Disclaimer: Don't Own Samurai Champloo but dude the show is amazing :) But seriously you guys if you listen to music whilst reading these stories from their soundtracks makes them seem more vivid in my opinion :) and I would like to say thank you to everyone for giving me feedback and adding my story to their favorites, enough of my blabbing and here is the story :)

Chapter 4: I love you … but I can't..

Normal Perspective:

Fuu knowing what she said was wrong decided to run after him, but then she looked down at herself and decided to change clothes first then go after him. When she came back out of her house she was in a new kimono, it was lavender and dark purple with water lilies all over it. She chose this kimono in particular because it had a low neckline just enough to show some cleavage, which she thought Mugen might like.

She also put on some pale rose pink lipstick, and brushed her hair and put it into a nice loose half up half down hairstyle. Then she took off after him in the one place she knew where she could find him..a bar. The only problem was that the only bar in town, was the place that shook up her life after the trio split up. She knew she would have to conquer her fear of that place and decided to go anyway, there was no way she was loosing the love of her life.

Mugen's Perspective:

For the first time in my life I decided not to go to the one place that I felt could always relieve me of my problems. Something didn't feel right and I didn't know what it was, but for the first time I felt something coming out of my eyes. I knew I couldn't be crying because I guarded my heart ten times better than that from everyone except this one person. After wiping my eyes and straightening myself out, I decided for the first time to face my problems face on.

I decided to do the unexpected and turn around and go back up the way I came from. I walked with my head down because of three things: I have to face Fuu, I am hungry, and I really need sex. Yeah I may be in love with Fuu but a guy still has his personal needs. The only problem with my need are that I don't want sex anymore, I want something more, and I only want it with Fuu; stupid ass heart and fucking emotions. While I was pondering my feelings I looked up and I swear I thought I have never seen such a stunning sight. "Hey...Mugen I just wanted to tell you that I'm sorry about earlier, it's just that there are a lot of things I have to tell you. I was afraid that you might hate me after what I tell you."

Her eyes were starting to swell with tears and she looked so lovely that I couldn't help myself I just had to hold her. She let out all of her bottled up emotions on my jacket. "Fuu, you can tell me whenever you feel like it....just don't push yourself, I will be here to listen," I said as comforting as I could to her.

I knew whatever it was that she had to tell me it would be heartbreaking, but I was already heartbroken before, and I knew I could deal with it better than she did. The only thing I really fear was that whatever it was that happened in her past will make her heart not accepting of my love.

By the time she finally spoke the sun was coming up from the East and more people seemed to start roaming the streets. It was really beautiful especially how the sun was behind Fuu.

"Mugen, I'm ready to talk, but what I tell you I want you to promise not to hate me. Please?" I could see that tears were puffing up under her waterline again. All I did was pull her in for another hug letting her know it was okay. She gently snaffled my hand and somewhat pulled me back with her to her home. That's when it hit me, this had something to do about her home, I knew that place gave me the creeps for some reason.

Fuu's Perspective

Mugen has to know the truth about this home, I have to tell him that I got it by-. " Oh shit, is that really you? Ferocious Fuu? I can tell it's you by those huge knock--", the man was cut off by Fuu taking off her sandal and smashing him in the face with it. "Ow, bitch that hurt just because you quit ' that kind of job' doesn't mean you have to hit me for your mistakes." The man walked away not before giving her a middle finger salutations. "Fuu, who was that man? If you want me to take care of him I will."

Mugen's voice was drenched with anger and you could tell he wouldn't let the man leave alive. "No, Mugen," I turned to face him and grabbed his hand and began walking backwards so I still could face him, back to my house," It's fine besides he is part of what I have to tell you." My voice wavered in pitch, I would look down but those beautiful Dark Grey eyes were so attractive like a magnet that I focused on them, and them alone.

"Fuu, I think it would be best if you turned around now because we are starting to go up the walkw--", his words cut off as I tumbled backwards on the first make shift steps going up to my home. I fell and brought him down with me, clumsily I tried to get up and my head accidentally head-butted him, but not hard enough for a concussion.

"Oh! Mugen I'm sorry it was an accident! I didn't mean to!" I felt tears start to come out of my chocolate-brown eyes, and all he did was stare at them. For a second I thought he was getting closer to my face, but I wasn't sure of myself at all anymore. Thats when it happened, when everything changed, when I finally felt like my life was completed.

His lips were soft as a feather but with a little bit roughness, similar to a rock weathered down by water. "Mfen?!" I didn't want the kiss to stop, but I really needed to tell him about my past. Oh god how I longed for that kiss to go on or even further, but not yet...just have to see what his reaction is to what I have to tell him.

Normal Perspective:

"Mugen, please we need to get inside where its more private so I can tell you this." Fuu was pleading for him to listen to him. Finally her word broke through to his mind and the lusty gaze in his eyes changed to serious and he picked Fuu up as if she were nothing and walked up the pathway. He threw her over his shoulder so he could open the door, then he took off his sandals and hers and put on a pair of wabaki. All the time while he was doing this, he never set Fuu down once, because he was afraid she would try to run away again. When he seen the living room door he decided not to go in there, this time he was taking it to a personal place, the bedroom.

When he walked up the stairs, he seen that there were a series of five rooms. He went straight back to the door directly down the hallway when he slid it open the room was huge, luxurious, and really girly. He closed the door behind him and then finally sat her down on the huge futon. "Okay, start talking," Mugen demanded from her while he sat across from her and began to stare at her with seriousness. "Okay....well...it started off after we split up..." Fuu said nervously. "Fuu, every time you stop I'm going to make you do something you don't want to so either you start talking and don't stop till the end of the what you have to tell me, or you won't like me by the end of this day." Fuu's eyes widen not because of shock or horror...but more of....

~To be continued~ ^.~ Chapter 5: I really want you to do whatever you like :)

Authors Note :) thank you to everyone who has given me feedback I will have chapter 5 up as soon as I can. ^_^ oh Jin might be in the next one I'm still thinking if I should or shouldn't =/