Vivian: Hello and welcome everyone to chapter 26. Its chapter 26 right? Yeah I think so… anyway I wasn't on for a while with college and work going on I have literally little time… I'm not even supposed to be up this late. So I might update every two weeks but I'll try for every Saturday. Hope it works out.

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Genre: Family/Hurt/Comfort/Romance/Drama

Pairings: Style, Kenman, Liandy, Creek, and two new couples ;)

Mains of Chapter 1-22: Cartman, Liane, Kyle, Stan, Kenny, and Cartman's still unborn sibling

Mains of Chapter 23-up: Chip, Tweek, Craig, Clyde, Token, Wendy, and Bebe

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Yeah I know you all are excited to learn the babies name? Would you like a hint?

To: .79

Thanks for liking my story. It's pretty creative if I do say so myself- which I do. But don't worry there will be a Style kiss before this is over :)

Chapter 26: Admirer, Songs, and Feelings

~ (Kenny and Bebe)

"Kenny are you okay?" Bebe asked as she sat down across from him in his living room.

"What do you mean?" Kenny asked confused as he was writing something down. Bebe sighed lightly.

"Kenny my friends and I think that something's brothering you and your friends" Bebe explained. Kenny stopped writing on the piece of paper and looked to her.

"Well I can't say that something's not on my mind" Kenny replied.

"Well then what's bothering you?" Bebe asked.

"I don't see how explaining myself to you will help" Kenny stated. Bebe pondered her thoughts for a moment.

"Well I guess it's true I probably can't help you, but at least I can try" Bebe responded. Kenny put down the pencil still tight in his grip.

"Alright Bebe see if you can understand this" Kenny began. Bebe nodded for him to continue. "I have this strange feeling inside me. It's like a burst of emotion… and it's toward someone I can't even fathom…" Kenny stated. Bebe raised her eyebrow in surprise.

"You're saying you're in love with someone, and you can't understand why?" Bebe said.

"Yeah I guess it could come to love…" Kenny sighed.

"Well who are you in love with?" Bebe questioned.

"Someone no one would even dream of" Kenny muttered. Bebe thought for a moment before something clicked.

"Wait are you saying you're in love with CARTMAN?!" Bebe said in shock. Kenny nodded solemnly. Bebe stared still before saying- "I can't believe out of all people in the world you're gay for Cartman".

"It is rather hard to believe" Kenny agreed.

"Man this just changes everything" Bebe muttered looking down.

"I sure hope it doesn't. I've never met someone who hates gays yet and I'd hate for it to be someone like you" Kenny said sighing.

"No-no that's not what I'm saying. Look I have no problems with gays. It's just… my parents would flip if they found out I know a gay person. They're homophobic" Bebe explained.

"Oh I see. Well I don't really think my relationships will ever reach them anyway" Kenny responded.

"Yeah probably not, but you can't be too careful" Bebe replied.

"Yeah true. Let's just keep this to ourselves right now" Kenny said.

"Yeah sure" Bebe agreed. The doorbell suddenly rang. "I'll get it" Bebe said getting up while Kenny got back to work on the paper. Bebe opened the door to find a basket full of lilies on the step porch. But there was no one in sight. She picked up the basket and went into the living room after shutting the door.

"What are those?" Kenny asked with a raised eyebrow while seeing the flowers.

"It's a basket of lilies… no one was with them" Bebe responded. She set them down and found a note attached to them. "There's a note here" Bebe said opening it. Kenny looked up in curiosity. Bebe read the note out loud.

"For Karen. I give these lilies to you because I find it hard to express my true feelings outside of these notes. The Lily is a symbolism of long lasting relationships and new found love. That's what I wish our relationship will always be like. Of course that being when I finally work up the nerve to talk to you. Best wishes XOXO your secret admirer."

"Karen has a secret admirer?" Kenny questioned surprised.

"Apparently so. These flowers are meant for her. I should go give them to her" Bebe said.

"Alright but you're writing the next paragraph on Connecticut when you get back" Kenny stated.

"Yeah yeah sure" Bebe replied as she picked up the basket again. She went towards the back of the house where Karen's little room was. She knocked on the door. It was opened a few seconds later by Karen in a little white silk gown.

"Can I help you?" she asked.

"I got these flowers for you" Bebe said showing her the basket.

"Oh another one. Come in" she said moving out of her way. When Bebe came into the room she noticed it was covered in baskets of almost every flower imaginable… all accept Daises which was probably a good thing since that meant death. Bebe set the Lilies onto an open spaced desk with one single drawer.

"You're secret admirer sure has a lot of money for all these flowers" Bebe said looking over the room again.

"Well they're actually spaced out. I get a basket every two weeks" Karen responded.

"But then that would mean you've been getting flowers for 6 months now" Bebe stated.

"Yup there's always a message telling me what they mean. Sometimes it makes me wonder who has this much knowledge on flowers" Karen said.

"Yeah it is quite a mystery. Anyway I got to help Kenny with our project. See you later Karen" Bebe said.

"Will you be staying for dinner?" Karen asked.

"Uh probably not. Why?" Bebe responded.

"Because you're a richy girl right? Then you have knowledge on hairstyles. I want to do my hair differently, but mom doesn't know what to do" Karen replied.

"Oh… well maybe I can stay for a while…" Bebe agreed. Karen smiled.

"Thank you" she practically whispered.

~ (Token and Wendy)

Token was in his room writing down some information on Arizona for their speech on Monday of next week. He clicked his IPad on turning it to Pandora. Suddenly a familiar song started to play. Big Time Rush's song No Idea. "She has no idea, no idea that I'm even here, that I'm even here" came the familiar line from the song. It caused Token to sigh. Suddenly a knock came to his door. "Come in!" he called as he paused the song. Then the door opened by Wendy.

"Hey Token I got some good books on Arizona down at the library today. Check them out" she said placing three big books atop Token's desk.

Token looked at them momentarily before muttering- "they look good".

"Great this project is nearly done. With you writing and me researching there's no way we're not going to get an A on this project. We might even win the special prize everyone's talking about!" Wendy stated overjoyed.

"What special prize?" Token questioned.

"I'm not sure what it is. They just say it's really special for couples! Do you think Stan will take me back if I win this?" Wendy said. Token sighed inwardly.

"I don't know Wendy…" Token muttered as he continued to write.

"Yeah you're right I shouldn't go with Stan that's been over for weeks! I should go with another boy" Wendy agreed.

"What boy do you have in mind?" Token asked looking up momentarily.

"I don't know. Maybe Clyde he's pretty cute or maybe even Jimmy" Wendy responded.

"That's cool you should have fun with them" Token said.

"Yeah anyway I'm going to go research more downstairs. See you in a while!" Wendy said picking up the books and heading out of the room. Token continued to write and clicked on the song again. "She has no idea, no idea I'm standing here, I'm standing here, I'm standing here…"

~ (Clyde and Kyle)

"Kyle you won't yell at me again right?" Clyde said looking at him from behind a library book shelf. Kyle sat at one of the library tables. He had his hand pressed to his forehead.

"What do you want?" Kyle asked moderately angry.

"It's just I was wondering why are we doing our project on Wisconsin?" Clyde asked as he took a book off the shelf.

"I just want to do Wisconsin okay?" Kyle responded.

"Are you okay?" Clyde asked sitting down next to him.

"No I'm not okay" Kyle stated taking his hand away from his face.

"Well what's wrong?" Clyde questioned.

"I have this fucking headache and I can't stand to be around my fucking family" Kyle angrily said.

"I noticed ever since they started fighting you've become angrier" Clyde said solemnly.

"Yeah I know" Kyle agreed.

"Do you have any idea why?" Clyde asked.

"Oh I have an idea alright…" Kyle stated.

"Well what is it?" Clyde asked. Kyle darkly chuckled suddenly making Clyde a little weary of actually asking him that.

"You know how most kids would hate for their parents to fight? They'd be screaming and plotting to get them to stop?" Kyle asked suddenly.

"Yeah like Kevin, Kenny, and Karen" Clyde said.

"Yeah exactly. But the thing is… I don't want my parents to stop fighting. I don't know why but every time they fight I get this satisfied feeling… I know it sounds creepy" Kyle said looking to Clyde who moved a foot away from him.

"Well why are you getting this feeling?" Clyde tried to start up the conversation again.

"I don't know. All the time though I have these weird dreams where I'm just about ready to kill them or someone else. It's been happening ever since 6 months ago…" Kyle replied.

"That's sounds both disturbing and gross" Clyde concluded.

"Tell me about it… every time I try to explain it to my dad he gets really nervous and makes an excuse to get away. I think he knows something I don't know… it makes me irradiated you know?" Kyle sighed.

"Yeah I would get mad too if my parents were hiding something from me. But you're problem isn't like any I've ever seen. I think you really need to see a psychiatrist. Maybe you should talk to your parents about it" Clyde suggested.

"I tried that already… they think it'll blow over… I'm not so sure. I think eventually I might actually hurt someone… and I'd hate for it to be someone I care about" Kyle replied.

"Well I'll help you talk to them about it. I think have a second person to back you up might help" Clyde said.

"Really you think so?" Kyle questioned surprised.

"Yeah come on let's go" Clyde said as he got down and pulled Kyle down. They left the library heading to Kyle's house.

Vivian: Whew… so a lot happened in this chapter. Also are you okay will probably be a key sentence in this story. :P

First part (Bebe and Kenny)- Who do you think is Karen's secret admirer? I'll give you a hint it's someone in the show.

Second part (Token and Wendy)- I have a deep feeling something's going on with Token…

Third part (Clyde and Kyle)- Wow hold the phone Kyle's got murderous thoughts?! Holy crap that's abnormal! D:

Disclaimer- I do not own the concept of Big Time Rush or their song No Idea. They rightfully belong to the boys- Kendall Schmidt, James Maslow, Carols Pena Jr, and Logan Henderson