An: I don't own Tsubasa Chronicles. It belongs to CLAMP… is there anything else I should say?

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It was early morning and the sun was allready shining, attending to wake everybody in the city with the annoying light. Apparently it worked becose Fai woke up by the ridiculously bright light. Cursing the fact he hadn't closed the curtains he stood up, gasped and remembered why he hadn't done so. He was allready used to sex but you can belive it hurts when you've spent your night doing it.

Fai sighed and walked to the mirror beside his bed. He looked at the reflection he saw and smiled mockingly at his hair. It was a mess. Well that was to be expected. The bloond took a brush and began to brush one of his best points, as people used to tell him.

As he was doing so he checked his body to see if Ashura had left marks. There were some but he could cover them up later. When he got his hair to look at least little better he went to the bathroom. He had begun to remember the things that had happened last night. The touches, the gentleness, at the times the roughness… When Ashura did something it was allways full of opposities. Like when he touched Fai he was gentle yet every moment yelled silently "You're mine. Don't you dare to think anything else". Fai could feel the cool fingers sliding everywhere on his body. The feeling was nice but awfull… It made him think he was worth something but it wasn't the case. He was Ashuras, indeed. But it was the same like the house was Ashuras, the car was his. For Ashura, Fai was just an object. A poor boy he had picked up on the streets next to his… No! He didn't want to remember it… It was nothing… It didn't happen…

A scream came to Fai's ears. He reconaised it. "Mom!" He yelled wanting nothing more than just go and kill the man before him. He was about to do so but then he felt a small hand tug him closer. "Yuui… Dad's not gonna kill mom… Right?" Fai looked at his younger brother, whom was terrified but still had the hope Fai could only wish for. "Don't worry Fai…" He remebered sayng to his brother. "Everything will be just fine..."

Fai stood beside thee mirror.. "It didn't happen… It didn't happen… It didn't happen…" Was the mantra inside his head. It hadn't ever happened. He was Fai. He had died in there. Yuui was dead… He was Fai! He had to take support from the faucet to stand on his shaky feet. Fai's face slashed on his mind and he felt a naucea coming. He opened the bathtumb and emptied his dinner from inside him.

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When Fai had gotten a little better and cleaned himself, he left his room. When he walked past kitchen he saw a note in the door of the fridge. He went to read it, allmost sure about what was in there and saw he had been right. The note said:

"I've left to a businnes trip. I'll be back in a week. I left you money so eat something."

Three little sentences. Nothing else. Fai took the paper and threw it to the garbage can. He went to livingroom and saw a letter in the table without an adress in it. Fai knew what had to be in it so he took the letter to his pocket and got to the hallway. He put his shoes on and left his apartment. "So where to go now?" He tought and desided to leave to the city centre and walk around. Maybe it would keep him a bit more entertained than the big, cold, house with only him alone in there.

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An: So what did you think?Was it worth reading or just waste of space? I know I haven't written much and this propably isn't the best (I know it isn't. check out my favorites to see some cool and inspiring stuff!) but I would apriciate your comments on this! Ps. I just realized that the abreviation of this story would BL. Kinda cool 'chose it also means boys love ^^