Kurapika walks out of Gon's room, his eyes closed, deep in thought. As I expected he didn't like the idea of telling Killua and Leorio but at least he understands that It has to be done. We can't keep them out of the loop if this drags on any longer. We'll need everyone to help find the fox as quickly as possible. Gon seemed unsure when I told him my theory about the 'Killua' he saw at the restaurant. I thought It would be best for him to be aware of the fact it might not be real but a part of the curse. Kurapika opens his eyes. I just hope we get some sort of lead. The blonde puts a hand over his chest, his heart has been slowly filling with this dread. The more he thinks about it the more something doesn't seem right.
Kurapika looks down the hall to see Killua walking towards him, his hands in his pockets, his expression blank. I can't worry about this. If by the end of the week nothing happens then we'll all search for the fox. Kurapika walks away from the door and down the hallway. The blonde keeps his face blank but he can see Killua is looking at him, studying him. Kurapika gives him a nod and a smile, hoping it doesn't look too strained. Killua gives him a nod in return and a half smile as he walks pass him and into his hotel room.
I'm surprised he let me have alone time with Gon. Maybe this means he trusts me again? This is good. I may need to talk to Gon alone again In the near future. Kurapika walks to his hotel room. He stares at the door knob, his shoulders slumped. Why can't I get rid of this gnawing feeling in the back of my mind? There's nothing to be done right now...so calm down. Kurapika sighs and opens the door, walking in. He's ready to wrap himself in Leorio's warmth and forget about this nasty dread that is crawling under his skin.
The blonde blinks when he sees Leorio sitting on the bed, a large grin on his lips, those brown orbs bright as he hides his hands behind his back. When the blonde's gray eyes fell on this man he felt himself relax, the light in those brown orbs taking him away. "Leorio?" Kurapika walks till he's standing in front of the man. "What's with that look?-"
"Have a seat Kurapika and close your eyes." Leorio scoots over on the bed, giving Kurapika space to seat next to him while keeping his hands hidden. Kurapika takes a seat next to the older male. The blonde gives him a skeptical look before he smiles and closes his eyes. "Hold out your hands." Kurapika does as he's told, feeling excited. Leorio got me something? What could it- Kurapika's thoughts stop when he feels something fuzzy being dropped on his hands. Something sharp sticks into his palm, a cute mew being heard. Kurapika opens his eyes, they widen when he sees the orange kitten from the pet store staring back at him with those large blue eyes, the animal pawing at his palms. Kurapika feels his chest tighten at seeing such a cute creature as he pulls it closer to him, holding it gently against his chest, the small animal purring in his hold.
"Well? What do you think? You like him?" Leorio's smile is too bright as he watched Kurapika's reaction to it.
"Leorio..." Kurapika looks at the older male, his cheeks slightly flushed, his heart thudding slowly in his chest. "You shouldn't have done this. I won't be able to give him the proper time once I go back to work." Kurapika says this but he can't stop the smile on his lips. Leorio is so kind. He had gotten him a pet, the kitten he was looking at. He really is a sweet heart.
"It's a cat! All you have to do is feed him and when you get home give him a little loving! It'll be fine!" Leorio wraps his arms around Kurapika, giving him a peck on the cheek, getting his heart to flutter.
"I suppose." Kurapika's smile feels too large. Really, Leorio is like a drug that numbs him and makes him forget everything that's wrong in his life. Kurapika chuckles when the kitten rubs its small head against his chin. Kurapika closes his eyes, feeling Leorio's warmth surround him and the fuzzy Kitten's head on his face. He thinks of Gon and Killua. No matter what happens, I'll protect you all. This is his new family and he'll protect it with all he has. Kurapika can't lose anyone else. He won't let Gon fall victim to the curse.
"What are you going to name the little guy?" Leorio's voice breaks him out of his thoughts. He looks at Leorio who is kissing his check and then his shoulder.
"Hmm." Kurapika looks down at the kitten who cries in response. Kurapika smiles. "How about Sam?-" Kurapika's whole body freezes, his face going pale, his breath getting caught in his throat. He stares at the small getting in horror, his lips tremble. Why...Why did I say that name? As soon as the name Sam left his lips an image of the boy's rotten face entered his mind and made him feel ill. I murdered that boy. I lost control and killed him. Kurapika's stomach keeps twisting, his pupils have become pinpoint. Kurapika's been able to forget about it for awhile but now it's come back to haunt him.
"Sam? That's a weird name for a cat." Leorio chuckles, not at all sensing the mood as he pets the little kitten on the head. "But if you want to name him Sam then that's his name!"
"...Yes. His name is Sam." Kurapika swallows down the sickness he feels as he pets the kitten that is so cute. I killed an innocent person. Now I must deal with the consequences. He will haunt me for the rest of my life. I can't let it drive me crazy though...but I can't run from it either. I don't deserve that. I took a life I didn't have to take.
"Is something wrong?" Leorio's smile falters when he looks at Kurapika's face, noticing how pale he is.
I'm always hiding stuff from Leorio. Maybe I should just come clean...about myself. He's with me now. He deserves to know what he is with.
"I've sinned Leorio." Kurapika pets the kitten, it's innocent blue eyes looking up at him.
"What do you mean?" Leorio's face turns serious as he moves closer. Those brown orbs showing concern.
"I've killed an innocent man. I'm a murderer." Kurapika doesn't beat around the bush, his body feels so cold when he speaks the words, admits it with his own lips. Leorio's expression doesn't change, he just looks at him with those caring brown orbs.
"What are you talking about Kurapika? If you killed someone i'm sure they weren't innocent."
"But he was. His name was Sam." Kurapika closes his eyes, remembering the leader's silky voice as he told him of his sin, made him listen to things he didn't want to know. "I killed him right before I came to meet up with everyone. He challenged me and he had the spider's tattoo. I don't know if it was the stress from the past couple of months of non stop searching for my brethren's eyes or what but I snapped. I lost it. I choked him to death. I knew he was just a kid and probably just a decoy to pull out my location but I couldn't stop." Kurapika opens his eyes, swallowing down the lump in his throat as the kitten rubs his head against his chin. Leorio is quiet for a moment before he speaks.
"I'm not going to say what you did was right but damn it Kurapika, you have a lot on your plate. This kid challenged you, he attacked you, and was a troop member. After everything you've been through...and the fact you bottle everything up, I understand you losing it. You looked so tired when I first saw you...you were probably tired when he attacked." Leorio warps his arms around Kurapika, the blonde tensing from the contact only to melt in the embrace, closing his eyes, enjoying his warmth and how he makes his chest feel lighter. "Don't let this eat at you. You don't have to name your kitten Sam."
"I want to. It will be a way to remember him and to remember this promise I'm making. I will never kill anyone that doesn't need to be killed. I won't let me get to that point again. God, it was horrible. Honestly I'm so happy for this vacation and happy I made myself go. If I didn't...i'd probably have done something stupid and ended up getting myself killed."
"You shouldn't be over working yourself. You need to let loose a little bit. I don't want to ever have to see that dull look in your eyes when you first came here." Leorio holds Kurapika close. "...I'm glad you told me. You needed to get something like that off your chest. It's okay." Leorio's voice is soothing when Kurapika feels like he's about to cry, holding Sam against his chest. Kurapika won't say anymore. He wishes he could promise Leorio that he'll stop doing this to himself. That he'll stop following after the spider troop and forget about his revenge but he can't. He can still hear his people crying out. He can still feel their pain.
But at least he can say that he won't let what happened with Sam happen again. Getting it off his chest does make him feel a little better. It doesn't change the fact that there is blood on his hands but there's an acceptance now. He's killed Sam and now he has to deal with it. Kurapika will not hate Sam for something he did. By naming the kitten Sam he will also get use to the name and the images.
"Tomorrow, before we go to the amusement park, we should stop by the rock in the forest where the leader left Gon a message." Kurapika's eyes shift away from Leorio's "Sam's body is there, hanging by a chain. I want to give him a proper burial."
"...How did he...?" Leorio starts to ask but when he sees the look on Kurapika's face he shakes his head. "Okay. We could go out early before Gon and Killua wake up. That way we don't have to explain anything right?" Leorio rubs Kurapika's back comfortably. "They don't need to know. This is between you and me." Leorio gives Kurapika such a kind smile. The blonde knows his eyes are watery as he rubs at them. How can he be happy in a time like this? How can he feel grateful after what he's done? Kurapika took Sam's life but Leorio is still looking at him like he did before. Those brown orbs still show his love, his passion. He loves him even with his sin. Maybe he doesn't deserve this. Maybe he deserves Leorio to at least look at him with disgust but he's so happy that Leorio can still smile at him.
Kurapika lets Sam go so he can hug Leorio, burying his face in his chest. "Thank you...Leorio." he's too kind to me. I wish I could say I'll be a better person. I wish I could say i'll put an end to my sin.
But I can't.
I do feel like I could make it with Leorio by my side. Maybe as time goes by, Leorio could take me away from everything. Who knows? Leorio has the power to make him feel happy after he just confessed to killing someone. Leorio might be able to do anything.
"You don't have to thank me." Leorio kisses the top of his head. "Come to me any time." His voice is light.
Kurapika blinks when he hears something barking in the bathroom. He pulls away to look at the bathroom before raising an eyebrow at Leorio. "A dog too?" He makes a face.
"It's not for you." Leorio chuckles when he sees Kurapika's face. "Not a dog person?"
"Not really. So the dog is for you?"
"No, Killua bought it for Gon while I bought you your kitty. Killua is planning on confessing his feelings for Gon!" Leorio gushes, as if he just remembered. Kurapika's eyes light up.
"Really? That's great! I told you he would be the first one." Kurapika smirks.
"Oh whatever I think Gon could still be the one to confess first. Who knows? But anyway, Killua wants us to watch the dog and keep it away from Gon for a couple of days. He's planning on a date to take Gon out on. It's really cute. He got so flushed telling me! He has it bad."
"Oh he told you?" Kurpaika raises an eyebrow.
"Yeah I kind of slipped up and let him know that I know about his feelings for Gon." Leorio rubs his head when Kurapika glares at him. "But it's fine! I told him we're both rooting for him. He seems to believe me but he was pissed off at first. He was saying I knew about a person Gon likes and we were encouraging Gon to get with him."
"Ah. He doesn't think the person Gon likes is him. We know it but he doesn't it." Kurapika sighs, thinking of the ex-assassin.
"Yeah I know. I was able to convince him that we are on his side without letting him know that he's the one Gon likes."
"Good. I'm glad everything is working out for those two. It won't be long now. The longest time to wait is a couple of days and then they'll be together." Kurapika smiles to himself. "They're going to be really cute together."
"I know." Leorio smiles to himself, wrappings his arm around Kurapika, pecking him on the lips. "Not as cute as us though." Leorio wiggles his eyebrows.
"Sure." Kurapika chuckles before he's silenced by Leorio's lips on his own. The blonde feels himself melt in Leorio's embrace, his body warming up when Leorio's tongue starts to dance against his own, making his face turn a deep red and his heart to beat faster.
"We're sexier too." Leorio mumbles against Kurapika's kisses him again, it's long, wet and sloppy. When they pull away they're both out of breath. "Kurapika I love you." Leorio whispers against Kurapika's ear, the blonde's heart swelling, his eyes flashing scarlet as he grabs a hold of Leorio and turns them so he's on top. The older male flushes, looking embarrassed from the change in control but Kurapika just kisses him passionately, silencing the other man.
"Let me show you Leorio." Kurapika bites the older male's bottom lip. "I want to show you just how much I love you. It'll feel good, I promise." Kurapika starts to kiss Leorio's neck, abusing the flesh there, savoring the moans that come out of Leorio's mouth. He wants to make him feel amazing. He wants to thank him for all he's done. Kurapika is lost in his passion. His eyes have turned and he just can't stop. Kurapika tells Leorio how he loves him as he takes off his clothes and kisses every part of him. Kurapika won't stop till Leorio knows how much he loves him, and show him how this feels.
Kurapika once again loses himself but this time to passion. The night is filled with heavy breathing, grunts, and moans. The smell of sweaty bodies fills the air leaving no questions to what is going on. Kurapika always feels this high when he's with Leorio, a numbness, a greatness and having sex with him is no exception.
He loses himself in this man all night long. It's the only time Kurapika is okay with losing it. The only time he will ever be okay with losing it.
"W-What?!" Killua shouts, his face exploding in color as he looks at Gon with wide eyes, something flashing through those purple orbs. "Don't say something like that so suddenly!" Killua looks away from him, trying to hide his face.
"I'm sorry but I just remembered it!" Gon can't help to giggle at how red Killua is. He looks so cute. Gon leans closer, getting in Killua's face. The ex-assassin takes a couple of steps back. Gon takes a couple of steps forward. " Could you teach me Killua? You said you would!" Killua keeps backing away from him, he looks so red, the blush reaching his neck. His fingers are twitching at his side before he shoves him into his pockets. Killua ends up backing up to the bed, falling on his butt. Gon traps him to the bed by placing his hands on both sides of his hip, getting in his face, those amber orbs hold excitement and determination. "Teach me how to blow job Killua! Please." Gon gives him a puppy dog look.
Killua's lips twitch, those purple orbs getting cloudy before he pushes Gon away, taking a deep breath. He covers his face with his hands and lays down in bed. "Ugh okay! Okay! J-Just give me my thinking space..." Gon blinks from being shoved but at the same time he can't help to beam. Killua's going to teach me! Gon smiles, knowing Killua gave into him as he happily keeps his distance.
Gon has the urge to jump on top of Killua though as he takes in the sight of a flustered Killua laying in bed, his white locks spread out around his head, his red face covered by his hands, and his shirt lifted up so Gon can see his pale skin and his little belly button. Gon feels his heart beat faster, his body feeling warm so he has to glance away. Killua why can't you just confess to me? I really want to touch you more and tell you how I feel. Gon grabs his hair, holding back a groan. He's feeling impatient now that the finish line is in view. He knows Killua will confess to him but he doesn't know when. It's killing him but his stubbornness is holding him from giving in. I won't lose this game! Killua will come to me and then I can make him feel good!-
"Alright." Killua suddenly sits back up, his face is blank and has lost its color. Those purple eyes lock onto Gon. He looks so calm now. Wow, his thinking space really did do something. As Killua stares at him though his cheeks turn a soft pink. "I don't know much about giving a blow job. What I know I've learned from the internet." Killua closes his eyes when Gon looks at him eagerly. "I-It's not like there's much too it. You just put it in your mouth."
"Could you go over the steps? What do you do once the penis is in your mouth?" Gon sees Killua's lips twitch, his blush spreading. He takes a deep breath, seeming to be bracing himself. When Killua doesn't answer, Gon walks closer. "Is it hard to explain? Maybe you could show me the website you found out about it-"
Killua's eyes snap open, those purple orbs boring into him, his lips turning in a frown, his eyebrows furrowing in a glare. "I don't want you looking at anyone else doing that." Killua grabs Gon's wrist, pulling him onto the bed. Gon's body feels warm as Killua pulls him onto his lap. He sits there, looking down at Killua who is looking up at him with those eyes that have dulled in that anger, another emotion there making them look hazy.
"What do you mean Killua?" Gon tilts his head, not understanding. He doesn't mind being in Killua's lap like this though. The ex-assassin's strong arms are around his waist and it feels natural to the raven haired male. He likes being like this with Killua. Gon has found that Killua's dangerous look makes him excited in more ways then one. Gon felt that possessiveness again, the slight spike of Killua's aura. Gon didn't notice it before but now that he's felt it once he can pick it out easily. The raven haired male feels his heart beat fast as he stares into those purple eyes that he loves. I'm all yours Killua. You don't have to get upset.
"I learned mainly from watching porn when I was younger. I did some research later in life...but I don't want you watching someone else doing that. It's okay for me but not you." Killua's cheeks have a soft blush but he looks firm on this. Gon swallows when Killua starts to rub a circle with his thumb on his lower back. "I don't want you learning about it that way. It's dirty. You're so pure and I don't want you to get the wrong idea. A blow job is a form of sex. You should only do it with someone you love. It's not something to give just anyone." Killua keeps his eyes locked with Gon's, searching for understanding there. Gon can't get over the thumb that is rubbing on his lower back, nor can he ignore the warmth that is spreading throughout his body. His excitement is going to show soon but Gon doesn't back down. He really likes this.
"I know that. I won't give it to just anyone Killua. I just want to know how to do it." Gon smiles reassuringly, giving Killua a kiss on the check. The ex-assassin's eyes soften, that look in them getting deeper as he tightens his grip on Gon's waist. "Can you tell me how if I can't watch it?"
"Yeah." Killua moves Gon so he's off of his lap, laying on the bed. He takes a deep breath, those cheeks such a cute shade of pink. "Before you do anything it's best to get your partner hard first. After your partner is hard you would take out his member..." Killua starts to explain, his face getting redder.
Gon closes his eyes trying to picture this happening. So I have to get Killua hard first?...how did I get him hard before? I was on top of him and I sucked on his fingers. Maybe I should do that again. So I make him hard and then take it out of his pants...The heat that was spread all over is starting to pool lower. Gon takes a deep breath. "Next you would...put it in your mouth. You can lick it but the main thing is bobbing your head up and down. As you do it more you may find your partner likes different' things." Killua sounds so flustered. Gon smiles as he pictures the next step. He bites his lip.
"Does it feel really good then for the person getting a blow job?" Gon can't help to ask.
"Yes. You'll know that your partner is liking it. You do this in till your partner finishes. That's pretty much it." Killua isn't looking at Gon anymore.
"Finishes? Finishes what?" Gon blinks. Killua's face lights up once again.
"Y-You know. He reaches his peak, the moment it feels the best, and he cums-"
"Oh you mean the white stuff!" Gon's eyes light up when he puts it together. When I touched myself it felt really, really good. It peaked like Killua said and then the white stuff came out. "So it's called finishing?"
Killua noticed Gon's eyes light in realization. His lips tug in a frown. " How do you know about it? Have you masturbated before Gon?"
"Masturbated?" Gon tilts his head. He frowns when Killua's face gets red. There's so much I don't know! Killua's going to think i'm a baby!
"You know...touched yourself." Killua makes a motion to his lower regions. Gon's eyes brighten and his chest tightens in excitement.
"I have done that! I've touched myself and made myself finish!" Gon beams proudly wanting Killua to know that he isn't too far behind. Instead of Killua looking impressed he looks conflicted, a bright blush on his face before he looks over at Gon, those purple eyes getting deep with that emotion again as he gets up, crawling so he's leaning over top of Gon.
"What did you think about?" Killua's voice is low as he places his hands next to his shoulders, pinning him under him. Those purple eyes are looking at him, studying him. Killua grabs Gon's chin, getting his eyes to widen when Killua leans close, his breath can be felt on his lips. "Who did you think about Gon? Did you think about that man?" Killua's eyes flash at that and he bites his lip. "Well?" Killua's voice is so husky. Gon can feel his cheeks heat up as he looks away from Killua, his heart beating too fast in his chest. Killua is too close. He can smell his hair and feel those eyes on him.
"N-No I didn't-" Gon stops talking when Killua leans in and bites Gon's neck. He tenses from the sudden pain. "Killua that hurts-" Gon is once again cut off by Killua sucking at his sensitive skin, licking his abused flesh.
"He must be really attractive huh Gon? That you would finish while thinking about him." Killua runs his finger tips down Gon's chest, nibbling on his neck in such a way that gets Gon to arch into his friend, his body feeling too warm right now. "But I'm the one making you feel this way now." Killua moves his body across Gon's, the raven haired male feeling something hard scrap against his side as Killua bites on his ear lob. Killua's hard! Gon's eyes widen, his heart beating so fast. The ex-assassin's hot breath next to his ear and the sensation of Killua biting him is making his body react.
Gon can't help to groan. Killua touching on his body while sucking on his ear lobe feels too good! He's going to lose! Gon closes his eyes tightly when Killua looks at him with those purple eyes full of that emotion that gets his lower regions to stir. It's such a possessive look, a deep look, a...hungry look? Gon stares up at Killua, not able to do anything else. He wants more. He wants Killua to kiss him and confess but soon Killua's eyes widen and he gets off of Gon. His breathing is uneven as he gets off the bed. "A-Alright well...I'm just going to take a shower then. I taught you how to do it s-so.." Killua scratches the back of his head, his voice so quiet. Killua is running away again. He has to want it just as much as him. Why won't he just kiss me?
"Killua please don't stop." Gon wanted to say 'please don't go' but stop came out instead. Killua stops walking towards the bathroom. He looks over at Gon with wide eyes, his mouth slightly open.
"W-What?" Killua turns to face his best friend. The ex-assassin gulps when Gon looks over at him with those pleading amber orbs, his cheeks flushed and his body laying on the bed. Gon wants to be closer.
"Come back Killua." Gon reaches towards him. "Don't leave me. What you were doing felt good...I feel all hot now." Gon can't stop himself from saying this. He does feel hot. Really hot. He just wants to be closer to Killua. He wants to hold him in his arms.
Killua's wide eyes start to change. They get darker in that hungry emotion as he walks over to the bed smoothly. Gon watches Killua's eyes shift over his body, his cheeks flushed before he glances away. "...What do you want me to do to you Gon?" Killua's voice is so husky. Gon feels shivers down his spine.
What do I want?...I want you to kiss me but If I say that I definably lose right? "I-I don't...know." Gon finishes lamely. I know actually what I want! I want to kiss you! I want closeness! I just don't want to lose the game! "I like when Killua touches me." Gon locks eyes with Killua to see his eyes light up and get hazier at the same time.
"When you say things likes that Gon...it makes It really hard for me..." Killua bites his lip as his eyes take in Gon's body before locking eyes with those amber orbs that are looking at him, needy. Killua's face gets so red, his breath catching in his throat. "If you keep looking at me like this...you're going to regret it Gon. Let's just go to sleep-"
Gon's eyebrows furrow as he leans up and grabs Killua by the arm, pulling the ex-assassin back into the bed with him. He rolls so he's on top of Killua, his amber orbs boring into Killua's purple ones. Killua's eyes are wide but there's this happiness there. This hope that wasn't there before. "I don't want to sleep Killua. I've been sleeping all day." Gon runs his hand through Killua's soft white locks. It feels so nice.
"Well m-maybe I want to sleep." Killua tries to say with a straight face but Gon can see the look in those purple orbs. He's liking this. He likes him playing with his hair. Gon gets an idea, his heart beating faster as he grins at Killua.
"Fine. Let me just give you your good night kiss." Gon turns Killua's head gently, the ex-assassin not fighting with him at all as he moves Killua's locks out of the way, exposing his pale neck. Killua has his eyes closed, his breathing slow and calm. Gon leans in, his lips latching onto Killua's skin like a leech. He sucks and licks his sensitive skin, scraping his teeth against the flesh making Killua's breathing uneven.
Gon loves doing this. He loves the feeling it gives him, how his chest and abdominal muscles tighten in anticipation. The air around them is tense, something close to breaking. Gon brushes his body against Killau's as he takes his ear lobe in his mouth, biting around the metal of the purple earring that's in it. The ex-assassin groans, the sound of it sending shivers down his spine, encouraging him on. Gon bites the chain of the earring and tugs on it, liking the feel of it and how it makes Killua react to him.
"Gon if you don't stop..." Killua's body arches when Gon kisses back to his neck and bites where he had been biting.
"Do you not like it Killua?" Gon pulls away to look down at the other boy with a frown. His heart skips a beat when his amber orbs take in this friend. The ex-assassin has a soft blush on his face, those purple orbs deep, and glossy, his hands are gripping the sheets, the veins in his hands can be seen.
"I-It's not that I don't like it!" Killua shouts only to wince. He sits up in bed before jumping away from Gon. He takes a deep breath, his hand making its way to feel on the area on his neck that he's abused. "I just need to know we're on the same page..." His voice is quiet, a mumble.
"I think we are." Gon sits up in bed, his eyes getting bright. Confess to me!
"...I'm not sure we are." Killua doesn't look back at him. "Gon do you think I'm attractive?" His voice is quiet but Gon heard his question.
"Yeah! Killua's really attractive!" Gon smiles, feeling an excitement in him from how the air feels. Is this it? Will this be the time? "Killua's sexy!" Gon cheers only to wince after when he sees how Killua tenses. Uh oh...I said that out loud. Gon couldn't help it though. Killua really is. He's been wanting to tell him how sexy is for a while now. Gon is still feeling warm from kissing Killua's neck. He still longs for his touch.
"R-Really?" Killua glances behind him to look at Gon, it almost looks shy. Those purple orbs have lighten up. He coughs into his hand and tries to put a more indifferent look on his face. "You think so?"
"Yeah you're really sexy." Gon feels his face heat up, his heart beating so fast in his chest. Killua's whole face lights up, those purple orbs shifting away from him. Gon catches the smile on Killua's lips before he looks away. Gon was expecting Killua to tell him to stop saying embarrassing things but Killua looked really happy.
"Well...um...Gon..." Killua sounds nervous. He takes a deep breath before he turns to face Gon, Killua's eyebrows furrowed in a resolve. "After we go to the dungeon...so In a couple of days...do you want to do something with me?" Killua rubs the back of his head, his face is getting red and his fingers are pulling nervously at his shorts.
"Sure!" Gon tilts his head at Killua's actions. He looks almost scared but his body relaxes when Gon said yes. "What are we going to be doing?"
"It'll be a surprise." Killua shoves his hands in his pockets, those purple orbs looking anywhere but him. "And I want to take you out alone. No Kurapika or Leorio."
"I guess that's okay. We'll just have to let them know. They'll probably like the alone time." Gon smiles thinking about his two friends. I was going to take Killua on a date after the dungeon but I guess I can do it the day after? I wonder where Killua wants to go?
"Yeah probably." Killua lets out a breath he was holding before he smiles at Gon. It still looks nervous but there's that hope in those purple orbs.
"Now i'm excited about what you have planned!" Gon chuckles, Killua's eyes lighting up more. "Could you come back to bed Killua? You do look a little tired." Gon holds out his arms, wanting Killua to come back to him and curl up next to him. The ex-assassin looks at Gon's open arms for a moment before he makes his way back to the bed. He sits down next to him and lets Gon wrap his arms around him, hugging him against his chest.
"Killua is the best ever." Gon smiles in Killua's shoulder.
"Stop that." Killua's voice isn't harsh as he lays his head on top of Gon's. He yawns soon after. "Damn I am exhausted." Killua moves up in bed when Gon lets go of him. The raven haired male turns off the lights before he joins Killua in the bed. Killua has his back to him so Gon moves closer, wrapping his arms around him. Killua doesn't say anything. He moves closer to him, getting comfortable in his hold. Gon smiles as he runs his hand through Killua's soft locks, the ex-assassin sighing happily at the feeling. Gon keeps playing with his hair not really feeling tired at all. After awhile Killua's breathing stills, his body relaxing to the point Gon's sure he's asleep.
"I don't want you...doing this with anyone else." Killua's voice is a sleepy mumble as he moves his body closer to Gon's, his back pressed against his chest. Gon stops playing with Killua's hair to look down at the ex-assassin. He has his eyes closed, and his breath is still.
"I'll only do this with Killua then." Gon responds, watching as Killua's lips turn in a smile. Gon is sure Killua is asleep. The way his aura is right now and how his body is so relaxed he knows he's asleep. And he's sleeping good. Killua never sleeps like this when he sleeps alone. Gon noticed a long time ago that Killua seemed to relax when they slept together. That's one of the reasons Gon pushed to always sleep together and also...Gon really does sleep better with Killua too. He must be sleep talking. Gon's smile turns into a playful one as he continues to play with Killua's hair. "But I might play with Kurapika's hair." Gon says. Killua's eyebrows scrunch in his sleep.
"No." Killua shifts slightly.
"Okay I won't." Gon can't help to chuckle. He doesn't want to wake Killua up so he keeps playing with his hair, keeping the ex-assassin relaxed so he won't wake up. Gon can't help to smile down at his friend, his heart beating slowly in his chest. "Killua...when are you going to confess to me?"
The ex-assassin doesn't respond. Gon can't help to feel disappointed. He was hoping sleepy Killua would spill the beans but no luck. That's okay though. Gon can feel that he's close. The raven haired male stays cuddled up next to Killua for the rest of the night, playing with his hair. By the middle of the night Gon finally is able to close his eyes. Killua's scent, his warmth, his smell, and the sound of his breathing all lure him into sleep.
Killua wakes up feeling energized, his muscles feeling lax and a smile forming on his lips when he feels Gon behind him, his arms still wrapped around him. He'll never get over the feelings that Gon makes him feel. Killua's heart picks up speed when he thinks of what Gon said last night. He called me sexy. He thinks I'm really sexy. Killua's cheeks turn pink, he feels like he could squeal like a teenage girl. Killua's confidence just got a large boost because of his best friend's words.
Killua doesn't understand why he asked Gon if he thought he was attractive last night. He was just feeling so conflicted. Gon was kissing on him and making him feel so warm. He was looking at him like he wanted more. He even said he likes Killua touching him. The ex-assassin was close to just losing himself and taking Gon but he fought his urges. In a way Killua felt he was taking advantage of Gon. The younger male still thinks kissing on the neck is a good night kiss because of him. Killua wasn't sure if he was just doing it because he thought it was normal or because he wanted to.
Killua was being torn. He wanted to take Gon. He wanted to make him see just what he does to him. When Gon was talking about how he touched himself Killua was turned on and alarmed at the same time. He felt possessive. Gon had touched himself to someone else. Maybe it's because of his new resolution to tell Gon his feelings that Killua felt even more possessive to the point he's been letting it show to Gon. He wanted to make him moan because of his touch. He wanted to make Gon finish to thoughts of him. He wants to steal Gon away from this man completely.
Killua had to stop himself. He pulled himself back only for Gon to tell him not to stop. Killua is surprised at his self restraint. Gon's words last night were driving him crazy. He just wanted to go for it. Gon was looking at him, those amber eyes begging slightly for something. He wanted to be touched more. By him. The thought alone sent his mind spinning. Then Gon had to start kissing on him. Way, wayy too much.
Despite all his feelings, he still had doubts and concerns. He couldn't let himself loose when he isn't sure that Gon would be okay with it. Also Killua is set on doing this right. He detached himself from Gon, his feelings mixed. He wanted to continue with Gon but like he said he wanted to make sure they were on the same page. Killua thought what they were doing was intimate, but maybe Gon doesn't think that. That's when the question popped out of his mouth. Once the words were out he couldn't stop them. Killua held his breath, waiting for Gon to answer...Only for Gon to call him sexy.
His mind exploded. He felt so happy. He can't explain it. The fact Gon called him sexy means that he likes how he looks and he finds him attractive. Killua's chances seem better now. All his work is pulling off. Gon is noticing him. If Killua keeps him away from the other man and keeps at it, Gon will fall for him!...hopefully. Killua can't stop smiling to himself though. He feels nervous when he thinks about their date in a couple of days. Even with Gon calling him sexy it didn't calm his nerves. This could change everything for the better or the worse. It might be his only chance. He can't mess this up.
Killua turns his head so he can look at back at Gon. The other male has his face buried between his shoulder blades. The ex-assassin feels disappointed from not being able to see his face but he doesn't move. He likes being here in Gon's arms. He wants to stay like this for just a little longer. Killua finds himself relaxing again, his blue eyes slowly closing as he lets himself melt into Gon once again-
Gon whimpers behind him causing Killua's eyes to snap open. The raven haired male tightens his grip on him tightly. It almost hurts. "Gon?" Killua questions, forcing Gon's arms off of him so he can turn around and face the other male. Gon's eyebrows are furrowed, a deep frown on his lips. He lets out another whimper that hurts Killua inside. The ex-assassin frowns and shakes Gon's shoulder. "It's okay Gon. Wake up."
Gon's eyes snap open, wide and afraid. When those hazy eyes lock onto Killua's, they light up. Gon hugs him tightly, squeezing him in a bear hug. "Killua don't leave me." Gon looks into Killua's eyes, those amber eyes huge, pleading.
Killua finds his breath getting caught in his throat from such a look. He finds his arms wrapping around Gon's waist automatically. "I won't." Killua's voice is firmer than he expected, he gives Gon a reassuring nod before he places his forehead against Gon's, looking in those beautiful amber orbs. The younger male relaxes at that, letting out a sigh as he melts into Killua's arms.
"Promise?" Gon's voice is small.
"Promise." Killua runs his hands through Gon's thick black hair. He smiles when he sees Gon's eyes brighten back up, a smile turning those lips he adores. "Did you have a nightmare?" Killua's eyebrows furrow when Gon's smile leaves his lips.
"I think so. It's the same dream I've been having. I don't really remember it but every time I wake up I have this really bad feeling in my stomach. I feel like I've lost you every time I wake up." Gon rubs his head into Killua's chest. Killua's heart skips a beat. He tightens his grip on Gon.
"You don't have to worry about that. It's just a dream." Killua reassures. I would never leave your side.
"yeah it's just a dream." Gon smiles, nuzzling his head against Killua's. "By the way..." Gon leans up and kisses Killua on the nose, the ex-assassin blushing from such a cute gesture. "Good morning!" Gon's smile is as bright as ever, the nightmare forgotten.
"Good morning." Killua kisses him on his forehead, this has become a morning routine. One Killua enjoys very much. "Are you excited about the amusement park?" Killua smirks when he sees Gon's eyes light up in that excitement.
"Yeah! We're going to get on all the roller coasters!" Gon looks at the clock. "We better start getting ready!" Gon gets out of Killua's arms, much to the ex-assassin's disappointment. He stands up and stretches his body. Gon's eyes light up in an idea as he looks over at Killua who is getting out of bed himself, stretching his arms out in front of him. " I better go make sure Kurapika and Leorio are up!" Gon starts to run off only for Killua to grab his wrist, stopping him.
"Nah let's just get dressed. They'll come to us." Killua smiles, trying not to give away how panicked he was when Gon started rushing towards the door. Gon can't be around Kurapika and Leorio while they have the puppy in their room. "Besides, last night Leorio bought Kurapika a kitten. So I bet they had some fun last night if you know what I mean."
"No. What do you mean?" Gon looks at him with those innocent amber orbs getting Killua to hit his hand to his forehead.
"They had sex." Killua flushes at having to say it. Though he can't help his amused smile when Gon's face becomes red.
"O-Oh. Yeah they'll come to us then." Gon twiddles his fingers, those amber orbs shifting. Why does he have to be so cute? "Hmm what should I wear today Killua?' Gon smiles, changing the subject as he walks over to his dresser.
"Why not wear the outfit I picked out for you the first day we came here?" Killua offers. He watches as Gon's face lights up.
"Yeah! I'll wear that." Gon searches for the green shirt with the fish on it. His eyes light up when he finds it. Killua watches as Gon puts on the shirt, he glances away when Gon pulls down his boxers. He tries to keep himself from looking by distracting himself with getting dressed himself. Killua puts on some jeans with the blue shirt Gon picked out for him. When he glances over at Gon his mouth goes dry. The other male has his back towards him, giving Killua a view of Gon's plump little ass, the jeans hugging his skin nicely. The shirt is also tight on Gon, his back muscles can be seen shifting under his shirt when he moves. Killua swallows hard when Gon turns around, flashing him a brilliant smile, his tan arms flexing as he moves. He's too hot. Why does he have to turn and smile like that at him now? "How do I look?"
"Hot." Killua flushes, the blush spreading to his ears when he hears himself say what he was thinking. Are you serious right now?! Why did I just-
"Thanks!" Gon smiles, his cheeks getting pink but those eyes light up more. "You look hot too Killua!"
The ex-assassin feels like he's about to die. Here they are, calling each other hot and Gon's smiling at him like it's the most normal thing ever. Killua's heart picks up speed, his heart beating even faster. Gon took his compliment...he didn't look at him weird, he looked at him like he was happy. Killua has to hide his smile and his how his eyes light up from Gon calling him hot. He shoves his hands into his pockets, rocking back and forth on his feet. He feels restless. He just wants to rush over to Gon and tackle him, throwing him against the wall and kiss those lips.
"Hehe Killua's all red!" Gon teases, walking into the bathroom to brush his teeth.
"So are you idiot." Killua grumbles as he walks in after him. Both boys grab their tooth brush and start to brush their teeth, side by side. Killua can't stop glancing over at his friend, his heart not slowing down. He still can't wrap his mind around the idea. Gon thinks he's sexy. Gon likes the way he looks. Killua has a chance. A good chance. It makes him all the more excited and nervous. He can feel sweat fall down the side of his cheek.
"I've never been to an amusement park before. I've always wanted to go ever since we watched that movie with one. It looks like a lot of fun." Gon spits before he grabs the brush and brushes his raven hair.
"I haven't been to one either. I know they have cotton candy." Killua's smile turns cat like. "And candy apples, funnel cake and fudge!...maybe fudge, I hope so. They also have games. At least from what I've heard."
"That reminds me Killua, what happened to all the chocolate we got from the chocolate factory?" Gon raises his eyebrow at Killua only to see the ex-assassin's lips turn in a large smile, his purple eyes shifting away from him.
"About that..." He scratches his cheek.
"No way! Killua you ate all of it!" Gon looks at him in disbelief before he points a accusing finger at Killua. "Even mine?!"
"...Yeah. You weren't eating it! It was just soo good, I couldn't help myself!" Killua takes the brush from Gon and starts brushing his hair.
"You ate two whole trash bags full Killua!" Gon scolds, before his eyes widen. "you didn't eat the one of Clover did you?"
"No I didn't. I wrapped it up and placed it in your bottom door. I wouldn't have eaten that." Killua waves him off when Gon still looks upset about him eating all the chocolate. "I'll make it up to you. Anything you want at the amusement park i'll get you. They have plenty of sweets there."
"I really liked that chocolate." Gon mumbles. "If you keep eating chocolate like that you'll hurt your health. Leorio said so."
"Leorio don't know nothin." Killua grunts. "I'm as healthy as a horse."
"Leorio is a doctor. I'm sure he knows a lot about health." Gon looks at him with his eyebrows furrowed. "You shouldn't eat chocolate for a couple of days. I don't want you getting sick Killua." Gon looks at him with concern. It gets Kilua's chest to tighten. It's cute how worried he gets over the smallest things...
"Fine. Whatever. I'm getting cotton candy today though." Killua walks out of the bathroom with Gon. He can't help to chuckle to himself thinking about how he tore into the chocolate when Gon was asleep at night and then he finished it when Gon was laying in bed most the day yesterday. He really couldn't help himself.
"Maybe we should text Leorio and Kurapika to see if they're ready." Gon walks over to the dresser and opens up the bottom door. He smiles when he sees the chocolate statue of clover. Those eyes shining with determination.
"On it." Killua takes out his phone and sends Leorio a message. 'are you guys ready?' he sends it.
"Don't worry Clover, we're going to find you soon." Gon speaks to the statue before he places it back into his dresser and closes the door.
"I wonder when this thief is going to show his face." Killua crosses his arms, a flare of anger flashing through his eyes. He really wishes this ass hole would just show up. Killua cracks his knuckles. He'll make him pay for framing Gon.
"Hopefully soon." Gon hides his knowing smile as Killua looks down at his phone when it vibrates. It's Leorio.
'We're on our way over.'
"They're on their way. Let's go Gon." Killua turns on his heel and starts to walk out. Gon walks by his side out of the room. Killua raises his eyebrow when he sees Kurapika and Leorio walking down the hall towards them. Kurapika is walking normally, his back straight with his hand in Leorio's. But the older male has a limp to his step.
"Leorio what happened! Did you get hurt?" Gon frowns in concern, rushing up to his friends. Leorio's face gets red. As soon as Killua sees that his face color, his wrinkles up in disgust.
"Yes I did get hurt Gon but don't worry about me." Leorio gives Kurapika a glare. The blonde blushes slightly giving Leorio an apologetic look.
"Ew. That's so gross." Killua groans, covering his face with his hands. "You guys just don't rest do you?"
"Killua!" Kurapika shouts in embarrassment. Leorio looks like he wants to hide somewhere.
"What's gross?" Gon blinks. He looks between Killua's wrinkled nose to Killua's blush to Leorio's limp when he takes a step forward. His eyes slowly start to light up. He gasps as he points a finger at Leorio. "You guys took turns! You were the bottom!"
His loud comment gets people to look at them that were in the hallway. Leorio hits Gon over the head, his face redder then Killua's seen. Kurapika is blushing but he's chuckling to himself, hiding it with his hand. Killua bust out laughing from Leorio's face and his friend who is struggling with the flustered Leorio.
Leave it to Gon to embarrass the hell out of you. Killua's just glad it wasn't him for once. The ex-assassin momentary forgets how grossed out he was from laughing too much. Gon really is too much.
It's never a dull moment with his best friend.
Gon mumbles to himself as he rubs his head that has a knot on the top of it from Leorio's hit. Gon pouts over at Killua who is still smiling smugly about the whole thing. He still is finding this funny. I don't know why Leorio got so mad. I guess I shouldn't have shouted but I was just happy I figured it out. Gon looks out of the window, Leorio is driving and Kurapika is sitting next to him up front.
So Leorio and Kurapika are taking turns. Leorio looks like it hurt him more than it did for Kurapika though. Kurapika has been giving him apologetic smiles and touches a lot. Gon watches as Kurapika once again brings Leorio's hand to his lip, kissing it. He's been doing that a lot. Kurapika probably feels bad for hurting Leorio. I don't want to hurt Killua. Gon glaces over at the ex-assassin only to find Killua is staring at him. The other male tenses slightly, glancing away coolly like he wasn't just staring. Gon smiles. I really don't want to hurt Killua. Maybe it would be okay for me to be the bottom?
"We're here." Leorio's voice snaps Gon out of his thoughts just as Killua turned his head to return Gon's gaze.
"Really?" Gon's eyes light up as he looks out of the window, he feels this anticipation, this excitement as he looks at all the cars and the tall roller coasters way up in the sky. He can smell the food all the way from here. There's so many people and tables filled with stuff. The amusement park looks huge. "Wow!" Gon gasps. "Killua look!"
"I see it." Killua looks just as excited as he pears out of the window. "Damn we got to get on that roller coaster Gon! it looks like it goes all the way up to the clouds!"
"Yeah! We got to get on everything!" Gon cheers, grabbing Killua's shoulder in excitement. The other male grabs him back, both shaking each other before chuckling.
"I am not getting on that thing." Leorio mumbles, staring at the tall roller coaster in the distance as he drives the car through the large parking lot. He curses when he doesn't find a parking spot till he goes all the way to the back. "How many people are here?!"
"Hundreds." Kurapika gives him a teasing smile. "Will you be okay walking this much? I could carry you."
"Fuck off Kurapika." Leorio's eye twitches when Kurapika chuckles.
"But really I mean it. Will you be alright?" Kurapika's laughter dies down, those gray eyes shinning with concern.
"I'll be fine." Leorio relaxes, a faint blush on his cheeks.
"Are you two going to make out or are we going to an amusement park?" Killua grunts, leaning up to get in between them. He smirks when Leorio glares at him.
"Killua." Gon grabs Killua by the arm, pulling him back, but he can't help to chuckle at the same time.
"We're going, we're going!" Leorio throws his arms in the air. He grumbles as he watches Gon and Killua practically fight each other to be the first one out of the car door, their smiles large and their eyes excited. "Damn kids." Leorio gets out of the car, wincing when he shifts on his right foot.
"Lets get on everything together!" Gon cheers, bouncing up and down as he looks between all his friends. Kurapika can't help to smile at his friend in amusement as he rubs Leorio's back to comfort him. Killua smiles at his friend, those eyes softening before he grins in his own excitement.
"Sounds good to me." Killua shoves his hands in his pockets.
"What do you want to get on first?" Gon looks around at everyone as they all start to walk towards the entrance of the amusement park. Killua takes his eyes off of Gon to study the front. It's far away but Killua can still make out the loin statues that the gate to the amusement park is attached to.
"I want to get on that huge roller coaster we saw coming up here first." Killua grins at Gon.
"I'm up for anything." Kurapika smiles.
"There's no way i'm getting on that thing. You guys can go on without me." Leorio shakes his head.
"Aw come on Leorio!" Gon gives him a reassuring smile. "It'll be fun!"
"What are you, chicken?" Killua smirks, his eyes lighting up in glee when Leorio glares at him. "First sharks and now roller coasters?"
"Shut up! That thing is almost as tall as heaven's arena! You all are insane!"
"That's what makes it fun!" Gon's eyes sparkle. "Come on Leorio!"
"No way. Nooo, that's not happening."
"It's going to happen." Kurapika says, smiling in amusement when Leorio gives him a look.
"Wow, look at all the roller coasters!" Gon cheers, throwing his hands in the air as they get closer and closer to the entrance. They can see many different colored roller coasters from over top the gate. "And we're going to get on them all!"
"mmm I can smell the funnel cake from here." Killua's mouth waters, taking in the sweet aroma. He is ready for the amusement park.
"I read that in this amusement park they have a special attraction. It's a haunted house. It's open every day of the year but it's most popular on Halloween. It's suppose to be really scary." Kurapika smiles over at his friends, he has his arm around Leorio, rubbing soothing circles in his lower back. Leorio's limp isn't that bad but you can still tell he has one.
"Cool!" Gon and Killua say at the same time. They look at each other before grinning.
"We should defiantly go there!" Gon cheers.
"Yeah." Killua agrees with him. Gon smiles at his friend, Killua looks like he's just as excited as he is about all this. It's going to be a long day filled with a lot of fun. The four of them walk together all the way to the entrance. There's a long line to get tickets. "Ugh I hate waiting." Killua grumbles. "Can't we just skip ahead because we're hunters?"
"No we have to wait like everyone else." Kurapika answers. "it's not that bad of a line."
Gon shifts around restlessly, standing on his tip toes trying to see the amusement park through the gate. It looks so awesome! Gon can't wait! He jumps from foot to foot.
"I wish I had his energy." Leorio shakes his head, a smile on his lips. Kurapika nods his head in agreement as the line moves up. Gon becomes aware of eyes on him, he looks around the crowd of people but he doesn't really see anyone looking at him. He blinks when he hears a couple of giggles. He glances over at Killua's side to see a couple of girls staring at him and smiling. Am I doing something funny? Gon smiles and waves to be friendly. He blinks when he sees the girls stop smiling at him and look away. Gon looks to see Killua is staring at them before he looks forward and huffs.
"Stupid blonde bimbos." Killua grunts giving Gon a look when he sees the other male looking at them.
"Killua that's not very nice. They seemed friendly." Gon frowns when Killua snorts.
"Too friendly. If you give them too much attention, the next thing you know they'll be asking to join us." Killua shakes his head. "Besides they were practically drooling over you..."
"They were?" Gon blinks. "They just looked like they were laughing at me."
"No they were giggling because you were bouncing around adorably-" Killua stops, his cheeks flushing. "Just trust me. They're annoying."
"You know if I wasn't with you Kurapika those would have been girls I would have tried to go after." Leorio smiles when he sees the Kurta's eyebrow twitch. "They have blonde hair like you, just enough that I could pretend but they could never compare to the real thing." Leorio whispers this in Kurapika's ear, getting the blonde to flush. "I'm the luckiest man in the world."
"L-Leorio stop." Kurapika flushes when he sees Killua and Gon staring at them. Killua with a pointed look while Gon smiles brightly at them, his amber eyes sparkling. "Not in front of the kids."
"Kids?" Killua puts his hands on his hip, glaring at the blonde.
"I'm sorry mommy." Leorio chuckles, wrapping his arms around his waist.
"Mommy?" Gon tilts his head.
"Ew is this some weird fantasy of yours? Keep us out of it." Killua grabs Gon's wrist, pulling him closer. " We are not 'kids' and we're definably not your kids. Keep it in the bed room!"
"Don't call me mommy." Kurapika flushes, trying to push Leorio away. "Stop saying these things in front of them." Kurapika stops struggling for a moment before a smirk finds its way onto his lips. "Besides, you know I'm the daddy."
Killua gags next to Gon. He grabs Gon and walks him up in line, farther away from Kurapika and Leorio. The ex-assassin shakes his head, his nose wrinkled. Gon just thinks about what he heard and saw. They looked like they were playing around with each other, there was a playful glint in their eyes. They call each other mommy and daddy? Is that a lover thing? Gon looks over at Killua.
"Why were they calling each other mommy and daddy? Are they having a kid?" Gon tilts his head. Killua looks over at him. He blinks before he shakes his head.
"They're not having a kid. They're just being creepy. Acting like they're a married couple while we're their kids." Killua shutters.
"Do all couples do that?"
"Not at all. It's just them being weird."
"Oh." Gon thinks for a moment. He looks at Killua in curiosity. "What do you think I would be?A mommy or a daddy?"
"W-What?" Killua looks at him with wide eyes, his cheeks flushing. "Idiot you're a man, so you'd be a daddy-" Killua's face gets redder. "When you get in a relationship don't do what they're doing Gon."
"It seems like it could be fun to pretend." Gon smiles, listening to Kurapika and Leorio chuckle behind him.
"I guess." Killua watches Gon's smile before he glances away, grumbling. "But it's gross to hear about them doing it. They just can't keep their head out of the gutter."
"Oh look we're almost there." Leorio and Kurapika finally walk up to where Gon and Killua are. Leorio looks angry while Kurapika seems pleased at himself about something.
"Yeah only a couple more people ahead of us!" Gon smiles at his two friends. The four friends wait as the two people are helped in front of them.
"Finally." Killua grunts, not caring about his rudeness when the woman up front gives him a look.
"We'll have 4 passes please. We want to be able to get on everything." Leorio takes a step forward.
"Yeah Everything!" Gon cheers in, looking at this woman with excited eyes. The woman smiles at him before she looks at Leorio.
"Four passes will cost you 400,000 jenny. 100,000 jenny a person."
"That's not too bad." Kurapika hums as Leorio takes out his card and hands it to this woman. She scans it before handing it back.
"Thank you sir. Now let me see everyone's wrist." Gon is the first one to stick his hand out to the woman, sticking out his tongue at Killua who tried to beat him. Killua huffs in frustration, getting Gon to chuckle. The woman puts a yellow strip around his wrist. After she puts it on Gon, she puts one on everyone. "Just show this to the people running the rides and you'll be able to get on. You'll have to pay extra for the food and games. Here's a map of our park." The woman hands Kurapika the map.
"Thank you." He smiles as the gate opens to them.
"Yay!" Gon cheers, taking off running into the amusement park, stopping in front of the large crowd of people. He looks around excitedly, taking in all the sights, sounds, and smells. There's a lot of tents for food and to their left is a line for something called 'bumper cars.' That's what the sign says anyway.
"It looks like there's an arcade here too. We'll be here all day." Kurapika chuckles when he sees Killua's and Gon's eyes light up at that.
"Gon lets go to that roller coaster first!" Killua walks up to him, those blue eyes shinning in anticipation.
"Okay!" Gon smiles, those amber eyes searching the sky for the large roller coaster's peak.
"According to the map if we keep going straight we'll get to it. The largest roller coaster here is called 'portal to hell;." Kurapika states as he walks after the two excited teenagers that are marching ahead of them.
"Portal to hell?" Killua smirks.
"Just another reason not to get on it." Leorio shakes his head, keeping his arm around Kurapika's waist.
Gon isn't really paying attention to what his friends are talking about. He's too distracted by everything that is going on around him. He looks around, smiling at all the people and the laughter. There's so many stands and so many things to do and explore. Gon glances over at Killua, wondering how his friend is taking all this in. He smiles when he sees Killua looking around with excitement in his eyes. The ex-assassin must sense him staring because he quickly turns his head to meet his gaze. Gon smiles, closing his eyes in it. His heart did a happy thud. He loves being able to share this experience with Killua by his side. Something new for them to explore together.
When he opens his eyes, Killua is staring at him with his cheeks tinted. He looks away, those dreaded bangs covering his face, hiding it away from Gon. The raven haired male pouts. If Gon didn't love Killua's hair, he may be tempted to try to cut off those bangs. Gon feels like it's a way for Killua to hide from him. He doesn't like it.
Gon turns his attention back in front of him, weaving his way through the crowd of people, looking up towards the large roller coaster that is getting closer and closer the more they walk. Leorio and Kurapika are talking behind him about something. He can't really make it out from everyone around them talking at the same time. Gon feels a prickling sensation on the back of his head. His eyebrows furrow, reaching back with his arm to scratch his head. He has that feeling that he's being watched again. But when Gon glances around he doesn't notice anyone staring. He glances over at Killua, the ex-assassin is staring forward. Huh.
Gon forgets all about the feeling when they come up on the large roller coaster. "Wow!" Gon gasps, his heart beating faster in anticipation as he bends his neck back to look all the way up. The roller coaster is black and red. There's 5 large loops, and a rock tunnel. Gon starts to bounce as he watches the red coaster, that has a black monster painted on it with dark red eyes, make its way up the very tall drop. Then it goes down in a blink of an eye, the passengers screams can be heard clearly.
"Stop gawking at it and lets get on Gon!" Killua snaps out of his own trance, grinning over at his friend when he takes off running towards the line.
"Hey! You were gawking too Killua." Gon pouts but he runs up to catch up with his friend.
"So I'm just going to wait over there." Leorio walks with Kurapika to stand behind the two boys. He points to the left where there's a bench, his face a little pale.
"Why wait over there? You should wait here with us." Gon smiles at his friend, turning to face him.
"Uh no. If I wait in the line I'll be sucked into getting on."
"Come on old man." Killua taunts, grinning at him. "Don't be a baby about it."
"Leorio don't worry! It's not scary, it's fun!" Gon cheers.
"Bull shit it's not scary! Look at that thing! I'm almost 100% sure that someone has died on that- and i'm not a baby Killua! You're both just crazy! To prove my point, you two looked like you were actually enjoying yourselves when you were dealing with the Kraken." Leorio shakes his head, his face getting red from his anger at what Killua said but he still makes an X with his arms. "No way. Nothing you can say will get me on that thing."
"But fighting the Kraken was fun." Gon blinks.
"You're not going to die if you get on Leorio." Kurapika gives him a smile when Leorio glares at the other male. "Look, The people who just went on are getting out of the roller coaster now. They'll all alive and well."
"They just got lucky. I'm not getting on. Just stop." Leorio crosses his arms, closing his eyes, looking away from everyone.
"Aww come on Leorio please?" Gon grabs Leorio's shoulders, his amber eyes getting big.
"You just going to let your boyfriend get on without you? What kind of man are you?" Killua smirks when Leorio's eyebrow twitches. "You going to let Kurapika show you up?"
"I would enjoy your company Leorio. The seat next to me will be awfully lonely." Kurapika says sweetly before he chuckles, hiding his amused smile behind his hand when Leorio's nose flares.
"I know what you three are trying to do and it won't work. Gon is trying to puppy dog me into it. Killua is trying to piss me off and you're" Leorio points a finger at Kurapika. "Trying to be cute and get me to come on. It's not happening."
Gon backs up, being in between Killua and Kurapika. Gon looks at Killua before he looks at Kurapika. They share a silent message before they grin at Leorio. The older male pales.
"...Why are you looking at me like that? You're starting to freak me out."
"Join us." They all say at the same time, reaching out to grab the older male. "Won't you join us Leorio?"
"No! No I won't!" Leorio starts to be dragged up the ramp where you load onto the roller coaster. "You're all crazy!" Leorio struggles against the other males, his eyes wide. "Let me go!"
"You'll have fun Leorio I promise!" Gon beams as they get up to the roller coaster. He couldn't stop his laughing from Leorio's face. Killua was chuckling beside him.
"This is really for your own good." Killua laughs when Leorio flips him off.
"My own good my ass!" Leorio snaps.
"If you struggle too much when we put you in the seat you might not get the restraints on right. Then you could fall to your death." Kurapika says with a blank expression getting Leorio to swallow and stop struggling.
"Damn it. I can't believe you all would do this to me. Especially you Kurapika. I thought you love me." Leorio grumbles as he gets into the roller coaster, Kurapika following behind him. Gon and Killua get in the cart in front of them, both boys grinning from ear to ear from the anticipation of the ride. They share a smile, amber meeting blue and for a moment, Gon forgets what he was doing. Those eyes...they're always breath taking.
"I do love you. That's why I'm doing this." Kurapika chuckles, leaning over to kiss Leorio on the cheek, getting him to flush. "Besides, I don't want you feeling left out. If you can ride this, you can ride anything here."
"I guess that's true." Leorio mumbles.
Gon tears his eyes away from Killua, the ex-assassin was just staring back at him. He pulls down his restraints, pressing against it to test it. It's locked and stable. "See Leorio? Just pull down your restraint and try to push on it. You won't fall out!" Gon smiles back at his friend. The older male pulls it down and pushes on it with all his might.
"...Yeah." Leorio calms down. If only a little bit. He still looks pale and not happy to be on the roller coaster. Gon feels a little bad about forcing his friend on the roller coaster but it felt wrong to him to just leave Leorio behind. He wants to share this with everyone. Killua and Kurapika were thinking the same thing.
"ohh man i'm so ready for this." Killua pushes against the restraint restlessly, those blue eyes alight.
"Me too! My first roller coaster and I get to experienced it with Killua." Gon smiles brightly at his friend who looks over at him with his blue eyes lighting up from his words. "That makes this even better!"
"S-Saying these things..." Killua mumbles under his breath, those cheeks getting red in a way that makes Gon just want to kiss him. He feels his heart thud in his chest. He really wants to. They haven't been making too much contact today. Gon's been waiting for Killua to start it. He wants Killua to start touching him first like he did last night. Gon knows he's being stubborn but he's really trying to win this.
"Welcome to 'portal to hell'! The biggest and baddest roller coaster on the island! Yall are going to go to hell in three...two-" A man on the intercom says.
"Wait I want to get off!" Leorio starts to freak out at the last moment.
"One!" The man on the intercom cheers before the roller coaster shoots forward. Gon can hear Leorio screaming behind him but he can't help to cheer as the wind blows against his face. The roller coaster jerks to a stop then starts to go straight up.
"Up, up we go!" Gon grips the restraint in anticipation. He hums to himself happily as he looks behind him, watching as they get farther and farther from the ground. "Look how high we're going Killua! Everyone looks like ants."
"I know, it's insane. This just might be as tall as heaven's arena. Not as tall but close." Killua grins, those blue eyes glancing down before he looks over at Gon. The raven haired male can feel Killua staring at him so he stops humming to smile over at his friend. There's a look in Killua's eyes that makes Gon's heart flutter but soon Killua closes his eyes, hiding it from Gon.
"You're so weird." Killua chuckles, shaking his head. "Humming as we go up like 90 stories high." Killua's voice is teasing but there's this kindness to it. When he said weird it sounded more like an endearment than a insult.
"You're all weird. Scratch that, you're all crazy and I'm crazy for letting you get me on this thing!" Leorio shouts, having a mini panic attack as he looks down at how high they are, only to look up and see they're still going up. "I'm pretty sure we're where airplanes fly right now!"
"You're over exaggerating." Killua waves Leorio off. "Calm down old man-"
"I will not calm down! If I survive this I swear I'll kill all of you!" Leorio shouts at them only to whimper when he sees they're still going up.
"Leorio look at me." Kurapika's voice is firm. No teasing or amusement. Leorio breathes heavily but turns to look at his lover. The blonde holds his gaze, those gray eyes serious. "You're going to be okay Leorio. I love you. I wouldn't put you on this ride if I thought you would be in danger." Kurapika smiles gently when Leorio's breathing steadies, those brown orbs locked on the blonde. "After this you can pick what we do next. Anything you want."
"Anything I want?" Leorio mumbles, seeming to think about it. His eyes light up when Kurapika places his hand on his knee, rubbing soothing circles. Leorio's mind is taken off the roller coaster as he stares into Kurapika's eyes.
"We're reaching the top!" Gon cheers in his excitement, his eyes lighting up when they go over the hump only to stop. Gon smiles as he feels gravity pulling on him. He stares straight down with no fear, taking in how everything looks so small from here. It's a straight drop too.
"This is awesome." Killua smiles in amusement as they dangle there, no fear in his eyes either as he takes in how high they are.
"yeah it is!" Gon chuckles, his stomach twisting in excitement when he hears the gears let go. Gon hears Leorio say 'oh fuck' before the roller coaster drops. "Yayyyyyyy!" Gon yells, throwing his arms in the air, the only thing keeping him from falling to his death is the restraint. Killua is doing something similar, laughing on the way down. Leorio is screaming his head off while Kurapika is chuckling. In a blink of an eye they're all the way down only to shoot up into the first loop, Gon laughing as he gets thrown around and gets to see the world upside down.
"I'm going to die, I'm going to die." Leorio whimpers to himself, his eyes shut tightly.
"We're going in the tunnel!" Gon grins widely as they go in upset down into the tunnel. It's pitch black. Gon can hear Killua laughing and cheering next to him. It's music to his ears. Killua is having fun, just like he is. And there's more where this came from.
Kurapika is saying something to Leorio, words of encouragement maybe? Gon's not sure. The ride is over way too fast. "Aw." Gon and Killua frown when the roller coaster comes to a stop and the restraints lift up telling them it's time to get off the roller coaster.
"I'm dead." Gon blinks when he gets out and looks to see Leorio laying limply in his seat, his eyes wide and his face pale.
"You're alive Leorio. The ride is over." Kurapika tries to keep the amusement out of his voice. "It's time to get out."
"I'm going to puke!" Leorio covers his mouth with his hand as he gets out of the roller coaster and runs over to a trash can. He lets it all out, puking into the trash can.
"Leorio really didn't like the roller coaster." Gon frowns, watching his friend puke. Kurapika rushes over to be by his side.
"No kidding. He just screamed the whole time. At one point I'm pretty sure he was crying." Killua rolls his eyes.
"Aw that's horrible. I thought he was going to have a good time." Gon frowns as they walk over to Leorio who is breathing heavily into the trash can, Kurapika rubbing his back.
"He could have had a good time if he wasn't such a baby about it."
"Killua." Gon gives him a look.
"It's the truth." Killua crosses his arms. The ex-assassin blinks when he sees something, a cat like smile appearing on his lips. Gon's about to ask what's with the smile but Leorio's coughing gets him to look over at him.
"I'm going to make you all regret this." Leorio pulls away to point a finger towards Gon. Leorio wipes his mouth and glares at Kurapika who is giving him an apologetic smile. "You're not getting any of this." Leorio flexes his arms. "For a week. That's how pissed off I am."
"Aw Leorio." Kurapika's eyebrows furrow before his lips twitch. He covers his mouth with his hand and looks away to chuckle.
"See?! That's why you aren't getting any because you think it's funny! You're cruel!" Leorio glares away from his lover only to see Gon staring at him with curiosity. "What?!" He snaps.
"What isn't Kurapika getting for a week?" Gon tilts his head. Kurapika's face flushes red. Gon wonders what it is that Leorio's taking away. Kurapika, before he started to laugh, looked disappointed.
"Sex." Leorio answers bluntly, getting Kurapika to look at him with wide eyes. Leorio smirks. "Oh yes Gon. Kurapika isn't getting sex. Which sucks for him because he really likes it-"
"Leorio!" Kurapika glares at him, his face red, he goes to hit him only for Leorio to move back.
"Oh." Gon flushes slightly, trying hard to not have any mental images pop into his head. "Gay couples punish each other by taking away sex?" Gon can't help to ask, feeling curious. He scratches his wrist that feels itchy.
"Straight couples might do it too. It depends on the people and what the person did." Leorio glares at Kurapika.
"I don't think I did anything too bad Leorio. I just wanted you to get on the roller coaster with me. You're being mean, saying these things in front of Gon." Kurapika flushes, closing his eyes in his glare.
"A roller coaster of death. Look what you've done to me." Leorio points at the trash can. "Besides, my ass is still killing me-" Leorio gets red when he says that a bit loud.
Gon twiddles with his fingers, thinking to himself, his cheeks tinted. He really wants to ask about it. Just to get some ideas. Kurapika and Leorio know more about this stuff but he's not suppose to ask them for anymore advice. He told Killua he would ask him... Gon blinks when he looks around. Killua isn't by his side anymore. Gon's stomach twists and he scratches at his wrist again as he looks around, feeling panic only to calm down when he sees his friend running towards him with a mischievous look in his eye.
"Killua! Where did you go?" Gon blinks when Killua holds out a blue folder.
"I bought us our pictures." Killua chuckles, leaning over to see Gon's expression when he looks at the picture.
"Pictures?" Gon doesn't understand but when he opens the folder, he can't help to laugh. There's a large picture in the folder that was taken of all four of them right when the roller coaster dropped. Gon has his arms in the air, his eyes wide and his smile large. Killua's eyes are wide with his mouth turned in an o. Kurapika has his eyes closed, his head back in laughter. Leorio's face is so pale, his mouth open in a silent scream. Gon couldn't help to laugh at all of them. They look so funny. Killua shares his laugh, looking at Gon's face with those blue orbs, taking in the sight of him.
Gon blinks when the folder is ripped out of his hands. "Pictures?" Leorio grumbles when he sees the picture, his eyebrow twitching. Kurapika looks over his shoulder only to crack up. Leorio grinds his teeth. "I'm throwing this away-" Leorio lifts the folder above his head only for a blur of white to come and snatch it from him.
"Uh no you aren't. I paid for this. I'm keeping it." Killua smirks, landing on his feet next to Gon. His smile is cat like as he moves the folder around, his canines can be seen. "It's memories~"
Leorio looks like he's about to explode his face gets so red only for Kurapika to grab his hand, giving him a smile, and a gentle squeeze. "You were very brave Leorio. As I promised, you get to pick where we go next." Kurapika brings Leorio's hand up to his lips and kisses it. Gon watches this and can't help to feel like something has happened between Leorio and Kurapika. They seem closer. Gon can just feel it. Also Kurapika has been touching Leorio more than he use to. He's showing his affection more than before. Is it because Leorio got him a kitten?
"Okay." Leorio calms down before he grins. "I know exactly where I want to go." Leorio leads the way. Gon and Killua following behind the two older males. Gon looks around at all the rides they're going to do. He feels that prickly sensation in the back of his head again, that same feeling of someone watching him. Gon earaches his arm that started to itch as he glances around the amusement park but all he finds is smiling faces and people laughing. Gon looks over at Killua but the ex-assassin isn't looking at him. Or maybe he was looking at him and he just looked away? Because Killua is quick to return the gaze.
"That was a lot of fun." Gon finds himself saying, smiling at his best friend.
"Yeah." Killua grins back. He looks forward only to glance at Gon from the corner of his eye. Gon watches Killua bite his lip. He seems to be thinking about something. The raven haired male has noticed that there has been a pattern. He feels like someone is watching him but the only one looking at him is Killua. He shouldn't feel like whoever is watching him is a threat then. That's not the only pattern he's noticed. Killua will either glance away really fast and pretend he wasn't looking or he'll stare into his eyes, those blue orbs either bright or out of focus like he's thinking about something.
Right when Gon's about to ask Killua about it, he hears Kurapika sigh. "Really?" Gon looks forward to see that they've stopped at a cart that's selling liquor.
"Yes really. I need a drink after that." Leorio grunts as he goes up to the man running the cart.
"Can't you wait to drink till later?" Kurapika scolds. "You'll just get more sick on the rides."
This gets Leorio to pause. He thinks about it. "I guess I could wait till later." Leorio grumbles as he sits down at a seat. "Just let me sit down for a moment."
"You two can go on. I don't think he'll be getting up for awhile." Kurapika watches as Leorio lays his head on the table, groaning about a headache.
"Yeah come on Gon. Let's get on what's over there." Killua grins over at Gon, not seeming hesitant at all with leaving the other two.
"But-"
"But nothing. You said you wanted to get on everything together right? That's not going to happen with us sitting here waiting for Leorio." Killua glances over at Kurapika who has sat down with Leorio. "I'm sure they want some alone time anyway. So lets go!" Killua grabs Gon's wrist and pulls him along when he starts running. Gon's eyes light up at the contact and his heart beats at the idea of riding rides alone with Killua for some reason. Gon doesn't really want to leave his other two friends but Killua has a point. Leorio will be there for a while and Gon doubts he'll want to get on all the rides they want to get on.
Gon smiles, his chest feeling tight and his arm feeling warm where Killua is gripping it. He's been waiting for Killua to touch him first so even just this makes him happy.
Gon is always happy when he's with Killua.
"Yes!" Gon cheers as he slides down the large slide on a sheet beating Killua to the finish line. "I win!"
"Damn it!" Killua grumbles, a grin soon turning his lips as they get off the sheets, those blue eyes watching as Gon does a little victory dance. "This is only the first time. I beat you like two times before this." Killua teases, those eyes a light when Gon turns his attention to his friend and pouts.
"Oh yeah? I could take you on again!" Gon points a finger at Killua, his amber eyes in a flame.
"Nah you won once. I'm tired of this ride." Killua puts his hands behind his back walking away from Gon coolly, that grin still on his lips. "Besides we've been away from Kurapika and Leorio for a couple hours now."
"Whoa!" Gon smacks his face when he thinks of his other two friends. He completely forgot they were here! The past couple of hours have just been too fun. They've been non stop riding the rides. They went on 5 roller coasters, a couple of spinning rides, climbed a fake rock, and slid down large slides. The whole time Killua seemed to be watching him, thinking about something. He would get nervous at random times but Gon began to understand why.
Every time Killua would think, he'd get this nervous tick of puling at his shorts. Right after this he would touch Gon. Gon remembers how happy he was when they were walking and Killua put his hand in his first, Killua's face was a bright red but he had a small smile on his face when Gon gripped his hand in return. Killua touched his cheek and his hair, he even called him cute! Killua just gets nervous about starting the touching I guess. But for the most part Killua, like him, was enjoying the rides. They laughed and screamed together. It was just so much fun...
"Earth to Gon." The raven haired male blinks when he sees Killua up in his face, waving his hand around. "Is anyone there?"
"Yeah." Gon blinks. "Sorry Killua I spaced out." Gon's cheeks flush when Killua gives him a curious look. He seems to pick up on the blush as well.
"You always space out but...is it because you were thinking about something?" Killua's lips turn in a smile but there's this look in his blue eyes suggesting that what Gon says next could upset him. The raven haired male doesn't know why he feels that way but he'll go with his instinct and tell him the truth.
"I was just thinking about how much fun we had together. I had so much fun I forgot that Kurapika and Leorio were here." Gon chuckles sheepishly. "I really liked experiencing all the rides with you. Everything is more amazing when you're around."
Killua's face brightens up, his shoulders relaxing by Gon's answer. He turns his back to him. " Idiot...stealing the words right out of my mouth."
"Huh?" Gon tilts his head only to brighten up when Killua reaches over and grabs his hand.
"Let's go back to them before we forget they're here again." Killua chuckles, his laughter light as he walks with Gon by his side, back where they left the two older males. Killua's hand feels so warm in his. Gon's chest tightens. He wants more touch. Gon rubs his thumb against Killua's hand, the ex-assassin making no movement. Gon smiles as he continues to rub Killua's hand, with his other arm he reaches out and touches Killua's bicep. The other male has been flexing a lot today. Gon doesn't' know if it's on purpose or not but the raven haired male has definably noticed. Killua tenses slightly when Gon starts to touch his muscles but he relaxes soon after.
"Killua is strong." Gon smiles thinking about all the battles they've fought together and all the times Killua was there to keep him level headed. He thinks about all the times Killua had to carry him home when he trained too hard or he fought an opponent with all he had. Killua has always been there, by his side, using those muscles to fight with him, to play wrestle or to carry him. It makes Gon's heart beat faster just thinking about it.
Killua glances over at Gon, his eyes widen when he sees the look on Gon's face, or more so the look in Gon's eyes. So tender and kind, full of admiration and something else. Killua swallows dryly, his blue eyes getting half lidded, they sparkle like the sea when the sun shines down upon it. They hold a deep emotion that Gon finds himself being drawn in. He wants Killua to kiss him now. He can see Killua is glancing at his lips and it's making Gon feel hot.
"There you two are!" Leorio and Kurapika break through the moment, Gon looks over to see the other two males walking towards them. Leorio's face doesn't' look pale anymore and there's a grin on his lips. "Have you guys been riding rides this whole time?"
"Yup." Gon beams, despite being interrupted. It's probably a good thing anyway. With how impatient he was feeling he might have been the one to kiss Killua first. Gon wants Killua but he's going to win this game. Killua always has the upper hand in things. Gon wants to show Killua that he's an worthy opponent and that even though he's slow to things, once he understands he grows quickly. " We got on a bunch of stuff. You look better Leorio!" Gon comments, smiling when he sees how Leorio seems to have calmed down and he doesn't' look angry anymore.
"Were you guys just sitting around for 2 hours?" Killua raises his eyebrow, he had let go of Gon's hand when Leorio and Kurapika came up. Gon's hand is feeling cold.
"No I got him to get on a couple of rides." Kurapika chuckles. "We did stay still for quite some time though."
"Hey that roller coaster really messed me up. My head felt like it was spinning for an hour." Leorio grumbles.
"What would you guys like to do now?" Kurapika turns his attention back onto the younger males.
"I'm hungry." Gon rubs his stomach when he hears it growl, a sheepish grin on his face. "Lets get something to eat! All this great smelling food is making my mouth water."
"You're telling me. I could really go for some pulled pork right now." Leorio agrees, licking his lips.
"There's a stand selling food over there if we keep going down." Kurapika looks at the map before nodding his head forward. "It seems like they have a nice eating area too."
"I could use something to eat." Killua puts his arms behind his head, his arms flexing as he does so. Gon glances over at his friend before he looks forward. Maybe I should flex my muscles to get Killua to look at me but he's doing it in a way I can't tell if he's doing it on purpose or not. "I'm more excited to get into the funnel cake though. And the caramel apples...and the cotton candy and the fudge." Killua's eyes light up, his lips twisting up in a grin.
"Killua no. You can only have one dessert after we eat." Gon gives him a firm look when Killua looks over at him with a glare.
"Only one? Are you crazy? There's so much I want to eat here-"
"Only one." Gon shakes his head, those amber orbs not backing down from those icy blue.
"...Is this because I ate your bag of chocolate? I said i'd get you anything from here..." Killua grumbles.
"It's not just that, it's because you ate two bags of chocolate Killua! It's not healthy! You could get sick." Gon frowns.
"You ate those two bags full?!" Leorio looks like he's about to have a heart attack.
"It's not a big deal." Killua glares away from everyone, kicking at the ground. "I'm not going to get sick or anything. I just like chocolate is all."
"Maybe we should have an intervention." Kurapika chuckles when he gets Killua to glare at him.
"I think we should. You have a chocolate problem." Leorio shakes his head.
"I don't care what you say. I know what I got and it's not a chocolate problem. I just like chocolate." Killua crosses his arms, getting defensive.
"The first step in healing is admitting you have a problem." Leorio gets into doctor mode.
"I don't have a problem." Killua's eyes narrow.
"I don't think you have a problem Killua. It's okay to like chocolate but I don't like the idea you could get sick from it. You've had plenty of sweets so today you only get one dessert." Gon gives Killua a firm look as they walk up to the stand, the smell of food becoming overwhelming. Killua looks at Gon's concern in his eyes before he looks forward, huffing.
"Whatever. This is stupid."
"It's not stupid." Gon puffs his cheeks out. "This is for your own good."
"Do you guys just want to get a pizza? That why it's cheaper and we can all eat." Kurapika offers, getting Gon's attention to be turn towards him.
"I could eat pizza." Gon smiles.
"I'm fine with that." Leorio agrees.
"Gon, Killua why don't you find us a seat? We'll order." Kurapika smiles gently at the younger males.
Gon looks around, his eyes landing on a table that looks to be in the shade with a yellow umbrella. Gon makes his way towards it, Killua following his lead. They sit opposite of each other, Killua plops his elbow on the table, holding his head up with his hand. Gon scratches his arm as he thinks of a way to help him win this game. Right now Killua isn't too happy with him for limiting his sweets so he's not having too many points today...
"Are you itchy or something?" Killua's voice gets Gon to blink, refocusing on the boy in front of him. Killua is studying him, his eyebrow raised. "You've been scratching yourself throughout the day."
"Have I?" Gon tilts his head, thinking about it. He has been itchy today a lot. "Huh I didn't notice." Gon stops scratching his arm.
"Hmm." Killua hums, those blue eyes shifting away for a moment as he thinks of something. "You've been feeling good today?" He doesn't look at Gon.
"Yeah. I haven't been feeling sick at all." Gon smiles, knowing what Killua means. Gon feels like the other male is too far from him. He gets up from his seat and moves to sit next to his best friend, smiling brightly when Killua looks at him. The ex-assassin makes no complaints of the lack of space, he just shifts, getting himself comfortable.
"Hey Killua." Leorio grins when he comes with the pizza, Kurapika carrying the tray of drinks. They set everything down before sitting in front of them. "Those girls over there are staring you down." Leorio makes a gesture. Killua's blue eyes lazily shift over to see who he's talking about. Gon looks over as well. There's a group of girls sitting at the table in the back, a couple of them are looking at Killua. When the ex-assassin makes eye contact, one of them winks.
Gon feels that uncomfortable sensation in his stomach so he looks away from the girls to look at Killua's reaction to them. He doesn't look interested. His face is blank. If anything he looks irritated. Gon glances back at the girls. They're all really pretty. Killua always talks about 'she' and he told him what he finds attractive in women. Does Killua prefer women? Would Killua be happier if he was a woman? Gon glances at Killua again only to find that he's turned back around, not playing the girls anymore attention.
"That's annoying. I can hear their high pitched giggles from here. 'oh he looked at us!'" Killua mocks them by talking in a high pitched voice. "I hate girls like that."
"They're just into you." Leorio glances at Gon, his lips turning in a knowing smile before he looks back at Killua who looks bored. "Maybe you should go over there and try to talk to them. They could be some fun."
"Um no?" Killua gives Leorio a look.
"But they're so cute. Just look at them." Leorio makes a head gesture, a message in his eyes that Gon doesn't understand. Gon frowns. He doesn't want Killua looking at them. Why is Leorio trying to get him to look? The ex-assassin blinks before he glances over at Gon from the corner of his eye, those blue eyes light in realization before he turns his head and looks at the girls.
"Hmm...You know you're right. The one in the middle is hot." Killua hums, winking at said girl getting her to blush.
Gon finds himself gripping his fist under the table. He doesn't feel good. He doesn't like Killua calling someone else hot. Killua called him hot today. He feels like it's special. He doesn't think of others as being sexy like he thinks of Killua being sexy. It makes him nervous. Gon finds himself looking over at the girl Killua called sexy. He frowns more when he sees she has black hair, brown eyes and she has a large chest. Everything Killua likes. Gon looks down at his chest that sticks out slightly from his muscles. It's nothing like that though.
Gon isn't sure how to react. He knows he's feeling jealousy right now. He wants to hug Killua and keep him to himself. He wants to gain his attention again. A part of him wants to tell Killua to stop looking at the girl. Killua loves him right? Gon wants to express himself but he's having difficulty finding a way to express himself without losing the game.
Gon feels his heart sink when Killua gets up and walks towards the girl's table with his hands stuffed in his pocket. Gon bites his lip, forcing himself to look away for a moment to gather his thoughts. Leorio is giving him an apologetic look, Kurapika smacking him on the head, glaring at the other male.
"Ow!" Leorio grumbles. "I'm just trying to help." He mumbles, Gon not really understanding what he means.
"You're not helping at all!" Kurapika glares.
"I don't know what I should do." Gon looks at Kurapika, feeling like he needs guidance.
"Do what you feel is right." Kurapika smiles in encouragement-
"Just go over there and show off your assets." Leorio adds, Kurapika giving him a look.
"Show off my assets?" Gon tilts his head.
"Don't' give him bad advice Leorio. You shouldn't have given this idea to Killua." Kurapika whispers harshly to Leorio.
Gon hears the girls giggling so he looks over to see the one girl Killua called hot grabbing on his arm, leaning on him. Gon frowns deeply, his eyebrows furrowing as he stands up from his seat. Just when Gon is about to walk over there he notices it. Killua is glancing over at him. Not obviously but he is. He's watching how Gon reacts. Is he making me jealous on purpose? Gon frowns, crossing his arms, Not happy at all. Now he doesn't know what to do. Killua is playing dirty. So this is how Killua felt when he thought Kurapika had a thing for me?...I don't like it. Instead of walking over there, Gon just turns around and starts to walk away. He'll come back in a moment. If he doesn't take some time away from the scene he's going to run over there and yank Killua away from those girls and kiss him to show the world that he belongs to Gon freeces.
Gon's amber eyes dull for a moment. Maybe Killua is making me jealous on purpose but what if he's not? I still can't help to wonder if he prefers girls? Or if he really does think that girl that's hanging on him is hot. She has all the characteristics that he likes. Gon scratches at his wrist absentmindedly, weaving his way through the crowd. He's not really sure where he's going. He scratches as his wrist deeper, it feeling more agitated. There's a ringing in the back of his head that makes him feel a little disoriented for a moment.
"Gon! Wait up!" Gon stops his scratching and the ringing goes away when he hears Killua's voice. Gon turns around to see Killua weaving his way through people to catch up with him. He's alone, that girl no longer leaning on him. "Where are you going? Why'd you just walk off like that?" Killua's eyebrows furrow.
"I just wanted to look around. You looked busy. I didn't want to interrupt your time." Gon frowns, not able to help it. "Why did you leave that girl?"
"Who?" Killua blinks before those eyes light in realization. Did he really forget her? "Oh. She wasn't that interesting." Killua puts his hands in his pocket. "And I saw you run off so..." he trails off.
"You seemed interested in her." Gon presses, those amber orbs boring into blue.
"What's with you? Are you jealous or something?" Killua smirks. Gon glares at the other male before those amber orbs get bright with a fire.
"Maybe I am." Gon puffs his cheeks out. Killua's smirk falls completely. "I thought you said that we shouldn't bring strangers into our group. I thought you said this is our vacation. But...maybe she's the one you love? Is she the one you want to kiss?" Gon tilts his head. Killua's face gets pale, he shakes his head.
"N-No she's not it. Gon...why are you jealous?" Killua licks his lips nervously, looking at Gon with those wide blue eyes, full with a growing hope.
"Because you ran off to be with her." Gon grabs a hold of Killua's hand. "I didn't like it." Gon bites his lips, his feelings just on the tip of his tongue. Killua is looking at him with those blue eyes getting brighter.
"Gon." Killua's cheeks get pink, he walks closer to him. "...You're the only one I-"
"Hey! This is where you two ran off to! What are you doing? The pizza is going to get cold." Leorio yells over at them when he finds them. Breaking the moment between the two boys. Gon groans in frustration. He's sure Killua was about to say something good.
"Killua what were you saying? That I'm the only one you..." Gon trails off, hoping the other boy will finish his sentence.
"...I'll tell you later. In a couple of days when we go out." Killua's cheeks flush as he starts to pull Gon along back to the table.
"No fair." Gon frowns.
"Gon, you're more interesting than all those girls put together. There's no reason you need to get jealous. They don't mean anything to me." Killua doesn't look at Gon but his face gets redder, his voice steady. Gon's heart starts to beat faster, a relief being felt wash over him. He squeezes Killua's hand and smiles over at him. He can't help himself. Gon leans over and kisses Killau's cheek, hugging his arm that the girl was one.
"Good." Gon nuzzles Killua's head getting the other male to flush. Gon feels great as he sits down with Killua and they eat their pizza with Kurapika and Leorio. They keep holding hands under the table and when ever those girls would look, Gon would make sure to lean closer to Killua. The other male doesn't seem to mind at all and even returned his touches. At one point Killua put his arm around his waist and it stayed like that.
Gon is starting to get tired of this game. He doesn't like the tactics that Killua uses. He just wants Killua to tell him he loves him. Gon is having trouble keeping his feelings in check. He wants to just shout from the roof tops that Killua Zoldyck is his. He wants the world to know this. He wants the world to know that...
Gon finds Killua staring at him, the two boys exchanging a smile. Sweet and kind of shy.
He's in love with his best friend and that he belongs to him.
"You want to go to the dungeon tomorrow?" Kurapika looks at Gon as they walk down the amusement park, all Their bellies full of pizza.
"Yeah. I want to fight someone and get some training in!" Gon smiles at Kurapika. This might make Killua mad but Gon puts his arm around Kurapika's shoulder, bringing him into his chest in a side hug. "The stealer is going to be there." Gon whispers, barely audible. He knows with all the talking going around the only one that could have heard him would be Kurapika. The blonde doesn't show any expression as he nods, Gon letting go of the blonde.
Gon blinks when Killua grabs his hand and pulls him away from Kurapika, interlacing their fingers together. He huffs when Gon looks at him, glaring. "You're always so touchy feely. You shouldn't do that. Not when Kurapika has a boyfriend. You might make Leorio uncomfortable." Killua teaches, closing his eyes.
Gon glances over at Leorio, the other male just seems a little confused. He doesn't really look bothered by it. "He doesn't look uncomfortable. I think it's because he knows I don't like Kurapika." Gon smiles, wanting to reassure Killua at the same time.
"Yeah but still. If you're too touchy feely with someone, people could get the wrong idea." Killua presses. "You should only be touchy feely with someone you like romantically."
Gon flinches. What Killua has done is put him in a corner. Right now they're holding hands. If Gon says something about them touching, Killua will be hurt and think Gon doesn't return his feelings. If Gon keeps holding his hand then Killua will find out he does like him romantically. Killua is trying to win this just as much as I am. First making me jealous and now this?
"You're touchy feely with me Killua." Gon finds himself saying, proud of himself when he sees Killua's face get red and those blue eyes shift away from him. He's put Killua in the corner now. "You touch me a lot. Like last night and-"
"You asked for it!" Killua gets redder, wincing at shouting that. "T-That's...I mean..." Killua fumbles over his words. "N-Never mind! The point of this was to get you to understand that you shouldn't be hugging on Kurapika!" Killua pulls at his shorts nervously.
"The dungeon tomorrow sounds good." Kurapika breaks into the conversation, smiling at Gon. There's a relief in those gray orbs. "Hopefully we'll see some action."
"I can show you guys my nen." Leorio grins. "I've been working on it."
"So you've actually learned more then just ten?" Killua smirks, the subject matter they were discussing completely forgotten. Gon can't help to smile to himself though. Killua just gave himself away. By saying that you should only touch people you like romantically he gave away that he likes me romantically. Gon called him out on it but did it innocently so Killua wouldn't freak out. Gon will let it go though. He wants Killua to confess with words or with a kiss.
"Hell yeah. I'm wayy past that." Leorio beams confidently. The four friends stop when their eyes fall on the 'haunted house' they decided they wanted to go to next. Gon frowns when he notices Killua has let go of his hand but he doesn't say anything as his amber orbs take in the large building in front of them. It looks like an abandoned old house. It's white and large, green vines growing on the side, a window broken in the front. "Is this really it?" Leorio looks over at Kurapika who is looking at the map.
"Yes. This is the haunted house." Kurapika nods.
"Then what are we waiting for? Lets go." Killua speed walks towards the entrance of the haunted house, Gon has to jog to keep up with him.
"Wait up Killua." Gon looks back at Kurapika and Leorio who are a bit slower because of Leorio's pain. The ex-assassin stops, not turning back to look at Gon. He just nods his head. First Killua withdrew his hand and now it seems like there's a distance between them. Is it because I called him out on touching me? Gon frowns. But he was trying to trap me. Why does Killua play dirty? If Killua is acting like this maybe I should imitate him.
Gon takes his attention away from the ex-assassin to focus on the haunted house. He's been excited about going in this ever since he heard about it. It sounds like it could be fun. Once Kurapika and Leorio catch up they all walk into the haunted house. It's very dark in the house, all the lights are off and the floor board creaks as they walk onto the old wood. There's a man in a yellow jacket who asks for their tickets. They all show him their wrist bands.
"Just go down that way and enjoy." The man has a smirk on his face.
Killua is the first to walk off, leading the way. Gon lingers back so he's walking with Kurapika and Leorio. The blonde gives him a look, which Gon returns with a smile, scratching his wrist. As they're all walking down a dark hallway, a girl screams, the sound of a chainsaw motor going. Gon's eyes flash and he takes off running towards where he heard the girl scream, running past Killua. He can hear his friends calling him back but the girls screams are getting louder. Someone is in trouble. Someone needs help. Gon bust down the door that he hears all it coming from. His amber eyes take in the scene before him. There's a women laying on the ground, in a puddle of her own blood, her eyes are closed and her body limp. Next to her is another women holding the dead woman in her arms, crying and screaming in fear. There's a man hovering over them with a chainsaw going. He wears a strange mask on his face and wears dark clothes that are stained with the woman's blood.
Gon grips his fist, his amber eyes setting on fire. In a blink of an eye Gon rushes over towards the man, punching him in the side, sending him flying. The man hits the wall with a surprised gasp, the air getting knocked right out of him as he drops the chainsaw, it goes off around him in a circle. Gon hit the man hard but not enough to kill him or anything. He controlled his strength. "If you try to get up again I won't hold back." Gon warns, seeing the man tense. Gon runs over to the two women, the one who is alive is looking at him with her mouth open, she looks shocked. "Don't worry. We're going to get an ambulance here. He won't hurt you anymore." Gon gives her a reassuring smile only to frown when he looks down at the body. He blinks when the dead girl has her eyes open, looking at him in shock and confusion too. Huh?-
"Gon what are you doing?" Killua walks in first, he blinks when he sees the chainsaw guy huddled in a corner.
"I was...saving them because they were hurt and in danger..." Gon blinks when he notices now that he's up close it doesn't look like the woman who he thought was dead is actually cut anywhere.
"Gon this is all fake." Kurapika walks in with Leorio and shakes his head when he sees what's happened. "This was meant to scare us. The chainsaw guy would have probably come after us once he 'killed' off the girls."
"Yeah it's all a part of the act." Leorio sighs. "We were trying to tell you that but you weren't listening."
"Once he gets an idea in his head he doesn't listen to anything." Killua shrugs his shoulders but his lips turn in an amused smile before he starts to laugh. Gon feels his face heat up in embarrassment and guilt.
"Wah! I'm so sorry!" Gon gets up and runs over to the man, looking at him in concern. "I messed up your act. It was very good! I really thought you were going to kill them! Are you okay?"
"...Yeah." The man grunts, rubbing his stomach. "Just keep going and don't attack anyone else. It's all an act. Nothing here is real."
"Come on Gon" Kurapika gives everyone an apologetic smile.
"Coming." Gon runs over to his friends. "Sorry again about messing up your act! You guys are really good!" Gon smiles before he walks out of the room with his friends. Killua is still chuckling to himself getting Gon to pout at him.
"How did I know something like that was going to happen?" Killua smirks.
"Why didn't you guys warn me? When I think of haunted house I don't think of people with chainsaws." Gon crosses his arms. "I think of ghosts."
"Well they may have some of those but usually haunted houses have many different things to try to reach everyone fears and make people scared." Kurapika explains as they continue to walk down the hallway. "Just don't attack anyone else. It's all just an act. The man was nice to let us keep going. I thought we were going to get kicked out."
"Me too." Leorio agrees, putting his arm around Kurapika.
"So far Gon attacking the people here has been the most entertaining thing that's happened." Killua yawns as they continue to walk into the dark hallway. A couple of people jump out of no where and scream. Leorio is the only one who jumps, everyone else just looks at the people. Gon with curiosity, and Killua with boredom.
Gon doesn't really find this scary but he likes exploring the rooms with anyone. Even if Killua is keeping his distance from him. Kurapika opens the next door. In the room is nothing but a rope hanging on the ceiling. The light goes out completely only to turn back on. Gon's eyes widen. Now a dead body hands from the rope, his neck twisted from being broken. Kurapika tenses next to him only for Leorio to wrap his arms around him, pushing his head into his chest protectively.
"Let's keep moving." Leorio says seriously before he walks with Kurapika away from the room. Killua starts to walk after them, his hands in his pockets. Gon stays for a bit, watching the dead body. They say this is all fake. So right now he's not looking at a dead body. Just a dummy? There's a ringing in Gon's head that makes him wince, grabbing at his hair. When he opens his eyes, he chocks back a scream.
Killua hands from the rope. His neck broken, those dull blue eyes staring at them. They're glassy, empty, haunting. He swings side to side, his arms hanging limply. Gon can't explain the horror, the terror that he feels inside as he rushes into the room. He doesn't understand how this happened or what made this happen but Gon can't comprehend that right now. He's looking at his dead friend, hanging from a rope, those glossy eyes just staring and staring, never to see again.
"Gon? What are you doing?" Gon was about to reach out to get Killua's body down only to stop when he hears his best friend's voice behind him. He blinks. The body that he thought was Killua turns back into the dummy. Gon looks back to see Killua standing at the door way, his eyebrow raised. "We're going to leave you behind if you just hang around without saying anything-"
"Killua!" Gon runs up to the other boy, tackling him into a hug. He squeezes him tightly, taking in his scent and his warmth. Killua is alive. He was just seeing things. Killua is okay. He's still with him.
"G-Gon?" Killua tenses only to melt into the warmth. He slowly wraps his arms back around Gon's back. "...Geez what's with you?" He mumbles.
Gon holds back his many emotions, calming down from feeling Killua's body against his. He's not going to make Killua worried. "Let's catch up to Kurapika and Leorio." Gon pulls away from Killua, smiling brightly. He grabs Killua's wrist and walks out with him. He needs to keep a hold of Killua. He needs to remind himself that he's okay. All of this is fake.
"Okay." Killua's blue eyes light up at the contact. For the rest of the ride, Gon keeps his hand on Killua, the ex-assassin not seeming to mind. Killua seems to have gotten closer to Gon as the time goes, bushing against his side. The raven haired male even moved from grabbing his wrist to putting his arm around Killua's back like the ex-assassin had done to him a couple of times. Killua flushed but he hasn't moved from his arm.
The haunted house isn't scary. Even Leorio hasn't screamed too much. It's mainly been a bunch of people jumping out and holograms, and loud noises. Gon's ears are starting to hurt.
"It looks like we're almost done." Kurapika comments as they reach the last door. They all walk into the room, a laughter filling it up.
"Come closer." A voice says. Just as they enter the room white smoke fills the area, blocking Gon's vision. He hears the sound of wood moving and before he knows it Killua is out of his arm. It felt like he dropped. Gon starts to panic only for a sharp pain to be felt in his head. He groans, falling to his knees and gripping his hair. The pain is intense. As if someone is taking a drill and digging into his skull with it. His chest heaves up and down, his vision going white. He doesn't understand whats going on. He just wants to know where Killua went. And he wants the pain to stop.
The ringing in his ears stays but the pain melts away as he looks around, trying to spot out his friends. Gon's eyes light up when he sees Killua standing by the doorway. His back turned to Gon. "Killua." Gon gets up, his smile not as big from his head still throbbing. The ex-assassin doesn't look at him. He Walks out of the room. Gon frowns and starts to walk after him. "Killua wait up!" Gon's eyebrows furrow when Killua starts to run from him, giggling. Is Killua playing a game with him? Gon starts to run after Killua, not wanting to lose sight of him even though it hurts his head to run. "Killua where are you going?"
The ex-assassin just keeps laughing as he runs up the stairs. Gon runs up after him, keeping his eyes trained on Killua's back, his long hair is bouncing as he runs. "Killua please stop." Gon finds himself swallowing. A familiar feeling of dread overcoming him as he speeds up to catch Killua. "I don't like this game."
Killua doesn't say anything. He just runs up the stairs and into a room. Gon follows in right after him. The raven haired male looks around the room frantically when he doesn't see the ex-assassin. What? I just saw him run In here. Gon tenses when he hears the door behind him creak shut. He turns around only to relax when he sees Killua standing there. His blue eyes staring at him, big and glossy. There's a smile on his face that's a little crooked. Gon sighs in relief before he glares at Killua.
"That wasn't funny Killua. I didn't like it." Gon watches as Killua's smile grows.
"Gon~" Killua's voice is silky as he walks forward, those blue eyes lighting up. He reaches out and grabs Gon's wrist tightly. It hurts, Killua is gripping him with most of his strength.
"Killua that hurts." Gon winces, waiting for Killua to loosen his grip on him but he doesn't. He just smiles sweetly.
"Love hurts." Killua lets go of his wrist, holding his hand. He pulls his arm out straight.
"Killua you're acting strange." Gon frowns when Killua's smile turns crooked again.
"Am I?" Killua giggles. "You're the one who's strange. You're the one who is sick. I know the thoughts you think towards me. You're dirty." Killua gets close, his smile leaving his face, those blue eyes getting dark. Gon tenses, his eyes wide. He feels his stomach twist.
"Killua what are you-"
"Don't try to deny it. You just want to fuck me don't you?" Killua glares darkly.
"No! I don't want to do that." Gon swallows down his feelings, giving Killua a look, giving in. If he knows his thoughts then he might get the wrong idea. He must think I just want sex. "I want to make love to you Killua...I don't just want sex. I want you-"
"And you think you deserve me?" Killua snorts. "I'm a Zoldyck. What are you? Some island hic? Everything you know about sex I've taught you. You're gross. Wanting to do these things with someone who should be like a brother to you." Killua smirks at how Gon's face falls, his chest feels tight, a pain there at Killua's harsh words. "You would never be able to satisfy me. You're nothing but a kid."
"I'm not just a kid!" Gon shouts, gripping his other fist. His eyes burn with a fire, trying to hide how much Killua's words are hurting him. Is this what people talk about in the movies? The feeling of your heart breaking? "I could satisfy you. I could-"
"You'd bore me. I'd end up leaving you." Killua's nails turn sharp, those blue eyes getting dull and dangerous. "I can't stand looking at your face. You dare call me your friend when you've used this hand to pleasure yourself at the thought of me."
"K-Killua." Gon swallows down the lump in his throat. His heart sinking. He doesn't know what to do, what to say. His eyes are getting watery. Killua has never looked at him like this. Gon isn't sure how Killua knows all this but the raven haired male can't focus on that now. Killua is angry with him. He's disgusted because of his feelings towards him. Gon feels like something has ripped inside of him.
"you don't deserve to have this hand." Killua starts to cut into his wrist with his sharp finger nails, cutting deep, digging into his flesh, scratching up his skin all the way up to his mid forearm.
"Killua stop!" Gon shouts in pain as he pushes the ex-assassin away from him. "I'm sorry! I won't...I'll forget about these feelings Killua. So don't...don't' hate me." Gon blinks, his vision blurry. "Don't leave."
Gon's breath catches. Killua is no longer standing before him. He looks around frantically but he's the only one in this room. Gon feels a deep pain in his wrist. He can feel his blood leaving him, and the dripping sound of it hitting the wooden floor board. Gon looks at his wrist only for his eyes to widen. His wrist is a bloody mess. Gon can't tell from all the blood but it looks like his skin has been pealed off. What has gotten Gon to gasp though is that...he was scratching himself. Gon pulls his hand away from his wrist, pieces of his own flesh in his nails, his other hand bloody. "...What?" Gon stares at his hand in horror, not understanding what just happened. He feels the blood keep leaking from him, a sharp pain in his wrist.
"My, now that was a show." Gon tenses when he hears a voice. A familiar voice. Hisoka stands by the doorway, a smile on his lips as he takes in Gon who is on his knees, holding his hands out, still in shock.
"Hisoka." Gon frowns, not feeling comfortable with him being here when he's still feeling disoriented. He wants to know what just happened. Killua was here. He was disgusted with him. He looked like he hated him. "Did you...see everything that happened?"
"I did." Hisoka walks closer, his hips shifting, his arms crossed on his chest.
"Did you see which way Killua went?" Gon asks, hoping Hisoka saw Killua too.
"Killua was never here." Hisoka chuckles. "It was just you."
"Just me?...So I..." Gon looks down at his wrist, his eyes widening.
"You did that to yourself. It was quite something. You were shouting about this and that as you tore up your own skin." Hisoka pokes his hip out, his lips turning. Gon looks down at his wrist once again, not believing it. Killua was never there. Killua didn't hurt him, Gon hurt himself. All those words...they weren't spoken by Killua. That was a fake Killua. Kurapika was right...maybe the curse is making him see things. It felt so real. Gon can still feel his heart beating slowly from Killua's hurtful words.
Gon tenses when Hisoka hands him a rag, Gon looks up at him. "You should stop the bleeding." Hisoka looks amused about the whole thing. "you'll pass out soon from blood loss. I don't know if I'd be able to control myself if you pass out~" Hisoka's eyes roll back in his head. Gon takes the rag from him, shuttering to himself as he presses it to his wound, wincing from the pain it brings him.
"What are you doing here?" Gon asks, trying to get his bearings. How does he know Hisoka is real? He just feels out of it.
"I'm just enjoying myself just as you are. I thought a haunted house would be amusing. The most amusing thing here was you." Hisoka stands so his crotch is right in Gon's face. The younger male glares before he stands up. The magician is still taller than him by a couple of inches. At least he isn't towering over him like he was when he was 12. "Your face was delicious. You looked terrified." Hisoka licks his lips.
Gon glares at Hisoka, his amber eyes getting that fire back. He knows that this Hisoka is real. He doesn't know how he knows, he just does. He can feel his aura, his blood lust. Hisoka's aura brought Gon back to the situation. He's alone with Hisoka, he's hurt on his wrist, he's lost a lot of blood. He hurt himself and thought it was Killua who did it. Gon saw things. Gon's mind is clear now as he jumps away from Hisoka.
"Ohh when you look at me like that it makes it hard for me to control myself." Hisoka groans. "You're going to turn me on if you keep it up."
"What is it that you want?" Gon ignores Hisoka's last comment, glaring at his man, gripping his fist. IF he has to fight he will.
"I don't want to fight you." Hisoka notices Gon's aura starting to spike. Those yellow eyes light up, looking excited. "Not yet...not yet...I must wait." Hisoka mumbles to himself before he smiles at Gon. "All I want is to be entrained."
"Well i'm not going to be your entrainment. I've got to find Killua." Gon calms down. He grips his fists as he starts to walk pass the magician.
"What are you going to tell them about your wrist?" Hisoka smirks when Gon tenses. His eyes widen. I didn't think about that! Gon looks down at his wrist and winces. He stopped the bleeding from pressing on it but now that the wound can be seen clearly for Gon cleaning off the blood. It's deep. Gon really dug into his flesh. All the way down to the bone. He can see the muscles shift and he can see the white of his ulna.
Gon's face gets pale. What can he tell them? He'd never be able to come up with a believable lie and even if he could, Gon knows his expression would give him away.
"Here, let me help." Hisoka grabs Gon's arm, gently pulling him closer. The raven haired male blinks as Hisoka points his finger. Gon watches him place a sheet over Gon's wrist, covering the wound. "Texture surprise." Hisoka rubs his hand over it. Gon's eyes widen when the sheet looks like his own flesh.
"Whoa!" Gon's eyes widen, moving his hand around. It still hurts and he can still feel the wound but he can't see it.
"Now they won't be able to tell. All fixed~" Hisoka smirks at the look in Gon's eyes. "As long as you are in my range texture surprise will continue to work. Just don't let anyone touch your wrist or they'll be able to feel the sheet and know it's a fake." Hisoka touches his wrist with his long finger nails getting Gon to wince.
"How did you do that?" Gon looks at Hisoka only to see him smirk.
"I magician never gives away his secrets." Hisoka puts a finger to his lips.
"...Why are you helping me?" Gon gives Hisoka a suspicious look.
"Because I want to have fun. It gets boring walking around an amusement park by myself. I want you to entertain me." Hisoka's eyes light up. "Let's go find your friends, shall we?" Hisoka yellow eyes look him over.
"I don't know." Gon frowns, knowing what entertains Hisoka. He doesn't trust him but at the same time...he doesn't feel like Hisoka is a threat at this moment.
"It'll be like old times. In greed island." Hisoka chuckles as he walks out of the room. "If you entrain me I won't tell Killua how you want to make love to him~"
"W-What?" Gon's face gets red. Oh no, Hisoka was there to hear me say that.
"Oh how cute." Hisoka chuckles.
"Hisoka don't say anything." Gon glares at the older male as they walk out of the room together.
"I won't. Let's just have fun together then." Hisoka leans in, his sing song voice getting him to shutter. "Me and you could have a lot of fun together. If you must know I don't think you and Killua are not compatible."
"...You don't?" Gon frowns at Hisoka, thinking of Killua's disgust. He slumps his shoulders. Would I really not be able to satisfy him? Or is that just the curse talking? How does Killua really feel about me? Does he think i'm just a kid? Would he hate me if he knew I touched myself thinking of him?
"Not at all. You should find someone else." Hisoka's voice is smooth, his face too close for comfort.
"I don't think I could." Gon thinks for a moment before he glares at Hisoka. "Don't say anything to anyone about what happened." Gon's eyes give him a warning. Hisoka licks his lips.
"I'll behave. Just make me a part of the group. We'll be one big happy family." Hisoka chuckles as they walk down the stairs together.
Gon doesn't' feel like Hisoka is a direct threat but he still doesn't like that he's going to be hanging around them. Especially when Gon is seeing things to the point he hurt himself. If not for Hisoka, Gon would have to explain himself to everyone. He'd have to tell them about the curse and then the day would be ruined. Maybe it won't be so bad having Hisoka around? He hopes he doesn't ruin the rest of the day for them.
Gon tries to forget about what fake Killua said. He tries to push it to the back of his mind but it hurt. Gon feels guilt for his feelings. He's lost a bit of confidence that he had. With fake Killua's words and how Killua has been acting today with those girls, it just adds to Gon's insecurities. Gon grips his fists, shaking his head. That wasn't Killua. That isn't how he feels.
Gon keeps telling himself that but his wrist is throbbing and he still feels that pain in his chest when he thinks of Killua's look of disgust and hate.
The pain in his wrist is a reminder of what happened, pulling him down and making his heart sink. Gon has gone through physical pain. You name it. He's had his arm blown off, he's broken countless bones, he's burned his skin and has been sliced many times. The wrist hurts a lot but the pain he feels in his chest is worse, this small insecurity growing and spreading, making him hurt inside and out. If Killua would hate him because of his feelings, Gon would forget about it. He would push it to the side so that Killua could stay by his side.
The fake Killua's expression is stuck in his mind. He never wants to see the real Killua's face twisted in hate or disgust when he looks at him.
I don't want you to hate me.