It was the summer holidays. And the Zaizens were planning to take the entire family to the beach for a week in some island. Well the entire family includes me and both me and Zaizen's nephew were excited about the trip. This will be the first trip for his nephew and for me in a very long time.

Zaizen on the other hand was rather pissed even more when he heard about the trip. Lately he has been throwing his temper at people and avoided any contact with me when we are alone. I was starting to wonder if he found out about my decision of leaving his home to live by myself? Or maybe we are starting to drift apart since we are growing up? I am not sure myself.

2 days before the trip,I actually found out that I don't have a swimsuit to wear. My old ones were too small for me and I only had the school's swimsuit. I can't possibly wear the school's swimsuit! I would be a laughing stock! Immeadiately I rushed to find Zaizen's sister-in-law for help. Thankfully,Zaizen's sister-in-law was planning to get a swimsuit for her son as well.

So we decided to set off to the department stall for swimwear along with Zaizen's brother and nephew. Poor Zaizen was dragged along too. It seems Zaizen's brother whispered something to his ear that made him so angry and at the same time blushed like a tomato. His brother on the other hand was smirking all the way through out the journey to the department stall in his car.

When we arrived,we went to settle with Zaizen's nephew as his sister-in-law was certain that my suitsuit was going to be a long pick. She actually told me she brought her husband here to entertain their son until we were done with the picking. She didn't expect Zaizen to follow as well. Anyway,we were soon done with the kid's swimwear and it was my turn.

I don't really know how but we actually bore the guys out. I haven't even tried on an outfit yet but they were already asking when we were done. Zaizen didn't say a word but instead he went over to a selection of swimwear and took a suit out. It was something like a dress but was a two piece. It was white with blue ribbons and halfway through the top the bottom part was kind of see through. Is he wanting me to wear this?!

I was staring at Zaizen,trying to read his mind. He answered me by shoving me to the dressing room and closed the door,refusing to let me out unless I wear it. I looked at the swimsuit and sighed. Following that,I looked at the mirror and wished myself good luck.

I was done wearing it,I showed zaizen's sister-in-law. She was amazed and decided to go along with it. Of course I agreed,I actually liked it very much. Who knew Zaizen have good taste for clothes. Unfortunely,he didn't have a chance to see me in it yet. Even Zaizen's brother and nephew haven't seen it. They actually went to the toys department to entertain the kid. I think Zaizen was dragged along by his brother.

Either way,we went for lunch after that. I wanted to talk to Zaizen regarding about his temper lately so I told his brother let me have some alone thing with him. He let Zaizen off the hook and left us with his wife and son. Me and Zaizen went to a nearby ramen shop to eat. The smell of the ramen was simply wonderful that it dragged my feet to it's shop. Zaizen had no choice but to follow me.

In the mist of our meal,I started asking him questions regarding about his behavour lately.
"Zaizen,lately you have been pissed off by something,aren't you?You refuse to talk to me or even look at me in the eye when we are alone. Is there something wrong?"I asked.
"Nothing is wrong. Just keep on eating."he repiled without looking at me.
"There is something wrong!I know it!I known you for 3 years,don't you think you can keep it from me?"I question him once more.

He finally looked at me in the eye but with something that I am not sure of. It seems like he is holding back something but refused to show it to me. He then muttered,"If you want to know so badly,I with tell you after we are done with lunch. But I hope you don't regret it..."