I woke up to the sound of my alarm blaring at 6 fucking 30. I got up and went to my bathroom and just stared into the mirror to put it in simple terms I look like shit with my her wild and knotted my eyes were red from lack of sleep add that with the fact that I had bags under my eyes. God I hated that school started so early in the mourning I mean would kill us to have school in the after noon. I couldn't stand looking at myself any more so I quickly got my pills swallowed them down with some nasty tap water and started the shower so I could get ready for another craptastic day. After I got out of the shower I went in to my walk in closet(Esme's idea)and found my plain gray turtle neck and my dark gray skinny jeans and paired it with some black UGGS since its winter here in New York. After I was dressed I tamed the beast that was on my head by brushing out the knots then leaving it to fall down my back in soft waves then I added a black head band and headed downstairs for breakfast. I found Esme in the dining area setting down 4 plates of food on the table. She looked up when she heard me come and asked
"Could you please call your brothers down for breakfast"
I didn't feel like walking back upstairs to get their asses so I simply screamed
"Jasper Emmett get your asses down here theirs food on the table for you "
"language Bella your not a sailor so don't swear like one" Esme said but all I had in response was
"what? Ass isn't a curse well not really" as I said this jasper and Emmett come and take their seats and we stop talking about the subject instead just eating quietly. Until I notice "Esme were is Carlisle?" Over time I had gotten close to Carlisle he was always their for me trusting me and loving me when he barley knew me even when he found out about the drugs I was using he didn't judge me he just tried to help me and was there for me when I needed him the most like a true father.
"oh I forgot he got called in early apparently there was a brutal car accident and they were short staffed for the mourning" Esme said. I nodded and after 5 minutes me jasper and Emmett were climbing into a sleek black escalade with our driver in the front because you had to be 18 to have a license in New York. As I watched our three floor apartment on the upper eastside get farther away I couldn't help the feeling that something big was going to happen to day weather its good or bad I can't tell but something is going to happen.