Pairings: Hank/Jill, Hank/Evan
Spoilers: None
Warnings: Slash, incest
Author's Notes: Poor Hank. I keep making him the bad guy. Review!
Hank can't stop this feeling anymore than he can stop the world turning around. He wishes he could. Stop the feeling, that is, not the world. It's too much and he doesn't want to ruin things with Evan again after knowing how much it hurts to have him gone. Not when he just gets him back.
Still, the longing remains. The longing for lips fuller, hips curvier, hands smaller, eyes browner.
The need, the longing for Jill.
He wants it to go way 'cause it's no where near as strong as his love for Evan, but he begins to wonder. Wonder what it would be like to have her curled around him instead of Evan. To have it be her screaming his name night after night. To just have her with him.
But all this leads to is doubt and confusion and he doesn't want that. Doesn't need it. He throws everything he has into this relationship he has with Evan, and tries to ignore the longing for someone else.
But it's getting more and more difficult everyday.