Authors note: I was just reading xxxHolic and realized that my big pause without reading the original work made my characters really different in my mind than in original work. It works out kinda well in my mind but nobody can see you like you do yourself so… Hope you don't mind.

Warning! Sorry you all lovely yaoi fans, this isn't telling you it will be lemon in this story… You have to be patient in waiting that! But this is about this lovely site we're on at the moment. We all know there are these annoying ads in here and when we look at it for a while we see that a lovely 'skip this ad' comes. We have used it many times and know just how lovely it is, right? Well I did that yesterday and my computer went mad… I couldn't use it for an hour and then it said there was a virus. It took me four hours to take it away and I have F-secure client it's professional stuff so be careful in here!

Warning 2!Okaay… This chapter does say Fai was prostituting himself… Hardcore fans… Don't read it if it bothers you. I did it just so I could somehow gather up the emotions e had in original work. His past was horrible so I did make it horrible in this life too… After all you cannot really write his past like it was in manga…

Chapter two:

Fai sat on a couch and watched TV. He couldn't get sleep and had gone to watch the biggest entertainer in the house. Too bad for him it was just full of shit. He was reading some dating chat at the moment and wondering how desperate you would have to be to look for a date at TV in the middle of the night.

The blonde sighed and turned the TV off. There must be something better he could do with his time. The clock told it was three am and he had school the next day. Well he couldn't get any sleep anyways so he decided to leave out. He took his jacket and went out taking only his keys with him. Nothing else he would need.

It was cold outside, spring had just started and the nights were still chilly even thought all the snow had been long gone. Fai looked at the sky hoping to see some stars or the satellites. Nobody could tell those two apart. But he was disappointed. It was cloudy night and he saw only the street lamps and the depressing looking clouds which seemed to take all other colours into it without any problems. In other words; it looked like it would rain soon.

Fai chose just to walk around because he had no particular place he wanted to go. He had walked for a while when he saw a familiar-looking park. He had walked past it many times but this was the first time he really gave it any tought. After moments thought he decided to go into there to sit for a while. Maybe he would get some ways to pass his time in there. He went and sat on the bench in there and just looked at the lights everywhere around him. He could see the lights of the buildings nearby but the park was so far nobody in the houses could see into there.

Fai let a smile rise to his lips when he thought how dangerous the place would be at nights. He was a pretty boy sitting in a park close to nothing. It was night and he was alone. Really… He was just gathering troubles around him.

When gathering troubles and getting himself into a fight started to sound a good enough plan to spend his night, Fai chose to do so and at the moment just wait for someone to come. He didn't care much about what would happen. He had seen many worse things and done some too. Hell, he had lived on streets and lived only because of protrusion. Not much could be worse anymore.

Fai shook his head when memories of that time started to get into his head. They had been forced out of the house because of the shithead who happened to be his father. Really one big bastard that was. If Fai would see him nowadays he was sure he would kill the man. But now he didn't want to think about it.

As he was trying his best not to think about anything he noticed he could hear voices. He lifted his head and saw a drunken gang of teenager boys. He smiled the usual fake smile, the only smile he could do nowadays and stood up so the boys won't be able to walk past without noticing him.

"Hey!" Was soon to be heard from the crowd. "Look there's actually a chick outside at this time!"

Fai felt his smile widen when he heard the word 'chick' coming out. That boy wouldn't get away easily. The crowd was coming closer and soon Fai could see them laugh right in front of him. There were five boys looking at him and he smiled so faking as sweetly as he could to the boy who had yelled, whom apparently seemed to be the leader.

"Too bad for you but I'm not interested in gay-monkeys." Fai said "I'm a man don't you see, shithead?" still smiling he looked how the message went into the drunken brain. First it showed by the flinch of mans arm, then the laugh stopped at the crowd. After that came the hit and the man yelled "Who is shithead, asshole!"

Unfortunately for the drunken man Fai had already seen what was coming and dodged the hit easily. "Oh, yes. I indeed do have one of those." Fai said knowing the man would get even more annoyed. "You interested?" Fai laughed and dodged the next hit that was coming. "Unfortunately I don't give for people smelling like dead rats from the garbage can." Fai said enjoying every second of the situation.

The man who was slowed down by alcohol yelled to his friends to come help him. Fai looked how mans just stayed still for a while but began then moving towards the blonde. They were soon a circle around him. A really simple trick which should have the victim droved to the corner mentally. "Oh, what a cowards you are." Fai said and let out a fake laugh. "Five man against one little me!"

The mans in the ring seemed to get really annoyed and began to move closer attempting to make Fai scared or if they were just plain stupid, to drive him to the corner.

"You're not going to get away easily." Someone said and Fai was amazed by how similar their thoughts were.

It seemed to be a really bad day for the young mans because yet again Fai knew what to do. He had been in so many fights that some drunken amateurs didn't stand a change. He chose a right moment and went to counter attack kicking the weakest looking man in the circle causing him to fall down and the others to attack at the same time to him. He wasn't expecting them to do some movie cliché and knock each other out so he just went to next one and to the stunned man next to him.

Despite his feminine looking appearance there wasn't too many in his age stronger than him. He had the street experience and didn't get stunned if somebody got one hit thorough his defence. He was just about to go for the only man left standing when he felt a hand taking hold of his ankle. He didn't expect that to happen and fell down hard. There was immediately a hand coming to hit his face and Fai saw white for a while. His instinct soon took over and he hit back by reflex, surprising the other man and getting his blind attack to hit its goal. He stood up and opened his eyes seeing all the mans down and hearing no more battle cries which were to be heard just moments ago.

The man next to his foot had been the one whom had cowardly taken a hold of his feet. Seeing that the man had the arm straightened still. Fai couldn't fight back the want to crush it so by all his power he stomped over the ankle hearing a satisfying 'crunks' voice coming and an beastly howl of pain coming from the man.

Fai stepped away to see the beaten up guys once again in a good ankle and he saw an smoke ask which had fallen from one of the guys. The guy had a bleeding face and seemed more or less unconscious so Fai took one smoke and searched trough the mans pockets to find some fire. Soon he had a lighted cigarette and took a good breath of it.

Fai decided he was satisfied by now and went to walk back home knowing the guy left behind wouldn't or couldn't follow him to there. As he was walking and smoking he thought about when he had guit using the only legal drug available. It was somewhere around the time Ashura had taken him into custody and he had no longer needed to be tough-looking in the streets.

Fai reached the house soon and went firstly to look at himself at the mirror. His face was a mess. There was blood on his face. Seemed like it had came from the nose chose there wasn't any blood upper from there. He went to bathroom to wash his face.

He wondered how much longer Ashura would be out and it would be around four days from the moment. He looked at the mirror when he had had the cold cooling water ready from washing the blood from his face. He looked almost normal. When Ashura would come home he wouldn't notice a thing. Fai looked at the mirror and smiled. At least now he could get some sleep. His body was rather tired so he would fall a sleep easily.

An: Okay what did you like? This came little late chose my computers net wasn't really working for two days but I got one of my friends to see what's wrong an now it works like a wonder. Please leave some comments. I made a decision that this would be a long fic so please tell me if it is a good or a bad thing!