AN: thank you so much for the feedback Jenny Crum, RikiCassie, and snoochie76 :))
Now this is more Derek's POV and everyone else on the team. Next chapter we'll see where our sunshine is up too:) !
Derek's POV
I walk in to my office, exhausted. I couldn't stop thinking about Garcia- about what she said. I really never thought she'd love me that way. We were just comforting each other, mending our bruised hearts. Now she was hurting because I was a selfish man. I wanted my cake and eat it too. I need to make this right, I just don't know how. I love Penelope but I also can't live without Savannah. I lost deep in thought when I hear a voice, I look up hoping it someone else, but I'm greeted by JJ, "Hotch wants us, now." Then she left. I got up and walked into the round table. Hotch had an almost deflated expression and JJ's seemed so sad and cold. I took a seat.
"Now what I'm about to inform you is going to be a surprise and yet still expected. It will affect this team. Garcia has put in her resignation this morning. We spoke and she said this is what was best and she would call once she was settled in her new surroundings." He said sadly.
I didn't say anything. I didn't know what to say. I didn't know why but I wanted to cry. How dare she not tell me?! Then I shook my head answering myself, of course, she wouldn't. You drove her to do this, idiot. It was silent. Reid got up and left. Rossi knew more than he let on. He could tell, he knew where she was at. I'll grill him later about that. JJ just gave me the dirtiest look, and I knew she was aware about what happen. I stood up and left trying not to hit anything. I went to my office, and I punched my bookcase. Then I heard JJ, "you son of a bitch!" with pure venom in her tone.
"JJ not in the mood, I know..." He said sorrowfully.
"I don't give a shit. How dare you? Really?"
"Listen JJ, Garcia isn't innocent in this either. We did this. Not only me. She's the only who decided to fall in love, knowing what we were!" As soon as I said it, I regretted it. I put my head down.
"Oh that's rich. I can't believe, I defended you at one point. You never had the right to know!" She was about to walk away, when he stopped her. "What do you mean?!" She remained silent. "JJ, tell me what the hell you're talking about?"
She laughed, "Listen, mister hot head, you don't intimidate me. I'm not telling you anything!" And she walked away.
I was pacing wondering what JJ had been talking about. I knew she wouldn't tell me but there is one other person who would know. He wasn't gonna let them be till he got it out of him.
SN: ohhhh what did JJ mean?!