*Riven's P.O.V.*
Welp. I kissed Sam. Not really sure how I feel about that. Originally it was just to shut him up. But... I felt something. Like some sort of spark. Fuck. I wasn't jumping off a bridge to get saved and fall in love. I jumped to die. To be taken away from this hell. Not to wind up getting hurt again. But... that's the thing... I always thought about suicide. But. I never would've actually done it. When I was standing on that ledge. I couldn't control myself... I was screaming at myself to step back. To get back on the bridge. But. I just smiled and waved. I'm really confused. I hadn't wanted to jump. I had absolutely no control... it was almost like something had taken over me... weird.
*Dean's P.O.V.*
I was pissed. Why the FUCK did Riven kiss Sammy. I can't even comprehend what just happened. All I know is that it hurt. It hurt me emotionally. I couldn't take it anymore. I had to stop. Stop driving before I burst into tears. We pulled up to an empty gas station.
"I have to pee.." I mumbled quietly. I almost ran to the bathroom and before I could even pull the door shut I was crying.
"Dammit! We should've just left Riven behind... I can't believe I brought her! I can't believe she kissed Sammy!" I punched the wall. I heard a crack. And it hurt like a bitch. Pretty sure my hand is broken.
"FUCK" Just then Sammy burst into the bathroom.
"De-? Why is your hand bleeding?"
"Doesn't matter. I'm fine." Sammy was looking around. And noticed something I didn't. A big dent in the wall.
"Dean, did you just punch the wall?" I could feel the blood trickling down my hand.
"I may have."
"Dean. What's wrong?"
"I LOVE YOU SAMMY. THAT'S WHATS WRONG. I LOVE YOU AND I CAN'T TELL YOU BECAUSE I'M DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF." Dean thought to himself.
"I'm fine Sammy. Don't worry about it.
"Dean that's obviously bullshit." Just then someone knocked on the door.
"Sam? Dean? You okay?" It was Riven. That stupid bitch was back.
I pushed past Sammy and opened the bathroom door.
"We're fine Riven." I got back in the car and blasted Metallica. And waited for them to get back in.