Authors Note.

Well something has happened.

And it shouldnt go unoticed. So here it is.

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PS. I used a line from the song Because of You!

Because Of You

Because of you
I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you

He led me through the door.

We sat down in two chairs in front of a silver table with one chair on the other side.

There was a mirror behind me and I was guessing it was a one sided window.

I hope people were watching. Especially my mother.

A diffrent door on the other side of the room opened and there he was.

The man who ruined my life.

My father.

He was in an orange jumpsuit like most prisoners.

The police followed him in and then stood on each side of the door.

Chad held my hand under the table and I squeezed it as hard as I could to keep from shaking.

He spoke first.

"Hello Sonny." My stomach felt like it was in my throat. He spoke so kindly.

Like nothing even happened.

"Hi." My voice was weak and quick.

Another man came in and sat on one side of the table.

"Joseph Monroe." He looked at my father. "Allison Monroe." He looked at me.

"We have a few things we need to set straight." I looked down hiding my fear. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.

"Joseph Monroe. Please tell your daughter what you told us." My father nodded and looked at me.

"Sonny." His voice sounded like it did when he hit me. I let out a small cry. "I need you to tell the police the truth."

I looked down. "I- I already did." I looked at the man. "A couple years ago."

"Sonny. Do you really want your father in jail? I love you." That was a lie. The biggest lie I had ever heard.

Chad stood up and pointed at my father. "You.. You make me sick. Are you really going to lie to this girl?"

He looked at me. "Shes the most honest girl I have ever met. How dare you acuse her of lying." His voice was harsh.

I saw a policeman motion for him. But then Chad slowly sat down.

"I never hit her. She was daddys girl." I felt my eyes tear up. Believe it or not.. I trusted him more then anyone else.

"Yes." I gulped. "You did.. a-a lot."

"No. Stop lying!" He almost yelled.

"NO. You stop!" Chad screamed at him. "Do not put this on her!"

My father stood up. "Show me the scars then!" He yelled.

I never got scars. I have bled before but it always went away. I mostly got bruises. But they didnt last long.

"You never hit me hard enough for there to be scars."

"Now shes making things up!" He told the man. Chad lost it.

"Stop! She wouldnt make something like this up! I cant even believe you! You are absolutly terrible." Chad looked at me.

"Lets get out of here." He grabbed me and we started walking then I stopped.

I was tired of this. I didnt want to be afraid anymore.

I hated this. Something needed to change.

Before I could tell myself not too, I walked straight over to my father.

"I am not going to let you push me around anymore. Because of you I dont know how to let anyone in."

He stared at me. I continued.

"I tried to forget eveything that you did to me. Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me."

He was absolutley silent.

"Because of you.. Im afraid."

I finally stopped realizing what I just did. Everyone stared at me. I took a deep breath and walked toward Chad.

I grabbed him and left the room.

I waked into the hallway and leaned against the wall. I slid down it until I was on the ground sitting.

I barried my head into my knees remembering how I probably looked like an idiot.

"Hey." Chad said while sitting down. "That was pretty amazing."

I looked at him still frowning.

"You know, standing up for yourself." I smiled slightly then and nodded.

There was silence for a few moments.

"Thanks." I said softly.

"For what?" He asked cocking his head.

"For sticking up for me when I couldnt." He smiled.

Then he kissed me softly on the lips. Then I smiled bigger.

After a minute or to he shook his head.

"Whats wrong?" I asked.

"I cant believe hes making that up."

I raised my eyebrows. "You believe me?" I smiled at him again.

He nodded. I let out a sigh.

"I feel sorry for him." I told him.

"You do?" His eyes were wide and he sounded shocked. "But why?"

"Yes. Because when im through with this thing," I gave him a cocky smile. "Hes going to be in jail, for the rest of his life."

He looked at me and gave me a smile back.

"Oh really?" He asked me back.

"Its on."

Authors Note.

Maaan. She was all like IN YO FACE.

I liked it. And no she wont act like she did at the end.

She just got like a boost of confidence. So yeah she was like Its on man.

I hope you guys dont think the whole Because of you was corny.. I thought it was like yaaay.

Lol. Next chapter tommorow. I think its going to be called Its on. ;)

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