Prologue
Love. Such a complicated word. Something everyone wanted to have. Something everyone needed. Everyone had at least one person to love, except for me. Sixteen year-old Isabella Marie Swan. Bella for short. It's true, I had no one to love, or anybody to be loved by. I was alone in this world. Besides the other foster kids who had best friends or siblings to rely on. Me, nothing. No one. Absolutely nobody who could possibly love me. No one who could care for me. Nobody who would care for me.
I didn't know much about my past before the foster home. I knew I was left there by my mom, who was a single mom, at the age of 5. I barely remember my mother. All I know is that she was beautiful. Absolutely stunning. She had long blonde hair, bright blue eyes, and clear skin. She had long legs and big boobs, surprisingly real. She was tall and had a beautiful body. I also had a feeling in my gut that she was irresponsible, unloving, and troubled. I know how my mom died. The foster people never told me to my face, but I knew. She committed suicide. She was a teen single mother who did drugs, laid with every other guy she saw, and worst of all, didn't love her own daughter enough to try to make it through such hard times.
But who cared about her anymore. She was part of my past. Eleven years in a foster home with at least 20 other kids didn't do me any good, but it kept me away from what the true reality of my life was. Crap. Absolute crap.
I was about to be seventeen. Yes after that only one more year and I would of been on my own. There was definitely no hope for me then, I thought. I was going to go into a world I knew nothing about. Where I wasn't loved, where I wasn't known, and where I didn't belong. I mean if I did, I would have been adopted long ago.
I would always wonder to myself what was wrong with me. What did I do wrong that caused for no one to adopt me? Why was I different? My mid was filled why why's. Why this, why that. Why everything? My life was miserable until May 27th, 2009. That was when I first met my saviors. My soon to be family. The people I would learn to love, and the first people I would love.
