The Light In Your Eyes

by Maddylovesyou

A light that is so precious. A light that brings hope and can change any situation from dire to okay. A light that one would kill for. Killua would certainly kill for him.

19. Chapter 19

Gon smiles up at the dark night sky, his amber eyes have this shine to them that's different than before. He stares at the stars, his heart beating slowly in his chest as he feels a warmth behind him and that warmth has spread throughout his whole being. In this moment, there's no place that Gon would rather be than to be here, sitting on Killua's lap with the ex-assassin's arms around him, the sound of waves crashing in the background and the stars above their heads.

"Hey Killua?" Gon breaks the comfortable silence that had settled over them after they had finish eating their food.

"Hm?" Killua hums in acknowledgment, his thumb rubbing against Gon's arm in such a gentle and soothing way. His voice is right next to Gon's ear, the younger male has his head back on Killua's shoulder so Killua's cheek is against his forehead.

"Did I ever tell you what Mito told me stars were when I was younger?"

"No actually." Killua sounds amused. "What did she tell you they were?"

"She told me that the stars are children's wishes visible in the night." Gon smiles, thinking about it. "She told me that everyone gets a star and everyone gets one wish. When I was younger I would look hard at the stars on top of that hill, trying to find the one for me. But all the stars look the same, and I couldn't tell which one was mine. When I asked her why I couldn't find mine she just smiled and said it was because my wish hadn't come true yet."

"I'm sorry Gon but she came up with the weirdest things." Killua shakes his head, his low voice rumbling in a chuckle. "But you know..." Killua glances over at Gon's bright amber eyes, this distant look to them as he remembers his home and Mito. Killua smiles, looking up at the stars. "I guess it is kind of nice to think of them like that. Better than just thinking of them as balls of gas in the sky. How boring. My teachings left no room for imagination." Killua's voice doesn't change and his smile doesn't falter as he nuzzles Gon's head slightly. "Wishes are better."

"It made me not feel alone." Gon says honestly as he stares at the many stars in the sky. "if all the stars are wishes, that meant all the stars I saw were kids wishing and wanting things just like me. So when Mito told me I couldn't find mine because my wish hadn't come true, I had to think of what my wish would be." Gon smiles, his chest feels fuzzy from talking about this with Killua, with sharing it with him while he's being held in his arms. "I decided that what I wanted most was a friend. Every night I would look outside, searching for my star. If I saw my star that meant I would be getting a friend soon. I never found it. But I think now...I have finally found my star."

"Really? Which one is yours then?" Killua's voice is quiet as he stares up at the sky with Gon. The raven haired male can't see his expression right now but he pictures him staring at the sky with curiosity, with those blue eyes lighting up in such a way that gets Gon's heart to skip a beat.

"It's not in the sky." Gon's leans his head back so he can look up at Killua, his smile soft. "You're my star Killua. You're my wish come true. You're what I was looking for all along when I was staring up at the sky all those years."

"T-That doesn't even make sense." Killua stutters, his face tinting with a soft blush, those blue eyes shifting away from him before looking up at the sky. "Saying such things, I..." Killua's lips tremble as he looks up at all the stars.

"It makes perfect sense! I knew you were my star years ago. When we sat on that hill together, looking up at the stars. I was still searching for my star, thinking that I would see it now that I had a friend. I couldn't find it. When I looked over at you though Killua...It was like you were glowing. You were brighter and prettier than any of the stars in the sky. In that moment I knew. You were my star." Gon nuzzles Killua's head, the ex-assassin getting redder. He tightens his grip on Gon. "I knew then too, that I always wanted to be with you. I Wanted to travel the world with you and share everything with you. Even at 12 years old I knew I didn't want to be without you." Gon smiles to himself. "Who knows? Maybe I fell in love with you then?"

Killua swallows. Gon can feel his heart beating so fast against his back. "You say these things so easily. I envy that." Killua licks his lips. He buries his face into Gon's back so he can't see his face. "I'm no star. I'm not bright, not like you Gon. You shine."

"You are a star. You shine Killua. Like the moon. It's soft and clear like a light in the darkness. You're my dream come true." Gon smiles, leaning back to give Killua a kiss on the top of his head, the other male jerking, the blush reaching his ears.

"If that's the case...then I know you're my star too." Killua mumbles this, his grip on Gon tightening as he lifts his head up. There's such a soft blush on his cheeks, those blue eyes deep with emotion that he can't hide anymore, his lips in a small smile. It's one of those smiles that Gon has come to love. "I think...that whenever I would look at the stars as well, I was searching for you. In my dreams...my wish...I can relate." Killua takes a deep breath. "You would never fit up in the sky though Gon. You're too bright. You'd turn the night into day." Killua's eyes get distant for a moment before he tenses, his eyes shifting away. Killua is so cute. He gets embarrassed so easily.

"It's like the stars were leading us to each other." Gon's cheeks tint at Killua speaking from his heart, his eyes brightening up. "We were both looking up at the same night sky before we even knew each other. Wanting someone but not knowing who." Gon closes his eyes thinking about it. It's amazing really. Just thinking about it, Killua as a young boy, feeling alone, staring up at the night sky, makes his heart yearn. It makes him feel even closer to Killua.

"You're such a hopeless romantic." Killua teases but his voice gives him away. It's laced with emotion. Gon giggles when Killua kisses his ear gently before moving to place a kiss on his cheek. "But...I think you're right. I was never one to believe in fate but..." Killua looks up at the stars before he glances at Gon who is no longer looking at the sky but staring at him. Those amber eyes are giving him their full attention. Killua stops talking, staring into Gon's eyes a moment before looking away. That nervous quivering of his aura being felt. Cute. Killua is so cute.

"Killua you're so cute." Gon won't put a filter on himself. There's no reason to. Killua is his boyfriend. Killua knows of his love. Killua is his. Gon won't put a filter on his love. He'll tell Killua what he thinks of him. He'll tell him he loves him every day and kiss his lips.

Gon has never been so happy. The way he feels is just...wow. It's like a new adventure has just been opened to him. Killua is a constant adventure, a constant thrill. Killua will never bore him and Gon will never want him to leave. Killua is the only one for him.

"I'll get tired of you." The other Killua says but it's a whisper. Gon barely hears him. The raven haired male easily ignores him. He won't let the curse cause him anymore trouble, not when he's so happy, he's so complete. The curse has been trying to get him today. Like at the arcade when Gon saw that man bite off that woman's face in the zombie game, Gon had an image of the other Killua ripping off his lip with that twisted smile on his lips. It made his stomach twist and he felt ill. He ignored it though. He didn't let it ruin their time. The curse did hit him hard when they went to the movies though...When Hisoka showed up. The other Killua kept taunting him, saying that when Killua finds out he's been keeping the curse from him he'll hate Gon. Killua wouldn't want him anymore. Gon didn't believe the other Killua. Deep down he knows Killua wouldn't hate him but...When Hisoka started to hint around to the curse to Killua and then almost told him, Gon lost it.

He had a panic attack. His chest clenched up and his body moved on it's own. He blacked out for a moment. All he could hear was the other Killua's laughter. He just wanted Hisoka to shut up. To be quiet. He didn't want Killua to be angry with him. After Gon realized that he let the curse have the upper hand he felt disappointed with himself. He just wanted to get away from Hisoka and away from The other Killua's laughter.

Killua saved him once again. Gon couldn't stop his tears when Killua had confronted him about hiding something and for his strange behavior. He felt as if it was all over. His blood turned cold and his wrist itched and his heart was beating too fast. He couldn't' think straight. Only when Killua held him in his arms did Gon gain himself back. Killua would never hate him. Killua would never want him to hurt himself like the other Killua was telling him to do.

Killua let what happen at the movie theater go but Gon knows that it's not forgotten. Killua will ask about it. He will want to know what he's hiding... Gon swallows down the slight panic he feels. He won't let the curse get to him. He can't be thinking about this now. Gon will push what happened with Hisoka to the back of his mind like he did before. Emotions do work against him. Negative ones at least. Positive ones make the curse weaker. Gon can tell.

After Gon and Killua shared their first kiss, Gon couldn't hear the other Killua at all. The ringing was gone and everything was calm. Gon was so happy. The other Killua couldn't take away his first kiss. Killua kissed him and it felt amazing. There was nothing horrific about it. Gon hated himself when he had tensed up when Killua tried to kiss him. The curse made him think of the dream and for a second he let it show. Gon wouldn't let it win. He kissed Killua. He kissed him with all he had. And it was magnificent.

The curse has been weak all of today in general. The curse only made him sort of lose it once today and he was able to recover quickly. Gon's appetite has been well and there has been no pain in his stomach. Gon doesn't even feel anything when he hears the other Killua's voice. It's so distant. Gon is winning against the curse. Kurapika would like to hear this...

"I'm not cute." Gon blinks, refocusing on Killua who is pouting slightly, his cheeks have gotten redder. He glances back at Gon. His eyebrows furrow and he looks determined for a moment. "You're the...c-cute one." He looks away after saying it. Gon's heart skips a beat. Killua's too cute for his own good.

"What's cute about me?" Gon grins when he gets Killua to sputter, Gon turning so he's facing him in his lap. Killua's eyes widen slightly but his arms almost automatically find their way around his waist.

"Don't make me say it." Killua mumbles, glaring lightly at Gon as he leans up and nips on his lower lip a bit hard. "punishment." Killua smirks. "For teasing me."

"I don't know what you're talking about." Gon hums innocently, licking his lips, ignoring how his stomach twisted in a slight panic when Killua bit his lip. He didn't let it show in his aura though. He kept himself calm. Killua would never hurt him like that.

"mmhmm. Sure you don't. Does this morning ring a bell?" Killua pinches Gon's thigh getting him to squirm in his hold.

"I was just getting something off your lips." Gon giggles at the glare Killua gives him, those blue orbs have that expression that Gon is still trying to figure out.

"Cheeky bastard." Killua smirks, leaning close, Gon can feel his breath on his lips as he says this. His eyes lower for a moment. "...Can I?" Killua asks quietly, his hand going up to rub Gon's cheek.

"You don't have to ask." Gon smiles brightly, his heart doing flips in his chest from Killua looking like this and being so sweet. Killua is so gentle. His touches and his words careful as if he's afraid he might hurt Gon. "I'm all yours! Kiss me whenever you like!-"

Killua leans in, his lips pressing against Gon's, silencing him. Gon finds himself relaxing in Killua's hold as he carefully kisses him, nibbling at his lower lip. It's slow and deep, sensual. Gon's whole body is on fire from this kiss. He can't help to feel jealous. I wonder when I kiss Killua does he feel like this too? Gon feels really warm when he feels Killua's hands go up his shirt rubbing his bare back, the kiss getting deeper. Gon feels like he's going crazy. He wants more but he doesn't know how to act. Killua's warmth and his kiss and his scent...It's making him hot in every way.

"If you say that, I might just take you up on your offer." Killua pulls away, his voice low against Gon's lips. Gon feels that familiar feeling in his pants. He flushes. Killua can be like this too. It's strange. One minute Killua can be really nervous and then the other he can have this strong, dominating presence. Gon likes both ways. Gon watches Killua get embarrassed for what he just said with amusement but his heart is still beating so fast. "Let's head back to the hotel Gon. It's getting pretty late and I still have one more surprise for you." Killua looks back at Gon, a smile turning his lips when he sees the other males eyes light up.

"Eh? Really? Another surprise?" Gon' feels an excitement grow. I'll have to make our date really special to keep up with Killua...I will be on his level. That's why tonight...I'm going to do it.

"Yup. But we better head back now or you might miss it." Killua teases, getting Gon's eyes to widen. He quickly gets off of Killua's lab, grabbing the other boy's hand to lift him up.

"Then what are we waiting for?" Gon beams, his eyes shining, showing his emotion. Killua stops smirking, those blue eyes just taking him in for a moment before Gon pulls him along. The two boys running in the sand together, hand in hand. "Another surprise! Wow! Killua is spoiling me." Gon giggles, feeling gitty. "What is it?"

"The point in a surprise is that you don't know what it is." Killua chuckles at Gon's eagerness. "You'll find out soon enough. I'm not going to tell you what it is." Killua adds when Gon gives him his puppy dog look. Killua quickly looks away. His attack being avoided.

"Fine." Gon huffs before he chuckles. It doesn't matter. He'll find out soon enough. Gon can't help to feel that holding hands is different now. It's different because they both know what it means. It's great. "I get to drive home! You said I could."

"That I did." Killua smirks. "Don't' kill us alright?"

"I'm not." Gon pouts. "If you can do it, I can do it."

"Oh really?" Killua raises his eyebrow, his smile playful. "We'll see."

"I guess we will." Gon huffs. I'm so going to drive this car better than Killua! Gon rushes over to the black rent a car that Killua had parked in the restaurant's parking lot. Luckily the restaurant was right next to the beach. Gon had paid the waiters to help him set up the beach dinner and also for them to clean it up after they're done so they don't have to worry about it. Gon has to say he thinks the beach dinner was a huge success. Killua seemed to really like it and Gon thinks the beach was the perfect place for their first kiss. And it was.

"Here you go." Killua and Gon let go of each others hands to get into the car. Killua throws Gon the keys, the dark haired male catching it with ease, a grin on his lips.

"I'm going to show you Killua!" Gon beams as he gets into the driver seat, Killua getting in the passenger side with a smirk on his lips.

"I better put this on." Killua puts on his seat belt, chuckling when Gon gives him a look. "Safety first. I don't want to die."

"I'm not going to kill us!" Gon huffs. He knows Killua is getting a kick out of teasing him. It's playful, those blue eyes dancing. Despite Killua making fun of him, he can tell Killua is really happy right now. There's this light there that has grown and stayed. It looks nice. Gon likes it.

Gon blinks when he takes in the controls in front of him. Okay...I've seen Killua do this and I've seen Leorio do this. It's easy. Gon puts the keys into the ignition before turning the motor on. He gets a spark of adrenaline when the motor turns on and the engine purrs quietly. Gon grips the wheel, getting a feel for it. See? Easy! Gon grins over at Killua who is giving him an amused smile.

"Okay. So you can turn it on."

Gon narrows his eyes, getting Killua to chuckle at him. Gon huffs, focusing on the task at hand. So I just pull this thing...R is for reverse. Gon puts it in reverse, knowing he has to go backwards to get out of this parking spot. His eyebrows furrow when they start going back and left. Gon hits the breaks, not wanting to hit the car next to them. Very carefully Gon works his way out of the parking spot. So I turn the wheel right it goes left. Turn the wheel left it goes right... Gon can feel his brain working on overdrive. He sticks out his tongue, slowly but surely inching his way out without touching the other cars.

Gon gets out completely and sighs in relief. He looks over to beam proudly at Killua only to find the ex-assassin snickering, a hand over his mouth. Gon glares. "Hey! What are you laughing out now? I just got out of the parking spot-"

"You would think...you were doing...brain surgery." Killua catches his breath, shaking his head. Those eyes bouncing in mirth. " Just the look on your face when you were doing it and you were going so slow!"

"I'll go fast on the road!" Gon is about to step on the gas when he remembers he hasn't put the car in drive yet. He puts the car in drive before he steps on the gas. Speeding them out of the parking lot and out on the road. Gon thinks he remembers how to get to the hotel from here. He won't rely on Killua and show him how good he is. "See?" Gon grins, his eyes getting bigger when he realizes he's driving. He's driving a car and he's going really fast down the highway. His heart beats faster and he smiles. This is something new. Exciting.

"I have to hand it to you Gon. We aren't dead yet." Killua unhooks his seat belt and leans closer. He gets so he's up against the other male, his breath can be felt on his neck. Gon swallows, waiting for Killua to kiss him in the sensitive area but he doesn't. He just lingers there, allowing Gon to feel the tickling sensation of his breath but not giving him anymore than that.

Gon tries to focus on the road. Maybe Killua is testing him or maybe Killua is getting back at him for teasing him today with pretending to almost kiss him. Gon won't give in to it.

Gon bites his lip when Killua starts to rub down his arm with his finger tips, giving him goosebumps. Killua certainly isn't acting shy right now. He's playing with him.

"Because you're so easy to play with." The voice can barely be heard. It has no power here. Not now.

"Hey Killua are you teasing me?" Gon frowns when Killua licks his neck slightly only to pull away.

"I don't' know what you're talking about."

"Don't be mean. I'm trying to focus on driving." Gon takes a deep breath. He's been feeling extremly warm since they were on that beach. And with the thoughts of what he's going to do tonight...It makes him really excited and hot. Gon is going to show Killua that he isn't a kid. He'll show him that he is on his level. He'll show Killua that he can satisfy him. Gon never wants Killua to leave.

"Not well. You already swerved a couple of times." Killua chuckles.

"That's because of you." Gon grins to himself. "I'll get you back Killua."

"We'll see."

Both of the teenagers grin at each other before Gon looks back at the road. There's a comfortable silence between them. The playful air leaving into a more cozier one. Gon keeps driving fast down the highway, aware that Killua is staring at him. Gon smiles to himself. Even though he sort of lost the game, Gon is glad it's over. Killua is his.

"Wouldn't it be fun to drive full speed into one of those trees? It'd give you such a rush." The other Killua coos.

Gon blinks when he finds himself turning the car slightly so if it keeps going it would go off the road. He quickly fixes it, shaking his head. Don't listen to it. Ignore the excitement those words made you feel...I don't want to kill myself.

It's probably bad he has to tell himself that. But he doesn't want to kill himself. He likes the thrill and all but he doesn't want to leave Killua behind. Especially after the breakthrough they just had. Killua is his boyfriend now. Killua is his life. Gon needs him and...Gon is sure Killua needs him too.

"I don't need you." the voice is merely a whisper. His heart calms down as he takes in Killua's familiar aura.

"So...How did I do?... I mean for my first planned date?" Killua's question gets Gon to glance over at the other male. Killua is looking out the window. Gon can't see his face.

"You did great. I was surprised. You took me to do fun things and you added what you knew about me. Like with the music and the food. You were very kind to me today too." Gon giggles when he sees Killua's neck get red. "You cooked me breakfast in bed and you made sure you looked stunning today. I never new how romantic you were Killua!"

"Told you I had skills." Killua mumbles but Gon can hear the smile in his voice.

"I can't wait till I can take you out on a date. Killua spoiled me so I want to spoil Killua! I know it will have to wait but I'll be doing some new planning." Gon smiles, thinking about it. Killua won't know what hit him. Gon will treat him like a prince.

Gon sees Killua pull at his jeans before shoving his hands into his pockets. He's all fidgety, at least for Killua he's fidgety. Gon can tell. The other male is probably hiding his smile and his excitement with those bangs of his.

"I don't want to be spoiled." Killua glances lazily over at Gon, but those eyes hold that emotion of admiration. "I want to...spoil you." Killua flushes but he doesn't' look away.

"Too bad. I'm going to spoil you." Gon sticks out his tongue. "I want to make you happy-"

"Spoiling you makes me happy." Killua counters.

"Well okay. You can spoil me but I'm going to spoil you too. That way we both can be happy!" Gon smiles.

"It can only be your way." Killua shakes his head but there's that small smile on his lips that gets Gon's heart to flutter.

"It's only fair." Gon chuckles.

"Hey Gon, you should probably slow down."

"Why?" Gon blinks as he looks around.

"You just ran a red light." Killua looks amused.

"Eh?! Oh yeah I'm suppose to stop. I forgot because no one is here."

"It's fine." Killua chuckles at the look on Gon's face, his lips turned in that frown when he's done something wrong. "I say run all the red lights!"

"No Killua." Gon slows down when he sees another red light. He smiles when he stops at it before he goes when it turns green. "Red lights are for a reason."

"Just to waste time." Killua grunts. "There's like, no one out here."

"Still I don't want to get pulled over."

"If the cops come, just go really fast and lose them."

"I don't think that will work. It never works on the show 'Cops'."

"Yeah but we're not the idiots on the show 'Cops'. We could out run those guys any day." Killua waves him off.

"I guess but I'd feel bad. We would have ruined their night."

"What else are they doing? Probably just sitting around in their cars waiting for people like us to make their lives interesting."

"I'm sure they have interesting lives. They're police officers!" Gon smiles, thinking of all the action moves he's seen about police.

"Pssh." Killua shakes his head. "They can't do anything. Seriously. So much shit goes down under their noses. They're more focused on traffic tickets than anything."

"That's not true." Gon frowns. "Cops are doing stuff all the time on the news."

"When was the last time you actually watched the news?"

"...Last week?" Gon thinks for a moment.

"And what were the cops doing?"

"...searching for the people who went missing at the circus?"

"And did they find them?"

"No."

"Then who found them?"

"We did." Gon huffs when Killua gives him this 'I told you so' look. "That's different Killua."

"No it's not it-" Killua starts to argue with him.

Something slams into the side of their car, hitting them so hard that they fly off the road, do a flip and land in a ditch. Killua and Gon are both slung like rag dolls, none of the boys wearing their seat belts. Gon got slung into Killua on impact, Gon's head connecting with Killua's shoulder and when the car flipped they both hit the top of the car before falling back down, Gon's body landing in an awkward position.

Gon lays there on his back, one of his legs stuck up on the seat belt. He takes deep breaths, trying to calm himself down. But Gon can't stop his smile. His heart is beating so fast and he feels fuzzy. His body is trembling. His mind is ringing and he thinks he might hear a voice but he can't tell. His head is throbbing.

"Gon!" The raven haired male blinks at hearing his name. He looks over to see Killua getting up from his position, immediately coming over to him. Those blue eyes look him over, filled with concern. Gon takes in Killua and can't help to feel relief. Killua isn't hurt. He doesn't appear to be damaged at all. "Damn, you hit your head pretty hard on my shoulder. How many fingers am I holding up?" Killua puts two fingers in his face.

"Two?" Gon blinks. That strange fuzzy feeling going away as the situation hits him. They were hit. They were flung off the road. The rent a car is upside down now. Gon's eyes widen and he sits up quickly, ignoring the slight throbbing of his head. "Killua are you okay? We were hit!"

"Yeah I know. I'm fine. And it looks like you're fine too. Can you move Gon? Lets crawl out the window." Killua crawls over Gon carefully before he punches the drive side window, shattering the glass. He ignores the cuts he gets before crawling back. "You go first Gon." Killua keeps looking him over.

"W-Was it my fault?" Gon's lips tremble when he thinks about Leorio and the state the car must be in. If I wasn't driving would this have happened? Did I run a red light again? Killua sees Gon's expression and his face gets stern.

"It wasn't your fault. It was that other guys fault. That ass hole. We got hit on the side. Come on Gon." Killua starts to nudge Gon, encouraging him to move out of the window. Gon turns on his stomach before he crawls out of the window. He has full use of his arms and legs. He's sure nothing is broken. The only thing that hurts is his head.

Killua crawls out after him, standing up and brushing off his clothes. Gon is staring at the state the car is in, his heart beating slowly in his chest. It's horrible. Completely ruined. Leorio's going to be mad. Killua is more focused on something else.

"Hey!" Gon blinks turning around to see someone pointing at his car that is dented in the front. He's fuming ,his face red. "Watch where you're going you fools! Because of you, my car is like this! I obviously had the right away-" The man stops talking suddenly. Killua has gone stiff and Gon can't see his face but he can feel his aura change.

"You flipped our car and you dare say it's our fault?" Killua takes a step closer. "Gon's head got busted because of you." Killua's voice is calm and eerie.

"I-I'll let you off the hook-" The man tries to get in his car only for Killua to appear in front of him. He kicks this man in the chest, and he falls to the ground, whining.

"How kind of you." Killua's blue eyes are dark as his hand changes into a claw.

"Ahh what are you?!" The man crawls back.

"Killua." Gon's eyebrows furrow. "It's okay. He's not worth it. I'll just have to pay Leorio back-"

"Give me your wallet." Killua holds out his hand towards this man.

"Killua!"

"What? I'm not going to give you my-"

Killua sticks his claw into this man's car and runs his nails along the side-

"Okay! Just stop hurting her..." The man looks like he's about to cry as he fumbles with his pockets and throws Killua his wallet.

"Killua don't take that." Gon runs up to his friend, trying to get him to look at him.

"He owes us for the car." Killua doesn't look at Gon. The raven haired male's lips go in a tight line. That look in Killua's eyes. Gon knows he's seething in rage. He wants to kill this man. Gon doesn't say anything as he watches him take a large amount of money out his wallet before throwing it back to this man.

"I-I'll go to the police and have you both arrested for this!" The man grumbles as he stands up only for Killua to kick him back down. Killua leans in close and whispers something to this man. His pupils become constricted and he starts to sweat. "Okay...O-Okay I see now." The man gets up and quickly runs to his busted up car. Gon watches him as he drives away before he looks at Killua. The ex-assassin has his back to him.

"...Killua."

"I only took enough for the car. He's rich Gon. What I took is nothing and he deserved it. He deserved worse. The way he looked at you after what he did. Like you were below him, like we were below him. He hurt you. It could have been a lot worse. We weren't expecting it. You could have broken your neck or anything!" Killua seethes before taking a deep breath, his hand turning back to normal.

"But I didn't. We didn't get hurt badly Killua. We're okay." Gon walks up to Killua before hugging him from behind, burying his face between Killua's shoulder blades. The ex-assassin tenses only to relax in the hold, letting out a breath he had probably been holding. "It's okay. I know that guy was a jerk and I know you wanted to do more..." Gon kisses the back of Killua's head. "Leorio is going to be happy we made the money back."

"Gon..." Killua turns around, those blue eyes that were dark have that light back to them. They look Gon over with concern. A flare of anger coming to his expression as he looks at Gon's busted head. It doesn't feel that bad but Gon knows it upsets Killua. "You could have been hurt worse." Killua kisses his head, Gon's heart fluttering at the gesture. "That man was lucky to live tonight."

"Do you think he will call the police?" Gon tilts his head. He thinks it's kind of funny now the police are involved after they had been talking about them before getting hit.

"Nah." Killua chuckles darkly. "He won't. Don't worry about that." Killua kisses Gon's nose, this protective spark to his aura. Also a possessive one. "Lets head back to the hotel. Leorio can clean your wrist and clean your head up." Killua grabs Gon's hand and starts to lead him towards the hotel. Gon knows they didn't crash too far from their hotel.

"What about the rent a car?" Gon frowns looking back at the wrecked chuck of metal.

"Nothing we can do." Killua shakes his head, still leading Gon.

"Leorio is going to be mad..."

"Leorio will get over it." Killua tightens his grip on his hand. "He's not going to lecture you about this."

Gon looks down at their hands locked together before he smiles gently. "Killua is really protective of me. But you should know I'm not fragile." Gon rubs his thumb against Killua's hand. "I can handle pain and I won't just break. So don't be so worried about me." Gon hugs Killua's arm. "I don't want this to ruin tonight. I'm fine. I'm strong, you said so yourself Killua."

"That won't stop me from worrying." Killua mumbles but his shoulders relax. "But you're right. You're not fragile...I just hated that guy for doing that and then acting like we should be paying him. I won't let that ass hole ruin tonight. Actually it only enhances your surprise I think." Killua is quiet a moment. "I know you can handle pain but...that doesn't mean I want you to be in pain. Whenever we are in a fight and I see you get thrown across the room or hurt or punched, I cringe on the inside. It's like it's hurting me too. In every fight you've been in I've wanted to jump in, to hurt them for hurting you. But I know you can fight your own battles. I'm just..." Killua trails off, his cheeks pink. "When it comes to you...It's hard to... hold onto my self control."

"I understand that Killua. I feel the same way when someone hurts you. I want to protect you and keep you safe. I guess it's both an urge we have to fight. Because I know you're very strong but like you said, I won't stop worrying." Gon smiles, closing his eyes in it. "Just don't worry too much about me. A little head wound is nothing."

"Yeah, compared to the other wounds you received like your arm being blown off." Killua shakes his head. He chuckles slightly, the tense mood leaving completely. "I think you're a thrill junkie or something. I swore when we got hit and we were getting flung around I heard you laughing."

"Really?" Gon blinks. I don't remember laughing...Gon did feel really good after the accident though. Kind of like he was drunk. It was bizarre. "I guess it was kind of fun wasn't it?"

"You're so weird." Killua shakes his head, the atmosphere going completely back to normal. It's like they didn't just crawl out of a totaled car and Killua didn't just steal money from a stranger and threaten to kill him.

They walk on and move on. They have both seen worse and stranger nights.

"You must like weird." Gon giggles. "you're dating me."

"I guess I do." Killua flushes, his lips turning in a smile.

Despite what just happen, Gon is still having the time of his life.

---

Kurapika stares up at the wall, the blanket covering his waist and below. His blond locks stick to his face from sweat, his hair ruffled up. The cool blankets feel nice on his warm skin, his gray eyes glazed over.

Leorio lays next to him in bed, smoking a cigarette, closing his eyes in the feeling before letting it out, the puff of smoke disappearing in the air. Kurapika is too tired to comment. His bottom and his genitals feel sore. The whole day has been like this. Kurapika has only gotten out of bed when he went to the bathroom or to get something to eat. Both the older adults woke with a terrible hang over. Of course they couldn't just sleep it away. They would wake up and one of them would start kissing on the other and then it would just escalate to...this.

Kurapika never thought he would have this much sex in one day. Leorio just knows how to make his body feel amazing...And to keep his mind off of things. Sam is laying on Kurapika's chest right now, curled into a cute orange ball of fur. Kurapika pets him absentmindedly, his mind clearing from the after glow of their deed.

"I wonder how their date is going?" Leorio breaks the silence, taking another drag of his cigarette.

"I wonder as well." Kurapika thinks about his two younger friends. He's been thinking about them a lot today. Especially Gon. Kurapika's stomach twists in that familiar feeling when he thinks of his friend and the curse that's on him.

They're running out of time.

Kurapika regrets not hurting that man himself to get answers. He should have secured him better. He shouldn't have let him get away. Kurapika can't relax. He feels anxious and even more anxious when he knows that Killua and Leorio don't know. And he knows how they will react when they do know. Kurapika bites his lip. I have to tell them...I'll do it tomorrow. Kurapika will enjoy the sex and the closeness with Leorio for right now because he knows come tomorrow and he tells everyone about the curse, Kurapika is probably going to be sleeping on the couch.

"It's getting pretty late and they're still not back." Leorio looks over at the alarm clock. " I wonder if they have kissed yet?" Leorio smiles, gushing to himself.

"you're going to be so embarrassing when they come back with your questions."

"I don't even care. It's my job to embarrass my kids honey." Leorio chuckles at the look Kurapika gives him.

Kurapika rolls his eyes as he sits up. He winces as he gets out of bed and walks over to his dresser. He throws on a pair of sleeping pants. Honestly he doesn't feel like doing anymore than that. He just knows that when Gon and Killua get back they will probably stop to visit.

"You have such a fine ass." Leorio whistles, getting Kurapika to flush.

"You have no shame." Kurapika mumbles, his heart beating faster in his chest. He gets himself together before he smirks back at Leorio. "I can say the same thing about you." He winks.

This gets Leorio to flush. "Yeah you were saying a lot of that when I was on bottom...again."

"I think you should always be on bottom."

"N-NO way!" Leorio shakes his head getting Kurapika to chuckle lightly at his lover. "You're rough." He grunts, crossing his arms over his muscular chest.

"I'm not that bad." Kurapika shakes his head before he walks over to Leorio and gets on top of him. He smiles as he leans in and kisses him on the lips. "you seemed to enjoy it."

"And you say I have no shame." Leorio mumbles as he kisses Kurapika's neck lightly, licking at his flesh lazily.

"You don't." Kurapika closes his eyes, his senses still heighten from just engaging in that act. Really he's surprised with himself. He never knew how sexually active he is. Kurapika is glad he's with Leorio, the older man seems to be able to keep up with him just fine.

There's a knock at their door.

"Oh that must be them." Leorio's eyes light up in excitement as he wiggles his way out of Kurapika's hold. He quickly throws on some boxers before he rushes over to the door and opens it, a bright smile on his lips. "Hello guys how did it-Gon your head!" Leorio's eyes widen as he takes in the large knot on the raven haired male's head. It's bruised. "What happened?"

"We got into a little accident." Killua answers when Gon looks down at his feet. Kurapika notices Killua has wrapped his arm around Gon's waist, holding him protectively against his chest.

"Accident? What do you mean?" Leorio moves out of the way to let Gon and Killua come in. He rushes over to get his kit. Kurapika doesn't move from the bed. He studies Gon and Killua, his eyes on Gon.

Gon tilts his head, stiffing the air. "What's that smell? Did you guys just work out or something? It smells...kind of musty?"

Killua's nose instantly wrinkles up in disgust after Gon said that and when he takes in Leorio and Kurapika's states.

"Really? Do you guys ever take a break?"

Kurapika blushes at the comment. "Never mind that." Leorio coughs, his cheeks tinted. "Tell me what happened. From the begging-"

"Leorio I trashed the rent a car!" Gon shouts, his eyes getting wide with his guilt.

Silence.

"What?!" Leorio stares at Gon with wide eyes. "That's impossible. How..." Leorio looks around for the keys only for his head to snap over at the two boys, his eyes narrowed. "You stole my keys?! And you drove a car?! Are you two out of your minds? You could have been killed!"

"Waa I'm sorry Leorio!-wait stole?" Gon blinks before he looks at Killua who is whistling, putting his hands behind his head. Gon frowns. "Killua you said Leorio was okay with us driving the car!"

"I might have exaggerated the truth a little bit."

"What the hell Killua?!" Leorio snaps. Kurapika just sits on the bed, watching the scene unfold. Leorio takes a deep breath, pinching the bridge of his nose. "Okay so let me get this straight. You stole my keys and you crashed the car-"

"It wasn't our fault. Some ass hole hit us." Killua grunts, his eyes narrowing.

"I don't' care who hit who. The fact of the matter is that you stole my car, drove it without licenses and got into an accident. You two could have been killed!" Leorio growls. Gon looks down at his feet again, shifting. Killua looks indifferent. But his eyes narrow when he sees Gon's expression.

"Well we aren't dead are we? It's cool. I got the money to pay for the car right here." Killua takes out a large sum of jenny from his pocket and puts it into Leorio's hand. "Curtsy of the man who hit us."

"He really gave you all of this?" Leorio's eyes widen, his anger being forgotten for a moment.

"Sort of. I more or less made him. That rich ass hole hit us so hard the car flipped and then he has the gull to tell us to watch where we're going and tell us we need to pay him." Killua shakes his head, gripping his fist. He cuts Leorio off when he opens his mouth. "Before you start again, just stop. We get it. 'Blah, blah, you shouldn't have done it and danger and I'm a doctor.' We Don't' need a lecture right now. Could you just take care of his wounds?"

Kurapika smiles slightly despite himself. The situation is kind of amusing to watch. Gon doesn't seem to be in pain and both of the boys have this different feel to them. It's refreshing. Kurapika is sure he knows how the date went.

"You boys are so careless." Leorio mumbles but that's all he says about it as he gets Gon to sit down on the bed.

"I'm really sorry Leorio." Gon frowns.

"...It's okay." Leorio sighs. "I'm just glad you two are alright." he smiles gently at the younger male before he takes out some alcoholic pads and wipes at the knot. Gon winces when Leorio touches it but that's it. "That's going to be sore for a little bit but I think that's all you have to be worried about. Let me change your wrist while we're at it." Leorio cuts off Gon's bandages, examining the wound. The flesh isn't as red as it was yesterday and it seems the edges of the wound are closer together. "Look at that, it's starting to heal."

Gon looks down at his wrist for a moment, those amber eyes not changing but there's this knowing smile on his lips. Leorio works quickly, cleaning the wound, before wrapping Gon up in another bandage. Kurapika and Killua watching quietly.

"So his head should be fine?" Killua takes a step forward.

"Yeah. It does look like a nice knot but with how alert Gon is I don't think we have to worry about a concussion." Leorio packs up his kit before he sits down next to Gon.

"See Killua? All good." Gon beams up at the other male who's shoulders have relaxed slightly in relief.

"The next time you two go out on a date just take a cab. It's safer" Leorio goes back into father mode. His lips twitch after he realizes his mistake. "S-So yeah how was today? Anything interesting happen other than getting in an accident?"

"Today was amazing!" Gon jumps up from the bed to stand next to Killua. "We went to the arcade and Killua won a million tickets and we went to the movies and we went to a fancy restaurant and there was music and then we finished the dinner on the beach." Gon doesn't take a breath, those amber eyes so bright. Kurapika can't help to watch him with a smile on his lips. "But that's not the best part!" Gon grabs Killua's hand, the ex-assassin is trying to hide his flush only for Gon to grab his face, cupping his cheek.

Gon leans in, kissing Killua on the lips. Kurapika and Leorio's eye widen only for both of their lips to wobble up into a smile. Finally.

"We're together! I asked Killua to be my boyfriend and he said yes! And we've been kissing a lot." Gon breaks the kiss to smile at his two older friends. Kurapika caught how Killua leaned after Gon when he broke the kiss, his blush reaching his ears when he looks up and sees Kurapika and Leorio smiling at them.

"Stop looking like that. You both look like creeps." Killua huffs, obviously embarrassed but...those blue eyes are so much brighter.

"Congratulations you two! This is great!" Leorio squeals, clapping his hands together.

"You're very cute together." Kurapika smiles softly when Gon looks over at him. "Take care of each other."

"We will!"

" you don't have to tell us." Killua grunts, wrapping his arm around Gon's waist.

"I think I'm going to cry." Leorio sniffles, wiping at his eyes. "our boys are all grown up Kurapika."

"Indeed they are." Kurapika offers his love a hug, the older male taking it, wrapping his arms around him.

"Stop." Killua gives them a pointed look.

"Yes. We're all grown up." Gon's eyes light at that and he smiles over at Killua, getting rid of that look into something brighter.

"So what's going to happen next for you two?" Leorio leans closer, looking like an excited school girl. "By the way, who confessed first?-"

"You guys were in on the competition?" Killua's eye twitches, glaring at the older males who tense.

"...We may have also had a bet on who would win." Leorio fiddles with his fingers when Killua's eyes narrow.

"It was a tie!" Gon chimes in.

"No I wasn't. Technically I never confessed. You're the one who said the word first."

"But I knew what you were trying to say!" Gon pouts.

"Did Killua say 'I love you'?" Kurapika raises his eyebrow.

"Well no but I knew he was going to say it-"

"uhh Killua won?" Leorio groans. "Why did I change my bet?!"

"So you both thought I was going to lose?" Killua taps his foot against the floor.

"Maybe."

"I think it's still a tie." Gon mumbles ,crossing his arms. Killua chuckles at his lover, pulling at his cheek.

"What's with the long face?"

"Reasons." Gon mumbles as Killua pulls at his cheeks only for those blue eyes to shine for a moment. He smiles and leans in, kissing Gon on the forehead.

"Awww!" Leorio gushes. Killua flushes, glaring over at Leorio.

"So Gon...are you happy?" Kurapika's question gets everyone to look at him. Kurapika gets off of the bed, the cold air brushing against his bare chest. Gon locks eyes with Kurapika before his lips turn in such a large smile. It has the gravitational pull of the sun.

"Yeah i'm really happy." Gon closes his eyes in his smile. "Nothing could take away from it."

"Can I talk to you Gon...alone?" Kurapika takes a step forward. He needs to get some of this off of his chest.

Killua gives him a strange look, those eyes suspicious of him. Even though Gon is with him now, Kurapika can tell Killua is just as or even more possessive than he was before.

"Why alone?"

"Come on let them talk. You'll get Gon to yourself soon enough." Leorio walks over and wraps his arm around Killua's shoulder, grinning. "You need to tell me all about the date. Also if you have any questions about...the birds and the bees I could-"

"Fuck off!" Killua's face gets red. "I don't needy you teaching me that."

"Are you sure?" Leorio gives him a serious look. " If you have sex improperly you could cause a rip or damage insides." Leorio is whispering so Gon doesn't hear. "The only reason I'm telling you this is because I know you two are young teenage boys. If you do happen to have sex in the near future I want to make sure you're both safe."

"I know that it can cause damage. I've researched it." Killua eyes shift away for a moment. "...I'm not going to rush anything with Gon. But when the time comes best believe that I will take every precaution."

"Okay good. There's lube in these dressers if you need some and condoms-"

"Ugh just stop." Killua flushes. When he glances behind Leorio he sees that Gon and Kurapika have just made their way onto the balcony. Killua's lips twitch but he stays with Leorio.

---

"Any progress with the curse? Any hint of the other Killua?" Kurapika looks towards the ocean, glancing over at Gon who is gripping the railing.

"I think the curse has gotten weaker. I've heard the other Killua's voice but it's not that loud. I've spaced out a couple of times but that was it." Gon looks down at his hands. "I think that my emotions do have a lot to do with the curse. Happy emotions make the curse weaker. Negative emotions make the curse stronger."

Kurapika nods, he thinks he's noticed that as well.

"...Hisoka showed up today." Gon doesn't look at Kurapika. "He tried to tell Killua about the curse...and he said he had information that I would be interested in about the fox stealer. When Hisoka tried to tell Killua I got negative emotions. The other Killua kept saying that Killua would hate me for keeping the curse from him. I got so caught up in it, I believed it for a second. I punched Hisoka before he could tell Killua...and his face on my fist felt good." Gon frowns deeply. "For a moment...I really wanted to kill him Kurapika. I don't know what came over me."

"It's the curse Gon. And it's Hisoka. Everyone wants to kill him." Kurapika puts a comforting hand on Gon's shoulder. "...Hisoka seems to be able to find you where ever you guys go. And as I expected he is involved with the fox stealer in some way." Kurapika frowns. "I know you're worried Gon but I think it's best that we tell them about the curse tomorrow-"

Gon shakes his head.

"Gon-"

"K-Kurapika..." Gon eyes get distant for a moment. "I've become really scared of telling Killua. My stomach clenches up and I get sweaty. I know Killua won't hate me. I know that but...it's like the rest of me doesn't. And then my mind can be tricked. I know Killua will be mad at me. And he has a right to be but when he yells at me or glares at me..."

"The negative emotions..." Kurapika frowns, biting his lip. This is bad. Gon has made a valid point. If they tell them and Gon gets upset who knows how the curse will react? What if he has another violent episode?...maybe it's okay to keep it from them a little longer? even if they knew it's not like that would make them find the fox stealer any faster and it's not like they can do anything to break the curse... "Gon...We won't tell them."

Gon's eyes light up in hope as he looks over at Kurapika. "We'll still keep it secret? Between you and me?"

"Yes. We'll break this curse without them even knowing about it. I promise I won't tell them." Kurapika watches Gon hold out his pinky finger. Kurapika swallows down the dread he feels as he wraps his pinky around Gon's and they shake on it.

"That makes me happy Kurapika. Now I don't have to worry about it." Gon smiles. "And as long as I stay happy, the curse won't get worse."

"That's if your theory is correct." Kurapika frowns. "Maybe the curse only slows down with happy feelings?" Kurapika thinks for a moment. "...The next time we see Hisoka...maybe we should ask him for his information. I could speak with him alone...I do have his number." Kurapika's eyes shift away from Gon's. "I use to go to him when I would need information...on the spiders."

Gon frowns at that but he doesn't stay anything. "Hisoka is going to want something for the information..."

"I'll negotiate." Kurapika's gray eyes get darker before he smiles at Gon. "It's okay. I'll handle it tonight. We need to work quickly. We don't know how much time we have left Gon." Maybe Kurapika shouldn't have told Gon this but for some reason...it's so easy to just talk to Gon and let all of his secrets go. Gon has confided in him so Kurapika must confide in Gon.

"I know." Gon thinks for a moment. "Will you be okay? Hisoka could try to attack you or maybe the fox stealer might be there-"

"He wouldn't break our deal. He likes to keep me close because I also have information he some times craves. I doubt Hisoka wants any of us dead." Kurapika rubs Gon's head. "Let's keep this a secret between you and me okay? Don't tell Leorio I'm going to see Hisoka and don't tell Killua. Don't tell them I have his number either."

"...Okay." Gon's eyes furrow. "...Because you're keeping my secret too. Just be careful Kurapika."

The blonde feels his heart warm. Gon shows such concern for him and light. Kurapika has really good friends. That's why he has to do this. To protect them all.

"I will. Just don't worry." Kurapika puts a hand on top of Gon's head and ruffles his hair. "Just stay happy and enjoy your date with Killua. It's still not over. I hear he has a surprise for you." Kurapika smiles gently when Gon's eyes light back up. It's important for Gon to be happy and to keep calm. Kurapika will do his part quickly and efficiently. If Hisoka will see him then that means he's all game to be on either side. Kurapika is sure he isn't pulling the strings with the fox stealer. Hisoka is more of a watcher, a person who has the information but isn't getting his hands dirty in it. He just likes to be amused.

"Yeah!" Gon smiles and starts to go on, talking about his day with Killua in detail, his smile so bright. Kurapika just listens, rubbing the top of his head. He will protect this boy. He will keep him safe.

Empty eye sockets flash through his mind.

He won't lose anyone again.

---

"Is he trying to piss me off again?" Killua grumbles watching Gon and Kurapika on the balcony, Kurapika has been rubbing his head for a while now as Gon talks with him cheerfully. Killua's arms are crossed and there's a frown on his lips. He knows Gon loves him but he can't help to feel his stomach twist in the familiar feeling of jealousy.

"Kurapika isn't trying to make you jealous Killua. He stopped that." Leorio glances over seeing what Killua is looking at.

"Oh yeah? Then why does he have to talk to him alone? Why can't he talk to Gon out here? Why does he have to have him all to himself when he talks?" Killua narrows his eyes suspiciously at the blonde who seems to be unaware of him watching.

"Kurapika doesn't have a thing for Gon. He wouldn't do that to you Killua." Leorio shakes his head. He smiles after awhile. "You know though, I was like you too. Before I knew Kurapika was pretending I thought he really liked Gon. I got extremely jealous. And even though it was strange, it seemed to make sense. Kurapika has always had a special bond with Gon. The way he looks at him some times...back then I mistook it for love and it is love but love of a different kind." Leorio looks at Killua. "It's the love that I have for you and Gon. But Gon is a little bit different to Kurapika. I think..." Leorio looks back at the blonde. "...Gon reminds him of a friend he lost a long time ago. He's never said it but I think that's were those looks come from."

Killua stares over at Leorio a moment before he looks back at Gon and Kurapika. He watches how Kurapika watches Gon with that smile on his face. His flame of jealousy dies down. The look Kurapika has on his face is just as Leorio said. Deep but...like a love for a family member. A distant love. Kurapika isn't a threat. Still, Killua doesn't like how Kurapika has to talk to Gon alone though...He still has this bad feeling about it and he doesn't' know why-

Gon suddenly looks over at Killua, catching the ex-assassin staring. Killua tenses and glances away, trying to act like he wasn't just watching him but he knows he's been caught.

"Hey Killua!" Gon runs into the hotel room soon after, Kurapika walking after him slowly. Gon jumps into Killua's arms, the ex-assassin immediately wrapping his arms around Gon's back. "Where's the surprise? Huh? Killua what's the surprise!" Gon bounces up and down, those amber eyes dancing.

Killua's body relaxes and he flushes. So cute.

"It's in our room." Killua grins, his heart fluttering in his chest when Gon squeezes him in his excitement.

"Let's go then!" Gon pulls away to grab Killua's hand, pulling him towards the door.

"Can we go?" Leorio gushes as he gets off of the couch, putting his arm around Kurapika. "I want to see his reaction!"

Before Killua can say no, Gon has him out of the hotel door and rushing towards their room. Killua's mouth is feeling dry and his heart is beating so fast at seeing how excited Gon looks. He's making Gon happy. Kurapika and Leorio run right behind him and before Killua can even say anything to Gon, the raven haired male busts open their door, his eyes bright-

The white German Shepard puppy is laying on the floor, it's lease tired to the bed rail. When the door opened it's ears perked up and when the puppy sees Gon it immediately starts to bark, standing up on it's legs. Leorio and Kurapika did their part.

Gon gasps, hesitating only for a moment, his eyes widen in shock. "Y-You!" Gon lets go of Killua to run to the puppy, falling on his knees to hug to dog, the puppy licking Gon's cheek getting the boy to laugh.

Killua watches from behind, a soft smile on his lips at seeing this scene unfold. It's so sweet and cute. Killua has done good. Killua has made Gon happy. That alone makes his heart flutter and his eyes brighten. Killua wants to spoil Gon rotten. He always wants to hear his laughter and see that smile on his lips.

"That's so cute." Leorio whispers to Kurapika who are both watching Gon as he takes the leash off the dog so he can play with her freely.

"Killua..." Gon turns to look over at Killua, the other males leaving the room and shutting the door, leaving them alone. "You bought me her?" Those eyes are filled with wonder.

"Yup. You seemed to really like her so I thought why not? We'll have a new partner in our adventures." Killua closes his eyes, trying to act as if it's not a big deal. His face is red. Killua tenses when he hears sniffling. He quickly opens his eyes to see Gon's eyes are big and watery. "G-Gon?"

"K-Killuwa I'm so...sniff...happy." Gon hugs the dog tightly, she makes a wail when she sees Gon's tears as if crying with him. "Killua got me a dog and today has been so amazing, how am I going to compete?" Gon nuzzles his head against the dog's.

"This isn't a competition. I told you I'm going to spoil you." Killua waves his hands, his face getting redder when Gon's eyes get brighter. "So what are you going to name her?" Killua sticks his hands in his pockets, moving closer, trying to hide his sappy smile. Killua likes Gon's expression right now. His cheeks flushed and tears at the corner of his eyes. Happy tears. The good kind of tears. And Killua caused them. How many times has Killua cried those same kind of tears because of Gon? It's nice that he's able to give that feeling back to Gon.

Gon wipes at his face before he looks at the puppy and tilts his head. The puppy tilts her head back at him. They stare at each other, Gon's eyebrows furrowing. It's like they share a silent message before Gon smiles. "I think I'll name her...Hewie!"

"Hewie?" Killua raises his eyebrow before his eyes light in realization. "Hey wasn't that the dog's name in that video game? What was it...damn we played that so long ago ugh...'Haunting Grounds'!" Killua snaps his fingers.

"Yeah!" Gon snaps his finger, both smiling at each other.

"She is the same breed as the dog...is that why you like her so much?" Killua grins. "Hewie is a guys name you know."

"Do you mind?" Gon asks the dog. Hewie shakes her head, licking his cheek. "She doesn't mind! I loved Hewie in the game and when I saw her she reminded me of Hewie but also I just like her." Gon pets her behind the ear.

"She better not take all your attention from me." Killua teases only for Gon to grab his arm and yank him down.

"Of course not! Killua has all my attention." Gon smiles, nuzzling Killua's head getting him to flush. "Hewie you can go to sleep." Gon smiles over at the dog who barks and runs over to the couch, laying down on it. Killua is sure that Gon can speak to animals. "I have a little surprise of my own for you." Gon stands up, pulling Killua with him.

"Oh really?" Killua smirks only for Gon to kiss Killua on the lips. The ex-assassin's eyes widen before they slowly close, his heart picking up speed and his body getting warm as he gives into this other male. Gon's lips are so soft and his mouth is so hot. Gon moans when Killua's tongue slips past his lips and caresses his tongue.

Killua's self control snaps, his pants feeling painfully tight at feeling Gon arch into him and that moan setting him on fire. He wants him so much.

Killua growls against Gon's mouth, pushing the other male against the bed, getting on top of him. "Killua-mm." Gon started speaking only for Killua to kiss him roughly, swallowing his words and his moan. Gon sinks in the bed from Killua's weight, their tongues dance, Killua soaking in the feeling of Gon's lips and his warm body and his scent...Killua feels dizzy when Gon starts to run his fingers through his hair, it edges Killua on and he shoves his tongue deeper into Gon's mouth, exploring the moist cave. His senses are on high alert. Every touch is heightened.

You have to calm down. Killua gets goosebumps when Gon groans in his mouth when he nibbles at his lower lip. Killua is starting to go into a frenzy. He feels too hot. He's wanted this for so long. He's not thinking anymore. Gon is here, Killua is kissing him, Gon is panting underneath him... It's all too much. This date, all the touches, the kisses, the words shared...after all theses years...He's losing himself in Gon's lips and his inviting body.

"Killua..." Gon pants when Killua finally pulls away, giving him time to breathe. Gon's face is a shade of pink, those amber eyes half lidded but they still have that determined flare as he grabs Killua's shoulders. Gon tries to flip them over and get dominance but Killua doesn't budge.

Stop this before...Killua grips Gon's chin before turning his head and leaning in, biting at his sensitive skin. Gon gasps at the sudden feeling, squirming under him...you can't stop.

"That feels good..." Gon stops squirming, turning his head to give Killua move excess. The ex-assassin takes it. He kisses and bites and licks Gon's tan neck, watching as Gon closes his eyes in the pleasure, his eyebrows furrowing. "But...B-But I..." Gon moans when Killua sucks hard near his jugular. Killua can feel his pulse, so quick, so rapid. "I wanted to make you feel good Killua."

"Gon..." Killua breathes out, it's low and it rumbles in his throat, his pants feeling painfully tight. He wants release but he wants to keep doing this more. His hands start to have a mind of their own. They wander down Gon's button up shirt before they come back up and slowly unbutton it with one hand. He works effectually, noticing how Gon's breathing quivers for a moment when Killua sucks on his ear lobe. "If you want me to stop..." Please don't make me stop. Killua unbuttons the last button before he sits up and grabs his black t-shirt. He takes off the troublesome shirts, exposing Gon's muscular tan chest. Killua finds his mouth going dry as his eyes shameless wander over every crease and bump, his want growing. "You have to say so..." Killua trembles as he holds himself there, trying to take back control of himself. I don't know if I can stop.

"I don't want you to stop Killua." Gon locks eyes with him, his chest heaving up and down, those amber orbs half lidded and his lips swollen from Killua's earlier abuse. Killua isn't sure if Gon understands what he's saying but the way Gon looks with his shirt off and that expression on his face...Killua loses himself once again.

"I've wanted to touch you...for so long." Killua drags his finger tips over Gon's abs, enjoying how Gon responds to his touch. Killua leans in, kissing Gon on his chest, enjoying how warm he feels. He can hear his heart beat. It's better than any song.

"Ngh.." Gon closes his eyes when Killua sucks on his collar bone before licking down to his right nipple and down to his abs. Killua glances up, his blue eyes getting darker at such a sound coming from his lips.

"Do you like when I touch here?" Killua reaches up to squeeze Gon's right nipple between his fingers. Gon's eyebrow twitches, his face getting redder.

"It feels different..." Gon opens his eyes to watch as Killua sucks on his lower stomach, those blue eyes staring right back at him.

"No one has touched you here..." Killua leans in and bites Gon's nipple, the younger boy squirming under him, making a cute little sound. "I'm the first..."

"Ah Killua you're mouth feels good." Gon reaches down to pet Killua's head, those half lidded eyes encouraging Killua on. I don't want to stop. Gon's fingers get tangled in his hair and when Killua bites a little too hard on his nipple from his excitement, Gon yanks his hair.

Killua groans, his hips involuntary bucking into Gon's thigh. He hisses at the fiction, his breathing becoming uneven. "D-Don't do it so hard Killua.." Gon breathes out. The ex-assassin immediately licks the right nipple, apologetic.

"Sorry." His voice is too low, Gon's chest is starting to sweat. Killua's eyes wander down Gon's abs and they follow his black happy trail to his jeans. Killua swallows, feeling dizzy again and...hungry. He wants to hear Gon scream out in pleasure. He wants to take him there. He wants to be his first and he wants to watch Gon's face as he finishes. He wants it all.

Killua starts to reach for Gon's pant's button only to stop himself. "...Gon...your pants?" Killua barely gets that out, looking down at Gon who is staring at him with those amber eyes he adores. Those amber eyes that are clouded with lust.

"It's okay." Gon nods, swallowing thickly. He seems a little nervous, his eyebrows furrowing and his cheeks getting flushed but those amber eyes hold trust. Gon trusts him.

Killua's heart flutters, those amber eyes bring him back just a bit for him to slow down. He was close to just ripping Gon's pants off. You shouldn't be doing this. Take it slow... Yet Killua finds himself unbuttoning Gon's pants and pulling them off gently with the help of Gon. The younger male isn't telling him to stop...Killua needs to hear him say stop. Killua can't stop now.

Killua's mind stops thinking when he sees Gon in just his boxers, an obvious tent from his erection pressing against the fabric. I gave him a boner...Though his mind has stopped, his body hasn't. He immediately reaches and grabs Gon's member through his boxers, the younger male squeaking. Killua gets his mind back but it's fuzzy.

"A-Ah Killua." Gon looks up at Killua as he rubs his dick through his boxers, Killua soaking in all the expressions he makes. "Take off your shirt and pants too." Gon grabs Killua's wrist and stops him from rubbing him anymore. Gon sits up and unzips Killua's jacket, taking it off along with his shirt. He leans in and kisses Killua's collar bone just as he had and at the same time he reaches and tweaks Killua's nipple. The ex-assassin groans lowly at the attention he's receiving, his body going lax against Gon's delicious mouth.

"If you do that..." Killua sucks in air when Gon leans down and bites his nipple. He's copying his movements, learning from him. Things are going too fast. He needs to stop this. To slow it down. But he can't. He can't even think straight. Gon is touching him and sucking on him and ohhhh.

Gon kisses and bites at his neck, gripping his hair roughly, Killua's back arches at the treatment, his mouth opening in pleasure. Killua moans as he feels Gon's hands rub down his abs and to his jeans. Gon has to stop kissing him to unbutton his pants, Killua helping him eagerly to take his pants off of him.

Now they're both just sitting in their boxers, their bodies sweaty and their chest heaving. Killua's heart skips when Gon looks down, this deep look coming to his face when he sees Killua's tent in his boxers.

"It's wet." Gon tilts his head as he pokes where the tip of his penis is, a wet spot there. It twitches in response and Killua closes his eyes.

Killua, despite his frenzied state, can't help to feel embarrassed. He's been getting off from just touching Gon and hearing his moans. If it kept going on he probably could have made himself finish from just staring at Gon's pleasured expressions.

"L-Leave it." Killua is about to grab Gon's wrist to move his hand away from him only for the raven haired male to surprise him when he grabs the top of his boxers and pulls them down. Killua's eyes widen and his heart almost stops as his erection springs out, pointing towards Gon.

"Wow you are big Killua!" Gon hums in admiration reaching over to wrap his hand around the base. "It's pale like you are."

"S-Shut up." Killua feels himself tremble, his breath hitching. He's powerless as long as Gon has a hold of his manhood. Gon's hand feels so good and warm... "D-Don't say things like...that." Killua takes a deep breath. "I said I wanted to make you feel good so-"

"Killua...can I try something?" Gon glances up at Killua shyly, peeking at him from behind those eyelashes. "Killua has been so kind today...I want to make you feel good too." Gon kisses him deeply when Killua is about to protest, his hand brushing up his shaft to his tip.

Gon is touching my...Gon is... Killua keeps himself from passing out and keeps himself from just tackling Gon. Killua moans, his face getting flushed, he finds he's slowly losing his will. Gon is winning as he always does.

"You don't have to...do anything you don't' want." Killua finds himself saying. It took a lot of will power. "There's no rush..." Killua bites his lip when Gon licks his neck, he rolls his head to the side. "mm..."

"I want to do this Killua." Gon says firmly as he bites his neck roughly. Killua arches into the slight pain he feels, embarrassed at how loudly he moaned. "Just relax..." Gon pulls off Killua's boxers, leaving him naked and vulnerable. Killua finds himself covering his face when Gon's amber eyes wander over his body and then look at his face. "Don't hide. I love your face Killua. I want to see it always." Gon grabs Killua's wrist and forces him to move this hands away from his face. Killua feels like his face is on fire.

"G-Gon..." Killua feels weak. Just a minute ago he was the dominate one. But with Gon's kind words and his touch...Killua can't fight against him.

"You seem to like it when I bite you Killua." Gon notes, licking where he bit him on the neck. Killua's eyes widen when Gon bites down his chest, moving his body down Killua's.

"W-What are you doing?" Killua's breath gets caught in his throat when he looks down. Gon is between his legs, his breath can be felt on the tip of his penis.

"I'm going to give you a blow job." Gon smiles up at him like he just told him he's going to get an ice cream cone. "I love you and I want you to feel good Killua." Gon sticks his tongue out, about to lick the tip of his dick.

It's too much. Gon saying those words, being between his legs, his breath on his dick and then that cute tongue. Killua throws his head back, his toes curling and low moan leaving his lips as he cums, right then and there. "Ah...Ah...shit..." The pleasure quickly subsides when he hears Gon's surprised gasp. He looks down only for his face to go pale.

Gon is looking at him with wide eyes, Killua's cum all over his face. Killua just came in his face. "Oh god! I'm sorry!" Killua starts to panic, he grabs his shirt and rubs Gon's face, getting his semen off of him. Killua's face is so red. He's never been so embarrassed in his life. Not only did he just finish without being barely touched but he just came in his love's face. This is horrible.

"Ngh Killua it's okay." Gon pulls the shirt off his face. He tilts his head, a frown on his lips. "I didn't get to give you a blow job! You already finished before I could." Gon looks disappointed but those eyes are lustful. "That looked like it felt good though."

"I-I...I've wanted this for so long and I...shit I'm sorry I just..." Killua tries to catch his breath.

"Next time Killua...I want to make you cum all by myself." Gon leans in and kisses him, swallowing up his panic. Killua trembles, his kisses feeling so good with his body glowing from finishing. Killua swears he must have died and gone to heaven.

"Your turn." Killua shoves Gon down on the bed, forcing him to lay down, Killua's eyes lowering in lust once again. Those eyes wander down Gon's chest to his boxers. He carefully takes them off, swallowing down his groan when he takes in Gon's erection. As he expected, his is different from his, even when hard. Killua's is longer but Gon's is thicker. And Gon by no means has a small one. It stands tall, veins sticking out. It's hot. Killua finds himself staring only to shake his head. Stay focused.

"K-Killua.." Gon squirms under his gaze. "Please..." Gon is begging him. Those amber eyes are so lustful. He wants release, that's what he's begging him for.

Killua doesn't let him suffer. The ex-assassin gets between Gon's legs and grabs his member. He licks his lips, moistening them before he leans in slowly. "Y-You're going to give me a blow-ah!" Gon started to talk but when Killua licked the tip of his penis he groaned, his lips trembling.

Killua closes his eyes for a moment as he takes a deep breath through his nose before he takes in the tip and starts to slowly push it down his throat. "Killua...ah Killua..." Gon moans his name making Killua's dick twitch back to life. Killua grabs Gon's thighs, digging his nails into the flesh as he takes Gon fully in his mouth, the younger male's head rolling back, pants leaving his lips. "Ah it feels good...Killua your mouth...ah so warm." Killua opens his eyes to watch Gon's expressions as he pulls up only to go back down. Slowly adjusting his jaw so he can push Gon's member down his throat at a steady pace.

Gon's face is so red, his chest heaving, those eyes watery and dark with lust. Moans are spilling from his mouth as he grabs Killua's hair. I'm making Gon feel this way. I'm making him feel good. Killua wants to make him scream.

Killua gags slightly when he tries to go fast with pushing Gon all the way down his throat. Okay...this is harder then he thought. It's awkward to get use to to but with Gon moaning the way he is and pulling on his hair...It pushes Killua on. He wants to be better.

Killua sucks harshly on Gon's weeping head, getting the younger male to cry out. It makes Killua's stomach twist in arousal. "Ah!" Gon squirms as Killua continues to suck and lick, abusing the sensitive head. Gon is certainly lasting longer than Killua expected. Gon suddenly grabs Killua hair and shoves him down. Killua chokes sightly from surprise, and he moans...a spark of pleasure coming from Gon using his head to pleasure himself. "S-Sorry." Gon pants, letting go of Killua's hair. "It just felt so good and I-"

"It's okay. You can...do that whenever you want." Killua flushes, pulling up to speak. He swallows, his lips trembling. "I like it." Killua doesn't stay anymore before he takes Gon in, moving his head faster, needing to go faster, feeling Gon in his mouth and hearing him moan...it's incredible. Killua is going to finish again.

Gon's hips buck into his mouth, forcing himself down Killua's throat. The ex-assassin groans, loving it. Gon grips his hair and soon enough the other male is using his head, helping Killua bob his head. "Ah ah...ohh It feels..." Gon tightens his grip on his hair. It hurts. It hurts so good. "Killua...Killua!" Gon's voice raises, Killua feels dizzy. He loves it. He loves how loud he is. He loves Gon saying his name like this. Killua glances up to look at Gon's expression. Gon's eyebrows are furrowed in concentration, his eyes closed and his mouth opened. He looks amazing.

"I'm going to...I'm going to...I feel it-" Killua forces himself to go as fast as he can, faster than he was before with Gon pulling on his head. "Ah Ah!" Gon shouts, gripping Killua's hair as he cums harshly into Killua's mouth. The ex-assassin swallows it all with no trouble. Gon pants as his painful grip loosens up and he starts to rub Killua's head. His breathing is harsh. Killua will never forget Gon's expression when he came. The way his face just moved with the pleasure...It was beautiful.

"Gon..." Killua pulls his head away, licking his lips. He crawls up Gon's body and kisses him, wrapping his arms around his neck.

"Killua that felt amazing." Gon wraps his arms around his waist before he falls back on the bed, Killua being on top of him. Their bare chests pressed against each other. "I can't wait to make you feel like that." Gon caresses Killua's cheek.

"Me either..." Killua flushes as he kisses Gon's cheeks and licks his neck where he has bit him. Killua nuzzles him, feeling cuddly after doing all of that. He closes his eyes, burying his face in Gon's chest. "...I love you..."

"I love you too Killua." Gon smiles, nuzzling the top of his head. "is it okay that you swallowed that stuff? It's not gong to hurt you is it? I wasn't thinking about that." Gon frowns rubbing Killua's head.

"It's fine. It's not harmful." Killua flushes.

"what does it taste like?" Gon tilts his head.

"I-I don't know...salty?" Killua licks his lips. He could become addicted to the taste.

"I want to taste yours." Gon kisses Killua's ear. "I bet it's going to be sweet like you."

"S-Stop it." Killua grumbles but his cheeks have a soft blush. His heart beating slowly. He can't believe all this. He can't believe he just did that. He gave Gon a blow job... "...was I pushing you to do things Gon?" Killua can't help to ask now that he's calmed down from his frenzy.

"No. I wanted it." Gon says honestly as he nuzzles Killua's head. "I love Killua so we can do whatever you want to do. We could have had sex and I wouldn't think that's rushing it. Sex is special, saved for that special someone. And that special someone is you." Gon kisses his forehead. "Don't think I'm a kid Killua. I can handle anything you throw at me. I'm a fast learner."

"That you are." Killua's blush reaches his ears. "If you really don't mind..." Killua glances away before his eyes close. Gon's heart beat is luring him away. He's never came as hard as he did. He feels exhausted. Gon yawns above him and in the silence of them just enjoying their after glows, they fall asleep.

Today was a long day...they're tired and lax. Clothes forgotten. The only thing they know is each others warmth and that's all they need.

Killua only needs Gon.

---

"There you are." Illumi doesn't take his eyes off the TV as the front door opens to the cabin. "Did you see Kil today?" Illumi looks over, his face staying blank. "You were attacked."

"hm?" Hisoka's lips twitch up into a strange smile as he touches his busted lip like a young child that got kissed by their crush. "Oh yes I did. Gon never ceases to surprise me." Hisoka licks his lips as he walks closer and flops down next to Illumi.

"So Gon punched you in the face? So he still has his strength." Illumi thinks for a moment. "Tell me his status. Did he look pale? emotional? Poor appetite? Sluggish appearance?"

"No. His face was as bright as it always is. At the movies he ate a whole thing of popcorn so his appetite isn't bad. Emotional...hmm I suppose he is. I've never seen him give me such a dark look before. It was orgasmic." Hisoka moans to himself. "Gon didn't appear sluggish no, he was able to move so quickly and punch me in the face. I'd say he's in top shape."

"How can this be? He should be weak right now. He shouldn't be eating and he shouldn't be able to control himself when his emotions get out of wack. Tell me, when he hit you, what stopped him from keep going?"

"Killua was there and when he called Gon's name, he just backed off and walked away. Gon started to cry and his eyes got distant but all it took was Killua to hug him and he was back to his cheerful self."

Illumi's eyebrow twitches slightly as he glances back at the TV. "Oh dear. It seems we do have a problem. I didn't take into account how the curse could be affected if the tormentor was still on this earth and hanging around the cursed one. Kil's presence must slow it down...or it's because of their relationship being strong that Gon is able to fight this curse. At this rate it will take forever for my plan to come into effect." Illumi's dark eyes show nothing. " We have to cause Kil and his friend to fight. By the way you described Gon, he hasn't hit his second wave yet. We need to get this going."

"We need to get them to fight huh?" Hisoka smirks. "I think I know a way. Gon has been keeping the curse secret from Killua. That's why he attacked me to keep my mouth shut. I bet if I tell Killua about the curse, Gon will have a melt down. Killua will most likely get angry and I believe with Gon's heighten emotions just a little yelling is all it will take right?"

"Yes. This kills two birds with one stone. Killua will know about the curse and the dangers of it, and it will cause them to fight and make the curse stronger, putting his friend through the second wave." Illumi nods.
"I love it when a plan all comes together. And maybe Gon will look at me with that look again...ohh maybe I could just fight him a little bit? It's been sooo long." Hisoka covers his eyes with his hands, smiling largely.

"I don't care what you do." Illumi stands up and takes out his phone. "I'm going to go call the demon. When we hit them we'll hit them hard." Illumi doesn't explain anymore as he walks off to talk on the phone.

Hisoka just sits there with this large smile on his face, chuckling to himself. Gon...Oh Gon those eyes. He's grown up. Is it time? Is it time for him to take his prize? Hisoka hugs himself when he feels his body shaking, his blood lust peaking-

Hisoka feels his phone vibrate. He blinks. The only person he usually texts is in this home with him. He digs into his pocket and pulls out the phone, a large smile almost ripping his face. Kurapika...I should of known he would be asking for my assistance soon enough.

"What to do..." Hisoka closes his eyes, thinking of his options. On the one hand it would be fun to betray Illumi and get him to be pissed at him, but on the other hand, it would be really fun making Killua and Gon fight and seeing that look in Gon's eyes again...

Hisoka texts the Kurta before throwing his phone off to the side. He spends the rest of his time making a card tower to hold him over in till tomorrow. He can't wait.

---

Kurapika stares at his phone in disbelief, his arm shaking that's holding his phone. He lays in bed with Leorio asleep by his side, snoring soundly. It's so calm but his heart has been clenched.

"No. Sorry I won't meet up with you."

Hisoka has denied to come see him. He's not going to cooperate with them. Kurapika grinds his teeth as he texts back.

"Gon said you wanted something for your information? What is it?" Kurapika sends the message. He waits and waits, wondering if Hisoka is just going to ignore him- His phone vibrates.

"I want everyone to be present and I'll give you the information."

Kurapika bites his lip. Does Hisoka know that Leorio and Killua don't know about the curse? "Why does it have to be all of us? Why not just me? I don't trust you with them." Kurapika sends the message.

"All or nothing." the next message says.

Kurapika closes his phone angrily. Hisoka has valuable information Kurapika is sure but...what about Gon? Will he be okay with Hisoka telling everyone about the curse? Maybe...if we just tell them about the curse first? Gon said he didn't want to though...and he said the curse is weak right now. Does Hisoka know this? Is that why he's trying to tell everyone together? Is he trying to upset Gon and make the curse act up?

Kurapika runs his hand through his hair, taking a deep breath. This is hard. Really hard. There's still this missing piece that is making Kurapika nervous. How does Hisoka know all this information? Does he know the person who's controlling the fox stealer? Or has he just been watching in from afar as he sometimes does?

The blonde blinks when his phone vibrates again. "Gon is running out of time."

Kurapika's mouth goes dry, his heart doing a flip in his chest. His blood running cold. That's what he's been worried most about. Their time. "How do you know that? How much time does he have?"

"I'm not saying~" the message responds.

Kurapika has a choice to make. He can either do Hisoka's wishes and get valuable information which will cause Gon emotional distress or he can just hope and pray that the fox stealer comes back around in time before Gon's curse becomes terminal-

Gon's life is on the line. Kurapika can't enjoy this vacation any longer knowing that. The blonde is the one who encouraged Gon to keep this to himself. He should have never have done that. Kurapika promised Gon he wouldn't tell...and he won't.

It's not going to be him who tells.

"okay." Kurapika feels as if someone has just punched a hole in his chest. He feels as if he just sold his soul to the devil. He has betrayed Gon.

"Met me at the forest behind coral restaurant at 8:00 pm. Make sure you bring all your friends. ;)"

Kurapika feels sick. He erases all the messages before he places his phone down and lays down in bed. He stares up at the ceiling, feeling like throwing up. This is for the better good...Hisoka will give us the information we need. Even if he's just trying to get us all to fight. I'll defend Gon...I just...I need something. Who knows how long Gon has?

It's scary. Not knowing. Right now Gon could be having an episode and Kurapika doesn't even know. Right now Gon could be laying in bed dead-

Stop it.

Kurapika takes a deep breath. He's close to freaking out. He needs to stay calm. Kurapika glances over at Leorio who is sound asleep. On most days Kurapika would curl up to him and forget about his troubles but tonight...

He feels he doesn't deserve it. Kurapika stands up and paces around the hotel room, his gray eyes distant. Gon will be angry with him. But it has to be done...it has to...what else can he do? Maybe if we just told them before we go-

But I swore not to tell.

Someone help him. He can't turn to anyone for advice. He's hidden this from Leorio. His lover will be pissed at him tomorrow. Everyone will be pissed at him tomorrow. Even Gon.

He can be hated by them. He's use to working alone. He's doing this for Gon.

He can't lose anyone else.