(Wiping my eyes)
I lost myself again.
Although I am very glad that my favourite Loli-Shota has gotten back together with her best friend, I just...
The break-up is starting to get to me.
It's just like that beautiful and creative book written by Stephenie Meyer, the Twilight saga.
The second book, New moon, when the heroine Bella Swan has to break-up with her Takashi, Edward Cullen.
I felt lost, hating it as I stumbled clumsily through life.
I was a lost in a world without Takashi as a newborn duckling that has lost its mother.
The days flew by 'coz during that period I saw that time meant little, I never noticed it passing.
The days became warmer and the Sakura trees started showing their beautiful pink blossoms, making the air fragrant.
Haruhi and Raoji-san were concerned over my health and I would not blame them being as that I had not eaten for days.
My body grew thinner and frailer when I refused to touch a single bite of food.
Haruhi would push a metal spoon to me as I weakly shook my head and pushed it away.
She would sigh and give up, eating it herself.
One day, I fainted in school and Hikaru and Kouru had to send me to the nurse's office.
The nurse told me to lie in bed at Haruhi's house for a few days and rest while I must eat more.
I nodded while giving her a watery smile, glad that I wouldn't have to see him in school again.
Takashi-kun's POV
It broke my heart to see her like this.
The world became a gray picture without her lively presence to light it up.
A world of silence and sorrow it became without her ever present smile and tinkling laughter.
My heart was broken while considering the choices I had to prevent her from withering and dying like this every second.
One day, she fainted in class.
I hated myself for not being stronger and wished that Song would die, right now.
While she was gone, Kyouya-san called a council meeting of the host clubs.
He stared at me long before the rest followed suit.
I looked back at them, unafraid because I was innocent.
Shizuko and Yizuko were the first to yell at me, and I took it all without a blink of an eye as I deserve it.
"How could you do this to her, Mori-senpai? Don't you understand how important you are to her?"
Tamaki looked at me with pity in his eyes for every word that they burnt me with.
Kyouya pushed his glasses while Haruhi yelled at me next with tears in her eyes.
Then, Renge's turn but she did it with a solemn tone, as if she knew it was not my fault.
After that, four sad boyfriends tried with all their might to stop four angry girls(one of them calm) from killing me.
That reminds me, where was Mitskuni and Utako?
MItskuni did know about my family affair but he has never spoken to me since I started ignoring Keira.
Utako was busy trying to help Keira as well.
Every once in a while though, she'd look in my direction then at Keira again, as if trying to figure out our relationship.
They appeared at the door of the host club room, Utako panting and Mitskuni tugging my shirt impatiently with a frantic look on his face.
The twins were gaping open-mouthed sporadically.
"Keira-chan is gone ,Taka-chan! She's never coming back!"
Utako-san's panting ceased and she looked at me with the most sorrowful eyes I have ever come across.
I felt myself drop on the floor.
Keira was missing...Keira was missing...Keira was missing, the three words repeated over and over again like a broken record.
However, I just couldn't believe it.
Keira, gone? No...No!
My life eluded away from me as I thought of the plan I had in mind to save her and US...
My heart broke as I remembered our dates, her smiles, kindness and the life she gave me.
I banged my head on the wall despite the shouts from MItskuni, KYouya and the rest of the hosts.
Why, oh Kami-sama why was I such a stupid useless f**king bastard?
The ache in my chest too large to bear and suddenly I couldn't breathe anymore...
In an abandoned warehouse
Keira-san struggled in a chair trying to get out of the rope they bound her in.
A naked bulb flickered in the distance, lighting the musty room.
A man dressed in a shirt and torn jeans counted 5000 Yuan greedily on a small table.
A girl of sixteen sat in the chair opposite of him with her hands folded on her lap.
She wore a stylish outfit that must have cost more than what she was paying him.
"Thank you, , thank you." Said the man while pocketing the reward he got.
She smiled cold and bitter, while she left the warehouse.
'Stupid lowly hired hit men, they would get anyone for money, even his own daughter...' thought her as she smiled again, her plan in motion...
You guys just want to kill me now rite?
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