displaying more than she wanted. With his eyes, he asked if he can remove the bathrobe and she reluctantly said yes. "Baby, are you comfortable in this thing? It looked like it is a little uncomfortable around the neck and it looks like it is suffocating your perfect breasts?"
"It is okay…"
"Don't lie. How do you feel about this?"
"It makes me feel like a tramp and it makes me feel uncomfortable. The neck part hurts like heck and I've never felt so uncomfortable in a bikini in my entire life."
"Okay then. Was that so hard?" She shook her head. "Why did you buy it?"
"I was too embarrass to try it on at the store and now…"
"You're too embarrass to return it right?" She nodded. "Okay, well how about this." He took the fabric and ripped it out. "Better?" She nodded. "Why don't you go ahead and put on something you want to wear okay?"
"Okay." She turned to leave but he held her hand. He pulled her to him to give her a kiss.
"You're beautiful no matter what you wear but that was just not you. Okay?"
"Okay."
"Wear what you whatever you want. I keep telling you that and I'll keep telling you that until it sticks okay?"
"Okay." She turned to pick up another item from her luggage. It was another red item but this time she just put on the top and bottom of the bikini. She walked over to him and he smiled.
"Much better. The top is smaller than yesterday's right?"
"Yes. Yesterday's was what they called micro bikini and this one is a mini-mini bikini." It was a red sheer bikini. It was still sexier than the one she had yesterday but she seems to like the fit on it more. The triangle covered the areola of the breast but still showed more parts of her breasts than the previous one. The bottom was low-rise in comparison to other.
"I like. I can tell you like this one better than the one I just ripped and more than the one you wore yesterday right?"
"Yes."
"You bought it in every color?" She nodded. "Good." She smiled. "You can wear the other colors when we get home. I know you feel comfortable wearing this in front of others so how about me?"
"Yes. I'll wear it when we're alone."
"Good. Come one. Let's relax before we leave for the opera. Hm?" She nodded. He got in and helped her down the tub as they sunk lower into the tub. He placed her in front of him and wrapped his arms around her tightly. She leaned back and placed her head against his shoulder. He kissed her head.
"Thank you."
"For what, Baby?"
"For not laughing."
"I know I can be a jerk sometimes but I could tell you were not comfortable and I couldn't do that to you. I knew how little you think of yourself sometimes and I am won't bring you down more than that. You don't deserve that."
"It just sometimes what I was told for so long I can't seem to forget and let go. Like no matter what it remains in the back of my mind and I can't escape it. I'm tired of living in fear but with you I don't feel that way."
"Okay. I'll never leave you. You know that right? You're stuck with me."
"I know." She turned around and straddled him. She placed her head back on his shoulder as he caressed her back. "Greg?"
"Do you think I'm being needy and insecure?"
"Why would you think that?"
"It is just sometimes I wonder if it is why people think of me when they see us. I sometimes wonder if they look at me as some tramp because of our age differences. I know I should not worry about it but…"
"I get it. I do and no I don't think that. We just love each other is all. Don't worry about anything or anyone's opinion okay? It's our marriage and lives."
"Okay."
"And listen, if you don't see yourself wearing it then don't buy it okay? Why waste money if you don't feel comfortable? I don't care what you buy and wear as long as you are comfortable with it. Okay?"
"Okay. It is why I feel so loved and safe with you. You make me feel like I can do anything and act how I like without feeling like crap."
"It's because I love you. Isn't that what we do to those we love?"
"Yes. I just don't want you to feel that my feelings is lesser than yours or your problems are less important than mind. Okay?"
"I know. It is why I knew I could give my heart to you. I was just afraid. I was insecure and frightened but with you I'm not."
"Like we just feel to love one another?"
"Exactly."
"We're so much alike than we both realize." They both smiled at one another. He kissed her as they began groping one another. She reached below to pull his penis out and began rubbing it up and down. He moaned. He reached down to touched her clit as she arched her back. He pulled his hand and she looked at him with wide eyes.
"Let's get out of the tub and into something a little more comfortable." She jumped out and ran to the bathroom with him in pursuit. She giggled. He pulled her back as he slammed the door to the bathroom. He picked her up and placed her on the counter as he untied her top. He allowed the top to fall as he began to lick and play with her round molds. She moaned once more and she reached once more for his trunks. She pulled it down as he stepped out of them and he dragged her underwear out of her. He placed her legs on his shoulder as he stepped closer to her center.
"Now, Greg. Stop playing." He grinned before entering her. "OOH. Sweet Jesus!"
"Yea."
"If I knew you liked this one more than the other sets I would have started this one and threw the other ones away."
"Go…" He thrust. "Ahead then. No one is stopping you." He kept moving inside of her.
"There are thirteen in total of this set, Greg. That's how many different colors it had. I bought each color in my size."
"Check for more. I love this one." He sped up faster.
"Uh…huh." She used her hands to steady herself on the counter as he continued to pump into her. "Greg…"
"I know I know." He went deeper allowing both to moan.
"GREG!"
"ALLY!" He pulled out of her and quickly placed her on the bathroom floor. He flipped her behind the counter and told her to put her right leg on top of the toilet lid. She did so as he entered her once more.
"Oh…I think you are going to like the one I have then. OOOH."
"Really?" He thrust.
"Yea…" She met his movements as leaned back to him.
"When are you wearing it?"
"Soon."
"Really?"
"Greg…"
"Yea yea."
"I'll wear whenever you want."
"Promise?"
"Yes. You know I will."
"I know. I'm only teasing."
"Greg…"
"Okay okay." He sped faster and harder as he reached down to play with her clit once more.
"Right there. There…AH! GREG!"
"ALLY!" He continued to move for a few more pumps before stilling to catch their breaths. He pulled out of her and she moaned from the loss of contact.
"I'll wear whenever you want. Now if you want me to."
"OOOH. Really?"
"You will?"
"Okay." She went back to her luggage but he stopped her.
"You sure."
"Yea. I mean I tried it on at the store but we can wait if you don't want me to yet."
"Well…I am curious." They looked at the clock to reveal that it was only around three in the afternoon. They nodded.
"Okay." Be right back." She walked back to her luggage and he laid back on their hotel bed as she watch her slip back into the bathroom with her item. She came out not soon after with a suspender teddy. It was also in red as the little string didn't even cover her breasts. She turned around to allow him to see the little string that covered her ass as he walked over to her. She felt him hard and stiff behind her as he began reaching for her.
"I like your little surprise, Baby."
"I'm glad, Greg."
"I really like it. I do." He grinned as he kissed her neck from behind. "Very sexy." He pushed the string out of the way before entering her from behind. "Fuck yea. My wife is hot!" She laughed. He was fondling her breasts. "Baby, I'm sorry."
"For what?"
"For this." He ripped the suspender and g-string with one strong pull. It fell and he pulled it out of her. "Much better." He continued from behind her as they tried to find their release.
"Baby?"
"Yea…I know. I know what you want."
"Then why do you play with me each time?"
"Because I love it when you get all hissy with me." She laughed. "Especially now."
"So it is a turn-on."
"Everything you do is a turn on." He thrust in deeper.
"Yours too."
"Really?"
Yea. I'm always wet for you."
"I know." She grinned.
"I love you, Greg."
"I love you, Ally." There were no more words as only the sounds of their moaning was heard.
"ALLY!"
"GREG!" Banging on the wall was heard as they finally reached their orgasm. They laughed as he pulled out of her. He held her hand and pulled her to the bed.
"Let's take a nap shall we?"
"Okay." They laid down the bed and she snuggled to him. Soon after they were asleep and they awoke hours later for their night out.
A/N: How did I do? I am so very sorry for the delay on the next chapter. I have been incredibly busy and well when life is keeps throwing interesting things in your way, you have to roll with the punches right? LOL. Anyway, I am currently working in the next chapter so please bare with me as well as another chapter of "Love Heals" which is a OUAT. I am also in between two personal writing projects so in advance please be patient with me. Thank again for reading and feel free to read anything I have posted so far.
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