Authors Note.
Thank you thank you! Amazing reviews! SO HAPPY.
Lady-Apricotxx, mcooper11 and KayDee-DesignerExtraordinare want a sequel! YAY. Ok I might now.
Anyyyyway. I hope yall like this story. Its not over yet! Only a few more chappters left though.. Boo hoo.
OMG. I just realized that Chads dad and Sonnys dad have the same name sorry. I just write. I dont think. Lol.
Whatever!
Enjooooy!
Disclaimer I do not own SWAC.
~Kaaaayla.
Sorry I didnt update yesterday. WRITERS BLOCK. Lol. I wrote some. But it didnt work. And blah.
Alone
Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
You don't know how long I have wanted
to touch your lips and hold you tight, oh
You don't know how long I have waited
and I was going to tell you tonight
But the secret is still my own
and my love for you is still unknown
Alone..
I dont remember much.
I remember falling back hitting my head on the hard ground.
I woke up the next morning with my head hurting.
Was that a dream? No. Too real.
"Ill kill you Sonny!" Echoed in my head. I went back down under my blankets and cried.
I cried becuase I was scared. I cried because he wanted to kill me.
But mostly I cried because I was alone. Chad must not want to be with me anymore.
I didnt even know if I loved him. How could I?
What if he ends up like my dad? If he hurt me...
Snap out of it Sonny. Hes a good guy. He cares about you.
Well he acts like he does.
I needed to do something. There was to much going through my mind.
With my father and him wanting to.. kill me. And with Chad.. who loved me. I think.
And honestly, I had no idea which one scared me more.
We were flying back today.
Saying goodbye a second time made me even more upset then the first time.
"Sonny! Im going to miss you so much." Lucy said with tears in her eyes.
"Me too." I said with tears as well. We hugged and cried.
My grandmother hugged my mother and I ran over and gave her a huge hug.
"Thank you. Thank you so much for everything you did." She smiled.
We stared at each other for a moment.
"Without you.." I began again. "I would be still fighting to put my.. dad behind bars. Hopefully forever."
"Sonny, you are an amazing girl. With everything you have gone through.. Its over now."
I smiled at her tears falling to ground. My grandmother looked past my shoulder looking at someone.
"Oh and that Chad?" She said smirking. "Hes a keeper." She said with a wink.
I laughed. Maybe shes right. Its over. Ill never have to see him again.
But as usual I was wrong.
I managed to ignore Chad.
Unitl I got on the plane.
Tawni forced him to sit with me. Can you say ackward?
I can. Ackward. He sat down.
I could tell he wanted to talk. But I just stared out the window.
Then I fell asleep.
I woke up to find I was on his shoulder. Damn.
Pardon my language.
"Did you sleep good Sunshine?" He laughed at his own joke.
"Yeah." I said quickly. Was he mad at me?
"Good." He said smiling.
I looked away. Does he think I love him too?
"Im glad we have this time to talk. I barely have talked to you the past couple days."
I managed to give a fake smile.
"Are you ok?" He asked me. My voice was high.
"Yeah." Shit. Curse my high lying voice. And my language.. Again. I might as well apologize ahead of time.
I apologize for my future language.
"I know when your lying." Why does he know me so well? "Is it because of the thing?"
"Yeah. It actually is." I replied.
"I understand. Your just scared to say it. But I know you do."
I didnt want to lie anymore. He was wrong. I didnt know if I loved him. I dont even know what love is anymore.
"Chad.." I began. "I dont think I.." I looked into his hurt eyes. "I dont think I love you." My voice cracked.
He stared at me. His face was unforgettable. I swear a tear escaped his eyes.
"Chad, Im sorry." I said putting a hand on his shoulder.
He shook it off and looked away.
"Just go." He said.
A tear fell from my face. "But I-" My voice was high and shaky.
"Just go." He said louder.
I stood up and walked to where Tawni was sitting 2 rows in front of us in the next aisle over. I asked a lady to switch with me.
She didnt object since I was crying. My mother was 5 rows behind us so I didnt have to hear her concerned.
I sat down and laid on Tawni shoulder. She put her hand on my arm.
So heres whats going on incase you missed it.
My father hates me.
He wants to kill me.
He wont stop until he does.
Chad told me he loved me and I didnt say anything back.
Now Chad doesnt want anything to do with me.
Looking back, I can honestly say that scared me more.
Authors note.
LEAVE ME WHAT YOU THINK. Isnt it depressing? I love everyone who reviews.
It makes me want to write more. I love youuu!
Dont worry Sonnys dad isnt in this one anymore. That was for the possible sequel.
~Kaaaaayla.