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Don't own Twilight, but I did write the song at the end well part a song I should say

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We took Emmet's jeep to school. No one wanted to be alone, well except for me I guess…

We drove in silence, no one spoke Alice was hugging Jasper, Rose had her hand on Emmet's knee as he drove and Edward held my hand we both looked out the window.

It was so shitty that I could hear their thoughts.

….I hate not knowing what's going to happen, I can't loose Emmet.

…..I can't wait till I get to sink my teeth into that mother fucker. For what he but Bella thru! She is like a little sister to me.

…Oh Jasper, god I wish I could have protected him form that evil witch!.

…seeing Maria brought back the memories that I tried so much to hid and bury deep down in my mind.

Edward's thoughts where very strange. He was hiding something. I know that because he was singing the new HWOOD song. If this was any other time I would have laughed.

We got to school and went to class. We went home. And sat staring at each other not addressing the elephant in the room. No one has said anything to anyone. I think partly because we waited for Alice to see something. Also we knew something bad was heading our way.

It was about six in the evening when Carlisle got home. He saw that no one had moved.

" This is not a way to treat any matter, much less this one." he said in that fatherly tone that we all grew accustomed to. " Maybe James got scared off. I don't think he will come back, we are too big for him to fight."

" Carlisle, I don't mean to disrespect you but that is just plain wishful thinking. I know James like the back of my hand, he will stop at nothing to get to what he wants. The fact that we are a big coven made this the most exciting game for him. It wont stop him; nothing will. And Maria, do I really need to tell you about Maria I mean for the love of all that is holy she created a Vampire army, bitch is lethal." I said and slunk down in to my chair. I need to leave and soon so James can find out that I left and leave the Cullen's alone. " I think I'm going to head out" I said, and everyone's heads snapped in my direction.

" I'll come with you" Edward said it wasn't a question it was a statement .

"No, I'll be fine it's not like James can track me, I just need sometime alone. And I need to hunt." I said as I walked away but Edward put his hand on my shoulder and I turned but didn't meet his eyes he kissed my forehead.

…Come back to me. He thought.

And I grimaced.

I walked away not meeting anyone in the eye.

After two miles of walking at human pace I started to run. I smelled some deer and I went to hunt after I was done I headed to the Quileute border. I was met with a brown wolf that fazed when he saw me.

" you can't cross here." he said. He sounded bored.

" I was hoping you could make and exception." I said in a pleading voice.

" You're the new one aren't you? I'm sorry but you would have to take that up with Sam, why don't you leave from the other side?''

He looked into my eyes then and he new.

" you want to leave them don't you? It this about the other bloodsuckers that came into town the other day?''

" I am not leaving them I just have to go away it's for their own good"

" You shouldn't abandon them, not like this. Sullen Cullen, ahem….. Edward was always the odd one out. We could all see the difference in him. Look it's not like I care or anything but why would you abandon them like that, they are seven and you are one. You leaving wont so anything help them it will break them apart. My dad told me about when Edward left. They all broke as a family. We didn't let them live here for nothing we know they're good." he said looking at me.

" Why are you doing this?'' I asked and I sat down on the floor .

"Doing what?'' he asked and sat down in front of me, the invisible border between us a very thin line.

" Being nice about the Cullens try to convince me not to go."

" Because I can see you don't really want to go and I owe Edward , oh I'm Jake by the way"

"Jake, are you like some kind of wolf therapist?'' I said.

He laughed, I can't believe I am sitting here with a shape shifter. Laughing.

" Hmm, maybe."

Jake and I talked for an hour, we both liked cars, we both listen to Jay-Z. he was a good guy, had a nice mind too. He said it like it is never amended.

" So changed your mind?'' he said

I sighed

" I don't know Jake, I'm worried. I know James he could hurt the people I love just to hurt me"

" so what's the deal with you and this James guy?'' he asked " I know he tired to kill you and all that but you never really told the Cullens why, we asked them for your story. Sorry it's just we need to know you before we can trust you''

" If I tell you will you tell anyone?''

He laughed " probably." he said and I read his mind it was a wolf thing the could hear each others thoughts.

" well I guess I have to tell Edward the truth anyways so might as well. I was James's 'mate' you could say. Ugh! I know don't look at me like that. The only thing was that James could hid his thoughts from me very well . And he was usually preoccupied when we were together; no need to give you the dirty details. So I never knew about Victoria his real 'mate' so one day I wanted to surprise James and just meet him at his place I still lived with Valismo because he was like a dad to me, and I hadn't really joined James. Well I heard before I saw. But it was this fire ball of red hair bouncing on top of my boyfriend. To say I was furious would be an understatement. I left I didn't confront him or her. I just went to the blood bank and drank like a new born.

" Valismo found me later, I explained to him what happened. And we where ready to pack, then he remembered Alice, and I couldn't let him do that leave her. So I was going away for a while. He Didn't like that. But knew I needed to head out. I was on my way out when I heard James. ' what are you doing!' he asked. ' I know about Victoria' I answered him. ' and you think that, that gives you the right to leave?' I couldn't believe my ears. I mean not only was that fuck cheating on me but he had the audacity to treat me like he owned me!

" that's when he and Victoria came to kill me they needed someone as useful as me around. So when I said no they didn't take that very well, I killed Victoria in the fight. And well you know the rest''

'' dude that sucks, Uh no pun intended''

''none taken''

'' I don't think you should leave though. I mean you are a strong woman, who shouldn't runaway from you fears. Stay, fight, end this for good''

'' and risk some of the Cullens getting killed!"

" they are only three you can handle them and if you need our help we will help you''

'' why are you so nice to me?''

'' Because you have the same brown eyes as the love of my life once had. Her name is Neisse, and you don't smell as bad as the others." he laughed but I could read the pain in his head.

" Wait think of her again , the girl. I know a vampire by the of name Renessme." Then I saw her.

She was Renessme. The girl was about seventeen. She was a newborn when I met her but she had run away from her home, she was a good girl. She brought with her compassion much like Carlisle. I told her about the blood bank and she was tamed then she was like a wild animal before. She didn't want to feed on humans so she ran all the way to Peru. Without stopping she held her breath the whole way. I liked her but couldn't stay with her. I was too worried about James.

"She- she. You know her? How! Why she wasn't turned no I don't believe that she was on a trip to Italy and she got lost and..''

" Jake. Have you imprinted on anyone?"

He looked at me in shock.

" No, I don't think it will happen. You think Neisse was changed? where is she where did you see her I- I"

"Jake, you helped me a lot. Let me help you if your Neisse was alive in a dead way I guess; would you want her back, even though she is your natural enemy?''

" I would want her back more than I would want to be human and normal again." he said looking on the ground.

I picked up cell phone and dialed.

"Hello?"

"Renessme?''

"Bella!''

" How are you?"

" I miss you! I'm good, you know same as always. How are you?" she said.

I looked at Jake and noticed he was holding his breath.

"Well James finally caught up with me " she gasped.

" how did he find you? Wait are you with other vampires? Where are you now anyways?"

" Forks" I said

" What! Why?"

" Renessme I think you should come here."

" No, I can't Bella you don't understand I was changed there! I- I had a life before"

" Jake is here"

Silence.

" He wants you back, he knows you were changed he loves you come back to him I know you want to."

" But I am a vampire."

" and he's a werewolf!"

" a what?"

" a wolf like all fours howl like a dog''

" Hey! I don't howl!'' Jake glared at me and I just smiled back at him

" is he next to you?''

" why don't you talk to him''

I gave Jake the phone and I got up.

" Bring it over to the Cullens when your done"

I realized that I was in love with Edward. Seeing Jake and hearing Renessme showed me that.

He has been there for me I couldn't leave him. I just couldn't.

When I got to the house he was in his room I was still outside, the family was in the living room and they could hear me. Edward was playing his guitar and he was singing, his thoughts told me that it was for me.

~ you take my breath away

With every move you make

Even though I'm lost

I feel like I am home

Cuz girl with you by my side I am never alone

You make my heart swell

You awaken new desires

You feed this never ending fire

I wouldn't have it any other way

I could just sit forever and watch you lay.

I know he can hear me and I am flattered that he contentious even though I am in the room, he wrote if for me and wants me to hear it. They held so much meaning and there was only one thing I could do.

" Edward" I whispered " I love you"

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