Believe me when I say this. . . I didn't mean to knock her up lol. But you know how all stories are like. . . "Oh! Bella's pregnant! I'm so happy!" So far, I've never read one where Edward didn't want the baby. Well I guess this one counts.

But In any case. . .

Edward

No one was in a chipper happy mood for the next few days. Eventually, Jasper, Emmett, and Rosalie found out about the baby. Well Bella did have morning sickness for the following days, making it hard for her to travel anywhere. Alice suggested that we just take a flight home, but Bella didn't want to ruin everyone else's fun. Her stubbornness was going to kill.

Bella and I stopped fighting, mostly silent when we were around each other. I still did love her, but I didn't like that thing she was carrying. Yeah, it was mine, but if it was going to drive us apart like it was doing, I didn't want it. I was going to do everything in my will power to keep Bella mine.

Today everyone must have caught Bella's happy mood, because no one was silent on the drive from L.A to Vegas. Even I was laughing at some stupid joke Emmett was telling. Bella's face lit up when she looked at me, making me as happy as she looked. It only took four hours to get to Vegas, but then Alice said she didn't want to stay, and Rosalie agreed. We weren't exactly going to object to Alice or Rosalie, so we went along with it, heading straight to Florida. It was going to be a long drive, but if we stayed happy like we were, it could actually be fun.

After about nine hours of driving, I stopped, everyone wanting to eat. We entered the diner all groggy and tired, ordering the first thing we saw on the menu. Everyone snuggled with each other, their faces portraying exhaustion. As we waited for our meals, Bella turned to look at me, confusion touching her face.

"Edward," she whispered, "will you hate me if I decide to keep the baby?" I was hoping those words would have never left her mouth.

"Bella, I won't hate you, ever. But really think about it. If you keep the baby, how are you going to take care of it? You can't do it by yourself because it's mine too. We're still in college. Do you really want to start a family while we are three thousand miles away from each other." She considered her options, and shook her head.

"But Edward, I don't want to kill it," she said softly. I wrapped my arm around her, pulling her closer to me.

"I know, neither do I."

Bella

Yes, most people would think that having a baby with Edward Cullen would be the most amazing thing, next to making love with him. I was scared no doubt, and as much as I didn't want to kill this baby, I think it was the only way to save our relationship.

I was nowhere near starting to show, but by the time we'd get back home, I would be, and Charlie didn't know about Edward yet . . .

After dinner, I decided on giving it up for adoption, but I still wasn't sure about it. I swear if shit like this keeps happening to me I'm going to kill myself.

Edward shot me a glare like he knew what I was thinking. I finished my ice cream and we got up, Alice taking care of the bill. Edward and I sat in the farthest row in the back of the car, Edward letting me sit in his lap. He stroked my hair, making me wish was stroking something else. . . .

I dismissed the dirty thought, resting against Edward. He was right. We couldn't raise a baby while we were three thousand miles apart, even though I'd still be pregnant by the time school comes by.

At that moment, I couldn't think about anything. I just wanted Edward to stay with me no matter what. I shifted so I was straddling him, looking directly into his eyes. The last time I remembered Edward and I actually kissing was the night of the club. After that I could only remember holding his hand.

We kind of just stared at each other, our eyes connected. It wasn't awkward or weird, only right.

Edward smoothed the dry strands of hair from my face, leaning to kiss my forehead. I smiled, Edward looking at me confused.



"My lips are down here," I whispered so only he'd hear. He leaned down again as I lifted my head for a sultry kiss. He pulled me closer to him, his hands on the backs of my thighs. I snaked my arm around his neck, melting into him and his sexiness. Edward's hands inched farther up my legs, to the sides of my body where he touched my breasts. His hands were welcome anywhere he decided to touch me, my body craving to touch him. Feel him in me. I knew that was never going to happen. I jumped, nearly out of my skin, when Rosalie reached her arm back and smacked my butt. Hard.

"Shit! Rose! What gives?" I yelled at her. She looked at me, her face telling me a silent "duh".

"You and Eddie aren't allowed to be doing that kind of shit in the car it makes the rest of us disgustingly sick." I smiled sourly at her words.

"Are you sure it isn't the smell of you perfume?" I retorted. "Besides. We've had to deal with your screaming and Emmet saying 'Oh yeah Rose! Scream it!' every night since Alice and I came home." Emmett turned around, his face red. "And I thought I was the only one who blushed." I turned to Edward, pressing my lips to his, making over exaggerated kissing noises. Rosalie groaned, so I slid off of Edward, sitting safely next to him.

Alice came to a stop a few minutes later, Emmett the first to climb out and race inside the hotel. Edward helped me out, catching me when I tripped over nothing. He laughed to himself, making me smile. He pushed me against the car and continued to kiss me, his arousal making itself noticed. When he pulled away, he walked behind me into the hotel, hiding his situation. His fingers found their way through mine easily, like they belonged there. They did belong there and so help me God, they were going to stay there.

Alice handed everyone their room keys, everyone going upstairs to the fourteenth floor of the hotel. All out always.

When Edward and I made it the room, he laid me on the bed from carrying me from the elevator. He turned off the lights, then slid on top of me, meeting my lips eagerly. I pulled away looking into his eyes. Even in the dark I could see the beautiful emeralds.

"Edward, don't get my hopes up," I warned. He didn't say anything, but just pressed his lips to mine. I melted into the situation, my hands searching for the hem Edward's shirt. I kicked off my flip-flops as did Edward, as I pulled Edward's shirt over his head and off his body. His hands found my jeans, so Edward kissed down to the top of my pants, undoing the button with his teeth. I shivered, impatient with him.

"Edward, hurry. I'm going to leak through my jeans." I guess that was explanation enough, because he pulled my jeans off so fast I almost didn't realize what was happening. I was already writhing, Edward taking too much time to undress himself. I slid my hand down to my aching core, beginning to rub myself slightly. I moaned quietly, then whimpered when Edward took my hand away. He took both of my wrists in one hand, locking them over my head. He slid into me quickly, my hip thrusting upward to meet his. I gasped at the feeling; I had been aching for him to fill me since forever. It was like losing my virginity again, blissful. Oh, God, how I missed this.

"Let me go, Edward," I moaned. He did, my hand traveling down to where I was wet. I started rubbing again, faster as Edward went faster. He pushed in and out rhythmically, his grunts satisfied. I moaned again, bucking my hips. I climaxed, but Edward kept going, harder into me. He climaxed after a few seconds, but he was still hard inside of me. I knew he wanted to keep going, so I flipped our positions so I was on top of him. I rested the palms of my hands on his chest, Edward placing his hands on my hips and waist. I began rocking my hips back and forth violently, Edward hips lifting to meet my thrusts.

"Oh, Edward," I moaned, louder than I had been. Edward moaned back, my rocking becoming quicker. His hands were kneading my breasts, so I sat up straighter, my hands covering his.

"God Bella," he said, his voice strained. I moaned again at the urgency and sexiness of his voice. I climaxed, still wanting to feel more of him inside of me. He turned us over again, so I was lying on my back, and put my legs over his shoulders. He went so deep into me; I climaxed at that simple touch. Edward's thrusts were harder and deeper, my moans louder.

"Dammit Bella," He grunted. I closed my eyes, once again, the pleasures of another orgasm washing over me. He climaxed at the same time, my legs falling limp at his sides. He descended his lips onto mine, kissing whatever he could. I took in deep breaths, trying to slow mine. He was still inside me, the feeling of him not moving completely erotic. When he did slide out of me, I gasped, half wanting him to stay there. He continued to kiss me, then after a while, when the lust died and the fire dimmed, my stomach growled. I laughed with Edward.

He ordered me whatever and we waited until they came, kissing and fooling around on the bed. When there was a knock at the door, he jumped up and answered it, coming back with a plethora of junk food. We ate it, feeding it to each other, happy and content. Like we were before the stupid nuisance came along.



Edward pulled me into his lap, feeding me chocolate covered strawberries, kissing the chocolate away from where he purposely spread it across my lips. Eventually, we situated ourselves under the blankets, waiting for sleep to take hold of us. Ha. Like that was going to happen.

Edward and I stayed awake all night, talking about the possibilities of the baby situation.

"Bella, you know I love you. I'm not sure if you know how much, but I do love you. I want more than anything to marry you and have family. I know, even though we just started, that I want to spend the rest of my life with you," he whispered. I snuggled closer to his body, my fingers running through the beautiful reddish brown strands of silky hair. He smiled at me and I saw hope for us. That was all I needed.

"Edward, I love you too, probably as much as you love me, and I would love more than anything to marry you, too. And spending the rest of my life with you would be the best thing that could have ever happened to me." I kissed him lightly, as if to prove my point.

Edward wrapped his arms around me, pulling me as close as I could get to him. He kissed my forehead, and I kissed his chest, both of us nodding off into much needed sleep.

The next morning, awoke to Edward watching me. He gave me that damn gorgeous half-smile and a kiss when I oriented myself. We took an innocent shower together, washing each other's bodies. We managed to get clean, then got dressed, Edward wanting to fool around most of the time. I didn't protest, but Alice did. She was still a little bit angry at Edward. I tried to convince her that he was doing the right thing, but she just waves me off, not wanting to hear it.

And everyone thought I was stubborn.

Edward and I sat close to each other in the Escalade, Edward absent mindedly rubbing my stomach. I turned to look at him, and for the first time ever, I saw Edward blush. I just kissed him lightly.

It was night when we reached Orlando in Florida. Alice, of course, had already made reservations to a really lavish hotel. To the Cullens, this was low key.

I was happy Edward and I were making love again. It wasn't as manic, it was tendered, intentional love making. I didn't care so much for the growing nuisance in my stomach, Edward gladly ignored it. I made an "mmm" noise as Edward laid me on the bed, his hands on the sides of my body, grazing my breasts. I bit my lip, Edward growling in enjoyment. I knew we were both fully aroused, but he was tired. He just pulled me into his arms, my body on top of his. We fell asleep, no questions asked. Regardless, tomorrow was going to be a long day.

I woke up to Edward's sparkling green eyes, the emeralds hiding some sort of mischief. Without a word, Edward pulled me into a sultry kiss. I pulled away, smiling.

"Come on sexy boyfriend," I called to Edward as I left to take a shower. He joined me happily, last night's arousal returning. I smiled viciously, kissing Edward again.

"I love you Bella," he whispered. I shuddered.

"Mmm, I love you too."

Okay, I wasn't sure what to do with Baby, so I decided for Bella to get an abortion. Simple easy. So much love. I had to stop myself from writing another lemon. I'm just sour these days. Lol. Review guys. I like to read your comments. They make me smile.

LOVE and more Love,

Esie